Saturday, April 30, 2005
Just.. soo not in the mood.. to ..entah.. Im just.. depressed.. for no particular reason.. I'm in need of a bear hug at the moment.. ishkkk... ntah eh.. even my diet for today is ... mostly bananas..haha..and sikit berabis..im very hungry..i think..but.. sooo..ntah ehh.. i donno watve came over me..
Oh my thanx to those yg slalu visit my blog.. hehe..
Story.. went to ubd today.. jumpa jill.. ratna.. afid.. and fau..
seee.. Im so not in the mood..
EH WAIT!!! Ada!!!
Erna kan kawin!!! Woohooo!!! Im so happy for her... altho still depressed.. I can lift up a smile for her.. hehe... congratz erna!!! riuh aku ahh..hehehe...
but still..im not in the mood...atu sj for today.. lau ku bermood apa usulnya krg..ku edit lah.. for now.. noooo... sighh.. I want a bear hug..
Friday, April 29, 2005
May you live a long and prosper life with those who are dear to you. And may happiness be your companion at all times.
*hugs Fau*
Now on to wat I did today.. nothing much really.. hehe.. except ..went on the phone with Fizah tadi.. had a wild time.. oh yeah.. my cousing beranak today..to a baby boy..congratz..hehehe..wic brings me to another surprise of the week... u noe.. the Big but stale news I keep getting this week..hehe.. iatah..kami atu ngira2 wah..brapa dah cucu my bubesar ani.. skali.. kami kira..14.. my mom and dad kira before that..without us present.. 15..weird kan..so me and adi.. hairan..skalinya.. ada tia my cuz ani dtg.. the brother to my cuz yg branak anilah..skali.. ceta punya ceta.. rupanya ada sorang inda bersebut..and me and adi went.. "WHO??" .. my other cousin beranak like more than 3 months ago..and I just found out tadi..like WAT! What have u been doing tul??!! hahaha.. bnr juaa tuu.. hahahaha anyway.. I had a wild time talking with fizah today..syok syok... but nex time.. get Kudin out of the way.. annoying anak ah..in a good way plang..but still..hehe.. and we now have good plans to look forward to masa cuti! yeaaa!!!! hehehe...
Oh and to kim.. awu..alum ku belajar psycho.. tomorrow i start insyaAllah.. hehe... I promised u that ill post it tonight kan.. so here it goes..
2/5 - Developmental Psychology (2pm - 5pm)
3/5 - MOT Maths (2pm-5pm)
4/5 - Sociology of the school (2pm - 5pm)
5/5 - English (9am - 11am)
7/5 - Introduction to education and teaching (2pm - 5pm)
10/5 - MOT Physics (2pm - 5pm)
12/5 - Management and organization in schools (9am - 12pm)
So u see.. I don have much time to study Maths and Socio wah.. thats why i have to study them first.. sikit plang ganya oleh ku..but still..hehehe.. Socio atu tah lagiii.. and maths...mcm byk kan dibaca takut ku inda terabis.. hehehe..
Ok peeps..thats all for today I guess.. imma keep it short today... tata all..
Thursday, April 28, 2005
Today went off to ubd..bumped into Jill..syok sakan kami ceta atu..sampai duduk aniwah.. d clt ah.. arah floor ah.. hahaha... atu baru ia..syok ceta kami..hahah.. then she fled home.. while i went off to the library.. hehe..by then it was about 12 btw.. hehe...Did some studying for MOT maths and for Socio.... masa MOT maths.. aku kana tipun.. so I hurried out ..upanya si Dodo (goose) haha..buang boring lagi tu anak atu..haha..But that was fun goose..a surprise cum break from my studying..hehe..
Then.. around kan kul 2 atu.. Jumpa Ratna.. she studied with me jap lah.. hehe.. kelurusan jua masatu..aku ngalih dah study.. I noe ppl.. I suck at this..hehe.. inda tahan lama with books.. hehe.. seriously I envy those who can pull out hours and hours and more hours on studying...revising.. me.. cannot..hehe..skjap ganya dpt..lepas atu main paksa tia..hehe.. and usually yg main paksa ani..inda masuk..hehe.. but...that session was good.. masuk jua lah..hehe..
Oh.. and after that..went of and saw Datin.. I got a B for my coursework.. cheehhh.. hehe.. im not being kambang ahh mizi ah..hehe..
Then.. fetch my lil bro and we fled off to Soon Lee to do a little shopping..and by little..I mean LITTLE.. hehe.. sal.. wat we bought were: Newspaper, 2 drinks, Kitkat bar, Munchy mushroom soup. Heheh..all summed up to less than $5. hehe.. sooo.. not bad..
Then..balik and went online..then went on the phone with Dodo..whom later explained how jealous he was when he read my blog about me eating DQ banana split.. haha.. wic btw...led us to several taisliuring conversations.. hahah.. byk ku taisliur..oh btw goose..I managed to get my dad to buy me Kway Teow..hahah.. Oh..and speaking of banana split... Imma paste something here ayt...
Bananas. Containing three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose combined with fiber, a banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy.
Research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous
90-minute workout. No wonder the banana is the number one fruit with the world's leading athletes.
But energy isn't the only way a banana can help us keep fit. It can also help overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must to add to our daily diet.
Depression:
According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND amongst people suffering from depression, many felt much better after eating a banana. This is because bananas contain tryptophan, a type of protein that the body converts into serotonin, known to make you relax, improve your mood and generally make you feel happier.
