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Thursday, March 31, 2005

My sleep?

Kamu!!! had one of my longest sleep ever... hehee count this.. Slept at 5.30pm yesterday..then.. (really) woke up.. at .. 6.30am.. sure there were occasional terbanguns and stuff.. but.. kalau campur2 pun.. mcm.. stgh jam sj lah.. but u noe.. yang aku terbangun atu pun.. kes kana kacau..my mom woke me up tia.. msg tia..last ku kana kacau.. 730pm.. hehe.. then.. sleeeeeeep.. haha.. and tadi pagi.. kana banguni at 6.30..and kinda fell asleep after that...but was just half there.. so.. at 6.45 i gave up.. and awakened myself.. hehe..and took my shower.. a long shower i myt add..haha.. and.. erm.. ke skul around 9.. hehe.. sal ke library.. had a wacky time joking about with yani.. and later on joined by the gang..

today's presentations.. lawa2.. hehe.. i envy them...urghh.. hehe.. oh and i just found out that i have an essay due on the 9th!!! wah!!!! I thought batah gi..since he said due 2 weeks before revision week.. i thought.. well.. batah lagi.. seriously.. i thought that wud be around 20+ april..haha.. tapinya kan.. i finally kicks me in the head..that.. the revision week issss on the 20+ april..haha.. and now.. urghh.. have to work hard for my essay....oh today i got results for my socio report.. got B+ hehe.. oklah...hehe.. I envy those who got As.. but.. syukurlah..hehehe

erm.. apa lagi... oh my to do list.. yang big stuff to do lah...

Essay for 'managing communication'.
English Seminar
Essay for sociology
Essay on reflection of what we did for MOT maths.
Test!!! on 12/4..developmental psychology

Atu kali sj.. hopefully..minor homework.. erm..seminar outline due.. hehehe..this saturday.. Urgh.. got lots lined up for me.. ~~*damn*~~ hehehe.. mati eh.. essay essay ani tah yang saya inda suka niiiii.. hehee

Oh my apologies ah.. for the last few days.. been busy so.. inda brapa tercheck all blogs..hehe.. been busy and tired i myt add..

TAG REPLIES

Mizi: Yaaaaaaaaa!!!!!! I noeeee.. I totally suck.. and i had mental images of how it could've been as I woke up this morning.. ishkkk... anyway..wats past is past..and hey..keep on visiting my site ayt..hehee

Paranoia: Hi!!!*waves* haha.. rindu??haha.. bah come often then..hehehe

DingY: Hehee.. Im here tooo.. haahaha.. sjjj...

Rawini: Hiii!!! hehe.. Well.. sdg.. and the teacher thing.. hmm.. ntah eh.. u noe wats in my head.. "can i do this for the nex 30 yrs??" urghh.. the thought of it alone is simply.. hmm.. killing me..hehhee

LiNa: *hugz* well.. I hope I will... sigh.. its jus.. entah ah.. i can do presentations..and I think I have the confidence to do seminars.. but.. teaching is .. different..to get the students involved..happily involved and wat they're doin..macam..ntah ah.. I just hope that Ill do better nex time..

YeZZeR: .. lapas.. *envious* hehehe.. nadawah.. Well.. now its my turn to bare thru it all.. haha.. wish me luck!

Posted at 7:15 pm

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

I've lost the confidence to teach!

Oh.. I am sooooo tired... slept at 3 last night.. kes buat MOT physics punya kaja..and quite frankly I think I totally suck tadi!!! Now, I kinda have lost the confidence in being a teacher...

Atul: Yan!!! I SUCK!!! I need my masters!!!! kaja di office sj ku.. hahaha...
Yan: Bnr tu!!! hahaa.. especially science..payah kan diajar..

Urghh.. I really think I suck tadi..entah ah.. maybe cause I wasnt totally organized and.. maybe cause I didn plan wel.. chehh.. but at least..again .. at least..abis dah my peer teachings.. tinggal.. my seminar sj..yg keraja ku jenis presentations lah.. yg jenis report/essay byk lagi ..huehue.. oh btw.. tadi intro to teaching ia liatkan kami our papers yg ritu.. I got a B-.. hmm.. oklah.. I accept..hehe..tapikan.. ia minta the papers back wah.. immediately.. and i asked her kan..

Atul: So when will be getting back our papers?
Lecturer: you will not.. It is now UBD's property...

Chewah.. tulisanku jadi property UBD lah..hahaha.. weird~~~~~

Oh tadi durang peer teaching siuk..unlike mine..hehe..

Oh btw...

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY AZIZ!!!!! :) :) :)

hmm.. wat else.. ahh.. tadi durang surya sent me home..hehe..erm.. wat else.. im sooo tired wahh.. kinda sleepy..but im just physically tired.. oh and.. I have the tendency to get sick soon.. salnya.. been feeling lain for the last couple of days.. hmm.. chehhhh....

Bah atu sj..

TAG REPLIES

Huda: kahkah.. pemalas...hahaha... iawah..Jalal saw me?? kenal ia kan aku kan??

Goose: Apa nyainta Pa'aji?? ;p

Goose + Huda: Bila kan tani liat miss congeniality 2 ani?? thursday nyt kah..monday afternoon??? hehehe..jaga kamu lau kamu back out..hehe..

Afee: Hehehehehe.. not really lah.. biasanya kami diam..hehe..ia trigger kami punya naughtiness..hehehe.. and the time thing.. awuwah..my mistake..hehe..I M NEED OF MY OWN CAR...can comebody pls get me one??hehehe...

Lush: Waduh..Gimana ya?? gue sukanya dengarin lagu indonesia aja.. tapi... nengokin dramanya.. enggak deh.. Tapi, yaa...satu dua itu adalah.. to name some.. gamezone.. and sometimes gentayangan...eh both sometimes..hehe..

Dingy: Imma link u ryt afta I post this..hehe..InsyaAllah..

Diana: ohs.. I tot i saw u ritu di Huaho.. hehe.. salah org tah tu..hehehe

Posted at 4:38 pm

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Tired...

Soooo tired.. thats how i feel now.. but i just had to blog..

Oh but first..

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY (30/3) TO AZIZ!!!!

May that every day in your life, as u wake up, u will have something to smile about.. and at nyt, u will always have something to look forward to for the nex day.... Amin!

Ok.. tadi did my peer teaching for MOT maths.. I wasnt quite satisfied with it.. hehe.. sampai after class wah.. our lecturer..ia ckp we did quite well..he gave us a B++ plang.. iatah.. he looked at me.. and went..

Lecturer: what's wrong? u dont seem to be happy with it...
Atul: .. well..im not very satisified of how i taught the class today..
Lecturer: But ur lesson went quite well
Atul: It just wasnt lively enuf

wah.. bnr .. i find it dull wah..ishkkk.. sok lagi ku MOT physics.. and IM NOT READY!!!!! urghhhh..this is horrible.. hehe...

Oh kamu..masa ku bali wah.. cian.. ada my dad nunggu kan tu..bawah pokok..hairan ku kan...ia complain..aku batah..hehehe.. sorry lah.. i didn noe it was gonna take longer than 10mins.. skalinya kan.. while on the way ke mall to fetch my bro.. ia ckp..

Abah: tuuu kan.. batah lagi ah.. janji kul 4.. ckp kul 3.50 abis class.. jadi kul 4 lah.. or 4 lalu
Atul: Iakan??? aku gito abah kul 4 kah??sorrryyyyy!!! class atul abis kul 4.50!!! around kul 5 maksud atul..bwohhh.. sorry bah..my bad...hehe..sorryyyy...
Abah: ckp kul 4... chehhh
Atul: Awu wah.. atul ngajar tadi.. iatah atul lupa atu kali.. class atul start kul 3.. kali atul fikir class atul dari kul 2 sampai kul 4 kali.. hehehe
Abah: Ahhh kul 3 kamu class kah... Eh... payah tu nanti..mun sudah ko jadi cikgu..mikin tia ko inda tau kul brapa balik.. *absent-minded lah tu*

Hahaha.. kambanganz bnr.. hehehe

oh.. and i got sooo hungry dat aku minta pasankan rah adiku KFC.. sooo.. here i am with my KFC chicken.. hehe.. nyum nyum.. urghhh.. tonyt terpaksa bekerja keras doing my MOT physics..sighhh.. I hope it'll go well tomorrow.. hehehe...

Oh.. no tag replies today..salnya.. ada error.. i cant view the tags.. hehehe.. so ...thats all for today.. hehe

Oh for the record.. aku makan di canteen today.. hehe.. and..and.. I saw goose today..kambang ko goose ah.. ada nick baru untuk aku lagi tu..u guys noe apa?? ia panggil aku godzilla wah tadi!!! kambanganz bnr!!! He went "bwohhh.. godzilla!!! RUN!!!!" Paluiiii..hahaha... and I saw Huda as well di mall.. tapi Huda inda nampak aku..ia dlm keta jua wah..and so was i..hehe..yg ko malar miscall aku ani napa da?? hehe.. bah goose + Huda..Miss Congeniality 2 ahhhh... hehehe..

Tata all.. wish me luck for tomorrow!!!

Posted at 6:10 pm

Monday, March 28, 2005

hehehe../edit!

