Tired. Hehe.

Posted at 9:05 am

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Sunday, May 29, 2005

Lawas

I.am.pooped.

I am so tired.. so so tired... hehehe. First of all, I was late. This morning. Woke up at 5.15am. Yup, to my dad's plan, that was late. Got out of the house just before 6. Spent around 45mins at the first immigration booth. One thing I hate most, well, alot. I hate queueing. I noe, I'm just not the very patient type. Sigh. I need to change that. Will do, insyaAllah. Hehe

Overall.. it took about 3 hrs to get to Lawas tadi. Hehe. Thank my dad for being a super-racer. Haha. Anyhow, at the wedding, me and adi were like asked again and again of whether we've eaten yet or not. And again and again, our answer would be nope. Hehe..and again and again, they would ask us to eat.. and push ppl to take us to eat. Haha. We were just not in the mood to eat bah. Hehe.. plus, I have no dgn to it. Mom ate earlier while I hurried off with rozi to check on the groom, whom btw, stayed closeby. He's actually from KK, but.. u noe what I mean. Hehe.


Oh..here are some pictures I took during the wedding..hehe.. but sorry.. I didn't get to take the picture of the bride and groom..hehe.. too tired to go there..hahaha..

Awhh..lookie..how cute can I possibly get?? hahaha..prasan!



Rozi..hehe.. pangkat anak buah ku nii..hehe.. but.. I'm only a month older than her. shucks.hehe



With Ilma.. any my cuz..hehe.. dah ada anak yg sememangnya cute seperti aku..menyawang ani bah..hahaha.. And look.. see.. proof jua dah tuu..im soo cute..hahahahahaha!!! sasak kamu membaca??hahaha

Adi..my lil bro.. ignore his facial expression..ia inda mau bergambar masa atu..hehee

Oh.. and the trip home!!!wahhh.. exhausting!!!! And we were so bored..buleh lagiiii we have to wait for like an hour, if not more, for the ferry. Thank god I was asleep during most of the ride. Hehehe. See.. even my bro was bored...

He braided his hair out of boredom...hahaha.. While I drew something on an exam pad..lah.. I don have it here..nanti ku post ah..hehehe..

And oh yeah.. Pizza hut ada dah di limbang..hehe.. sj gito.. all i got in limbang.. was.. a badge.haha.. out of boredom. And i got adi a bean hat. Hehe.. I think that's what u call it. hehe. Nothing else. Cheh.. boring..

Horrible part of the story.. al.. goose.. nahh.. read this..hehehe

I was in terrible need of going to the loo masa otw to the immigration (limbang's) .. and My tummy was like aching mad!!! wahhh.... skali.. panjangb berabis bah queuenya!!! lagi ku hancur.. So.. I begged dad to find me a toilet asap. And so, being a dear that he is, he went, and I just couldn't stand being in the car, bearing the pain of wanting to go to the loo, I went out of the car. And searched for dad as well as a toilet. Found dad. And ada a somewhat restaurant looking place around, and he didn't go in.. to check for the toilet..bangang jua ku tu.. I really needed the toilet..hahah.. Rupanya, the place was... let me just say, irrespectable for me to enter. Hehe.

So u noe what we did, we found a house. And paluinya, no one was home. Thank god there was a kid around, and my dad called him, and asked if I could use his toilet. Bless him cause he said yes! hehe.. Woohoo!!! So yes, i was that desperate. Haha. But awhh.. so thankful to the lil boy and the mother for lending me their toilet. Thank u..Thank u.. well the horrible part was the horrible pain I had to bear and the long queue...I tell u.. it was super long. The good part...2 angels saved me.hahah.Well maybe I exagerrated there a lil bit. Hmm.. two generous ppl helped me. Hehe. Good enuf. hehe

I returned home at around 8. Missed malcolm in the middle. and a whole big part of the kumars.. *wails* .. but i did watch oprah... hehe.. sal lisa marie presley..still.. eshh.. aku mau kumars!!! chetz..heheeh

Wah.. byk kamu tag rini..sorry aku lambat balas..hehe.. been out. hehe.. but Aku rindu baca tag msgs and being online while I was away (dui..sehari jua ganya) and reading ppls' blogs.. hehehe..

Bah.. I'm out.have to turn in early tonyt. So tired.hehe. Nytnyt all!!!

Posted at 10:45 pm

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Saturday, May 28, 2005

Most active msgbox + A great nite out.

Weeee.. Atul had an amazing day..hehehe...

First things first.. Loving the taggers... hehe.. thank u.. u guys made my msgbox the most active among all junaidix's msgboxes out there.. Luv ya!!! hehehe.. Well, I've been changing positions from 1st and 2nd..and back up to 1st.. but..still..hehehehe...

Anyhow, pagi, hmm.. the usuals.. hehe.. had a nice talk with my colleagues. Hehe. Apagi.. nada..hehehe...

Ptg, went online, offline, online and offline again.. then online again.. hahaha.. goose punya pasal.. hahaha.. but then again..mmg aku kan kajap2.. just to check the taggies...hehehehe..

Oh.. mlm.. went out with Fizah, Al, Goose and Sein to watch Madagascar at empire. Got myself a 'Gloria' (the hippo) punya cup. hehee.. the head is all bouncy.. and it's facing directly at u when u drink. How cool is that? it's as if it's about to kiss u!!! hahaha..

Anyway.. Madagascar was awesome!!! woohooo!! Dingy!!! U didn't spoil it for me..hehe..anyway.. u guys shud go watch. Btw, lush.. ada itik tuuu.. dlm ceta ah..tapi kesian itik ah..wic brings me to a thought. Let me laugh jap ah..hahahaha.. ok.. heheh.. u see.. goose called me Rubber ducky dulu wah.. don ask.. he's just a pro at calling me names.. then.. he called me, recently, crocodile.. sigh..and in this story... mind u.. if u do not want to read this part.. pls proceed to thex paragraph. Hehe..but it doesn't destroy the movie lah..hehe..anyhow..the crocodile ate the cute lil yellow duck!!! hahaha.. mcm.. OMG!!! I ate myself!!!! hahaha.. Buleh lagiii.. hahahaha..

Erm, after madagascar, I was all sleepy already, and yet, I still wanna jalan.Haha. So, we all went to McD, where goose and fizah n al who claimed that he was neutral when in fact he wasn't, bullied me!!! verbally!!! I had fun!!! hehehe.. siuk bah...cause.. it's a 2 way street, plus, sein was on my side..hahaha..Thanx sein.. hehe.. I had a fun nyt with all 4 of u.. thank u!!! hehe

Oh before Al, Fizah and I went to McD, kami di jaya, and I saw a couple of old buddies, Amin and .. erm.. sorry .. I forgot her name.. but I think it's Mawarni..I think.. hehee.. I think I called her angsa kali dulu..bwohhh goose buddy muuu.. hehehe.. masa ugama dulu ni punya kes.. we each have a name (animal name) hehe..even the teachers.. mine was not very lawaly named, unlike the owner who's just sooo cute..hahaha..prasan.. hehe.. anyhow..kamu mau tau aku apa?? kerbau bah..iatah hancur masa kan raya korban.. " ker, inda ko bertapok??krg kana sembalih ko.." hahahaah.. but t'was fun.. heeheh..

Being bullied can be fun aye?? hehhehee

Oh yeah.. tomorrow, I'm off to lawas to go to my cousin's (erm.. kalau kan dikirakan pangkat anak buah plang tu..hehehe) wedding. Hehe. Woohoo!!! Gonna see alot of ppl..hehe... hope I have a good day tomorrow. Salnya kan.. I had such a good time tadi bah..n well, nya org tua2.. jgn luan kuat ketawa, krg menangis. Somehow, I believe that that is true. Life is a wheel. One time ur up, the next ur rock bottom. Sigh. Hope it will all be ok tomorrow. hehehe

Oh ya.. I saw kim today at empire..hehehe.. Hi Kim!!! hehehe..

Erm.. ada lagi kah.. I think that's all kali.. Im just too sleepy at the moment..hehe.. ngantuk ku..sampai sakit kepala aniwah.. sigh.. I think I need a medical check up..soon..hehe.. nantitah..hehehe.. teruk si atul ani eh..hheehehee

Nytnyt all.. have a great sunday..hehe

Posted at 11:45 pm

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Friday, May 27, 2005

Sofiya and Alfie!

