Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Here's wat I typed down yesterday...
I finished watching "little bride" tadi.. Its a Korean drama series Afee..hehe..Lawa.. hehe..ialah..towards the end.. the grandpa meninggal wah.. and.. aku teringatkan my grans.. mcm..sighh.. terbyg ku dah raya nanti.. Batah plang dah I have no nene. .but this time.. no nene langsung.. u noe yg pangkat nene wah..as in adi beradi my nenes...nada.. sigh.. I can already see how.. empty the nex raya wud be.. sigh..but no matter.. things change.. sighh.. i miss those smiles.. the las 2 nenes that I had.. ukan my direct nene lah.. they have such wonderful smiles.. ill cherish those smiles forever.. insyaAllah..
anyway.. yesterday night.. I had a fab long talk with dodo.. that was fun dodo.. hehe..I miss seing ur smile too dodo.. wat the heck is wrong with me today.. hahaha... I keep missing ppls' smiles.. haha.. hope ill see u soon.. hehe.. Tutong dodo ahhh..heheheh
and this morning.. I chatted with Yong.. been very long yong..that was fun as well.. I miss u too..
Come to think of it.. I miss alot of stuff and ppl today.. could it be because Im home all day long on a monday...sigh..
Well.. to sum it all up.. today was another non-productive day for me. tsktsk..
Oh and I found this .. this morning..
Have u ever missed someone and felt
terrible
because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?
Missing someone is a terrible but at the
same time,
sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u
meant
anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.
Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping
that it's
him/her.
Looking out of the window hoping that
he/she will
surprise u by appearing downstairs.
Sitting in front of the television but
thinking of
him/her, missing the final episode of your
favourite
show.
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last
time u
were out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under
the stars
again, talking about everything, your
dreams,
plans, future.
Logging on to the internet hoping to see
him/her
online.
When u realise that he/she isn't online
and did not
return your page, u will start worrying if
he/she is
okay.
Missing someone is a way of growing up i
guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being
lonely and let u
know that there is actually a feeling
known as
emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge in
the
feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if
he/she is
feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let
them
know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone
become
jealousy or paranoia.
If u are the one being missed and u know
it, let the
other party know.
++++++++++
My point is.. at least aku gito ppl that I miss them... hehehe...
Ok..today I went off to the library..Ubd's one.. during the afternoon..after doing a couple of tedious errands.. mana inda ngalih.. JAM wah.. i hate traffic jams..hhehe..anyway.. got one hour put to use tadi..studying..yeaa.. awu kamu..sejam ganya..jaditah..hehe.. for lil ol me..heheh... after that..went off to the beach... sighh.. tranquility.. sighhh....but another part of my wish is yet to be fulfilled.. aku mau makan and read there.. hehehe..
Oh... to afee dear.. nah.. as promised.. hehe.. my handwriting.. hehhe.. masa rajin lah.. masa gagas.. nauzubillah..hahahha..
Ok..imma do something out of the ordinary..imma post tag replies here.. hehhee .. here it goes...
Ain, Lush, Erna: Awh,..thanx gurls.. I feel much better now.. hehehe.. oh and Erna and ain..haha.. baru sehari ku menghilang ani wah..hehehe
Afee: aku slaah taip ritu.. shud be.. "little bride" .. korean drama series.. "my little bride" korean movie.. ceta more or less alike..LAWA tapinya..hehe.. well... aku andang gila ceta korea plang tu masani..hehehe
CHKNO (kurt): Hahaha.. hello there kurt..I knew there was a kurt back in my md years..hehehe.. Thanx for dropping by my blog.. heehee.. care to link?
Diana: Hahah.. takpe diana.. jgn nangis..nanti kita pergi disneyland ye.. under ur expense..hehehee..
Goose: Goost <-- malas ku meluruskan..hahah.. Im here goose...hehe...napa ehh..
Bebeh: Eh..tolong sikit.. kita tak main buang batu ok..kita buang diamond..baru kelas..hahaha.. kidding babe.. sorry ye..hehehe...
Oryt peepz..Im out!
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