PMS:
Forget the pills - eat a banana. The vitamin B6 it contains regulates blood glucose levels, which can affect your mood.
Anemia:
High in iron, bananas can stimulate the production of hemoglobin in the blood and so helps in cases of anemia.
Blood Pressure:
This unique tropical fruit is extremely high in potassium yet low in salt, making it the perfect to beat blood pressure. So much so, the US Food and Drug Administration has just allowed the banana industry to make official claims for the fruit's ability to reduce the risk of blood pressure and stroke
Brain Power:
200 students at a Twickenham (Middlesex) school were helped through their exams this year by eating bananas at breakfast, break, and lunch in a bid to boost their brain power. Research has shown that the potassium-packed fruit can assist learning by making pupils more alert.
Constipation:
High in fiber, including bananas in the diet can help restore normal bowel action, helping to overcome the problem without resorting to laxatives.
Hangovers:
One of the quickest ways of curing a hangover is to make a banana milkshake, sweetened with honey. The banana calms the stomach and, with the help of the honey, builds up depleted blood sugar levels, while the milk soothes and re-hydrates your system.
Heartburn:
Bananas have a natural antacid effect in the body, so if you suffer from heartburn, try eating a banana for soothing relief.
Morning Sickness:
Snacking on bananas between meals helps to keep blood sugar levels up and avoid morning sickness.
Mosquito bites:
Before reaching for the insect bite cream, try rubbing the affected area with the inside of a banana skin. Many people find it amazingly successful at reducing swelling and irritation.
Nerves:
Bananas are high in B vitamins that help calm the nervous system.
Overweight and at work:
Studies at the Institute of Psychology in Austria found pressure at work leads to gorging on comfort food like chocolate and crisps. Looking at 5,000 hospital patients, researchers found the most obese were more likely to be in high-pressure jobs.
The report concluded that, to avoid panic-induced food cravings, we need to control our blood sugar levels by snacking on high carbohydrate foods every two hours to keep levels steady.
Ulcers:
The banana is used as the dietary food against intestinal disorders because of its soft texture and smoothness. It is the only raw fruit that can be eaten without distress in over-chronicler cases.
It also neutralizes over-acidity and reduces irritation by coating the lining of the stomach.
Temperature control:
Many other cultures see bananas as a "cooling" fruit that can lower both the physical and emotional temperature of expectant mothers. In Thailand, for example, pregnant women eat bananas to ensure their baby is born with a cool temperature.
Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD):
Bananas can help SAD sufferers because they contain the natural mood enhancer tryptophan.
Smoking:
Bananas can also help people trying to give up smoking. The B6,B12 they contain, as well as the potassium and magnesium found in them, help the body recover from the effects of nicotine withdrawal.
Stress:
Potassium is a vital mineral, which helps normalize the heartbeat, sends oxygen to the brain and regulates your body's water balance. When we are stressed, our metabolic rate rises, thereby reducing our potassium levels. These can be rebalanced with the help of a high-potassium banana snack.
Strokes:
According to research in “The New England Journal of Medicine,” eating bananas as part of a regular diet can cut the risk of death by strokes by as much as 40%!
Warts:
Those keen on natural alternatives swear that if you want to kill off a wart, take a piece of banana skin and place it on the wart, with the yellow side out. Carefully hold the skin in place with a plaster or surgical tape!
So, a banana really is a natural remedy for many ills. When you compare it to an apple, it has four times the protein, twice the carbohydrate, three times the phosphorus, five times the vitamin A and iron, and twice the other vitamins and minerals. It is also rich in potassium and is one of the best value foods around. So maybe its time to change that well-known phrase so that we say, "A banana a day keeps the doctor away!"
PASS IT ON TO YOUR FRIENDS
PS: Bananas must be the reason monkeys are so happy all the time!
That explains it..now doesnt it.. kan i said that I crave for Banana splits when Im all depressed or stressed out... SEEE!!! yg bolded ones.. but some bolded ones are just for u to focus on..hehe.. hut SEEE!!!! they actually help!! hahaha.. mcm apa..oh and yg italic atu..now isnt that a good tip for the upcoming exam..hehe..and the strenuous studying we're all into right now.. hahaha..
WAT?! OMG! I cant believe it.. I want banana split right now..hahaha... well I cant just have plain pisang.. hehe.. well I can actually..but the pisang is nyummier on yg banana split atu..and the ice cream helps!!!hehehe.. nyumnyum...slurppppp~~~~~
Oh..and after that.. Fau called.. Had a wild chat time with her.. that was fun..hehe.. anyway....I have something here....
Hehe.. imma post actual birthday wishes for u tomorrow.. and InsyaAllah..ill get u a gift.. if my wallet permits..hehe...
Oh and U noe wat.. I think kan.. this week is such a surprising week for me..salnya kan.. I keep getting HOT but stale news.. Yaaa...Im like the last person to noe.. selalu!!! EEEEE!!!! bnr.. I found out something about this person..and the thing happend like a month ago..and I only found out..like this week.. skalinya.. ada lagi.. this person.. mcm.. batah kali dah together...and I only found out tadi..like OMG... apsal aku byk ketinggalan dgn hal ehwal semasa (hehe.. ;p) yg tidak berkaitan dgn politik mahupun yg betul2 berguna kepada awam..haha.. well..not like I noe sal atu jua kali..but..I shud noe about the hottest gossips around..inda kah??chehh.. wahh..busybody aku ani eh.. but then again.. being alert and knoowledgeable about ur surroundings are important..Its just how u carry it.. but..chehhh..why oh why am i always the last to noe.. sighhh...
well.. oryt..thats all for now.. tata all.. and thanx for dropping by my site..hehe.. I noe ada silent readers out there..cause.. I decided to do something lain tadi..hehe.. I went online tadi ptg ryt.. and then.. I noted down the number of visitors.. then.. tadi..I checked..it increased by 20+ tapinya.. i only had 2 taggers.. weird huh? tag wah ppl..hehehe... Or are those ppl yg just checking whether Ive posted or not..hmmm.. anyways.. Oryt then.. ciao for now..hehehe...