Well hello there my fellow readers. hehe.. bida bunyinya..baik.. my fellow subjects nah..hahahhaha.. hehehe

Anyway..woke up real late today..around 11am to be precise..hehe..and after a bit of stuff.. i went online and was surprised!!! Dingy!!! Lush!!! Dee!!!! haahah.. love u guys!!! siuk ku membaca and membalas.. hahaha..

Anyway, was supposed to go visit my dear new nephew alfie today, but since no one is going and my sis inda reply..so neh.. gipun.. my friends ckp aku kuat jalan...so imma tone it down a little. hehe..

Most of my day, was spent being cooped up in my room. Drove mom wild.Haha. But, entah I feel cozy in my room. Hehe. Oh I watched the second Korean Vcd I bought, 'My brother'. lawa!!!! I cried..ishkkk ..lawa lawa.. bah.. i want more korean movies this holz..hehehe.. If u can call it holiday. Haha.

Baby Alfie!!! he was sleeping at the time..hehehee..

I donno if u guys can see dat well.. hehe.. ani sofiya posing..hehe..berabis ia posing.. suruhnya aku menggambar.. trueeee.. soo cute.. hmm.. ill post some pics of her posing jualah.. yg still..atu aku edit kai animationshop..ehhehee..supaya kamu dpt liat one go.. byk bah ia posing ah...ehhehe..

How cute is that? she actually posed and waited for me to take pictures of her..hahaha.. ooh..btw..if ur wondering..the colours around her eyes..not my doings..her dad.. hehe..sal membawa ia main kali tuu..hehee.. and the red paint on her finger.. she was painting before..and atu terkana.. alum ia wash..heheh.. Not blood..hehehe

Well.. adios everyone.. hehe.. nada byk kan ku cetakan rini..actually.. i have some thoughts plang.. but.. I need to think it thru before i post.. udah clear baru ku post yek? hehe.. oh.. thank u everyone.. hehe..siuk ku membaca comments and tags kamu..hehee.. and mereply..hehe..u guys make me smile+laugh = happy!!! heeheh

Oh btw.. Im very surprised that the mantera worked..ahahah.. nada deh.. ukan the doings of my mantera tuu.. coincidence bah..but yea!!! allowance out!!!hehehe

Ciao!!! Have fun y'all!!!!

Posted at 9:33 pm

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Thursday, May 26, 2005

Mantera. Hehe ;p

Woke up kinda early today. about 5 mins before 6am. Hehe. Early by 5mins from usual. Haha. Well, today I had a full schedule..well, not really. I had to observe 5 classes. And they're sorta boring. Hehe. Reason: They're still doing corrections. sigh...oh .. we had nazirs coming in this morning. One of em asked me about what year I was in and all. Hehe. Coolies. Hehe. I feel like being asked by someone with high authority. Hehe. Like, a boss. or, a prince. Hehe.

Anyhow, I was all sleepy in my classes. So.. so.. sleepy. Hehehe, so I decided to take a nap in the afternoon.

But when I got home, went online and stuff, and couldn't seem to go to bed. So, I decided to have my late lunch. But then, nothing seems.. good..hehe.. so.. I decided to go out for that late lunch of mine. And I finally found someone to go with. Goose!!!! Hehe..Thanx goose, even though ur sick and all , u still accompanied me for my late lunch and my must-go-out-for-a-spin today. Hehe.

We went to KFC arah mall. I bought 3 Korean vcds. 100 days with Mr. Arrogant (been dying to watch this..hehe), My brother and Moment to remember. I hope semua ok nanti. hehe, i hope inda payah antar2 balik to the kadai to exchange it. I hate it when that happens. And then to communist and hung out jap arah pantai jerudong.. and spun around and pantai tungku. Hehe. Kacau pantai tungku atu. There were these plants, and the plants have these thingies, that get stuck in my kain!!! sasak sasak!! tajam!!! annoying bah.Hehe. But.. sigh.. I like the beach. I love the water. I hate the sand. Hehe.

Oh, and I watched 100 days with Mr. Arrogant tadi. Lawa!! I cried a bit..at some parts lah..cian..hehe.. 2 more to go!!! woohoo!!! love korean movies. Hehe. Too bad they're not dvds. Hehe. I want to watch more eh. Hehe.

Kamu tau apa??? 2 of my frens say that I eat out alot! hahaha.. I guess..hmmm... Entah ah.. not enough willpower kali bah....luan ikut nafsu...hahahhahah..

Hmm.. My DvD and VcD case mikin panuh.. Need more storage. Same case for my shoes storage. Sigh. Tapi inda jua byk kasut/sandals/slippers ku ani.. I need to buy footwear. Really.

Saya nak baca mantera:

Elaun, Elaun,
datanglah engkau,
penuhilah alamku dgn kehadiranmu,
isikanlah dompetku dgn dirimu.

Hahaha... antam tul.. hehehe.. krg ada elaun pun tuuu..ku beli kah inda tu selipar2 ani..hahahaa.. karit bah aku ani.tapi mun sal makan/easi/dvd/necessities inda ia. Tapi mun sal accessories inc. footwear, bags, gelang, jam, baju... dan yg sewaktu dgnnya karit ku..hahaha. Hancur..Hancur..hahaha..

Oh today.. saya tak nak ceta sal ceta hantu.. malam jum'at ehehehhe.. hush hush..hehee..

Oh ya.. to Lush and Dingy:

Antamtah kamu!!!! Haha.. u guys crack me up.. skalinya panjang kamu men'tag' ahhh..mcm blogging ani wahh..hahahaa... but continue..continue..Im loving it!hehehee..

Posted at 9:53 pm

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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Ghost Story 2

I forgot to set my alarm last night. Thank god my mom woke me up, hehe.

Bored. Bored. Bored. The most frequently used word by me. Haha. Especially nowadays. I wonder why.. ah u figure this out oryt.. Nowadays, we are having observation, in which we go to certain classes to learn how to be an effective teacher. But u see, most of the time, we just hang around the staff room, but for us at St. Andrews, that would be the library. So, u see, the weird thing is, we (almost all) complained how tired we get by the end of the day. Weird right? We hardly do anything compared to what we do in UBD and yet we're all tired by the end of the day.. Here are some of the reasons that we've come up with...

1. Have to wake up early
2. Because of the extreme boredom, we get tired. (say what?aku pun bangang.Haha.But I got the gist lah)
3. No idea!!!

As you can see, we've run out of reasons.. or maybe it's because we socialise alot among ourselves.. but is it possible that that would be a reason to be all tired by the end of the day??

Bah udah sal atu eh.. hehe

So, anyway, today I had no classes. Sigh. Boring I tell u. Haha. But, had fun, as always chatting away with the gang. Hehe. Am tired. Sigh. And ptg went off to photocopy and full kan minyak keta..hehe.. And yea.. my mom gave me 20 bucks without any reasons. Loving it. Hehe. Jaditah.. 20..masa karing ani..hehe.. allowance di mana kah dikau??

Oh ya. Another ghost story. Hehe. Bah.. ready?? hehe..

This happened.. a few months back. It was late at night. I was very thirsty. So, I went to the kitchen, giggling after seeing my dad, whom at the time, looks at me weirdly. Bah mana jua kan inda. Tgh2 malam... ke dapur.. hehe.. well..masatu aku hyper jua kan..not in a sleepy mood lah.hehe.. anyhow.. ku ambil my nyaman marigold mango juice from the freezer.. Real fast kan.. gagas lah.. and again giggled off to my room. Kes sneaking into my room with a drink in the middle of the night. Not that my dad mind. Just entah eh. Skali... masa aku half asleep, it was as if aku dream bah.. I saw a pair of eyes and the upper part of the head lah.. skali.. I thought..Eh.. that's me!!! Lurking from the side of my body. Masatu aku tidur menyiring bah. Kirakan.. ia kan pouncelah tu. So kirakan there was 2 of me. One lurking and the other half asleep. Skalinya.. aku kirakan terbgn lah.

Then, almost instantly, I saw a black figure on top of me. And mcm masuk intome lah. Tiba2, I couldn't move, I couldn't even say a word. Atu yaa... I was so scared!!! Skali, u guys noe what happend??? My lips ani.. tiba2 grinned bah.. lagitia ku takut.. sendirinya ah.. Grinning!!! Hello!!! FREAKY!! Then, dlm hati I pray lah.. and sikit2 mau bergerak lah.. mulutku i think.. and then.. I read ayat kursi. Hilang. Gone. I can move again.

