Thursday, April 21, 2005
Erm.. so basically.. today..that's what Ive been up to....
Actually.. I had a bad afternoon.. I hurt someone..someone very dear to me... I think I did..emotionally.. but.. I had to..for the sake of my sanity.. cause im the kind yg .. if im not comfortable with something, aku gito wah.. awal2.. tahan plang..tapi..mun dah inda tahan..melatup ia..I didn mean to hurt her.. I really don't.. Guilt is circling me..but what can I do.. I just had to say it..to make some sense to her, and show her the error of her ways.. not that im saying its all her fault.. but.. sighhh.... things just have to be said.. I tried to just u noe..tahan..
To you..Im very sorry for what I did.. I really am.. I just had to do it.. but all in all.. I wont take it back.. its for ur own good anyhow.. u r still very dear to me.. Im sorry for the fact that Im sooo direct at times.. sighh.. I noe u don read this.. i just.. sigh..I cudnt get over the feeling that Ive hurt u..
Arghh.. my guilty conscience is a workaholic I tell u.. grrr...
But still.. all in all.. Im very sorry..
anyway.. back to my good mood.. after that.. my mood..slowly but surely.. revives itself.. and now.. Im in an okay mood....
Later watch tv!!! essay ku lum siap! heheheh..later lah..hehe...kamu tau apa..di mlm.. aku atu.. baca my socio arah bilik adiku wah...and again.. i fell asleep in his room..while watching vcds.. hehehe.. giler ehh..
tadi aku liat vcds in his room jua..hahha..salnya kn.. my player the very the annoying..sensitive..terstop2 wah tu cd atu olehhnya..sighhhh... ialah..took the opportunity to watch it in my bro's room..tapinya kan.. alum abis ku liat...im on the 6th one nex..hehe.. ia drama korea wah..awu jill.. barutah ku bermood bnr kan meliat..been so busy..hhehehe...ani..kes meliat sambil merelaxkan otak sal socio..hahaha..
Oh by the by.. I thank dodo-goose for the kind gesture of offering me assistance in completing my essay. However, I cannot accept. Besides, I have the confidence that I am able to do it. There's just a small factor that has shown its cruciality in my doing my essay, my laziness..hahaha.. thanx goose.. hehe.. That was really sweet of u.. hehe..even though I has to turn it down..hehehe...
Oh ya..speaking of goose.. I had a gr8 time ...gr8 but exhausting I might add..time with him on msn messenger yesterday.. have u guys seen... the importance of being earnest?? hehe.. kami cuba ckp in that style wah..haha..atuuu batah kami kan kuarkan the words..menaip lagi..hahahaa.. that was fun... Isn't it young sir (dodo-goose)? hehehe
Oh..and a thank u to afee..hehe.. sal the help tadi..hehehe..
Well..ok then.. time to split.. inda lagi lama later..ceta di tv syok syok...heheh..and i need to speed things up with my socio if I want to be able to bind it tomorrow..hehehe... tata alll..

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