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Apa gi kan ku ceta ah...erm.. oh yaa.. i had a wonderful and long chat with Mizi last nite.. that was great mizi...let's do it again sometime.. hehehe.. cali yg bnrnya anak ani.. hahaha..
apa gi ceta ku ani ah.. Im hooked on Zuma!!! Im still stuck at level 9..bencikuuuuu!!!! wahhh....hehehe..
apa lagi ah..wahh..there's nothing else to say.. hehe.. i did some studying tadi..only some.. and i just ..awu..just.. planned my study schedule..as in.. wat to study on wic day..and Ive just discovered.. I DON HAVE ENUF TIME... hahaa.. Ive been wasting my time all this while..grrr... but then again.. Im the last minute kind.. lau awal.. palui sj..why?? my memory sucks.. hahaha..true.. *nudges mizi* ..ryt mizi?? hehe.. NAVSTAR.. (inside joke..hehe)..wat was that again..palui ah.. 2 kali dah.. Navigation Sattelite Transmitor And Receiver kah??? antamz..hahaha..
I want to go jalan with goose!!!! Dodo!! jalan!!! hehe.. giler eh..musim demam kan exam ani wahh..hahahhaa..
Sighh.. seeing that nada lagi kan ku post.. imma do tag replies ayt..
Ain: Thanx darlz.. well.. cuti.. erm.. aku observation lai a month..then siapkan all reports apa.. then.. barutah ku cuti.. hehee.. but im happy with it.. aku inda suka cuti luan lama.. hehe..nothing to do..unless if i do have something to do..hehe
Erna: I can see ur smiles on ur webpage..hehe..but still..yaa.. i miss ur smile too..infact..everyone's smiles.. hehe.. and thanx for the compliments.. hehe.. tapikan.. cam itik kana timbak ani..cana usulnya ah??hahaha.. btw..erna.. bila pindah blogspot?hehehe.. aku berfikir kan pindah ke wordpress plang ni..hehe..sj sj.. menukar.. tapi.. i need a host.. heheh..
Kim: Thank u..thank u..thank u.. heheh..i wanna redo my room too..the works..but its gonna be a hell lot to pay for.. sooo.. imma hold on that one for awhile..hehe.. and the exam..awuu.. im sooo scared sal si mundiya's and socio si abdullah punya part.. wahhhh... good luck to u too.. hehe
Afee: Thank uuu.. hehe.. bah I await ur post..hehehe but im sure its lawa..hehe
Aida: Sighh.. missing ppl is a bummer aint it? anyway.. thankz darlz.. hehe.. masa rajin ganya tu.. hehe..
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Here's wat I typed down yesterday...
I finished watching "little bride" tadi.. Its a Korean drama series Afee..hehe..Lawa.. hehe..ialah..towards the end.. the grandpa meninggal wah.. and.. aku teringatkan my grans.. mcm..sighh.. terbyg ku dah raya nanti.. Batah plang dah I have no nene. .but this time.. no nene langsung.. u noe yg pangkat nene wah..as in adi beradi my nenes...nada.. sigh.. I can already see how.. empty the nex raya wud be.. sigh..but no matter.. things change.. sighh.. i miss those smiles.. the las 2 nenes that I had.. ukan my direct nene lah.. they have such wonderful smiles.. ill cherish those smiles forever.. insyaAllah..
anyway.. yesterday night.. I had a fab long talk with dodo.. that was fun dodo.. hehe..I miss seing ur smile too dodo.. wat the heck is wrong with me today.. hahaha... I keep missing ppls' smiles.. haha.. hope ill see u soon.. hehe.. Tutong dodo ahhh..heheheh
and this morning.. I chatted with Yong.. been very long yong..that was fun as well.. I miss u too..
Come to think of it.. I miss alot of stuff and ppl today.. could it be because Im home all day long on a monday...sigh..
Well.. to sum it all up.. today was another non-productive day for me. tsktsk..
Oh and I found this .. this morning..
Have u ever missed someone and felt
terrible
because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?
Missing someone is a terrible but at the
same time,
sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u
meant
anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.
Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping
that it's
him/her.
Looking out of the window hoping that
he/she will
surprise u by appearing downstairs.
Sitting in front of the television but
thinking of
him/her, missing the final episode of your
favourite
show.
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last
time u
were out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under
the stars
again, talking about everything, your
dreams,
plans, future.
Logging on to the internet hoping to see
him/her
online.
When u realise that he/she isn't online
and did not
return your page, u will start worrying if
he/she is
okay.
Missing someone is a way of growing up i
guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being
lonely and let u
know that there is actually a feeling
known as
emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge in
the
feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if
he/she is
feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let
them
know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone
become
jealousy or paranoia.
If u are the one being missed and u know
it, let the
other party know.
++++++++++
My point is.. at least aku gito ppl that I miss them... hehehe...
