Thursday, March 17, 2005
Ok, the presentation went quite well.. ngam 45mins! hehee.. there were funny moments hehe.. but its the kind which u have to be there or one of us at least to understand it.. hehehe
Oh btw, we took this pic ryt before we start our presentation.. these r the group members.. hehe.. standing.. from left to right, yani, rolina and jill.. sitting.. left to right.. surya.. and me..and guess wat?? we used the same pic for our slides..haha.. the last slide.. the end ah..bagus eh.. kecalian org..sama wah baju kami..hehehe.. and kami segroup kai pink.. memang berjanji..hehe.. iatah kana tagur sj.. pink pink..hehe.. sur was loving it.. giler pink wah anak ah.. ia lagi peer teaching tuu..hehe.. oh .. she did well.. quite well i myt add.. for her peer teaching.. hehehe
Im actually not in the mood to blog about wat i did today.. i am actually thinking of posting up about how i feel at this moment. So take caution. hehee...
My emotions have taken control of me again.. I really wish that there was someone here to talk to me .. right now. I don't quite noe wats bothering me.. but ill say this.. it saddens me alot.. when ppl around me talk about death..their death...recently, naik saham dah.. 3 ppl very dear to me, talked about their death.. one even told me to do this and that if anything happens to her.. *crying at the moment* ishkk..ishkkk.. its sooo sad..however, she did it in a way of a reminder. In case anything happens to her.. but still..anyway..the other 2.. noooooo... so fcuked up about life.. saddens me... this is wat goes on in my head.. when u say that:
It saddens me to noe, that ppl who had the opporunity of meeting me, being friends with me, being very gud friends with me.. ppl who r dear to me.. want to die. I noe i sound kinda selfish and perasan here.. but.. i just have to say this.. Have i not helped in cheering up your days?? i guess not.. i guess i didnt make much of a difference to your life.. good difference..
I mean come on..be honest now, don u guys wish that before u go (from this life), uve made a good impact on someone's life..at least one.. I noe its kinda far-fetched.. but.. I just wish i did..
On a lighter note, I hope that u will always see life in a positive way.. and be reminded that life itself does not suck.. its the just a matter of changing the way u look at it.. I mean.. ofcourse.. there will be days.. when u do think ur life should be over by now.. but.. I hope it doesnt happen too often..
Or maybe this is like, a ... a.. some sort of revenge on me.. hehe.. cause all this while ive been talking about my death..i do it in a discreet way tho..oh wait..not that discreet.. erm.. i do em in poems and letters.. but.. not.. face to face..or on the phone.. soo..maybe it is wah..mcm kana balikkan arah ku..to see how they feel when im the one who does the talking.. sighh... it doesnt feel gud, that i can say.. and anyway, my perspective on it, is different, i just want to see reactions on ppl if i wud dare i say, have died. brrrr... *jauhpalis* not now.. sooo curious of me..no?? heheh.. ive been told that.. and i noe that.. hehe.. and the big difference is.. Im not ready to die.. sighh.. id rather not elaborate on that issue. lets just leave it as that.. heheh
Oh, one more thing... ive got this annoying dream.. or shall i say nightmare.. it comes back, again and again.. Can someone pls help me get rid off that particular dream off of my .. erm..sleep?? hehhe.. come on.. its been like 7 times now.. buleh.. kalau baik mimpinya..baik jua.. ani.. me fighting.. urghhh.. the same ones dgnkan ku kelai..sighhh...maybe its a sign.. that i shud fight them.. maybe i shud.. but i cant.. that wud only 'keruh'kan keadaan.. biartia.. everything has its place in time.. and maybe that will too... ill be well prepared by then..luan byk practise dlm mimpi! haahhaa.. or maybe.. its bothering me soo much subconsciously.. that i need to express the anger to their face.. but cant do it in real life.. so.. dlm mimpi sj lah.. sighh.. crazy me talking again..
urghh.. i need a massage!!! sighh.. sakit badan ku.. hehehe..
Oh.. how do u tell of a sweet guy that u don want to be msgd or called up by him again??kesian ku wah..but at the same time.. malas ku melayan.. sigh.. i mean.. he's polite wat.. tapi.. i just don want to.. cana ah.. this is wat i have in mind.. msg him the truth! *hehee.. being totally honest and direct as i am.. that wud work* plus... i cant lie...I suck at lying..even when i do get away with it.. ill feel guilty about it in the end.. no use.. heheh...
Wat else is on my mind..
Oh.. lets just return to my daily life ceta.. hehe
Last nyt.. had a bad headache.. took a shower.. now thats refreshing..helped jua lah.. had my ubat for headaches.. uhukz.. does magnum almond count as ubat??hehee.. ubatku lau stress/depress/headache... iatah tu.. ice cream.. but so far..these 2 icecreams ganya..magnum almond.. and DQ banana split.. nyum2 .. hehe.. oh.. and i bought 2 extra magnums last night for emergency purposes.. erm.. emergency = taisliur or jadi ubat.. hehehe...
Oh yahh.. stayed up til 1+am.. doing the slides for the presentation..didn finish... but.. 90% lah..so.. sambung gi early the nex day..wic is today..hehe.. oh yahh..tadi kami kana request to put leaflets about the carwash on cars..hehehe...siuk jua ah..mengampaikan leaflets ani..tho panas..hhehe..
Oh.. sok.. ada charity carwash di ubd.. at FOS area.. hehe.. dpn MPH... murah kamu... normal-sized cars..$2 only!!! big cars $3.. and inside cleaning.. $1!!!! for charity!!! gud bargain ehhh.. and there will also be a toydrive!!! So.. if u have any unwanted/unused toys .. donate them to the toydrive.. and have a child relive ur childhood memories.. heheh... oh yahh.. the carwash.. wud be tomorrow from lepas org sembahyang jumat up to 6pm..saturday..9am to 6pm.. and sunday.. 9am to 6pm.. berkilat sj tia nii keta di ubd..hehehe... bah don miss this chance to have ur car specking (lurus kah ni??haha) clean whilst doing something worthwhile (duhh.. charitywork kali ah..haha)TAG REPLIES
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