Wahh.. this morning.. I felt.. sooo..erm.. organized.. emotionnally pun not bad.. tapinya kan..my physical being palui.. got headache .. and badan lemah.. and.. Well.. Raizah asked me to consume panadol.. so wat u think?? hehee.. lemah wah aku ah.. tapi kan.. raizah blame it on my sleeping patterns!! wahh..tapi time ani..ok jua..last nite aku tidur kul 12+..awal jua tu..and she went.. akhir jua tu..hahah.. but better than my usual wahh..hehehe

anyway.. tadi pagi.. khaliq and along ajar.. I like along ajar tadi.. hehe.. not bad.. hehe.. oh yeah.. at the end of the class.. Michael was giving his usual comments to the teacher kan ..aka along.. hehe..and..

Lecturer: U noe wat?? u remind me of a TV show.. Do u watch American Idol (to the whole class)?
Class: ya.. well.. sort of.. (catulah tuu..hehe)
Lecturer: who are the judges??
Class: simon, paula and randy..
Lecturer: and michael reminds u of whom?
Class: Simon!! haha
Lecturer: Paula?
Class: Fauzia!!!
Lecturer: Randy??
Ali Yusri: U!!
*class laughs tapi lecturer marak matanya.. sal.. ia ani african wah..hehe.. so.. maybe ia offended..tapi mcm beribun*
Lecturer: Y me?
Michael: no because randy is usually on both sides.. heheh
Lecturer: oh..ok..hehe..but today..for once.. im gonna agree with simon here *points to michael*.....

Hahaha.. but.. i think he shud be Ryan Secrest (lurus kah tu..) and Ali Yusri shud be Randy..hehehe

Our intro to teaching class was cut short.. so me and raizah had an early lunch at canteen..then we went off to library..chewah.. aku jumpa one more article for my article critique!!!yeaaa!!! its about relativity.. foundernya sapa nah?? hehe.. Albert einstein.. and the January punya issue of physicsworld was mainly on him.. and i finally found out more about him.. hehe..

He shud not be idolized too mmuch.. bnrtah.. did u noe ia ani.. jahat rh bini2!!!... from wat i can recall.. ok.. he had an illegitimate daughter kan.. with this Marci.. sekalinya kan.. the daughter is believed to be put to adoption by Marci due to pressure from Einstein..skalinya.. a yr later..durang kawin.. and he had 2 sons.. masa atu ia ada affair dgn cousinnya.. elsa.. anaknya sorang inda ku tau ah.. yg muda.. kena penyakit apakah.. and died in asylum (so jill.. Einstein does have anaks..hehee.. ) skalinya.. divorced tia.. and he got married with Elsa.. then.. Sambil ia sama Elsa.. ia ada affair gi sama niece of a friend.. sampai Elsa meninggal.. Elsa biarkan sj.. malastia ingau kali dah..haha.. then.. inda Einstein kawin lagi.. but .. he continued having affairs and sort.. kejam punya lelaki..heheh.. hahaha.. i've babbled on about einstein!!! haha.. anyway.. for once.. I had a great read from a physics journal..hehehe.. but still Einstein has helped alot in the world of physics.. hehehe.. erm.. best is not to idolize him lah.. and i quote from the article.. "it is better to see him as a normal human being, that's even more interesting!" .. wic reminds me.. i have a picture of me with him..well not really him.. his wax figure..hehe.. yg rah madame tussauds ah..haha.. shud include that in my seminar nanti..hahaha..atu bercali bnr tu aku ahh..hahaha..peduli ia..

hehe.. had fun jua lah with raizah tadi.. barutah dpt suruh ia berckp..dulu MasyaAllah!!! dui malai.. silent berabis wah ia ani arah ku..ani.. ok jualah.. hehehe..aku sama raizah wah kamu eh.. treasure hunting di library..as in cari a specific case..yg isinya protractors ..skali..hehe.. i stumbled on a media pack on learning korean.. skali.. ku pinjam!!! haha.. dlm gagas ku kan ke lab ah..haha.. and raizah joined me ke lab .. with mizi jua.. hehe.. ok jua lah practical .. despite of my unsuccessfulness..peduli tia ehh.. sasak ku.. kan 20 kali ku membuat..cehhhh.. gipun.. got no more time to try.. ishkk.. hehe.. kamu.. si mizi bawa ice wah..for his practical kan.. and we were like.. mana ice-cream?minuman pun nada??krg lahir ku eh.. jom .. (kelurusan si mizi bawa coke).. kai beakers tani minum.. ice byk..hahaa.. anyway.. had fun jua lah.. hehe.. meliat Michael practise gi.. and Mawar as his student..ahhaha.. cali..cali!!!hahah.. wahhh.. aku peer teaching physics this wednesday..and im sooo not ready!!!ishkk..

After that.. I went off with dad memphotocopy exercises for sok peer teaching *wish me luck* .. then kami ke Huaho..and I saw Yani!!!! hehehe.. aku beli bed skirt sana.. haha.. oh.. and early in the evening .. I went to yayasan.. kan beli tipun untuk rumah.. skali.. lagi ku terpakai yg huaho kiulap..so went back to qlap and bought that..ahhahaa.. telur telur.. and im soo hungry now..hahah.. OUT!!! hahaha..heehee..now i have a phone in my room..yea!!but.. line sama masih lah..hehe..

TAG REPLIES

Lush: hahaha... gue enggak bisa deh..ngomongin bahasa ginian.. susah banget si.. haha.. eh.. baik dah tu cuti.. no lectures to go to...kan??

Bebeh: Bnr???inda takut ni, aku drive??haha..bah buleeh ehh.. sediakan kereta and minyak ahhh..ahahahaha..oh..keta auto ah..heheh..and yg buleh laju lah..hehe..

Afee: hmm.. will do.. hehe.. oh mister pizza..arah mall dear.. hehe

Huda: I noe..sj menyasakkan kau..hahaha

*edit

wahhhh!!! i just checked the bed skirts i bought..turns out they were bed sheets!!! sheeeeeett.. wahhh!!! have to buy bed skirts.. chetzzz... nanti tah gi.. hehehe...

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Posted at 8:30 pm

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Day out with Huda!!!!

Just finished doing stuff for my MOT maths peer teaching..sighh.. finally.. hehe.. my MOT physics punya peer teaching gi alum..urghh..

Oh.. I went out with Huda today.. hehe.. it was great!!! last minute..but great! hehe.. we went around 2.. and met up with her friend, wady, at soon lee batu bersurat.. then went off to bismi.. beli her, teaching aids.. (hehe.. ABM da?? hehe - annoyed ko??hehe) then.. sent her friend back to soon lee.. then kan.. kami plan kan liat wyg at mall.. kali.. penuh parking bawah ah ..hujan lagi.. so we thought.. empire lah.. so we took off ke jerudong.. hehe.. Oh btw, huda let me drove her car tadi!! yeaaa!!! thanx da.. hehe.. oh.. and get this.. huda has this annoying habit of kacau-ing the windshield wiper as long as ada usulnya air walau sedikitmanapun..haha..and.. u noe wat.. she finds water droplets fascinating!! hahaah.. but somehow.. hehe.. I can relate to this..so.. ketawa kamu?? kamu ngetawakan aku jua tu..haha..but bnr wah..water lawa.. hehe... flowing.. dropping..wateva..hehe.. still lawa.. hehe..

So, we took off ke empire kan.. skalinya.. on the road.. mcm.. hmm.. goose busy kah?langgar ia.. skali busy.. then we came up to the conclusion that the movie is just not for us today.. and I drove on.. sampai ke tutong nya mu!!! HAhahahahah.. skalinya.. since kami di tutong.. i thought that this wud be a great opportunity for us to go to K.K.Koya.. skalinya kan.. kami sasat..hahaha.. soo.. we decided to go someplace that we were familiar with.. hehehe.. ujungnya we went to this Thai reestaurant di jerudong... hehe..atuuuu...batah ku nunggu Huda siap makan.. hahaha.. Oh.. before i forgot..kamuuu!! cali wah!!! aku laju wah.. skali..sikit lagi terlimpas wah the spg to that restaurant..
skalinya.. i was on the farthest lane wah.. sooo.. Aku signal laju2 and..masuk laju2..baik jua nada keta.. well.. aku sampat cek plang that there wasnt any car di belakang ku..sal ngajut wah..haha.. and Huda went.. "ATUL!!!!!" .. and the brakes berbunyinya...I was scared myself.. and yet.. feeling all confident that we were going to make it..and we did.. hahah.. and u noe wat.. I thought Huda wud be traumatized..was i ever wrong.. she laughed!!! She actually laughed!! suka ia.. hahah.. giler bnr..hahaha.. iatah..udah aku park and stuff.. baru ku terfikir.. mcm tah nada tempat u-turn aku ah.. hahaah.. giler giler.. alhamdulillah ok.. hehe..

Hehe.. today hujan2 sj ahh..weird.. salnya..isnt it.. supposed to be hot all week long?? hmm.. iatah..masa kami jalan atu pun we were like.. wahh..sini inda hujan.. then after u-turn (kes sasat).. and back to the spot where we said nada hujan..tapi now hujan.. lah..hujan tia.. kami melarikan diri dari hujan..hahaha..

Thanx Huda, I had a great time.. talking with u and simply hanging out with u..hehe.. nanti gi.. with Ratna this time..heehee..

Ok..came back home around.. 5.45pm.. then.. erm.. aku hyper!! hyper kan penyap my room.. sooo.. i changed my sheets..hehe.. and penyap my baju area.. now lapang dah dikit my room..hehe..and i really..really was in the mood to go out and buy myself some room accessories.. tapi..inda kana suruh..chehh..heheh..luan semangat wah aku ah....besides going online..Ive also filled my time with redoing my notes for Datin's class..and did the MOT maths stuff.. hehe..and..now here i am..