Ok..today I went off to the library..Ubd's one.. during the afternoon..after doing a couple of tedious errands.. mana inda ngalih.. JAM wah.. i hate traffic jams..hhehe..anyway.. got one hour put to use tadi..studying..yeaa.. awu kamu..sejam ganya..jaditah..hehe.. for lil ol me..heheh... after that..went off to the beach... sighh.. tranquility.. sighhh....but another part of my wish is yet to be fulfilled.. aku mau makan and read there.. hehehe..
Oh... to afee dear.. nah.. as promised.. hehe.. my handwriting.. hehhe.. masa rajin lah.. masa gagas.. nauzubillah..hahahha..
Ok..imma do something out of the ordinary..imma post tag replies here.. hehhee .. here it goes...
Ain, Lush, Erna: Awh,..thanx gurls.. I feel much better now.. hehehe.. oh and Erna and ain..haha.. baru sehari ku menghilang ani wah..hehehe
Afee: aku slaah taip ritu.. shud be.. "little bride" .. korean drama series.. "my little bride" korean movie.. ceta more or less alike..LAWA tapinya..hehe.. well... aku andang gila ceta korea plang tu masani..hehehe
CHKNO (kurt): Hahaha.. hello there kurt..I knew there was a kurt back in my md years..hehehe.. Thanx for dropping by my blog.. heehee.. care to link?
Diana: Hahah.. takpe diana.. jgn nangis..nanti kita pergi disneyland ye.. under ur expense..hehehee..
Goose: Goost <-- malas ku meluruskan..hahah.. Im here goose...hehe...napa ehh..
Bebeh: Eh..tolong sikit.. kita tak main buang batu ok..kita buang diamond..baru kelas..hahaha.. kidding babe.. sorry ye..hehehe...
Oryt peepz..Im out!
Sunday, April 24, 2005
Had lunch today with Suryiana and Fizah.. all last minute..
hehe.. We had lunch at the food court at Jaya..then we went off..jalan2 around there.. yg calinya.. kami main hujan...well..mostly me.. and consequently..now.. I don feel so well.. pening ku.. well u see... I planned to have a lil shower afta jalan atu kan.. then... ntah malas ku..Snuggled in bed..while watching "My little bride" then.. fell asleep.. soo.. from 2pm up to 6pm..handal ahh..and now.. I feel.. pening.. and cold...hehe..cold atu dari tadi dah tu..hehe..
Wahhhh.... i missed the kumars at no.42 tadi...chehhh...hehe.. apa lagi ahh .. wat else to say...Oh yaa.. Masa kan balik..I nipped a slice of chicago cheesecake from coffeebean..nyumnyum!!!! slurp.. I want more pls! hehe.. bwohhh..mcm kan ketagih aku ani.. shoot... heheh.. this is bad... mahal kali ahh.. kalau jadikan my daily dosage..hehehe...
Hmm.. I feel like having sushi with ratna.. nanti tah..hehehe.. during revision week ani kah..hehehe..or musim exam kah..hehe.. or afta exam.. we'll see.. hehe..
anyway..seeing that im not feeling that well.. atu sj ah for today.. pening ku..
I'm out...hehee
Saturday, April 23, 2005
"Btw, i recommend you guys to be regular readers of Atul. Because she always has something to write (or rather type) down and it's never boring =))) She's bloody cute as well! hwahahha. My teacher! *salutes* and prolly soon to be senior. bwhaha. NOT FAIR TUL! hahaha."
Hahaha... mcm apa anak ahh.. *hugs* anywayz gurl..hehehe..but i have to agree..I am bloody cute!!!! dont believe me?? lets look at pix today!!! hehehe...
when was that ah..erm.. thursday..aha.. that day kan.. I went to pick up fiz at itb ryt... I made a stop at UBD's parking area.. skalinya kan.. I saw Yani's car..And left a note.. "I NOE WAT U DID" ..skalinya...alum jauh..Yani sent me a msg.. "I NOE WAT U JUST DID...HAHAHA".. skalinya kan.. aku balas "Apakan? Salah nombor ko kah?" hehe.. actually i noe lah..aku mau ia salah guess lagi..hehe..tadi baru ku tanya wahh...iatahnya.. apa ni eh.. kau tuuu..hahaha.. boring..upanya she saw me flee off.. chetzzz.. I looked aroung masatu takde pun..kacau...hehehe
Ohs.. today I got news ..that my friends yg kana post for observation di stpri...inda dpt kesana.. sal stpri inda menerima.. hmm.. weird.. anyhow...
today was the last actual day of skul...had developmental psychology tutorial today.. and guess wat.. we had a trial mcq test wah..I got 30/50..then my lecturer..Mundiya..was doin his usual rounds.. and then he took a peep at Jill's paper..
Mundiya: U marked urs in red?? - haha..si jill atu jua..mcm cikgu memark karatas cikgu...hehehe
Jil: cheeky laugh..hehehe
Mundiya: *took a peep at what i got*... I see ur ready for the exam!
Atul: Ahakz!!! No im not.. I havent even started studying.. *dalam hati.. Apa juaa... 30/50.. mcm jus pass jua tu.. i wish I was ready...hehehehe.. ani ku jwb..antam sj.. wat to me makes sense.. wic shows here.. that... Im only 60% sensible..hahaha..kidding.. don u guys ever use that against me..hehe*
Afta that.. kami class english.. and I got my final marks for coursework.. overall i got.. *drumroll pls* 43/50!!! suka ku ehhh..hehehe.. Im happy with that.. hehe.. But im not kambang ah..hehe..sj share my joy with lot...