After that. I just couldn't sleep, altho I was soooooo sooooo sleepy. I msged Al. He got scared jua olehku. I was so scared. I cudn't even turun from my bed and go out of my room to call out my parents. So, I called the housephone. Alhamdulillah. My dad picked it up. I told him to come for me in my room. I told him abit sj. Note, I was already crying. Hehe. Then, I slept in my parent's room that night. My mom was like all hairan. But I just cudn't tell, aku takut the thing comes back.

In the morning, my dad baru buka ceta. Rupanya, last night, before aku masuk dapur, he heard bunyi kerusi bergerak, mcm kana irit lah dalam dapur atu. Iatah, the weird face was because, ia hairan aku berani masuk dlm dapur. And the other weird face was because, ia hairan aku inda nampak apa2 masa aku ke dapur. I guess I was too giggly and gagas that I didn't see or feel anything. baik jualah inda nampak. Yg paluinya..tuuuu..yg malamnya ia membalas ah.. I guess aku kacau durang punya party kali.hahaha. Adakah bapaku atu inda bunyi2..stop me kah..hehe.. rasawah kan menyalahkan org ah.. hehe...

End of ghost story 2. Hehe...

before I go.. just wanna say...

GET WELL SOON GUYS (Goose + Al)!!!

Boring kamu ah damam..nada kan ku kidnap. anitah kan si fizah exam. hehe.. Get well soon to the both of u.. Have plenty of rest ayt?? Take k.. hehe

Oh.. and GET WELL SOON AIN!!!!

Bah..Ciao!!!!

Posted at 7:50 pm

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

A whole load of stuff. Hehe

First...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FAZE aka FUZZY!!!
May Allah showers you with His blessings always. Amin!!! Have a wicked bday ayt!!! hehehe..oh and I wish u magnificient results for this semester .. may success always be with u. Amin!

Okay..on to my post for the day..

Hehe.. my apologies for not blogging yesterday. Was too damn tired to blog. Hehe. Anyway, yesterday.. erm yesterday.. ok.. I was out most of the day. I went to school at around 7am and came back home around 9.45pm. Haha!!! How cool is that?

Well.. 7am up to 12.30 of course at St. Andrews. I didn't go to any classes cause the students are having their practical exam, but I did go for the assembly that we had earlier in the day. Oh and we had a visit by our supervisor. I find him rather cool. Haha. Cause, he's friendly and helpful and just plain good. Hehe. Erm.. so, for yesterday, again I spent most of my day babbling away with my colleagues. Super cool. I'm loving em now. We have so much fun just chatting away. Haha. Thanks guys .. *hugs* ..But this time, I had something like a pang in my throat. Urgh. I think it was because of the excessive talking I did. Haha.

Anyhow, after school, I went with Boon to meet up with Goose, Al and Aziz for lunch at Gadong Properties, food court. Had dimsum there (oops.. sorry lush.. I forgot to take you with me..hehe). Oh and a mango tango, which I later found out was too sweet for me. Hehe. Then, Boon and I went off to Gestetner to photocopy some stuff for maths. Then off to UBD. On the way to UBD , I played my westlife cd (I noe..lame atul..haha) .. and soon, Boon and I were like singing our hearts out to the song.. coolies!! Hehe. At UBD, met up with Al and Goose for a sec before fleeing off on a quest to meet our dear (NOT! ..kidding..hehe) lecturers. Hehe. They weren't in..sigh.. So.. in the end, we met up with our supervisor, and ya.. he helped alot. Hehe. He saved us from more stupid quests cause apparently our supposedly lecturer for a particular course has not even arrived in Brunei. She's new. Haha. Then, we went to the library and ictc after having a laugh with a msg that Al sent me. He asked where I was and went on saying that Goose is waiting for us at SHBIE's 3rd floor..SAY WHAT?? 3rd floor??? It doesn't even exist. haha.

After our tiring quests, went off to gestetner and sent Boon home, I went back to UBD to fetch Al, then.. went off to Goose's crib. Lani joined us a bit later. Had a lot of fun there even though I was heavily bullied. Hehe. But no worries, I got my share. Haha. I pity Goose and Al for being my victims. Ruthless me. haha. Oh yeah.. I took Goose's glasses and put them on myself.. here u go..

Sorry for the not very clear view, but that's all I can get. Hehe. And you noe what.. Goose and Al said that i either look like a principal or an ustazah!! Haha.. Principal I can believe, but ustazah?? haha.. What do u think?

After our fooling around and get yourself crushed by Atul went off to Faize restaurant and got myself... Soto Hatibuyah... not as good as mameh.. hehe.. on my opinion that is. .. hehe.. Then sent Al home.. then reached home around.. 9.45pm.

At home, had a shower (awhh..sooo refreshing... ) then went online for a bit..then about 11pm went off to bed.. kapoof.. asleep! hehe

Today's story..I woke up at 5.50am!! yea!!! hehe.. 10mins earlier and I got to school a wee bit earlier than usual. Woohoo!!!

I didn't go in my observation class today, cause the teacher was just going to discuss papers.. so.. nehh..hehe.. But I was assigned to relief a teacher today. For a form 1 class. Friendly class I see. Sigh. But kinda noisy. Sigh. Anyhow. Today, I also had a great time with my colleagues. See... great ppl.. great experience. Hehe. Hope it'll continue on. Hehe. Oh and today, we played zuma deluxe! haha..and we were like which level are u on? U? hehe.. ERNA!!! NO!!! U finished Zuma!!! No!!! Hehe.. teach me how to get through level 12.. (as if there's anything to teach). I kinda got frustrated with it abit, so I made less attempts to jam it. wah.. I lost!! hehe.. Anyhow.. Congrats Erna!! Hopefully, I'll follow through soon. Hehe.

Oh and now I'm home, blogging. My mom told me to go with her later to see baby Alfie!!! Yea!!! Oh I didn't tell u guys ryt.. my new nephew's name is Alfie. For short. Hehe. Coolies.. Look at this ah...

Big Bro's (Abang) children:

1. Muhammad Azrin (Azrin)
   
2. Nur Aziemah (G-mah)
   
3. Muhammad Azhar (Azhar)
   

Big Sis's (Ka Rina) children:

1. Sharifah Alysha Sofiya (Sofiya)
   
2. Syed Alfie Syazwan (Alfie)
   

Sis's (Ka Nana) children:

1. Munirah Asyiqin (Iyah)
   
2. Muhammad Najwan Asyiqin (Dek wan)
3. Nur Aleeyah Asyiqin (Aleeyah)
   

Do you notice the pattern? Male, Female, Male, Female, Male, Female..etc. Cool ryt? hehe.. Ka Nana's pregnant.. so i'm kinda expecting a boy, even the ultrasound says it's aboy. But then again, we'll never know until the baby is born. Hehe.

Hmm..oh yeah.. Eryn requested ghost stories from me..hmm..

Let's go.. hehe

One night (chewah..hehe) .. I was hurrying to the toilet. The toilet has a window. Outside the toilet was a veranda.. So u can actually climb up some stuff and peep thru the window. So, while I was doing my business.. hehe.. sorry.. hehe.. I saw my lil bro from the window, with red eyes (which I only noticed later on) staring right at me (Don't worry, I was well covered..hehe) . And I was like..stop peeping and everything. But he was still staring, fiercely. I noticed at that time that he was wearing my lil bro's old pyjamas.. and I wondered how he was still able to fit in them. I mean come on.. he wore those pyjamas (with boats and trains printed) when he was like.. 4??and at that time my brother was like... 11??

Soon, after, his head turned away. Followed by his shoulders, and went straight to one dirn. It was as if he was floating. And I was like, eh.. how did he do that? U have to climb down the stuff and all. And when I went out of the toilet, I heard as though a vase fell from outside at the verandah. And thought.. AHA!! Caught u!! But when I opened the door, NOTHING! absolutely nothing. The vase was still standing upright. Plus, the air was all eerie feeling..OOOH.. Goosebumps!!! hehe..