Ive only got one sad part today.. Goose!!! alum tani sampai hang-out! ishkk..hehehe..

TAG REPLIES

Ain: Yup.. yup..ehhehe..my sleep is getting better.. hopefully this will continue.. hehe

Ezah: Hi!!!*waves* don forget giotto ku..hahaha..

Goose: Thanx.. hehe.. again.. hopefully this will continue.. hehehe..my sleep i mean.. and.. apa flood-guy?? hahah.. oohh..brani ko panggil aku tag-hogger ah..well..memang pun!! hahaha

Lush: Lush kambang!! haha.. kidding..wah.. aku jeles kamu cuti..inda bertamu dgn kami..ishkkk..

Rinaroses: ur welcome..No prob..heehee.. ive seen u around..hehe.. saw u the other day actually..

YezzeR: iatah kan ah ... lebat wah hujannya rini..haha.. kesian..ngalih2 cuci keta..

Posted at 11:15 pm

Saturday, March 26, 2005

Raise Your Voice

By Hilary Duff - OST Raise your voice...

I found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
But something pulled me back
The voice of reason
I forgot I had

All i know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
but it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems
Life turns around

And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

I've seen that bright light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I won't be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me

All i know is yesterday is gone
And right now i belong
To this moment
To my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't breakdown
Sooner than it seems
life turns around

And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter wat people say
It doesn't matter how long it takes
believe in yourself and you'll fly high

And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So i won't give up
No i won't break down
Sooner than it seems
Life turns around

And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

*i love the lyrics.. *

Ok.. yesterday's news.. after my waking up at 3+am atu..around 6+am.. got back to sleep..and zzz up to 9+am.. hehee.. then.. be proud of me.. i slept at 11pm! yeaaa... 11+pm lah..not bad ehh.. and woke up around 6.. 7.. catulah..hehe...oh and yesterday.. aku buat some work..hehe....and i had the willpower to say no to going out yesterday.. hehe.. tapi kesian ratna...but i was busy doing my work..tapi cari mood atu.. punyalah payah.. tsktsk..

Wasnt in a really good mood today to start with..however, it gradually changes to good..then.. start evening hours..down tia balik.. so.. i called up yani.. hehe.. to bring that cheery mood of mine back up again... hehe.. it helped..thanx yan. hehe.. too bad we had to cut it short.. haha...

Oh.. My sis fetched me from skul tadi.. after the test we had.. hehe.. and.. we went out to Mister Pizza..not bad.. sal promo ani..kira murah lah..but when u compare the actual prices.. mcm.. more and less mcm pizza hut..tapi..their pizza ..nipis wahh.. and minumannya tadi.. small glass nyaa.... inda puas rasanya.. oh.. masa kami sana (me, adi, karina, sofiya).. ada my other sis (kananak... and her family: Abg lani, munirah, najwan and aleeyah) hehe.. sooo.. joined tables lah kami.. and in total we ordered 3 large pizzas.. LICIN ..hahaha.. and then.. we parted..and we scurried around gadong in search of mobile phones..heehee.. sj~~~.. oh and we went to coffeezone and i finally used the $5 voucher i had..yang hadiah HSBC ah..haha.. abis tia hadiah ku..hehehe...

Oh yeah.. for lunch.. ramai kami tadi.. hehe.. we had lunch..arah mall jua.. ppl who were there: Atul (duh!) , Yani, Jill, Surya, Afid, Aziz, Fau, Ida, Mizi, Ali.. hehe..meriah ni.. heheh.. bought some Patchi chocs.. batah dah aku inda bali wahh..hehe.. that was lain kami ah.. ramai bnr..hahaha..not bad.. hehehe...

Oh turns out aku ada dgn this monday.. I have Mizi to do the practical with me! yeaaa.. ada jua dgnku.. thanx Mizi! hehehe...

TAG REPLIES

Bebeh: Snorkelling di pelong rocks.."pelong rocks is an island charcterized by rocks... ehehe... lawa lah sana a2... located around muara bay... about 1hr lah kn ksana pkai small kapal...siuk... siuk nya sana a2... myb psl tmpt a2 offers varieties of colourful life... well compared 2 d Manukan... lawa plng lagi isi laut Manukan a2... but antah ahh... myb psl its in ur own country... pasal a2 tah siuk... " I quote from my friend..heheh.. bah mau?? hehehe ...

Ida: yess... Ida is finally healthy ...hehe.. yesh.. sng buli..and fau.. sng tolak si ida dari katil.. hehehe..

Teddy + Gurlz : Hiya there..hehe..

Goose: apa hehe?? ahh ahh.. hahaha.. kidding.. hehe..

Posted at 11:30 pm

Friday, March 25, 2005

just woke up..hehe..

Wei.. Hahaha.. Another one of my stupid sleeping hours.. hahaha... guess wat.. i fell asleep tadi while watching tv in my room.. kul.. 6+pm!!! hahaha.. LOL!!! and i woke up.. around.. 9pm.. i was like whoa.. im late for skul.. then upanya malam masih..hehe.. and then.. tidur balik.. and woke up ..at 1+am.. then again.. at 3+am.. and i cant go back to sleep anymore..iatah online and posting...hhahaa.. cali eh sleeping hours ku ani eh.. matiii .... haha..

oh.. i guess one of the erm..small reasons lah of which i cudn get back to sleep is because my dreams were finally being invaded by ghosts.. tsktsk.. aku mimpi snorkelling with my dad and adi wah.. actually aku mimpi trying to fool them..heehe.. salnya.. aku atu kan tipu sal naik this ship and its transparent and stuff... and the ship mcm rollercoaster inside.. hehe..pyh ku describe eh..hehe.. anyway.. supposedly the idea was like dat kan.. iatah...masa naik the ship..aku hairan durang inda notice that the ship berlubang wah.. it wasnt a ship wah..it was.. mcm.. hmm.. yg a small.. sampan.. yg buloh2 atu...catu lah usulnya.. pyh explain.. anyhow.. durang terus terjun dlm laut.. and swam.. mcm.. lahhh..inda menjadi penipuan ku.. skalinya.. i had lifejackets with me kan.. since i cant swim.. i struggled to put one on me.. skali.. after i did.. tiba2 aku pakai dah my snorkelling equipments.. (u noe how dreams can be..hehee)... then.. udah dpt.. baru nampak..that the bottom of the sea ani.. ada toilet (not working ofcourse) seems like bakas a place wah sanaatu..org tinggal kah apakah...cause it wasnt dat deep wah.. skalinya.. after sometime.. i saw a girl in white wah.. so i tot..hantuuuuu..jgn aga.. but then... mcm kanak2 usulnya.. and looked closely..my niece!!! munirah...she was smiling and stuff..so i held out my hand to pull her up..cali jua ah.. how come ia sng2 breathe... and she held it.. and while i was pulling her up..my dad tagur.. jgn ambil.... hantu tu... and i quickly pushed her hand away from my grip.. but she was still gripping tight..thank god the face was still looking like my niece..mun inda.. ijabtah ku lagi tu.. heheh.. and soon i finally was able to let go of her.. and woke up.. tsktsk.. hahaha

*i think i miss munirah jua kali..*

Ok.. enuf about my dream.. last nite.. had a long talk with goose.. after i went online.. haha..batah dah inda ckp with him.. as in that long lah.. haha.. sibuk sj kali kami ani..hhahaa.. twas fun..hehehe.. goose!!! Nanti hang out gi! hehehe.. then.. went off to bed..around 2+am haha.. siap bertipun..1+am btw.. heheh.. (ya goose i noeeee.... nanti tah i fix my sleep hhehe) skalinya... morning woke up around 7am.. salnya.. i have practical kan.. yang kan ku testing ah.. org lain inda..ishkkk..baik jua ada khaliq jua..hehe.. but late plang..anyhow...ada jua dgnku..haha.. the experiment tadi.. success sikit lah..better than yesterday..i think imma try it again monday afternoon..tsktsk...ngalih plang ku sudah..but.. the things u do for the good of a grade! hahaha..

anyhow.. skul was good.. hung out with al abit.. abit sj..hehe... had lunch di canteen ubd..hehe.. and then.. presentation time ptg atu.. not for me lah..my peers..heehe.. ngantuk lagi tu aku ah masa durang present.. for some presenters lah..im not blaming it on them...hehe..salnya.. i guess it was me wah.. haha..guess..ukan lagi guess..andang aku wah.. inda cukup tidur.. hahahah...

oh yaa.. before lunch..yani peer teaching for Intro to teaching..hahah.. siuk plang..hehe.. part activity ah.. but from that..she concluded that she doesn like teaching science...hahaha.. yani yani.. haha.. MOT physics hopefully will be better for u..and me..heheh.. had fun beribun with the gurls today..haha.. siuklah.. hehe.. yani lagi super fun today..haha..well she's always a barrel of fun to be with..hehe..oh i guess yg lain inda brapa stand out is because jill and surya ada MOT accounting - peer teaching.... and they were busy making last minute preparations....hehehe

oh.. sudah ku balik.. i noticed that my pendrive tertinggal..chehhh.. hehe.. and then..inda batah kana msg ku oleh si jill..