Afta class.. we celebrated bday si rol.. belated bday that is.. mana jua olah..busy wahh...
Rolina.. hehe...the belated bday gurl..
The cake..Jill made this herself.. gotta hand it to her.. I mean...masa org sibuk kan exam..or rehat masani..terbuat lagi ia kan cake..and I sooo like the choc on top..nyum nyum...reminds me of kek roll tapak kuda..hehehe..
Atu si surya tuuu..yg blur ahh..inda pandai teranah..hehe..nadawahh.. hehee
Khaliq!!! hehe... the most feared questionner of the class..hehe..ryt khaliq?heheh
Boon..haha.. si berjabir one.. hehe..this boon ah.. very berjabir..but baik..hehe.. helpful..and thanx boon ah.. sal jadi reporter yg dpn pintu.. sal ada si lin(aka rol) kah inda..
Jill.. The baker.. hehe.. handal eh anak ani di dapur.. hehe...
Ratna.. My twin!!! Known this gurl since kg 1.. same birthdate.. hehe.. syg ratna..hehehe...
Afid.. hehe.. meliat cake..inda sabar2..hehehe...
Yani and ratna.. hehe..
Ida, Fau..and Mizi.. asyik makan cake..aku alum!!!grrrrr...
Ida and Fau... posing sakan no? hehehe...
Mizi, Khairil (jadi mandur), Farid..oh and Fidz di belakang.. hehe
Farid and Ali.. the guy with the very lengthy explanations.. *nudges mizi* kan mizi kan..heheh...
Fau..hehe..with eyes closed.. teehee.. lambat wah.. aku click..hehehe
Fidz - Wait!!!
Ahh.. now that's perfect..pasangan bahagia..hehehe... *fidz and along*
Yani.. entah siapa yg diliatnya..hehe
Ratna didn like this one..so we took another one..
Nah.. hehe...
Surya: tummmbaaaa!!! hehehe
Surya: Autograph pls?
Atul: Here.. *hands the sheet back* oh do u want a poster to go with that?
Surya: No I want ur cd..
Atul: Huh? If ur my fan.. u shud already own the cd..hehehe..
*abdullah smiles..hehe..sibuk wah kami ahh.. * and ada a guy there.. ikut bercali jua..hehehe...
Afta that..surya and i went to batu 1.. and bought jollibee..heehe.. and then kan.. aku liat org main bowling ahh..like..sighhh..rindu ku eh kan main..inda apa tul...nanti tul..hehehe...*nudges hellmay*
Afta that... kami balik to my house..and watched bujang lapok.. dandan setia..inda pandai abis tho kami meliat..haha.. sambil makan..and lepas atu online..hehehe
And then.. Me and my mom, niece and lil bro.. went off to watch the Pacifier..*sorry Mizi..I cant help it.. Had to watch..hehe..gipun free wah..cant pass that up..hehe*..cali!!!heheh...ohhh.. I have a confession to make.. i made my niece cry!!!Kami gagas wahh.. skali.. kami kan naik lift kan.. so .. i pressed the button kan..skali..my niece came and cried...kesian ehh.. ia in charge of pushing buttons wah.. baik jua masa liat movie ia diam and teranah..hehheee...
The many faces of sofiya...
Sofiya: "say wat?"
Teehee.. reminds me of myself...used to do this jua dulu...hehe
Oh btw.. I just love this pic.. takut ku plang.. but it has.. a ring of.. creativity wah.. lawa jua..hehe..
Wah...panjang post ku rini i think.. hope u guys had fun looking at the pics that I exhaustingly uploaded..hehe..I should really adopt ain's or erna's style of posting up pics..hehe...
Ok peeps.. buhbyee....
Friday, April 22, 2005
Tadi.. I went off with my cuz, anis, to bind it.. and dgni ia jalan2.. hehe... I didnt buy muc..mmg planku inda shopping wahh..hehehe.. we ate at C.A. Mohd.. hehehe...
Waitress: Murtabak telur?
Anis: Kosong..
Atul: Telur...
*anis Bursts into laughter*
Anis: TELUR!!!
Atul: Baik lagi aku telur..yg ko.. kosong...
U guys get it kah?? mcm telur as in stupid..ia kosong as in empty-headed..hahahaha..ani i just got back..Oh shoot!!! lupa ambil gambar with her...sighh..nanti tah..hehehe...
sigh.. tomorrow..last day of skul..then..one week of revision.. (not enuf) .. then.. exam...then observation..at st.Andrews.. that is if aku inda kana tukar..hehehe.. atu baru draft..hehehe...
Hmm..lets see.. ada lagi kan ku post kah?? neh.. hehe.. oryt peeps.. c ya!!!
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Erm.. so basically.. today..that's what Ive been up to....
Actually.. I had a bad afternoon.. I hurt someone..someone very dear to me... I think I did..emotionally.. but.. I had to..for the sake of my sanity.. cause im the kind yg .. if im not comfortable with something, aku gito wah.. awal2.. tahan plang..tapi..mun dah inda tahan..melatup ia..I didn mean to hurt her.. I really don't.. Guilt is circling me..but what can I do.. I just had to say it..to make some sense to her, and show her the error of her ways.. not that im saying its all her fault.. but.. sighhh.... things just have to be said.. I tried to just u noe..tahan..