Thinking that I must have heard it wrongly, I carried off without any other suspicions in mind. Then I saw my lil bro working on some stuff with my dad. And so, I reported to my dad that my lil bro was peeping on me. And my dad went, when??? And I was like, just a min ago.. BOOM! NO!! My brother was there all along.. I was so shocked. Then, all the stuff that I noticed started to make sense. Oh god. Hehe.

So, yes Eryn, I have seen ghosts before. I've got other stories of my encounter with ghosts. But, well, I'll tell them bit by bit. Hehe. But those are minor ones. The toilet incident was major enough for me. hehe. The others are just glimpse of them, or... seeing footsteps of them.

Oh another major ghost story, would be.... wah.. so tired to type. Hehe. I'll do that next time. Hehe. Did I annoy u? haha.

Oh and one more thing, for anon, about the results, U see, last semester our results came out on the 30th or was it 31st december? Anyhow, the year before that was also the same. So, I'm just merely guessing that this sem's result will come out on the same date as last yr, which was on the 8th june. It's just a hunch. Oh, and thanx for coming to my blog, and have fun reading, and continue tagging ayt?Hehe.

Tata all.

Posted at 2:15 pm

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Sunday, May 22, 2005

Emotionally absent.

Nice weather we had today, ain't it? Felt like it was 5pm all through the day. Heavenly. Just how I like it. For a day in, ofcourse. Hehe.

Today, my mood took abit of a spun. Before you think any further, no, I wasn't depressed at all. I was somewhat, emotionally absent. Lifeless. But physically there. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't sad or anything. In fact, not even one person really got on my nerves today. I didn't complain. Not that I always do. It just that I felt like I couldn't feel anything. But then again, nor was I extremely happy. I was just calm, which I'd have to say, is a bit odd. Days like this, don't usually happen to me, which is why I valued it alot. However, what I did today, does not complement my belief. Hehe. Terrible me. Well, the things that I did earlier today that is. I spent most of my day, cooped up in my room, either being online, reading ppls' blogs, editing my layout or watching charmed on my laptop. Other than that, nothing.

Only at about 5+pm today, did I decide to go out. I decided not to put off my buying zipbags anymore. Oh, why zipbags you ask? It's the plastic kind by the way. It's to pack my papers up. I decided to pack them up in a way that wouldn't consume alot of space, hence, zipbags. So, I did get zipbags among other things. I got myself 3 boxes. 2 small very colourful stripy ones. I like. Hehe. And 1 big ikea box to put all the papers in later on. I had fun shopping for that. Hehe. Short but fun. And another thing that I got was... dumdumdum.. DQ's banana split. Slurp. Hehe

But you know, earlier in the day, I felt like treating myself. Going for facial (which I've never done before, just had the urge to try), manicure and pedicure (which is kinda useless at the timebeing cause I just clipped them yesterday...hehe), other than that... shopping for myself I guess. Oh ya, and I also thought of indulging myself with sandals/slippers. I just noticed for the umpteenth time, that I need more slippers and sandals. Sigh. Too bad they don't cost like $5 a pair. Hehe. Come to think of it, I need more shoe storage as well, one that does not take too much space in my room. Hmm, but then what about my current shoe storage. I love em, but they I think, are taking too much space. Sigh. I think, I need more shoes (of all kinds, including slippers and sport shoes), more t-shirts, more long sleeves shirts, more watches, more baju kurongs and a whole load of stuff to refurbish my room. Ka-ching!!! Now, that does not seem to be a pleasant thing to do to my wallet. Such a big dent. So, until my wallet magically thickens, overflowing with huge amount of money and the amount will never lessen. Wah... dream on Atul!! Haha.

Don't you just find 'The Kumars at No.42' hilarious?? I love em! Haha. Oh and I watched Oprah before this, well I'm still watching it.. and oh my.. that Il Divo group is nice aye?? I like.. I wanna get their songs. They have a nice..smooth tone..Hehe. Erm, I guess you've noticed by now, that I have nothing else to say. Hmm.. do I?

Erm, oh yeah, Sofiya came over for abit before I went off and left her. Hey.. it's not my fault that she was too fixated on the movie, again Lemony Snicket, to go out with me. Hehe. Funny part was, when she have just arrived and came into my room, she went through my DvDs... and looked through each one (from the recent ones) and went *looks at one intentively*... then goes Nope! *looks at another* Nope! It was soo cute. Hehe. I mean coming from a 3 yr-old little girl. Very cute. It was as if she was as old as me looking through DvDs. Hehe. Oh and at first she didn't want to watch Lemony Snicket. She pointed at it...and went.. "takut..".. I was like .." what? It's not scary.." and after looking at it some more she went.. "Ok.Watch..." Haha.

Ok, enough of my dosage of stories of my nieces or nephews. Hehe. Signing off.

Posted at 8:40 pm

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Saturday, May 21, 2005

A new member of the family.

First of all, as of 9+ in the morning..

I HAVE A NEW NEPHEW!!!

Hehe.. so now.. overall..I have.. 4 nephews and 4 nieces.. wahh.. bagus eh.. balance!!hehe.. Woohoo!!! can't wait to see him!!! I like newborns!! hehe.. Oh the big sister is in my room at the moment watching Lemony snicket. Hehe.. tapi sian.. batuk2 ia. Hehe.

Oh yeah...I was hoping the baby lahir yesterday.. lawa jua tu.. 20.05.2005. But then again, okay jua tu wah..inda jua the baby kambang nanti dah lahir. Jeles tia ku. Haha.. Bad auntie!! haahah...

Erm.. Oh.. sorry I didn't get to do some blogging last nite..Im really thankful sal u lot asked me to blog. percaya kamu....around 9+pm, I was already very sleepy. My eyes were like sooo pedih! haha.. And masatu I was on msn with Al, and I told him that I just don't have the energy to blog, and I was just way too sleepy. And he was like.. "Bwoh!! Atul jrg blog lagi!!" .. haha.. sejak ku observation tuuu..hehe.. ngalih olehnya by night time. My bedtime has been shifted as u can see, which is a good thing if you've been following my sleeping habits since my past posts.. dari dulu2 atu lah..hehehe..

Oh btw.. yesterday...

Pagi atu my adi bawa jalan.. awuuuu.. at around 10.30am..inda ia sabar2 kan book buku harry potter ahh.. luan jua ehh.. going out in the mornings is just not me. hehe. Kami balik around 12 atulah ngam for lunch. Mom and dad prepared marvelous dishes. hehe.. Menyelerakan. hehe. well, simple plang, but i like. Hehe.

Ptg, Ratna came over, and then we went off arah agent Nissan, to get this sticker that Im supposed to stick on my car in case of any emergencies. hehe. And we took the opportunity of oogling over Nissan skyline and Nissan Z. sigh.. personally, I like nissan skyline more, but I like the door handles of Nissan Z. However, I am already very well satisfied and happy with the car I have now. Hehe. Asal ok jalannya and.. ok bah. Hehe.

Then we fetched her adi from tuition. Then, we fled off to delima and batu 1. Hehe. We had a good day lah. Seeing that actuallynya aku invite ia sama huda jalan awal2, skali huda bz, and ratna was sorta busy sal adinya, malas tah ku. hehe. Skalinya, she singgah my house after ngantar adinya. haha. and aku kana tipun kana suruh ambil the sticker, so.. things work out well in the end.

Today's story. Pagi2 aku kana assign to invigilate the physics practical exam. Then sambung observe class additional maths. Phew. Tired. Hehe. That's how I feel. Masa exam atu lagi I had to run around, well, walk around actually, searching for the teacher. Cause ia inda gito aku apa soln nya apa. Manalah aku tau. Hehe.

Oh and today, I had an amazing time with my colleagues. Siuk eh. Kami talk about relationships. Kesnya cani, I saw one of my colleagues ani kelmarin jalan sama a guy, who turns out to be her bf after I confided with Ratna. Skalinya, tadi..aku atu beribun wah.. asking her bila kawin?ia ckp alum kan.. skali.. beribun lagi.. bertunang inda? And she said sudah. I was like..What???!!! She've been engaged for 5 months already. So, the story of me being one of the last to noe, berulang kembali. Hehe. So, out of amusement, I asked almost everyone, of whether they were married, u noe the works. Abis terkajut org olehku. Indaku tahan bah cani ani. Ketinggalan ceta. Baik ku tau awal ryt? hehe.