Jill: Ada ko tertinggal anything?
Atul: Yup..my pendrive.. biartia.. bawa sj ah on saturday...
Jill: other than that?
*thinking.. ada lagi wah?? scurrying thru my bag..oh my pencilcase kali..*
Atul: Adawah?? ehhhh..my pencilcase kah?? bwoh..mun my pencilcase payah ku tu eh..
*no replies from jill*
Atul: Jill!!! pencilcase ku kah.. jiill.. antarkan ..hehehe..
Jill: awuuu.. antar..bah..
Atul: Tq!! Tq!!

well thats the gist.. then she came over with her Beetle..heehee.. siuk eh ia ani.. ada beetle..sampai hajatnya berbeetle..hehehe...

and then.. sleep sleep for me..hahah..

TAG REPLIES

Paranoia: Done..hahaha.. sorry ah.. batah dah indaku check..hehehe..but i did last nite..hehe

Eryn: Ur welcome..no prob..hehehe

Max: Lawa kah?? mau ku jua eh.. but action is it?? im not very big on action..but.. nanti lah ill give it a go..hehe.. volcano high ah...heheh

Baz: hahah.. kau ani baz.. biartia wahhh.. jgntah diingaukan lagi ia atu..hehe... focus on the one u have..hehhehehe

Nynx: managed some sleep? ofcourse.. tapinya..still not enuf for a student..according to ..somebody..hehe.. students shud have 8hrs of sleep...me?? 4~6 hours..hmmm.. 6hrs lah mostly..hehe..bwoh..teruk ehhh..

Huda: Yup yup..saya sokong!

Mizi: Mizi!!!! u finally tagged here..haha.. bah continue ..jadi loyal visitorku..haha.. ahhh..cian jua ko mizi.. haha.. mendgr explanations si aliiii..lengthy wah skalinya ia atu explain..haha.. wish i was there jua to pull u out of boredom from listening to the crap ali talks of..hahaha..nadawah ali..hehehe.. so anyway.. football game boring?? wat else is new?haha...jrg kan siuk..unless spectators siuk..haha..nah, u don have me.. iatah boring atu..hahahah..

Yani: yea!!! hehe...awu aku tau ko baca dah.. siring ku kali ah ko tadi membaca ..hahaha...tag more hon...uuh.. had fun with u today..btw..hush2..ayah sdg tidur..haha.. notice ..ayah..hahaha..ukan abg ah.. haha..

Gurlz: Hi there.. hehe.. wanna link up?

Diana: Erm.. i just guessed that ur from ITB since u attended that function..hehe.. i donno ur friends..hmm.. i think.. sapa sj kan?

Chris: *waves*..aku nampak ko tadi..heheh...

Lush: Gwe, enggak bakalan lagi sih tidur nya yg cukup...nggak tau tuh ngapain..haha.. lush..inda ku berapa pandai ehh..hahah..anyway.. baik lagi ko last few nites..akuuu???? semester ani ah.. don remember about last semester tho..hehhee

Alyssa: bah mal.. ajartah ku nah.. cana choose DvD nya ah.. anyway.. one of the DvDs turn out ok.. yang satu alum ku try..hehehe... bah..ko alum reply.. dimana u kana speedtrap ani??and how much was the fine?*aku nampak ko tadi*

Adi: haha.. promo!!! haahaha.. menyamak.. hahaha..

***Psst... aku notice..mcm mikin byk kan ku reply tags ani..hehe.. TQ ppl!!! im loving it..hahaha.. ***

Posted at 4:05 am

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

10pm to 3+am...

Weiiiii!!! heehee.. the morning was great now wasnt it?? sooo.. different.. sooo.. unique.. heheh... not unique lah..but.. lawa.. hehe.. at first.. i was like? wats with today..then.. while taking it all in.. its a lovely day~~~~~ hehehe... oh i thought of this before i came across the drizzle.. but still.. not bad of a weather.. hehe..

Oh.. kamu tau apa?? I slept like.. at 10 last nite!!! haha..believe it.. hehe.. I was trying to stay up to watch mismatch..then kes ngantuk bnr..i thot..well, 1 hr of sleep wouldn't hurt.. hehe.. skalinya.. nex thing i knew.. i woke up at 3+am!!! hahaha.. and aku alum lagi buat the lesson plan.. haha.. soooo... Woke up.. and did my work.. hehe.. and.. didnt sleep lagi after that..hahaa.. hairan my family..haha.. me and my sleeping disorder! hahaha....

At school.. met up with aziz about our lesson plan... iatah..

Atul: Did u get my msg?? *i msgd him masa ku buat kaja atu*
Aziz: Yup..iatahwah.. Aku fikir to myself.. inda ia bertidurkah anak ani..
Atul: Hahahahahah...
Aziz: Mun aku.. inda dpt tu..

Hahahahahahhhaha..... *LOL*

and our MOT maths class tadi inda byk.. weird..must either be sal the lecturer byk inda suka..or sal the weather byk org mau sleep-in.. or sal.. malas sj..hehe.. only like half of the class turn up.. hehe..

During MOT physics.. we were startled by the news that our friends, Fau and Ida cudnt make it to skul sal accident.. wahh.. napa ia ah this week.. first.. goose accident..then amal got speeding ticket.. now fau and ida accident.. tsktsk.. well.. I like Timah's peer teaching today.. hehe.. she did really well..

After class, jumpa durang goose... psst goose, siapa i2 berbaju biru? hahaha... and talked abit with asfa.. wic was.. i have to say..syok..haha.. nanti asfa ah tani jalan.. hehe.. Had lunch with yani, surya, afid, jill, liah (jill's sis) and ratna at excellent taste gadong properties..kes taisliur lambchop.. hahah..psstt...Lush..ampir tu dgn dimsum..hahahah.. sj teringat ku kan kau.. hahahah...

Then.. kami akhir wah..me and yani supposed to be at physics lab at 2pm..skalinya..kami sampai ubd grounds at 2.05pm.. went straight to FOS to get some materials.. sekalinya..lab techniciannya nada.. after some calls and waiting.. around 2.35 barutah we were able to get the stuff that we needed..then.. me, yani and ali yusri..went off to physics lab.. 2.45pm! baik jua the lab technician sana inda marah..hehe.. bagus eh lab technicians kami ani...and al joined us for abit..hehehe

Sadly, my experiment didnt go so well.. specific heat water capacity for water 4200 wah.. and i got.. 5700 .. atu pun yg ali tolong.. kes dlm 7 kali buat experiments barutah kan menjadi.. well.. i did 4 he did 2 or 3..iatah tu.. soo.. tomorrow morning at 8.. i have to go back and try again.. sighh.. nada lagi dgnku tuuuuu..wahhh.. biartia..ishkk..ishkk.. apa jua bleh buat..hehehe...

Oh ..4.30pm.. went with ali jalan kami ke rumah mizi then to ida's then to fau's.. kes nya kan melawat org accident ani.. but ..haha.. mcm inda bakas accident wah durang ani.. beribun2..berjalan lagi kami tu kajap..hahhahaa.. makan lagi tu di mameh.. hahahha.. caliii caliii.. hehee.. then.. antar ida and fau back to fau's place sj.. then durang mizi and ali sent me home before fleeing off to the stadium to watch the football match.. durang kan bawa plang.. pi salah2 ku jua..haha..and we agreed .. that aku inda join..berbaju kurung ani jua wah..gipun..mcm tah ku minat meliat org main bola..hahaha..btw.. first time ku hang out with them..haha..not bad..hehee..

Oh .. today is my lucky movie day.. hahah.. salnya.. jill finally brought in the VCD i asked from her...ceta Little Bride.. al bawa desperate housewives for me.. and masa jalan with ida and fau.. i bought 2 DvDs.. $2 ganya satu..tempted tia ku..hahah.. tapinya..salah2 ku plang tu kan membeli..since i think its a branch from kedai communists.. wic i absolutely detest..due to its horrible quality..urghh.. but then.. ku beli jua nah.. yang ani.. i bought 2 movies.. "my little bride" and "the road home" ... hehehe..korean kali both..hehe.. hahaa..ive gone bonkers over korean movies.. oooh.. ive watched yang "my little bride" tadi.. and lawa cetanya!!! I like..hehee..oh wic means... baik DvDnya!!! Yea!!! *clapclap* heheh.. hopefully the other DvD wont cause any problems as well..hehe... atu sng tia ku beli DvD murah..sana sj.. suruh si fau sj belikan kah..hehehe... Awuuu.. ive gone nuts over DvDs! hahaha.. teruk..teruk..parah..parah.. hahaha

TAG REPLIES

Huda: huda~~~~ *hugz*

Eryn: Hi eryn!!! hehehe... *waves*

Erna : awuuu..soo..soooo lame!!! hahaha.. nadawah.. atul-nity..hahahahaha...

Diana: salnya..that majlis ukan by ITB kan?? inda kah..sorry ah..correct me if im wrong.hehe

Ain: bagus bagus.. Ain-atul..ainatul..hmm..not bad of a name ah... hehehhe..

Afee: Hahaha.. kira membalas balik tidur lah tuu..hahaha... Afeetul.. hahahahhaa... *LOL*

Unknown: Siapa i2 berbaju biru? *hahahaha.. goose..goose...hehehe*

Potty: bagus bagus..continue melawating..hahaha.. Hi peepz...

Lush: ehh.. di dynasty...ko liat aku makan sj..hahahha... aku sj makankan untuk ko.. siuk kan?hehehe...

Baz: eh..inda ku post kan?nya si surya.. takut ia..as in terrified ia.. soo.. jgn kacau ia..hehe..bnr jua tu baz.. sapa inda takut..hahaha...

feefy: Hiiii Feeeefy!!!! *waves*

P/s : Good luck to all those yang kena temuduga tadi for the study abroad thingy.. hope u guys achieve success..*patpat*.. ehhehehe

Posted at 10:20 pm

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

(ur name)atul ;p

The start of the morning was casual.. hehe.. had lunch in the school compound btw..