To you..Im very sorry for what I did.. I really am.. I just had to do it.. but all in all.. I wont take it back.. its for ur own good anyhow.. u r still very dear to me.. Im sorry for the fact that Im sooo direct at times.. sighh.. I noe u don read this.. i just.. sigh..I cudnt get over the feeling that Ive hurt u..
Arghh.. my guilty conscience is a workaholic I tell u.. grrr...
But still.. all in all.. Im very sorry..
anyway.. back to my good mood.. after that.. my mood..slowly but surely.. revives itself.. and now.. Im in an okay mood....
Later watch tv!!! essay ku lum siap! heheheh..later lah..hehe...kamu tau apa..di mlm.. aku atu.. baca my socio arah bilik adiku wah...and again.. i fell asleep in his room..while watching vcds.. hehehe.. giler ehh..
tadi aku liat vcds in his room jua..hahha..salnya kn.. my player the very the annoying..sensitive..terstop2 wah tu cd atu olehhnya..sighhhh... ialah..took the opportunity to watch it in my bro's room..tapinya kan.. alum abis ku liat...im on the 6th one nex..hehe.. ia drama korea wah..awu jill.. barutah ku bermood bnr kan meliat..been so busy..hhehehe...ani..kes meliat sambil merelaxkan otak sal socio..hahaha..
Oh by the by.. I thank dodo-goose for the kind gesture of offering me assistance in completing my essay. However, I cannot accept. Besides, I have the confidence that I am able to do it. There's just a small factor that has shown its cruciality in my doing my essay, my laziness..hahaha.. thanx goose.. hehe.. That was really sweet of u.. hehe..even though I has to turn it down..hehehe...
Oh ya..speaking of goose.. I had a gr8 time ...gr8 but exhausting I might add..time with him on msn messenger yesterday.. have u guys seen... the importance of being earnest?? hehe.. kami cuba ckp in that style wah..haha..atuuu batah kami kan kuarkan the words..menaip lagi..hahahaa.. that was fun... Isn't it young sir (dodo-goose)? hehehe
Oh..and a thank u to afee..hehe.. sal the help tadi..hehehe..
Well..ok then.. time to split.. inda lagi lama later..ceta di tv syok syok...heheh..and i need to speed things up with my socio if I want to be able to bind it tomorrow..hehehe... tata alll..
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Morning.. casual morning.. the usual..hehe.. tadi kan.. masa physics.. got my evaluation papers back..yg my peers evaluate my peer teaching.. and..aku kambang.. on comment was..believe this...
VERY CUTE... !!!! - I can't believe my eyes!!!
yg another one is..
Needs to project voice....!!! - shock jua ku tu..ani kan suara ku nyaring..but then.. oh well..maybe jua.. sal kalau aku inda confident with wat i say..suara ku damit..hahahaha
eh.. aku list ah.. yg cali2, yg aku suka.. and yg aku shocked berabis..well.. shocked lah..hehehe
Adalah yg lain.. yg important.. to do with the lesson.. pi inda cali..hehehehe...
anyway.. afta class.. went out to KFC batu satu with.. surya, yani, jill and raizah.. hehee...that was fun.. aku and surya bali kain!!! $10 sj.. hahaha.. kain last ah..hehehe..
afta that..sent them back to ubd.. then.. aku balik.. then went online.. then bertipun with dodo (goose) .. then.. send off my brother to his tuition.. then fetch fizah at itb..ke fratini's.. had lasagna and mango juice.. hehe..then.. ambil my bro..then.. ke mall.. went around for abit.. then shop for snacks.. then makan banana split rah DQ..
In conclusion..wahh!!!! bankrupt ku eh oleh appetite ku.. wah!!! hancur niiiii.. hahahaha.. teruk ehhh.. hahaha.. my money mostly goes to food.. Fizah second this..hahaha.. sal ia ia jua.. and she concluded that most Bruneians do spend most of their money on food.. hhehehe..hancur ehhh...
afta that..balik.. and here I am.. hehe...
Wahh..kamu tau apa....essay socio ku alum ku start!!! hahaha.. insyaAllah.. maybe.. emphasize on the maybe.. heheh.. Ill start tonight..and my plan.. tonight.. start..at the least pun..sok pagi..then.. do most of it tomorrow atu jua.. then.. friday..do yg minor ones.. mcm lau alum siap..lau tinggal sikit lagi..then ptgnya.. bind it! 10 pages kali ah (Urk!)..plus the 16 pages (double urk! arlum tah ku abis baca..baru 3 pages kali..or was it 2..) article (which I have to do an essay on) attached.. soo.. 26 pages altogether..heheh..
eh..yesterday night I had a blackout wah..adiku like siuk sendiri pasang byk lilin..nasib jua inda mcm org romance..romance ah..hahaha....but i had fun during the blackout..bleh lah...after a couple of attempts to call ppl up.. which btw was in vain...hehe..sal.. si goose ada hal jap.. and fizah.. she didn recognise that number.. haha.. kacau bnr.. ia tau number sebuting sj..hehehe... so..after those.. adi (my bro) and me... liat desperate housewives on his laptop.. skalinya kan.. karan pasang balik.. I just stayed in that position..and before abis.. aku tertidur dah!!! hahahaa... i fell asleep watching it.. haha..skali..afta abis.. adi ku woke me up..and I went off to my room..and.. threw myself on my bed..after clearing it..and falling right back to slumber...hehe.. so sorry goose to have kept u waiting last night...hehehe.. sorry.. inda ku termsg lagi..hehehehe
Ok..that concludes my post for today...tata all!!!!