So, we ended up talking about relationships for the rest of the day, along with some small stories lah, as in cars and stuff. Hehe. I'm having a nice time there. Hehe. I got on well with some of my colleagues I think, unless if they think otherwise. Riuh kali bah aku ani. Nyanyah tah lagi. And I was surprised that one of em heard what the gang and I have planned before. They overheard our screams of excitement masatu. And ofcourse the story behind it. Haha. Giler. Made me thought how noisy the gang and I must be, huh?!

Oh, ain blogged about how close we are to getting our exam results. I think it would be around 8th June. Ooh.. and this is.. 21st may!! omg!! omg!! Inda lagi batah upanya! OMG!! Freaking out...but bagus lah.. I cant wait. Awu. Aku ni penggagas ni mun sal results. Hehe. Andangnya. Inda penyabar. haha.

Haha. Bah y'all. I have to go now. Kan pigi liat my new nephew. Hehe.

Posted at 3:05 pm

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Friday, May 20, 2005

Last night..

I just woke up from a dreadful dream. It started as okay, funny, then, that voice. Damn. it destroyed the whole dream.

Anyway, I woke up not knowing how I ended up in bed. Must have been really tired and sleepy. Wait. I remember that part. I remember being all sleepy watching the apprentice, which btw, I don't think I watched till the end. Hmm..

Oh well. I was thinking hard about it this morning, then I saw junk on my bed. Aha! That proves how tired I was. You see, if I slept with my junk on bed, that means that I was either too tired or sleepy, or I didn't expect to fall asleep at that time.And I don't think I switched on the tv in my room or anything before I went to bed. Wow! how sleepy and tired can I get? haha.

Enough about my sleep. Hehe.

Yesterday morning, I arrived at school earlier than usual. I've learnt my lesson well. I hope this keeps up. Besides, I had to invigilate the exam at 7.30am. Which means I have to be at the exam hall at, 7.15am. Which means that I have to sign in before 7.15am. And I arrived at, 7am. Not bad ah. Hehe. Well, invigilating got my legs a tad tired.

Oh, the science department held a meeting yesterday, just the science department, and I had to join them. So, my colleagues whom are not asked to attend the meeting, were like, "tul... byebyeeeee.." haha.. Well, it was rather funny, that we get to joke about by just socialising in 4 short days. Hehe. Bottomline, I had fun with my colleagues today. Good. Hehe.

In the afternoon, I had an urge to go out. But didn't exactly know where to go. Had a chat with goose and Al. Then, dum dum dum.. Fizah msgd. asking me and them 2, to accompany her for hi-tea. Woohoo!!! So, we went. Hehe. Lani joined us moments after we arrived at Fratinis. I had a wild time there. Haha. Eventhough I was heavily bullied by the gang, especially, Goose. Hehe. Don't worry. This is Atul. I had my share. Hehe. But truly, I think the bullying helps in making it even more fun. Hehe.. I was cracking up, even my tummy was in pain. Haha.

Then, we went off on an adventure of finding 'galaxy'. The chocolate I mean. Fizah and I had to give in early. Fizah was super tired. And I was in charge of sending her home. Plus, I have shows to watch. Hehe. But Al and Goose told me that they searched Brunei high and low that night, and no 'galaxy' in sight. awhh... don't worry goose, if I find one, I'll tell you, after I finish all the stock they have. Haha. Kidding!! Hehe.

Oh and yesterday, I made a plug for goose.

Hope you like it goose. Hehe.

Oh seeing that I'm about to delete the tagboard (the older one), imma reply ur tags here first.

TAG REPLIES

Surya: Surya!!! Hehe.. Lawa tu sur if u paint ur room like this..hhehe.. aku ikut eh decorate ur room.haha.. menyamak aku ah.. haha..

LiNaMarLyn: Thank u..hehe.. aku kai paintshop pro 8 sj.. hehe.. thank u.. simple bah.. maklum freshie..hehe..

buz: It's ok. Don't worry. hehe.. at least I know now. Hehe. Btw Buz, you know what, after you told me to keep my eyes peeled for 'him', malar plang aku nampak ia around eh. In UBD ofcourse. Hehe.

Nz: Hiii!!! *waves* Yup, first time. Mana ada pro. Aku byk main edit2 lah. lukis atu sj sendiri, but the html codes apa byk yg edit lah. Anyhow, thank you. hehe.First time to my blog? hehe.. enjoy ur visit. Come here often ayts?

Eryn: Thank you.. Thank you. Heheh.. :)

Posted at 8:30 am

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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

New Skin!

I'm not really in the mood to post, but, what the heck. Notice my new skin? Made it myself, with help from old blogskin codes and such ofcourse. I think it's not that attractive, too pastel. But, I reckon it's good enough for my first, no?Spent ages making it. Hehe. But, marvelous times. I had alot of fun doing it. Hehe. Geek alert!! Hehe..But I'm loving the stripes. Hehe.. *grins* hehe

Anyhow, for today, it was raining ryt? I was ready for skul by 6.30ish.. but then I thought, it was raining, so.. maybe ppl will be awake late and all, so, Ill go abit later. Watch charmed. Then, little did I noe, I got stuck in a traffic jam. *grr* .. So, I arrived at skul at a later time than I expected, but still, not bad, skul hasn't started yet. Hehe.

Anyway, spent my first hour in skul, sleeping. haha.. had a lil nap in the library. I was really sleepy, but I could've avoided it if I had something to do. I was so bored cause I had nothing to do, and I was sleepy, so, SLEEP!

Then, I was called for relieve for half an hour. Hmm, that was a first. It was fun to see students struggling to find the answer, reminds me of myself. Haha. But this time, I'm not the one playing with my pens due to mental block! haha.

Oooh!! I just found out that I overdid my own schedule. I thought we only have 2 weeks left due to the exam.But I thought we started by having 3 weeks so cut down 1 week, it becomes, 2 weeks ryt?... Then, my colleague was listing hers like what I did, but, to my amazement, hers was 3 weeks long. And I was like.. how come urs is longer? so, we did some counting, turns out, its supposed to be 4 weeks initially, becoming 3 weeks. *grr*.. Now I have too many classes to attend. I'll figure that one out tonight, hopefully. But, I think there's no harm in entering more classes, but then again, I'll have to make more report then.. noooo!!! hehe.. I'll decide this thing later on. Can't think wisely now. hehe.

Erm.. I watched a lil bit of desperate housewives this afternoon, then, did the layout thing. Hehe. Oh and I did this.. DingY!! It's simple hon.. hehe.. I donno how to alter to ur likings.. so.. Erm.. hehe.. U tell me wat u think about it lah..here..

Erm, I guess that's about it.. A reminder, ppl.. Im gonna delete the old tagboard (the upper one) soon. So, tag on the other one ayt.

Posted at 8:18 pm

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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

A 2-day post.

I am bushed. First of all, my apologies for not blogging yesterday.. but I was damn tired after being out all day.

Yesterday's news

Went to St. Andrews at around 7.15am. I was late! I actually made a pact with Boon to get to school at around 7am, but noooo.. that didn't happen.. *cringe*.. hehe..

About the Observation. Well, turns out St. Andrews got the news of us coming rather late, so, everything was last minute. They couldn't schedule our timetable ofcourse. So, we spent the day, familiarising ourselves with the structure of the school with the help of Boon ofcourse. But then again, does it show how bored we were, if I told you that we made 2 trips to the canteen? hehe.. True. Since we got nothing to do that day, well some of us.

Met new friends that day. That was the good part. The bad part, seeing St. Andrews and seeing how the teachers react when they saw Boon who used to go there, makes me miss my old school. Stpri. Yes Afee, I miss Stpri. Sigh. Too bad. Anyhow, I'm going to take full advantage of this opportunity I am given. More like forced to have, but it's okay. It's a good thing. hehe.

I went to Al's place at around 2+pm to transfer files. We waited to about 4+pm for Yati to come over to his place to hand him some CDs and all. Yati left at around 5+pm and then Al and I went off to Goose's place. Then, Yayasan for my late lunch..Late isn't it? My late lunch cum dinner. Hehe. Then we went to Huaho, bought myself cd-rs. Yeeha!! hehe. And got myself easi-card. I wasn't going to upload actually, but then, on that first day of mine, I was so bored, plus, I miss my friends!!! Couldn't help messaging them and misscalling them. I even felt like actually calling them. Hehe.