Oh masa socio class..si jill .. she cooked up our new names.. again.. well.. not me lah..hehe...see here..

Hjh Nuzailah (Jill) = Hjh. Nuzailatul Islamiah
Dk. Surya (surya) = Dk. Suryatul
Nurulafidah (afid) = Nurulafidatul
Hjh. Nora Izyani (yani) = Noratul Izyani
Nuraizah (raizah) = Nuraizatul
Rolina = Rolinatul

Guys pun tak ketinggalan..hehe..

Aziz = Azizatul
Boon = Boonatul

Basically.. semua ada atul lah ujungnya... hehe..

Iatah..masa MOT maths.. it was Yani's and Afid's turn to do peer teaching.. durang ajar kami lah.. iatah..calinya.. they actually called jill by Hjh. Nuzailatul Islamiah! And surya.. and raizah.. and rol..hahah.. yang nama2 baru lah.. hahaha..atu ia..ketawa sj kami in their class.. si afid lagi ngajar.. basar bnr tulisannya on the board..sampai at the end of their class.. Our lecturer said.. "Btw, Ive neer seen handwritings as big as that..haha" bnr kamu...bsr.. bygkan whiteboard atu.. bahagi tiga.. horizontally..iatah besarnya tulisannya tuu.. hahaha.. caliiiiiiiii.....but overall..they did a good job *clapclap* hehehe..

Iatah about the names.. at the end of the peer teaching.. ida tanyaa...

Ida: eh...how come semua kai atul ..atul.. ikut namamu kah??
Atul: aha..yup yup.. hehe
Ida: napa? durang syg ko kah?
Atul: mestilahhhh.. Hahaha
Yani: apa nya si ida?
Atul: *explains wat she said*
Yani: awuu..hehee.. *yeaaaa..ia agreee.. she didn make fun of it..*

conclusion: "I M LOVED!" suka ku eh.. hehehe

erm..other than that.. nothing much.. except esok.. kami plan makan lambchop for lunch..hopefully menjadi..hehehe.. kesian wah kami ani.. hehehe.. ani tah jua ku dgr elaun keluar dah..yea..yea!!!

Oh yea.. farewell to hell.. have a great trip to France.. hehe..remember.. pics for me..hehee..

Baz and Zephyr.. sekiranya ada apa2 berlaku kepada kamu.. aku tidak akan bertanggungjawab..hahaha.. antamtah kamu..hahaha.. btw baz.. i told surya dah.. answernya.. ia takut..as in terrified.. hahaha.. bnrrrrr...

afee .. awuu.. yan (noratul).. dgr tu yan...membari garam hati silent readers aniii.. hehehe... yaa afee.. i think better the latest one.. hehee.. .lawa ahhhh..hehehe..liat siapa mukanya?? hahhaa.. credits to feefs tho.. hehehe

Hmmm..atu sj kali..lau ada kan ku edit..ada jua tu krg..hehehe..

*edit...

eheheh.. aku lupa ckp.. heheh.. we had fun in socio class today..yani present..caliii.. hahah.. ada at this point.. she went.. NEXT!!! (ia kan ckp next point wah..) tapi catu jadinya..mcm org calling out the next person.. atu ia ..nya cikgu selamat.. Im supposed to say that..hahahahhaa.. ia bercali pulang jua tu.. and u noe wat..masa class abis.. aku berdiri from my seat.. cikgu selamat looked at me and went..

cikgu selamat: ngalih ko kah??
Atul : huh?? ketara bnr kah arah mukaku mcm ngalih??

haha.. atu sj.. hehe.. cause our conversation was interrupted..hehe..

tapinya kan.. first yg tagur.. si jill.. nya.. "teruk jua org ani eh.. stressed usulnya.."...then cikgu selamat..then.. sapa ah.. inda ku ingat..masa lunch tuu.. oh..my anak buah..well not exactly anak buah..my cousin tapi pangkatnya anak buah..hehe.. umurnya..older than me..but ia panggil aku amit.. hehe.. and i like it..iatah..nya.."eh..ngalih kah??akhir tidur kah??" .. haha..bagus eh rini.. ppl cared about me..haha.. kesian bnr kali usulku atu..haha.. but then again..ingatan ku.. i slept a wee bit earlier las nite than the past few nyts.. but then again.. i never did get to as Al said it "qadha tidurku" ..hehee.. cali ah.. sal atu kali ngalih berabis usulku..hehe..cehhh.. hehehe.. . apa gi ah.. krg main edit lagi ni..ahahhaa...

erm...oh yeah.. tonight.. i have to do the lesson plan.. and the exercise for MOT maths.. hehe.. and tomorrow ptg aku ada practical.. kan testing materials for MOT physics.. hehe.. oh and sok ada this talk di masjid UBD about makhluk halus and stuff.. im interested to go.. but then.. aku sudah book sal practical atuu..ishkk.. boringgggg... aku mau dgr..but then again.. inda jua ada dgnku tuu..ehhee..

bah i think thats it.. ill edit this again if i think i need to..hehe..duh..hehe...

/edit!

Posted at 6:50 pm

Monday, March 21, 2005

Good to bad...

The day.. went from super good.. to .. terribly bad..

Good:
Had the car today.. that certainly perked up my day.. had an awesome lunch at nabhans (atul, jill, surya, afid, surya) despite a few unfortunate events..hehe.. ohh.. finally got held of its sesagun..haha.. aku suka nabhans punya sesagun.. *ok for the next part.. i donno if its good or bad* I wanted to go to the library.. and do some work kan..skali.. last minute change of plans.. we went to watch hitch instead..(atul, surya, jill, liah (jill's sis), mizi, ali yusri, ida, siaw yan, fau and her family) heehee.. one row kami ganya lah.. di empire ah.. yg siuknya..ubdians pay $3 sj today..and weekdays lah.. ntah ah..inda ku ingat.. but surely.. we paid $3 sj tadi.. hehe.. heard its the same case for itbians as well.. woohooo.. hehee

Bad:
Malas ku ceta..buang space sj.. but this is wat i really noticed about myself.. im getting crankier by the minute.. urghh.. i simply hate it..

Done with that

Kamuuuu.. check this out.. hahah..cali..cali... click here..

hehe.. oh an addition to good things that happened to me today.. Feefs sent me another pic of myself.. hehe.. *i lyk*

Lawa kan??hhehe....liat orgnya.. hahahahahah ;p

Erm..wat else to say...oh yess.. YANIIIIIIIIIII!!!! kau ani ahh.. slalu silent reader.. hehe.. tadi pagi wah kamu.. aku atu kan cetakan smthing rah ia.. and she went oh yaa.. i read dat dah arah blog mu.. cappiiiieeeee .. nda ia pandai mentag aku aniwahhh.. hehhee..

TAG REPLIES

Afee: Okie dokie..

hahaha.. atu ganya kan ku reply..

*edit...

I decided to post this up..after reading Kim's blog..heehee.. tempted tah ku jua kan mempost nah.. hehe.. anyway.. in developmental psychology class.. kami kana bagi test.. that wud tell us our..personalities.. So, mine was.. ENTJ.. wic stands for.. extraversion, intuition, thinking and judging..

E - More outgoing and active
N - More interested in possibilities and an overview''
T - More logical and reasoned
J - More planning and coming to conclusions

Full explanation:
Hearty, frank, able in studies, leaders in activities. Usually good in anything that requires reasoning and intellectual talk, such as public speaking. Are well-informed and keep adding to their fund of knowledge. May sometime be more positive and confident than their experience in an area of warrants.
Live their outer life more with thinking, inner more with intuition.

/edit

Posted at 8:08 pm

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Carwash...

aku volunteered ikut the charity car wash tadi!! syok.. aku melap plang ganya..hehee.. but i had a great time with the gals.. and the ppl there yang kaja sama kami pun siuk siuk..hehe.. friendly..and hospitable.. heheh...kami sampai around..9.40..and balik.. around 1.30pm..syok..hehe..., and kami kana lanja ice-cream sana.. not too shabby for atul..hehee..

altho im tired, and in need of a manicure.. heehe.. ill give one myself..buff sj kali..but im not very satisfied with my nail buffer nowadays...hehe.. bwoh...hehe..gila..aku ah.. i guess i just want them to be clean.. don worry.. im not turning into those who goes "Eek.. i broke my nails!!" .. im turning into.. "Eeek.. My nails are dirty!!" haha.. mcm apa...

Erm..wat else.. Oh.. i did some work on my newly given topic for MOT physics.. learnt that i need to see the lab technician tomorrow .. to edit my practical requisition form.. i need to borrow some other apparatus.. and.. change some apparatus.. hehe...

oh and look at this..

Feefs made it for me.. heeeheeee.. thanx feefs.. :) thank u very much.. *hugz*

semangat eh...awal ku post ani..hehe...tapi inda byk kan ku post..soo.. thats it lah.. hehe

TAG REPLIES

Bebeh: wish MPX atu sampai dah.. ishkk..sedih ku nunggu.. heehee

Hellmay: kambanganz bnr anak ani.. yea yea.. leave without me..ishkkk.. bah.. balik nanti..show me the pics ayt.. ill be waiting.. and yeah..ur welcome too.. eh salah tu..ukan scorpio friend.. scorpio besfren.. hehe...have fun in paris..