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Hehehe.. May Allah showers u with His blessings always.. Amin!
Draft plang masih...hehehe..
aku kana post di...di mana nah.. I really thought that Id be getting STPRI wah.. but was i wrong! hahaha.. I got St. Andrews.. hehehe.. Im..content.. hehehe... anyway.. some of the others that I noe of..
Yani: Chung Hwa
Jill: Umar Al-Khattab
Surya: Serasa
Afid: Serasa
Raizah: Rashidah, KB
Rolina: PAP Masna
Aziz: STPRI
Fau: MSPSBS, Muara
Ida: PAP Masna
Mizi: Mentiri
Boon: Chung Hwa.. but might change to St. Andrews
Timah: St. Andrews
Mawar: Umar Al-Khattab
Waznah: Umar Al-Khattab
Atu tul (talking to myself)..byk skalinya ku melist.. haha.. atu sj ehh.. hahaha..
Sigh..the main thing is... kami separated!!! but.. its experience kan.. sooo.. mana sjlah labu..hehehe...
Erm.. reflection ku almost siap.. kan di bind apa lagi sj.. but the work..done..hehee.. YEA!!!! Essay sociology alum ku start..Im hoping to start tonight.. hehe.. last nite I was busy burning vcds.. sighh.. my computer ani lagi..lau burning..slow tia the whole system.. hehehe..
Btw... last nite.. or rather..this morning..I slept at 230am! hahaha.. Iatah.. I wasnt at all sleepy wah last night atu..I mean..before the 230am lah..hehe.. It was like at 1am.. and i felt like it was 9pm.. 11pm the most! hehehe.. however.. as u can see.. I finally gave in....
Oh yaaaa.... borang biru ku dah jadi hijau..thanx to neny..thank u neny..hehehe... sorry eh.. nyusahkan..hehehe ..
Oh today...we had lunch at.. the thai restaurant at Jerudong.. tu je.. not much to say..hehehe...
Tata all...
Added:
Ratna minum.. Surya..haha..inda ia suka noodles nya tuuu..hehehe
Bwoh yan..seloroh jua ketawa mu?hahah..cute ehh.. sal apa ni nah.."tul..knapa ko suka gambar time org makan?" hahaha.."sal..aku siap dah makan.." hahaha.. eh.. kamu!!! aku baru notice...tadi aku siap awal dari kamu!!! hahaha
Oi Raizah..sedih jua usulmu atu.. nah si aziz ahh... serious bangettt..alah.. si rol inda nampak lahh..
Malar jua gambar ratna minum ani ahhh....
Bwoh...transformasi yg mengagumkan.. garang jua yan..hehehe.. oh and the latter one is the one yg masa kan sampai ubd..hehehe...
WAH!!!! aku suka gambar ani.. Jill and ratna..mengelak dari kana gambar..shud tutup the lens dears.. not ur eyes..hahaha...
I lyk this pic tooo!!! so cute!!! hehehee...
Me and surya..hehehe...
hahah.. so messy-looking.. hehe..ada lagi menyawang tu si surya ahh..ahahhaa..
Ok..that's all for today.. hehehe..signing off..
Monday, April 18, 2005
We were informed again this afternoon that the allocations for observation is again postponed to tomorrow.. sigh..bilatah abisnya nervous ku ani??hehehe.. Mana sj tah aku ani.. talangkan tah ku ke temburong kah...haha..actually Id love it if aku kana post with my friends... but..that is highly unlikely..salnya.. tempat tinggal kami jauh..but..its not bad to hope now is it..hehe.. but...lau inda kana pun..aku pasrah..hehe..ku terima dgn rela hati..hahaha
Anyway...today byk org ku annoy..haha..case main accent british..mostly with Jill.. sasak durang dgr.. with Yani as an exception.. She likes it..haha..while others asked us..particularly me.. to stop.. Ia inda suruh..ia suka dgr..hahaha.. cali brn anak atu..hehehehe....
Tadi.. byk perkara kami uruskan..sal blue form tia.. sal buku di library tia.. sal kaja di hand in tia..sal elective tia.. oh.. i signed up for Learning styles and preferences..hehehee.. tapi kami mau yg 3d animation atu plang..since full.. kami masukkan sj nama kami as apa.. lau ada org kuar..kami masuk.. too bad this semester.. kami kekurangan lagi satu member kami untuk dgnkan kami masa elective.. Surya!!!! wahhh~~~ I can already feel ur absence.. jgn nangis sur.. jgn nangis.. hehe.. We'll always be here for u.. and u too afid..in case ko menyawang..hehehe...
Erm..wat else.. apa ah..nada kali..atu sj kali..oh btw..I havent started on my socio essay yet..urk! I'll get on it soon.. currently Im trying to finish up on the reflection for MOT maths..tinggal sikit sj lagi.. hehehe.. after that...woohooo..tinggal essay atu sj tuuuu!!! how i wish i can finish them all tonyt..hehehe.. hmm.. Ill give it a go later..however, I have very little confidence that I will.. hehe..since it requires around 10 pages..not more tho.. ialah..and.. thing is.. aku balum abis baca the article of which i was supposed to comment on..hahaha.. handal eh ...seee... when i slack.. i slack!!! heehehehe.. giler~~~~ I shud really get on with it..but tonyt..aku plan kan burn2 cds yg org suruh aku burn and wat not..hehehe..and copy files for myself..hehehe.. and when i do all that...my laptop goes slow..pyh tia ku membuat kaja ku... sigh... But thanx to blogging..im starting to have the mood to do my work..yeaa...however, I do not noe how long this'll last..hehe.. mcm apa aku ani..hehe...palui wah aku ani.. mesti bermood mun kan study..and mun kan buat kaja..