But then, I had trouble uploading credit. The service was not available at that time. But no matter, I still have sufficient credit left to last me for the night and the morning. Hehe. Anyway, after yayasan, we went to Goose's place to fetch his laptop. You see, he mentioned about his already expired anti-virus program, and Al has the answer to his query. Anyhow, there we were, at Al's place, hanging out while fiddling with computers and files and going online and all those sort. That was around 8.30pm. And we finished doing everything at around 10.30pm due to problems with the connections. Hehe. But overall, I had a great time. Especially by abusing Goose using the power of my very sharp elbow. Haha. Sorry Goose. Hehe.

So, consequently, reached home at 11pm. Whoa. Very sleepy at this stage. But I couldn't help it. I had to go online. But since I was tired and is in need of sleep, Goose told me not to blog. But, he didn't say that I can't go online, now didn't he? So, I did. But I was caught red-handed. He went online. Haha. But at least, I didn't blog. So, I was safe. Hehe.

Anyhow, I went to bed at around 12am.

Today's story

Arrived at school at about 7am. But, I accidentally parked at a numbered-parking space. So, I had to take down my shades, and move parking spot. Sigh. Still, I signed in at 7.05, about that. Hehe. But you know what? This morning, I get a lot of.. R u ok? U feeling really sleepy? Haha. I guess I must've looked like a zombie wearing baju kurong. Haha. Oh well. I was kinda sleepy. I mean I was behind by about 3 hours or less right from all my late-night sleeps. hehe.

Well, we got our time-tables this morning. I had a lil trouble with that. But, now I think it's okay. I'm assigned to physics and additional mathematics classes. Whoa! hehe. 4Sc1, 4Sc2 and 5Sc1. But I won't be teaching, just observing, so, I'm alright. Hehe.

When I reached home, I went straight to my bed and flop myself onto my bed. Ahh.. heavenly~~~ hehe. I guess I was really tired by then. But then, I had to go to UBD, cause I had some questions for my lecturer regarding the observation. But, all of a sudden, Al msged me asking me if I was free that afternoon to accompany him to hand some cds to Surya. I was kinda, just have to go to UBD. So, he agreed to pick me up and before we go to UBD, to Jollibee first for my again late-but-not-as-late-as-yesterday's lunch. hehe.

But thing is, he told me that he'd depart from home around 2pm right, so I decided to watch the Oprah show. Thing is, about 1.45pm, I was already really tired, and I decided to take a really short nap. But somehow, I was already picturing myself being still asleep when Al arrives, just like the scenario when Ali and I went to pick up Mizi, and he was still asleep. Hehe..

At 2.30pm, my lil bro woke me up:

Adi: Oiii..bangun.. Inda ko jadikah?
Atul: *quickly wakes up* eh..jadiii..
*silent moment*
Atul: *thinking*.. eh...adi.. Jadi apa??
Adi: Ko jua kan jalan sama si Al.
Atul: *Looks at time* Oh shoot!!! *takes out mobile* Bwoh!!! adi.. cekkan diluar ada ia dah kah?
Adi: *checks outside*.. ada..
Atul: Bwoh.. suruh tunggu jap.

Haha..

Anyhow, at Jollibee, I couldn't decide which burgers I wanted. So, I got myself a chicken salad sandwich. And, I guess I was still really blur..hehehe.. cause I couldn't seem to remember the name of a certain burger. Haha...And I went..erm..the JC one. I remembered the initials but not the name of the burger. Haha.. Well, I frequently order this one, I guess that's how I remember the initials as well, but I should remember the name first and foremost right? Anyhow, the staff mentioned that it was Junior champ. *slaps forehead*. That's it! hehe..

After that we took off to UBD. There, I was again laughed at by my MOT physics lecturer, I wonder why he finds me funny even when I don't make a joke. Oh well. I'll be optimistic about that. hehe. Meaning, I'll see it as that i do not need to put any effort to make ppl, especially him, laugh. Haha. Oh I got my socio's second assignment results. Got A-. Woohoo! And, for school management and orgnization (my elective), I got and A for my essay and a B+ for the group's presentation. Not too shabby. I'm satisfied.

Anyhow, after seeing the respective lecturers and all, Al and I took off to Surya's crib where we spent about 2 hours or so there being eaten alive by mosquitoes. Haha. No offence Sur. Hehe. Apparently, the neighbours are having their lawns sprayed, and when this happens, the mosquitoes run amok (to Surya's crib)! heehee. I'm exagerrating. Hehe. Anyhow, I had a great time chatting with her. Oh, get well soon Sur. She's having an allergy attack, and she called me up awhile ago, and told me that it got worse. Urgh. Bad timing. Observation time. Hope you get well soon.

Then, Al sent me home. And I had a bit of a rest here and there. Oh, I'm still in the process of creating my own skin (layout, wateva) . Hehe. Hope it's going to work out well.

Anyhow, updates from me, nowadays, I spend my spare time, either watching the DvDs, VCDs or about-to-be VCDs. Hehe. They're still in my computer. Oh and one more. After cleaning my room, and placing my old novels and magazines in the store, I found a book in the store. An old one though, but nonetheless, age of the arts should not be the matter, in this case that is.

And so far, I like...

The Truth

This might be the worst sin
in the life of any thinker
when he says that
the truth is untrue
because the truth
continue to discuss
the humanity in the world.

By: Noorilham, 1983.

Not bad aye? The book was published in1998 btw. hehe.

Which reminds me, I want to get my hands on the book Erna mentioned in her blog. Bergdorf Blondes I think.Oooooh.. my wallet hurts. Hehe. I want the next allowance to come in soon. Haha.

What else, oh, thank you to Erna and Kim for wondering why I didn't blog and all. hehe. Makes me feel so appreciated. I mean, it has only been a day, right? hehe. Anyhow, thanks again y'all. hehe..

Ooh, another day of waking up early tomorrow. I wonder if there's a school here that starts at 9..Hehe.. *everyone shoots Atul* haha.. I noe .I noe.. wake up earlier tul! haha.. come on.. hehe.. I'm just not a morning person lately. I used to be ok with it in the past. I think I need some readjustments to go through with.

Wat else. I so miss my friends. Yani, Surya, Jill, Afid, Mizi, Ida, Fau. Haha. And everyone, whom I don't often see anymore. Guys!! Don't forget, a day out. Well, half a day is more like it. I so want to know how you guys are doing at your school, more in detail. hehe. Mizi, Ida and Fau, beach! beach! beach! heeheee..

Oh, wic reminds me, Huda and Ratna... when we go out? Friday? Hehe. U guys decide. hehe. I just sit back and relax. Haha. Maybe for sushi aye?

Ok, dat's all for tonight. Tata everyone.

Posted at 11:53 pm

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Sunday, May 15, 2005

C*** talk

Last night my emotions took a drastic turn. From happy to empty. On saying that, I am very sorry to those who were affected by my oh-so-ever-changing-without-a-notice moodswing. Hehe.. I feel somewhat better. Still empty but better. Thanx to those who tried cheering me up especially you. Thank you.

Last night I continued cleaning up my room. Although I'm not done yet, at least I've done most. Hehe... And I assume that my bedtime is being shifted to an earlier time, as I keep falling asleep on my half-cleared bed. Haha.. The other half is still messy with my unfinished donno-where-to-put-you-yet items. Hehe.. Or maybe it was simply a question of tiredness? Or maybe being too comfy while watching telly?.. Oh well..

This morning, I continued with the cleaning bit. Well, to be more precise, I was discarding useless stationeries and rearranging the items on my desk. I still can't figure out how to keep all these dangly wires neat though. Hmmm...

Oh, question, does anybody here know of whether it's safe to walk alone at Tasek Lama?? I asked a friend already, but I'm kinda hoping that there's another answer to that question. I feel like I need to take walks now and then. Alone. Reasons: One, I don't want to bother anyone with my useless activities and secondly, I just think I need to learn to be alone. Not that I've never been alone. It's just that... sometimes you need to be sad in order to be happy. I know this sounds like B*** S*** or maybe even the words of a pathetic loser who doesn't want to admit to herself that she's in need of company, or just trying to be in grief when she doesn't have to. I know. Those might even be the reasons actually. Who knows. I don't know my true feelings. But I do know that that is something I want to do. Well, if it's not safe, I'll just think of an alternative, which I will hopefully not disclose to anyone just so that I'll really be lonely. Pathetic me. I know.