Afee: wooohooo..moved tia.. bah u want me to change ur link?? hehehe... and thanx for the enlightening.. hehe aka.. teaching me.. hehe.. oh btw..my friend..inda eh.. just that.. i voluntarily did it.. heehe.. gatal tangan ku mengamai.. hehe

Lina: Lesen and own car..hehe.. caru siukkkkk..hehe.. upanya ko alum berlesen..i tot sudah..hehehe

Lush: ahakz... i noe u r.. ur post proved it.. hehe

Sein: not bad wah ah.. the robots atu.. btw sein.. the japanese movie yang crying out loud..smthing smthing..hehe ..ada dah on DvD kah??

Posted at 7:25 pm

Saturday, March 19, 2005

*Robots*

Just came home.. hehee.. bakas liat 'robots' trying to see wat amal and huda were sooo fascinated of..not bad lah the movie.. tapi kan.. i got crappy seats.. second row from the front.. pffft.. still.. i did manage to enjoy the movie despite my sore neck.. urghhh..hehehe...

Ok... last night.. had good msn conversations with 2 ppl.. hehe.. one was yazmyn..my biras..that was academic talk.. then.. we ended the chat at like.. 12+.. then.. I babbled on with baz!! *hi Baz~~* heheeh.. about.. heehee.. girl talk biasanya apa?hahaha .. chat til like.. 2+am. .haha.. buleh aku ah...class kul 9am..ahhaha

so.. went to bed around 3am..hehe.. and then.. was at skul at 8.30am..cause berjanji with yani to see my lecturer about my MOT physics..and jumpa lab technician sal apparatus kami.. since yani akhir dikit.. sampat tah ku discuss with Aziz about MOT maths ku.. *eee.. soo proud of myself.. finally doing things..hehe..pat..pat* hahah.. kambang aku ah.. hahah.. anyway.. yani came round 8.40.. we hurried off to my lecturer and had a chat with him about the complications of my topic.. and how UBD ani..inda terdpt pressure gauge..tapi ia suruh aku buat experiment yang ada pressure gauge *huh??!!*.. he thought the equipment ada.. and after going around to the lab technician..and after several discussions..he offered to change my topic.. YEA!!!! hehe..off with boyle's law.. now.. "specific heat capacity of liquid" ..clapclap.. heheh.. my topic inda jauh with yani..except yani's is solid.. yeayea... only one bad thing about this.. ngalih2 ku meresearch sal boyle's law..now have to start from scratch.. but im better off with this than with boyle's law.. hehehe

after that..class memanjang.. then..had lunch at amsarra..again.. with.. yani, surya, rolina... and later joined by.. aziz, goose and dede.. also present, tapi inda duduk sama kami..hehe.. the couple.. raizah and ripin.. hehe..inda ia brani duduk ampir aku kali.. u see.. we have this joke wah.. in between kami.. where i have 'fantasy' scandals with their boyfriends.. hahaha... teruk teruk durang oleh ku..the other joke.. si aziz bercouple with durang rolina, raizah, surya and yani..haha.. ber'me' and 'u' wah durang ah.. tapi durang subtle sikit lah.. aku with boyfies durang.. heehee.. honeybee.. sweetheart.. syg.. hahaha.. ofcourse.. its just for fun.. ndakan bnr2.. haha..

after lunch.. ke fos.. jumpa lab technician.. and saw the equipments.. hehe.. ok ok.. nanti kami test.. and there we decided to go and do volunteering tomorrow for the car wash..hehe..insyaAllah.. then.. lepas sana.. ke shbie.. antar borang practical requisition.. sighh... at this point.. aku sleepy dah..must be the food.. hehe.. i stuffed myself too much..hahaha...

Then, had class... buat calligraphy plang ku in class ahh..menalur bnr kajaku..hahaha..just so dat ill be awake.. haha.. then..balik..and went online for abit..jumpa goose..heehee.. u noe wat he said.. first..let me say this.. i think im getting crankier (and maybe more depressed by the minute) .. but the crankier part is true..moody brabis..cepat marahhh.. mudah upset.. sighh.. silly me.. iatah.. he's been telling me that its silly jua.. haha.. and yang calinya..today he wanted to see me to see my warm smile.. and i went..warm tia krg!!! haha.. and online.. ia ckp..before he fled off.. don get crankier..and smile.. u look beautiful when u smile..ahakz.. mcmtah ku percaya tuuu.. hahah.. but thanx anyway goose.. i noe u were just being the sweet u.. hehe.. are those one of ur tactics to cheer up ppl?hehehe..

and sooo.. mlm.. supposedly had other plans in mind..but ujungnya.. jalan with fizah and sis nya..and my lil bro.. liat 'robots' hehe.. gagas lagi tu aku driving.. bah mana inda.. just got hold of the car..at like.. 7.13?? and the show.. at 7.35.. tau tah lagi gadong anii.. ambil fizah lagiiii.. sighhh.. but.. we made it in time.. hehe.. after a series of breaking the rules..hehe.. sorta lah.. ber racing lagi tu with this car.. inda mau2 ia kan memotong aku...haha.. tapi.. inda jua dpt..ahha..last2 barutah.. hehhe.. but i admit..lagi laju ia lah.. hehe.. and.. kan rh rumah fizah.. i made 2 lanes.. jadi 3 lanes..hehe.. supposed to wait wah..andang muat plang 3 keta.. but.. ur supposed to slow down kan.. ani.. aku plang laju ..haha... and kami sampai mall.. and parked.. and naik lift.. 7.33pm! cool.. ehhee.. i sent off my bro to buy the tickets as soon as we entered the mall grounds.. and pastu..cari basement 2 parking..ampir lift bnr eh..hehe.. good good..

Oh .. bad news.. Palui pa kah..sasakku menunggu Motorola MPX ku ahh.. they're still waiting for it.. wat the fcuk is taking them soo long.. okayyyy.. i admit.. i may not be the most patient person in the world.. but.. okay okay.. im not a patient person at all.. haha.. teruk2.. inda penyabar wah aku ani.. but then again..come on..its been like almost a month..iatah.. sooo... we opted to ask QQ station kan..manatau they have..skali they told us.. that MPX abis stock..even in singapore and malaysia.. pffft..iatah now im starting to put O2 on the scale...hmm.. wat u think??tapi mahal wahh.. i like O2 mini..but then.. i don like the fact that ia nada keypad and nada wi-fi.. hehe.. and O2 xdaII atu..cool..tapi inda flip..aku mau flip yang bnrnya.. and its sooooo big.. but i like the RAM.. 128MB..compared to MPX 32MB..sigh..

Oh btw.. I saw lissa di gdg!!hehehe

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r-di: Hey there!!! ur finally online and tagging.. hehe.. im doin .. well.. so and so.. sometimes im flying up high..sometimes im sinking to rock bottom.. but.. generally.. good lah..

Baz: Miss u too!!! nice to have finally catch up with u.. hehe.. nanti gi ahh.. heheh.. and the thinking about yesterday part.. sorta.. hehe..sdg..not really..not much..apakanz? hhaha.. im trying to keep my mind off of it..and i think im succeeding.. well by a fine line plang ganya tuuu.. hehehe

Afee: haha..uhukz.. hehe.. well.. u see.. when im nervous or.. cant sleep or .. have something in mind.. adalah smthing tu.. i clean..hehe..haha it keeps my mind off things..especially when the place is speckin clean.. hehehe..bilikmu??haha.. u noe.. my friend wah..ia tinggal hostel wah..skali..kami atu..paid her a visit.. and guess wat i did?i tidied up her room! haha.. her files apa lah.. kira organizing..hehe.. iatah..ada this one time.. she was tellin us about how messy one of our lecturer's room is.. and then she looked at me and went .. U wud be able to clean his room tul! hahaha.. kan mati bnr..haha LOL

Ena: Smtimes.. u just have to cut urself away from the rest of the world. .to find out more about urself.. and to noe u.. and to.. hmm.. for alone-time lah.. hehe

Nisa: Hey there!! *waves*

Feefs: Bag dior??uhukz..aku lagi inda terdpt..haha.. oohh btw, thanx hon.. ur a doll..hehe.. thank u ..thank u.. ada jua smthing to help me create my own skin.. wic i still need to work on.. or rather.. start on..hahaha

Sza: yeahh.. heehe..thanx..heehe.. tapinya kan.. atu pendek bnr ur last post..hehehe..

Eryn: Hi eryn.. bagus ko ni.. ada signature gi asal stop by..hehe.. gud gud.. at least i noe ur reading..thank u..hehehe

Zephyr: My lips are sealed. hehehe....guess tia oleh mu baz.. heheh

Posted at 11:40 pm

Friday, March 18, 2005

My so-called 'isolation' day...

I declared today as my 'isolation' day.. Switched off my mobile phone since midnite..heehee.. but stayed in contact with the world.. aka huda.. by going online.. shoot.. shudn't have signed in msn messenger.. hehe.. hilang 'isolation' day.. however.. my isolation day.. wasnt as much as an isolation day.. except for the mobile thing.. of wic btw.. I switched it back on.. at around 5pm.. tempted bnr aku ah.. cudnt keep my mind off of it.. hahaha.. but.. its all for the better.. im better than yesterday.. hehe..

My last isolation day was .. the time when i went to ideal and ate alone.. then caught a movie.. watched it alone.. okay lah.. there's a risk tho.. might make u feel worse than u already feel.. since nada org to cheer u up.. just u spending time with urself.. hehe.. but.. it was gud to noe, that i can manage doing all that alone.. iatah..my isolation day today..did not truly grasp the meaning of 'isolation' as prescribed in MY dictionary. hehe.. nantitah ku attempt lagi.. nevertheless, it did help. Hehe..