The semester is coming to an end.. the exam is just around the corner.. in less than 2 weeks!!! Oh man the pressure!!!!wahhh..takut tah ku balik nahhhh.. Kacau!!! wahhh.. hancur rasaku when I think of my work.. well.. on the bright side..I only have 2 things left to do..and one is almost done..however...one alum lagi ku start.. atu yg hancur..grrrr... hehehe.. susah susah..oh look at me.. im fretting over my work again..Is atul capable of talking about anything else other than her work?! grrr... Im so angry at atul (myself)... but im slowly seeing that side of her coming out again.. which worries me.. coz exam is near.. hehehe.. apakanz? bangang kamu? Hahaha...
Well..adios all..hehehe.. oh and to ubdians hehee.. Happy revising and memerah otak.. and all the best for ur exams.. hehe..oh yeah..and happy menguruskan borang biru..hehehe...
Sunday, April 17, 2005
oryt.. ceta ku.. last nite.. my mood was not so good.. membawa ke tadi pagi lah...hehe..my apologies to those yg terkena my mood swings..heheh..
Erm.. Tadi kan..aku chat with Mizi and Ida..palui wah durang ah..taisliur ku tarus kan cake..so.. i went off to Mum's and bought chocolate moist (I don usually buy choc cake.. sj.. ) and..tiramisu (wic aku inda ampit..hehe..sofiya came by and ate it.. but i don mind..so full now) hehe.. erm..munchkins.. which i havent eaten yet.. egg tarts..pun alum..tinggal satu kali ganya tu.. erm.. and esprit raspberry.. hehe..atu almost habis..pastu..swung by big papas..bought myself.. honey-grilled chicken.. done! hehehe..
Oh yeah..my sis and family came over kan.. exchanged my O2 xdaIIs phone with his ..same one lah..sal aku minta configure kan.. but for now..im having fun with his xda..sal ada game Big2!!! Cho-tai-ti..I like!!! Wahh..batah dah inda main in real.. Any takers???
and now.. aku online.. menyamakingz.. heheh..
Pssst.. yani.. u owe me smthing.. hehe...
Tata
Saturday, April 16, 2005
Heheh... tell me wat u think ... if u want lah... I kinda put my emotion in this one.. well actually.. i put my emotion in everyone of my paintings..some work out..some not..this.. entah..hehehe..
Some of those who r dear to me.. wud noe when and why i paint.. soo.. here, ill explain, when i feel very much dwelled into myself..sometimes i tend to be expressive about it, and painting is one way of expressing.. so there.. hehe... And i feel better after doing it.. I think..hehehe..
soo.. erm...my seminar.. ok lah..hehe.. was surprised by what i got..hehehe..thanx again yani..hehee.. im happy for that lah.. erm.. had lunch di amsarra.. apa gi.. we had a cracking fun time at skul afta lunch.. main ckp slang british..hahah.. caliii.. hahaha.. Jill sama aku tu karak berabis.. haha...
Lapas class.. me, dad and adi.. had dimsum.. was soo weak tadii.. bnr.. pening2..kan pengsan ganya inda.. sighhh.. ngalih berabis ku.. mun by lunchtime..was all sleepy... tambah lagi dgn perut kekenyangan..haha...
Oh tadi..got results for developmental psycho .. my coursework grade is B.. fair enuf.. Im content..hehehe...
Urghhh.. list untuk allocations of observations alum kuar.. sepatutnya las week..then kena tunda ke today...then nada jua..chetz... monday ani kali tu... terus briefing.. i don care anymore where i get posted.. peduli tia aku sorang kah ganya and my mates elsewehre *ishkishk*.. biartia.. experience.. sedih ku plang tu..i mean.. id like it more if ada dgnku..from my gang.. but..since they live far away from me.. ishkkk.. there's a big chance that I wont be placed in the same school is them.. sighh..So, expect to see me having my breaktime all by myself.. wahh..sedih plang bunyinya.. but.. im prepared.. since besar kemungkinan catu jadinya..ishkk..im willing to accept.. I have to accept.. sighhh... Pasrah bunyiku ahhh...biartia..antam sj tia..mana sj tia.. hehehehe...
Apa gi.. tonight I wanna sleep early..besides watching Desperate housewives..hehhee...ok peeps.. toodles..
Friday, April 15, 2005
Lawa..the flowers??im loving em.. I took this pic tadi di supasave..lawa ahh...*points to the lil ones at the bottom..and the roses above them*...sighhh
Masa kan lunch..Dlm keta Ratna
Surya and Me lam keta ratna ..again..
Me and Afid at the mall..hehe
Me and Raizah at the mall..
Me and Yani at the mall
Yani, Atul, Surya..hehehe
me, candid... tgh explaining..hehe
Yani..tgh makan..hehehe...
hehehe..Aku posing maut!!! hahaha..bida ni gambar ahh..benciku!!!hahah.. bida ehh..gambar di parking lot ubd..hehehe.. aku buang boring wah tu.... imagine that im a princess.. in the forest..hahaha...
Jill!!! hehehe..jgn marah jill...
Yani and me..taken awhile back..hehehe
Yani and Surya..hehe..
Atul..batah dah ni..hehehe...
Okay..toodles!!!hehehehhhee...
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