Moving on, well, I washed the car awhile ago leaving my palm all wrinkly. And I placed my old magazines and novels in the store. And I am currently trying to do myself a new layout. Unfortunately, I have no idea where to start. All I need at the moment, are, the size (in pixels) for each part of the layout. Can anyone help me? I'll do the adobe photoshop thing myself. Hopefully. Hehe..

Tomorrow, I will be back at school, surrounded by people in uniforms. I'm going to St. Andrews tomorrow. Although I'm quite excited to go on this, what I like to call adventure, instead of observation, I'm kinda freaking out as well. Cause you see, those who are usually excited of something usually gets disappointed. So, I'm kinda already expecting the worst here. But I hope my observation will run smoothly there.

Anyhow, this afternoon I made a poem called

As of today

As of today,
There will be no more me.
As of today,
I will disappear from your life,
My very existence will live only in your memory.
As of today,
I do not know you,
And nor do you.
As of today,
I will be transformed,
Never to return to the old me.
As of today,
Should we meet again,
You will only see the new me,
And not the one that you've once known.
As of today,
I bury my memories with you,
Along with the spirit of the old me,
Whom I've chosen to leave behind.
As of today,
My tears will stop rolling for you.

-Atul5353

You know, I had a thought before making this poem. What will happen if I suddenly drop out of sight? What will happen if no one knows where I am? Too drastic. How about, if I suddenly changed? If I suddenly stop being friends with people? If I suddenly commit to a life more preserved? And while washing the car, I had the thought that maybe one has many friends because one needs a large number of friends to make one happy. Those who have little number of friends have much more self-reassurance that they don't need people to reassure them, that they are happy, and that they shouldn't worry. Cause as we all know, nothing good can come from worrying (too much).

I don't really know the reason to my blabbering today, but I hope this will enlighten you in some ways.

On a different note, well tonight will be my telly night. The kumars, malcolm in the middle...is that all? oh well...I'll jus watch one of the dvds that I've borrowed from my sis, or, the old season of charmed.

My palm (does that include fingers?) and my fingers are so wrinkly and soooo not soft. I'm not liking this. Im bushed. I keep getting dizzy after standing up from sitting ofcourse. Duh! Well, I meant the not-chair sitting but the.. I can't seem to find the word. Anyhow, I probably made such a fast attempt to stand up that I got dizzy. Hmm.. I'm beginning to believe that I'm not healthy, which is another reason why I need to do routine walks, without company so that I won't have to keep up with anyone. Hehe... cheeky, aren't I? hehe..

Well, I guess that's all for now. I hope all of you will be facing a nice life ahead of you. Which btw, just one last thing, I had a thought while washing the car. Sometimes, don't you just wish that you can be happy all the time? But then again, you'd be envious of those who would be all sad. Maybe because of the attention thay have, or maybe because, you just need to sometimes feel sad. Oh c***! I'm talking nonsense again. Oh wait, maybe it's just that things have to fair. Oh, don't mind me. My mind is drawing [insert proper word].

Oh if you're wondering why I'm putting astrix all over, it's because I'm still trying to not curse anymore. However, as you can see, I just couldn't resist. So, putting on astrixes will at least, erm, somewhat, hide my swearings. Hehe..

Goodbye everyone.

Posted at 6:16 pm

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Saturday, May 14, 2005

Afid's bday!!! + out with Al

Well..another great day for me *thankful* hehe..

Pagi went out to surprise....AFID!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AFID!!!!

May Allah showers u with His blessings always!!! Amin!!!

Yani fetched me at 9.30am...then kami ambil cake arah Le Apple.. ah..iatahtu yg kami order ritu.. hehe.. yg kami akhir balik..hehe..Oh oh..and masa arah Le Apple.. the guy who served us masa for Yani's bday ingat kami..haha.. must be sal kami ani luan pandai..haha.. abis kan kami ubah2..haha..mesti kami jumpa the person wah and discuss and lukis2 lu..and negotiate lau buleh this way and that..I remember bday si Jill..the first Beetle cake..volkswagen ah..atu berabis ku negotiate tu..haha.. lawa ehh..masa si yani..since last minute..so ..we couldn't do much..well..THEY cudn't do much..and as for afid's ..si jill nada.. hehe..kurang org..hehe.. but nonetheless, I sure hope that u enjoyed the surprise afid.. cause I sure did..hehe

Anyway.. pastu we went to Surya's. then ke rumah si Afid... basically, kami mensurprise inda brapa menjadi lah..but.. oklah..hehe...nanti gi tani celebrate brabis Afid ah.. with Jill..ani si Jill ke Miri tia jua .. and yani kan ambil adinya..hehe..

Hehehe.. Pictures ppl...

There's a story behind that.. 'Dyglah bintang di hati kami..' haha..kami sengajakan wah tuu.. actually ..ia minat bintang wah.. sooo.. kami buat bintang in a heart.. so I came up with 'Ur the star in our hearts'... skalinya.. Si Yani went..dgn muka kesian..hehe.. "ishk.. ia lawa.. masa bday ku..'Mikin tua mikin giant' ...".. haha.. iatahtu..kami permainkan lah si afid..ia inda suka kana panggil dyg..iatah tu jadinya.. hehehe..




Proses bday.. kalau kamu bday.. tiup lilin dan potong kek yee.. hahaha..macam inda tau sj..haha..



Muka-muka perasan..haha.. nadawah.. hehe.. baik ni kami ani..haha (perasan!! haha)



Serious to Buang Karan to Cute!!! (hahaha!!!)




With the bday girl mesti besar..heehee


And last but not least...



Jgn kamu..batah kami menggambar ni..abis sakit perut olehnya..mun namanya ada dlm 8 kali kali kami bergambar inda menjadi..haha..sal..ada yg muanya langsung inda masuk...ada yg gambar muanya ganya.. ada yg terputus2 kepala..haha..bwoh, memberijab sj bunyinya..hehe

So, anyway, I reached home at around 2pm, after hang out rh si surya and liat gambar and all..hehe.. n met her nene.. hehe..and her nephew..whom she uses to apply her knowledge from developmental psychology... oh btw.. I had lots of fun talking to Yani masa in the ride..hehe..siuk siuk..always fun with her.. .. then.. zoomed to Al's. Spent some time trying to detect wi-fi on my lappie which rupanya aku lupa enable ..hahahaha.. kambanganz bnr.. then.. we left my laptop at his place for file transferring, aku and ia jalan makan at the Thai restaurant di jerudong.. (FYI: the kedai tutup this monday..hehe..sj gito.. reason: no idea..hehe) .. Then.. he joined me in my escapade for a good notebook for observation. And we finally found one at Mubarak's. Haha.. after a series of places.. haha.. which includes : Batu bersurat, Emporium batu satu, Active Art's store and finally Mubarak's. Met a few ppl along the way.. Durang lish!!! hehe.. yush, mini and lish di emporium. Durang Kamal di active...

Then balik ke rumah si al.. and... alum siap ia transfer..kacau.. we left it for about 3hrs bah..hehe.. alum jua siap..hehe.. byk wah..hehe ..oh and masa si al bawa turun my laptop..he was like.. byk msgs.. upanya aku lupa sign out my msn and my yahoo..haha.. sorry ppl yg tagur aku.. hehe.. anyway.. aku balik from his house..around.. 7+pm..hehe..

Eeeee..byk kan ku liat..cause yg si Al transfer kan atu.. charmed season 1.. hehe.. and.. he burn kan charmed season 7.. sambungannya lah.. hehe.. byk byk..yg alum sempat tadi atu.. charmed season 1 lagi.. sambungannya..and desperate housewives..hehehe.. Nanti lagi lah..

Oh..and I just got news that my plans for tomorrow terpaksa di postponed.. so now.. I have nothing planned.. hmm...maybe I'll continue cleaning up my room.. hehe..and.. watch all the movies!!!hehehe....suka ku ehh.. alot to watch.. dpn tv ganya tah ku ni..hahah..siuk eh.. abis exam!!! freedom!!! watch tv!!! hehe.. but now..mcm inda byk masa ku kan liat tv jua..haha.. teruk teruk..hehee

Well ok..dats all for today.. Enjoy ur sunday!!! hehe.. and the remainings of ur saturday nyt..hehe

Oh..and one last thing..but definitely not the least...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM!!!!