Oh yaa.. today i think was also my productive day.. heehee.. byk kaja ku that i attempted to.. haahaa.. notice.. attempted.. so, masih belum siap lah.. oh and finally fixed the hands on my wall clock.. kehkeh.. and.. tidied up my desk.. and tidied up my plastic bags.. pheww... hehe..

Today.. I brainstormed! hehe.. started with my MOT physics, MOT maths.. and started reading the socio's article that im supposed to give a review on.. ani alum siap ku baca.. ngalih ku..half-way thru tho.. ngalih wah.. like 20pgs kali ah.. hehehe.. pemalas tah bnr aku ani.. but still.. i give myself a pat on the back for my efforts for today.. *pat pat* hehehe

bah.. there's not much for me to blog about.. sooo.. on with the replies.. hehe...

TAG REPLIES

Afee: hehe.. im not a pink lover.. but im not a hater either.. heehee.. tapinya kan..mcm mikin byk brg ku pink..hehe.. but.. a certain shade of pink lah..hehe.. the far-fetched thing udah ku explain..so.. nvm..hehe.. and no lah.. ur english not so bad.. hehehe

Ain: Kahkah.. eehhh..tudong inda ketinggalan.. bisai jua tu tudong kami..hehee.. actuallynya.. durang ckp kan usai mcm yang pin ke belakang.. pi nya.. kami inda mau..ahakz.. but i think they were joking kali sj jua.. hehehe..but it was fun bertheme-theme.. hehehe

Sza: Cian jua..been busy.. sighh.. Finally!!! I am now able to read ur newest post!! Yippee!!! hehehe..blog again soon k darls!!! mish yaa.. hehehe..

YezzeR: Hehehe.. i kinda like presentations.. heehee.. ada challenge! hehe..besides, im the outspoken type.. so its fun for me lah.. hehe.. provided that im prepared.. hehee.. yang essays apa atu plang aku inda suka.. hehehe.. yang presentations syok.. peer teaching.. syok jua lah.. btw, aku sdg fikir samaada my idea for teaching boyle's law ngam or not.. sighh...

Posted at 10:08 pm

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Presentation day

Ok, the presentation went quite well.. ngam 45mins! hehee.. there were funny moments hehe.. but its the kind which u have to be there or one of us at least to understand it.. hehehe

Oh btw, we took this pic ryt before we start our presentation.. these r the group members.. hehe.. standing.. from left to right, yani, rolina and jill.. sitting.. left to right.. surya.. and me..and guess wat?? we used the same pic for our slides..haha.. the last slide.. the end ah..bagus eh.. kecalian org..sama wah baju kami..hehehe.. and kami segroup kai pink.. memang berjanji..hehe.. iatah kana tagur sj.. pink pink..hehe.. sur was loving it.. giler pink wah anak ah.. ia lagi peer teaching tuu..hehe.. oh .. she did well.. quite well i myt add.. for her peer teaching.. hehehe

Im actually not in the mood to blog about wat i did today.. i am actually thinking of posting up about how i feel at this moment. So take caution. hehee...

My emotions have taken control of me again.. I really wish that there was someone here to talk to me .. right now. I don't quite noe wats bothering me.. but ill say this.. it saddens me alot.. when ppl around me talk about death..their death...recently, naik saham dah.. 3 ppl very dear to me, talked about their death.. one even told me to do this and that if anything happens to her.. *crying at the moment* ishkk..ishkkk.. its sooo sad..however, she did it in a way of a reminder. In case anything happens to her.. but still..anyway..the other 2.. noooooo... so fcuked up about life.. saddens me... this is wat goes on in my head.. when u say that:

It saddens me to noe, that ppl who had the opporunity of meeting me, being friends with me, being very gud friends with me.. ppl who r dear to me.. want to die. I noe i sound kinda selfish and perasan here.. but.. i just have to say this.. Have i not helped in cheering up your days?? i guess not.. i guess i didnt make much of a difference to your life.. good difference..

I mean come on..be honest now, don u guys wish that before u go (from this life), uve made a good impact on someone's life..at least one.. I noe its kinda far-fetched.. but.. I just wish i did..

On a lighter note, I hope that u will always see life in a positive way.. and be reminded that life itself does not suck.. its the just a matter of changing the way u look at it.. I mean.. ofcourse.. there will be days.. when u do think ur life should be over by now.. but.. I hope it doesnt happen too often..

Or maybe this is like, a ... a.. some sort of revenge on me.. hehe.. cause all this while ive been talking about my death..i do it in a discreet way tho..oh wait..not that discreet.. erm.. i do em in poems and letters.. but.. not.. face to face..or on the phone.. soo..maybe it is wah..mcm kana balikkan arah ku..to see how they feel when im the one who does the talking.. sighh... it doesnt feel gud, that i can say.. and anyway, my perspective on it, is different, i just want to see reactions on ppl if i wud dare i say, have died. brrrr... *jauhpalis* not now.. sooo curious of me..no?? heheh.. ive been told that.. and i noe that.. hehe.. and the big difference is.. Im not ready to die.. sighh.. id rather not elaborate on that issue. lets just leave it as that.. heheh

Oh, one more thing... ive got this annoying dream.. or shall i say nightmare.. it comes back, again and again.. Can someone pls help me get rid off that particular dream off of my .. erm..sleep?? hehhe.. come on.. its been like 7 times now.. buleh.. kalau baik mimpinya..baik jua.. ani.. me fighting.. urghhh.. the same ones dgnkan ku kelai..sighhh...maybe its a sign.. that i shud fight them.. maybe i shud.. but i cant.. that wud only 'keruh'kan keadaan.. biartia.. everything has its place in time.. and maybe that will too... ill be well prepared by then..luan byk practise dlm mimpi! haahhaa.. or maybe.. its bothering me soo much subconsciously.. that i need to express the anger to their face.. but cant do it in real life.. so.. dlm mimpi sj lah.. sighh.. crazy me talking again..

urghh.. i need a massage!!! sighh.. sakit badan ku.. hehehe..

Oh.. how do u tell of a sweet guy that u don want to be msgd or called up by him again??kesian ku wah..but at the same time.. malas ku melayan.. sigh.. i mean.. he's polite wat.. tapi.. i just don want to.. cana ah.. this is wat i have in mind.. msg him the truth! *hehee.. being totally honest and direct as i am.. that wud work* plus... i cant lie...I suck at lying..even when i do get away with it.. ill feel guilty about it in the end.. no use.. heheh...

Wat else is on my mind..

Oh.. lets just return to my daily life ceta.. hehe

Last nyt.. had a bad headache.. took a shower.. now thats refreshing..helped jua lah.. had my ubat for headaches.. uhukz.. does magnum almond count as ubat??hehee.. ubatku lau stress/depress/headache... iatah tu.. ice cream.. but so far..these 2 icecreams ganya..magnum almond.. and DQ banana split.. nyum2 .. hehe.. oh.. and i bought 2 extra magnums last night for emergency purposes.. erm.. emergency = taisliur or jadi ubat.. hehehe...

Oh yahh.. stayed up til 1+am.. doing the slides for the presentation..didn finish... but.. 90% lah..so.. sambung gi early the nex day..wic is today..hehe.. oh yahh..tadi kami kana request to put leaflets about the carwash on cars..hehehe...siuk jua ah..mengampaikan leaflets ani..tho panas..hhehe..

Oh.. sok.. ada charity carwash di ubd.. at FOS area.. hehe.. dpn MPH... murah kamu... normal-sized cars..$2 only!!! big cars $3.. and inside cleaning.. $1!!!! for charity!!! gud bargain ehhh.. and there will also be a toydrive!!! So.. if u have any unwanted/unused toys .. donate them to the toydrive.. and have a child relive ur childhood memories.. heheh... oh yahh.. the carwash.. wud be tomorrow from lepas org sembahyang jumat up to 6pm..saturday..9am to 6pm.. and sunday.. 9am to 6pm.. berkilat sj tia nii keta di ubd..hehehe... bah don miss this chance to have ur car specking (lurus kah ni??haha) clean whilst doing something worthwhile (duhh.. charitywork kali ah..haha)

TAG REPLIES

Amal: manasj lah ko labu...hehehe

Teddy: Hi!!!

Oh btw.. a note to goose, u still owe me an explanation..hehe :)

Posted at 5:35 pm

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Presentation sok!

woohoo..last nyt.. lama tidur ku!! hehe.. slept from 12 up to 6.. kalau di liat atu..inda plang batah tu..but then.. if u add them up with my nap.. 5 to 8+ (heheeh.. i noe... inda org brani kacau aku tidur.. luan lelah..haha) ..byk tia kan.. hehe..and tonyt.. il be sleeping late i guess..salnya.. slides for the presentation alum siap.. minor ones gi lah.. tinggal my part = conclusion..and tinggal..animation..hehe..

oh today.. hmm.. ok.. hehe.. oh i like MOT physics ku today.. durang peer teaching good.. hope aku terbuat cam durang.. cause at the moment.. im going in circles with mine.. true!!! one minute.. i had the idea in my head.. and the other.. i went totally blur! haiyoooooooo~~~ help me!!! boyle's law!!! come on... how do i make this interesting..ishkkkk..sakit kepalaku fikir ehh.. and i need to prepare it now..sal i need the equipments.. and i need to test them gi..and testing only masa ptg.. and i only have monday and wednesday afternoon free.. seee... sighhhhhh

oh.. we had lunch at mall.. kejrgan ni kami makan lunch sana.. lately lahh.. hehe..this semester lah..hehehe.. oh before we had lunch.. i saw goose.. kali kan.. he saw my parents antar aku this morning.. iatah.. ia tanya.. whether those were my parents or not.. and i said..yea..my parents.. kalinya.. cute jua!!! hahaa.. terbangang ku terus..apanya yg cute.. jrg ku mendgr org ke-cute-an org tua2.. hahhaa.. so goose.. uve owe me an explanation *in a good tone ni ah aku ckp ani ah..inda marah eh.. kecalian and kebangangan* hehehe..

erm.. then after lunch, we had a discussion about the presentation sok.. oh the ppl were yani, surya, jill, rol and ofcoz me.. hehe.. and we ended the discussion with.. what gurls love best.. hehe.. attires!! haha..and we decided on wearing pink! hahahaahahhaha.. tapiiiii.. sal tudong atu.. aku and yani alum janji ehhh..hehe.. durang mau tudong berstyle.. i donno if that was a joke plng.. but i think it was..hehe..