Hope u had a great bday as well.. hehe..

Posted at 9:12 pm

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Friday, May 13, 2005

Alyssa's bday + DVD day..hehe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALYSSA!!!!

Sorry I couldn't make it tadi..well aku ngalih sal jalan2 kelmarin..so malas tah ku jalan..and then Ka Rina ke rumah jua tadi..hehehe.. anyway.. I'm sure u had a great birthday bash ryt? hehe..All the best to u!!!

Ok.. the state of my room ryt now..is a total mess!!!! Hahaha.. coz.. I was cleaning and arranging stuff dari tadi pagi..and got tired..hehe.. I got help from my sis tho.. but stilll.. ngalih ku..haha...oh.. and its still messy..cause Im not done yet.. kusut lagi ku meliat tu.. krg malam tah lagi or.. wateva..sok pagi lagi I have to wake up early.. is 8am early?? hehe.. Cause Yani's coming over at 9.30am.. hmm...buleh 8.30 eh ku bgn..hehe.. 8.45 pun bleh..hehe.. anyhow.. we have something to do with surya..which I will report tomorrow..hehe..

AND.. hehe.. Lepas kami arranging all my books atu.. my sis and adi felt tempted to buy DVDs!!! hahaha.. so we went to Joey Joe for abit..hehe..where aku kana lanja DVD ..hehe.. I bought..'PS'. hehe..Adi bought 'A series of unfortunate events'. Sofiya (my niece) bought 'Alice in Wonderland' . Karina (whom I call diding jua.. hehe.. DINGY!!! hehe.. ur diding as well ryt?? hehe.. I call my sis diding jua..at times..hehe) bought 'Beauty Shop' which she lent me sj. Since mine rosak and cannot return sal arah durang baik..chehhh.. hehe.. and..she also bought.. the whole season 4 of CSI..atu yaaaa.. hehe..

After that we went off to Seri Balai..tapi nada.. my mom pesan bingka bah..hehe.. anyway.. iatahwah calinya tuu..

Mom: Eh.. Mana kamu beli ni?
Ka Rina: Di hospital. Balai Raya nada..
Atul & Mom : Hahaha!!!! Balai raya!!!!
Ka Rina: Eh..salahkah..apa namanya tuuu.. *looks at atul*
Atul: Seri Balai lahhhhh

Oh anyway..my sis treat kami sana jua...haha..sian my sis.. hehe..

Erm.. tadi aku hantar my sis back to her crib.. skalinya.. aku pinjam a lot..and I mean alot.. haha.. alot of DVDs from her..and found some of my DVDs jua arahnya..hehe.. woohoo.. kayo movies ku ehh.. oh..and I hung out there for abit before balik..hehe

which reminds me.. goose.. nanti ku return ur DVD ah... and Ill await mine yg arahmu..hehehe...

Oh guys.. as u might have already noticed.. I have 2 tagboards.. hehe.. yg satu atu..yg dibwh..untuk sng reply kamu lah.. I got sick of doing tag replies in my post..salnya apanah.. the last post atu.. ada 5 kali kali ku buat..cause..entah knapa ..terhilang sj aniwah.. baik jua .. cause i noe itll happen again and again..I copy and paste on a notepad before I do the edits. hehe...

Well.. basically on whole, today was not such a bad day after all.. hehe.. friday the 13th..funny.. hehe.. I don't think the day is jinxed.. hehe... but I was told.. that friday the 13th is just a powerful day (don't believe this lah.. I'm just saying wat I heard..hehe) ..it can determine whether ur day will be jinxed or vice versa..or was it.. eh wait.. fuhgedabouddat...hahaha...

Erm.. tomorrow wud be total freedom to UBDians... hehe.. for tomorrow will be the last exam for this semester... so.. I wish everybody the best.. hehe.. I hope the results will turn out well for everyone!! AMIN!!!

Bah..taggers!! aku reply kamu arah tagboards ku sj ahh.. hehe.. I still very syg to buang Cbox..hehehe.. tunggu lahhhh....hehehehee

Posted at 8:58 pm

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Thursday, May 12, 2005

Exam over!!!

Hehe.. As of 12.10 noon, examku diishytiharkan selesai!! haha.. woohooo!!!

my so-called study schedule.. hehe

my exam schedule.. hehe

Oooh.. liat kamuuuu .. strikes everywhere!!! hehehe.. cool!!! now i can tear them up and off of my almari..hehe..my almari works as a notice board as well bah..hehe.. suka ku ehh..

Throughout the exam I was giggling all over, Yani can be my witness.. Cali wah lecturer kami ahh..ahahah.. Before the exam starts.. he was searching for this girl bah..this girl kan.. slalu inda masuk lecture..kan the subject elective bah.. so.. should be .. the girl punya initiative sendiri kan tu.. so... she shouldn't escape escape bah..last I heard..masa antar report pun.. the lecturer had to msg org kami to ask her to hand in her report yg lama dah due.. skalinya.. tadi..she didnt turn up for the exam..and the lecturer went.. "eh..mana si [insert name] ah? rindu cikgu kan kedia!" hahaha..soo funny!!! he was joking ofcourse..and thruout the exam.. he was counting us again and again.. and the other lecturers well some lecturers present were also laughing their heads off...one even touched my seat ..kira mcm .. menagur sal kami sama2 ketawakan cikgu ku..haha.. cali bahh.. haha.. and he was repeatedly doing it.. sibuk lagi usulnya tu..hehehe...

So.. after the exam.. hehee..masa ambil paper kami.. he went.. "kim slm si [insert name] ..rindu cikgu kan kedia.." hahahah..bercali bnr cikgu atuuu..haha.. iatah.. ku tanya lagi.. "cikgu..bahapa kita malar ku liat mengira2 atu..".. " inda.. rupanya.. 22 org kamu ani.. cikgu fikir 23.. iatah malar cikgu kira atuu.." Hahaha.. habis org ikut mengira bah olehnyaaa..hahaha

Cali..caliii...hehe.. a good end to all my exams..hehe..

After the exam..me, surya and yani went off!!! we went with my car..had lunch at the mall KFC.. then we shop..well..specifically..si surya lah..sana ..hehe..she bought a pair of shoes at charles and keith..then.. di utama grand..ia bought examination pad (lawa!!) hehe..and yani bought notebook..hehe..and I finally bought Giotto!!! hehe..and then.. sugar magazine! hehe..

Then we fled off to kiulap..where we first went to vincci..where..hear this..Yani, Surya and I bought the same pair of shoes!!! haha.. same colour.. size..surya sj lain..hehe.. aku and yani sama..hehe..

Then went to joey joe..bought the watch that's been goin on in my mind..hehe .. then.. huaho..where Surya bought a notebook.. then kami ke mameh..where I ate Soto hatibuyah ku with ayam..durang minum sj..I got hungry bah..then we went off to somewhere which is left unmentioned..sal..spoil tia..ill tell u guys when its all done..hehe..

Then..around 6+ we were back at ubd..siuk ehh.. atu .. keta surya and yani ganya tinggal ah..deserted..hahaha.. and.. kuar dari ubd lagi.. 3 cars bersusun blue! hahaha.. cuteeeee!!!

and.. tadi.. had an interesting chat with ardi.. hehee..sampai inda terblog..and at the moment..syok chat2 sama org..meriah malam ani..hehe.. im currently chatting with : mizi, ida, goose, al and Faze. FUN! FUN! FUN! hehe..

Erm.. taggers!!!

TAG REPLIES

ain: aku malar sakit kepala ahh.. 2 papers in a day sux doesnt it? hehe..awuu.. abis exam kuuuu.. heheh.. having fun..hehe..donno how long itll last tho..hehe..

DingY: ahh..apakan?? inda ku paham..apa yg.. lain gaya ani??hehe..*hugs*

Erna: u think it shud be female?? hmm.. *thinks* .. hehe.. ofcourse!! they'll be great friends!!! hehe..and thanc.. awuu abis dah..don worry..urs is just a day away..hehe.. pejam celik.. abis..hehe

LiNa: yup yup..hehe.. happy..but there's nothing to be jealoused about..sal nya.. i have a month of observation to do..and reports to do..ehhe...

Kim: yeaaa..from exams that is..hehe.. awuu .. im excited for the observation..calls for new experiences..hehe...

nynx: it did! thanx..hehe

Posted at 11:59 pm

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