Oh.. im posting early sal malam ani aku kan finish kan the slides.. so i myt be too tired to post...but we'll see..hehehe..however, i don think i wud be posting..hehe.. gud enuf wah..

TAG REPLIES

Erna + Lish : HIIII!!!!! heehee.. iawah? andangnya kali this age.. or.. the pressure from skulwork?? hehe.. teruk eh.. hehehe.. ada sleep hospital kah di brunei ani?? hehehe..

Posted at 5:40 pm

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Sleep

Woke up unwillingly today.. the bed just seems more and more comfortable these days..especially after i've begun my sleeping sessions.. heehee... and since as said by some, i might have a sleeping disorder, where its hard for me to get to sleep, so.. as long as my eyes are still not properly rested after sleep, feels like i dont want to get up. Id rather cuddle in bed.. sigh..Oh btw, I just woke up from a long nap.. haha.. I was sooo sleepy this afternoon.. haha.. even jill and surya kept bugging me with that.. haha.. tul.. u look very sleepy.. chehhhh.. hehe.. but i wasnt that sleepy..oh wait, i was.. but.. i cud manage to stay up lah.. hehe.. wasn much of a prob. hehe.. Oh ya, it wasn't just jill and surya who noticed, it was also, Ali and Mizi! hahah.. they even reminded me of the time when i actually did fell asleep in class.hahhaha.. oh.. correction..timeS. Hehehe.. yaa.. the habit of falling asleep in class have always been with me since like forever. hehehe..

Oh, I had to admit, I did sleep late last nite, however, the reason was because, i couldn't fall asleep. sighh.. even though i felt so sleepy that afternoon. Stayed up so that I cud sleep early that nite.. but.. noooo..didn work.. sighh... so yes goose.. i do agree with u.. I DO HAVE A SLEEPING DISORDER. sighhhhhhh....

Now to get back to my day.. erm.. we had lunch at 'nasi katok' at jerudong.. wasnt really good for me.. y?? too hot!! too spicy!! i cant stand that.. hahaha.. i think there was a confusion with the orders really, cause yani bought 2 packs of the normal ones (there were 2 kinds, the hot one and the normal one).. but then, the 2 packs differ greatly! haha... and only yani had the different one.. the odd one out.. the others (including me) .. were stuck with the hot and spicy type.. chehh... so, i didn eat much. Hehe.. but its ok.. wasnt that hungry anyway.. ehhehe.. and i had a great another late lunch...or shall i say a heavy high-tea, at home.. heehee..love it when my mom cooks chicken peanut butter style. hehehe..

Oh.. then.. long sleeeeeeeep..i just woke up.. hehe.. tonight, im gonna continue doing the slides for the presentation that's due this thursday. Sighh... Im not done yet... and there's lots more to do.. sighh..

Oh today i saw lina!!!hehee.. Hiya there.. and afee dear, u put password for ur blog now? why?? care to tell me the password?? heehee...

TAG REPLIES

Huda: Neh huda.. no worries.. hehe.. i had to go jua.. hehe...the more i talk to u, the more blur i get! hahah... kidding..hehhee.. oh and *hugz* dear.. u need a real hug?? me too.. come over.. haha.. oh but wait.. i saw u tadi.. and we did hug no?? hehe.. sorta hugged..hehe..

Ying: Thanx ying.. oh.. and ill link u up soon ayt. Heheeh..

Gdah: wee.. ive got a new linkie.. hehe.. oryt, will do.. hehe..

Nynx: ahakz!!! hehe.. well.. i did think that that sounds naughty at first. But after some thinking.. I think it refers to.. well u see.. i like it when u noe, ur sick or getting ready for bed, and ur mom or dad strokes ur forehead.. i like that..i really really do.. hehe.. so.. mine is the un-naughty way..hahaha

Amal: Gawd!! u still remember?? hahaha.. really?? after a year? haha.. well, then it must've been one of my good pens..hehe...

Diana: Yea.. why not?? post it up ayt.. i wanna seeeeeeee!!! heheehe...

Posted at 10:40 pm

Monday, March 14, 2005

Early post*edited*

I made an early post.. in case I have no energy to do it later..salnya.. damn im sooo sleepy..sooo exhausted.. good side: I had a great time today! hehe.. don u think that the simple things are those that really matter... the simple things are the ones that keep u going..

Last night.. slept at 1+ am.. typical me.. hehe.. started doing my work at 12+ manatah kan jua inda.. haha...

Well.. my day.. Had a good class this morning.. hehe.. no complications at all..haha.. except that my equipments for MOT physics not available.. so.. had to go off to FOS in case they have those equipments.. which btw, i donno yet.. supposed to have a reply this afternoon.. pi nada ia msg.. hehe.. ia as in lab technician.. siuk kali ah..lab technicians fos ani.. I have 2 mobile numbers durang dah.. very friendly ppl... and helpful.. *I LYK* .. mcm atu tah.. hehehe.. yang shbie punya.. ok jua lah..no complaints from me. hehe.. professional and helpful. gud enuf.. hehehe...

Oh.. had an unscheduled lunch at amsarra.. nyum2 .. the menu's good today.. hehehe.. chinese cuisine.. well, me and yani were kinda surprised..we thought the chinese cuisine wud be smthing like dim sum and sorts u noe? but.. were we ever wrong! haha..typical chinese cuisine yang diperleluasakn sebagai masakan melayu lah.. oh.. present were: Yani, Surya, Raizah, Rolina, Aziz, Goose and ofcoz me.. heehe.. Aziz suruh discuss MOT maths sana.. iatah.. dgn my notebook tah ku disana, berdiscuss with him.. sighh... heheh....then surya sent me home.. hehe..

then.. around 3.. went off with dad ke HSBC to collect my prize.. calm down.. aku manang $5 drink voucher ganya deh di coffee zone.. tapi jadi tah..hahah.. asal ada manang.. wish i had won a car tho.. well.. there's still hope.. mana tau one of these days.. hehehe....

Oh after HSBC, i went stationery shopping with dad.. all expense paid! My fave words! hahaha.. me..loose.. in a stationery shop...hahah.. and my dad lanja.. haha.. siukk ehh..bot meself.. some transparencies (finally found tempat murah.. hahah) .. ring binders.. and PENS!!! i just noticed kelmarin how much im lacking of pens wah.. ME??? bulehhh.. kalau my frens yang kenal aku dari damit wah.. nda durang caya ni..haha.. brn tah.. aku gila stationery.. heheh... mati eh.. (just noticed.. mcm hyper bunyi ku sini.. tapi yg bnrnya ngantuk..ahhaha) .. oh and before balik.. aku sampat shop for mee goreng, maggi and those sorts untuk saat2 kelaparan..haha.. all expense paid.. heeeheee.. *gleaming* (luruskah ni ah?? sounds ryt.. oh heck...hahahah... )

I have to sum up a conclusion for my group's presentation today.. sighh.. ngalih ku yg bnrnya rini.. kan tidur ganya inda.. hahaha.. cian eh... nda kamu kesian kan aku?? hahahhaa.. mcm apa bunyinya.. im kinda sleepy now.. dari tadi tgh hari dah.. tapi aku tahankan.. krg akhir ku tidur (as usual..haha) ..so ..later im trying a new thing.. tidur awal..hahah.. awal as in 10pm lah.. mun luan awal.. inda jua ku pandai..entah ah.. see how tired i get lah.. hahah

edit:

Just took an achrophonology test.. thanx to KIM .. hehe... anyone wants to try.. click here..

YOU'D BE SURPRISED!

Recent studies by name societies disclosed that names influence character and do have a definite bearing upon one's life path. letters carry their own energy patterns relating to personality traits and needs. Name analysis using letter qualities is called ACROPHONOLOGY. This analysis of your name is a brief summary of the hidden meanings found within the letters of your own name.

NAME ANALYSIS FOR: Azimatul Ihsani Moksin

Azimatul:
You are adventurous with a tendency to be foolhardy. You are aggressive and definitely have leadership abilities. You are compassionate, highly imaginative and creative. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You are always involved with projects and things to do. You have a need to be up front. Your privacy is important to you. You have a rich inner life. You are soft-hearted with a charitable nature. You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness are important to you.

Ihsani:
You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. You try to be prudent. You have good business acumen. You have a need to be up front. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection.

Moksin:
You are always involved with projects and things to do. You have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength. You have good recuperative abilities. You are determined. You have a need to earn money to prove your success to society and must learn the true value of material gains and status. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. You must learn to give 'wise' service and not be a martyr.

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Posted at 4:57 pm