Atul5353

Moving..

2005-07-12T21:15:00.000+08:00

I've moved!

To

Here

Saya telah mengikut jejak Dingy!..hehe..

But bear in mind. My site is still under construction. Hehe...

Ishk ishk.. It's my last post here I guess.. ishk ishk.. byebye..

Erm.. Title?

2005-07-11T20:20:00.000+08:00

First..greetings..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YEZZER!!!!
May life treats u with its best.. and.. moga cepat2 kahwin with Ka Hawa!!! hehehehe.. Moga jodoh kamu berpanjangan.. Amin!!!

Ok.. now on to my post.

Erm.. wat did i do today.. Oh I finally susun my baju in my almari ..yg lintang pukang usulnya.. cleaned my room. Erm.. oh..ptg dgni my sis ke .. clinic and everything. Sofiya demam. Cian. Sofiya was all moody. Payah eh. Yg calinya, she had an x-ray bah, iatah ia kuar dari x-ray atu.. happy tia. Hyper ani bah. Cali jua eh. Didn't last long tho. Cheh. Moody tia balik. Iatah, maybe the x-ray machine has some sorta effect on kids. Jadi hyper. Shud get one at home. Haha. Nada deh. X-rays are actually bad for health. Sigh, but sofiya has to have one, cause her mother finds it odd yg ia slalu batuk2. So, x-ray lah.

Erm.. oh last nite, I continued with my report, maths one. And aku buat sikit lagi..this morning.

Had a nap this afternoon. Hmm.. Keep having naps nowadays. Odd. Inda cukup tidur kah aku ani?? I don usually take naps bah. Well, nowadays lah. But recently..hmm.. I better do something more constructive nex time. hehe..

Bah atu sj for my post for today. Tata all!

title??

2005-07-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

First of all..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ABG. ZACK!
My brother-in-law..hehe.. Happy birthday.. May life treats u with its best. Amin!

Now.. on to my post. Went to a wedding tadi tgh hari.

Pics I took masa wedding. kes bored lah tu.. but.. kinda fun..hehe.. the chatting part.. Hehe.. Oh and some other pics I took.. hehe.. sj sj bah.. hehe..

Ohh.. the one in blue is so cute.. hehe.. sorry abg wan..hehe.. terputus gambar ah.. hehehe.. ;p

Munirah..my niece yg suka bergaya...hehehe..

Awhh.. 2 lil angels.. hehehe

Urgh..now it's time for the 2 lil devils. Hahaha

And what's a wedding pic without the bride and groom right? hehehe..

Ahhh...safely home. Tired. But still very cute. Hehe.

Aliyah.. or is it aleeyah.. anyway..my adorable lil shorty niece.. hehe.. jgn kamu..walaupun pendek.. tapiiii.. handal berjalan ni.. hehehehe

Ptg atu, went off to mu cuz's place. I fell asleep at her place, for a wee bit.. Must be really tired. Hehe.

Then..abis lah cetaku..haha.. ngalih ku jua bah.. hehe.. aku tipun sama yani jap tadi tho. Hehe. other than that..nahhh..nothing.. heehe.. Entah.. haha.. inda ku bermood rini.. hehe..I donno what've gone over me..but then again..it's only normal. When it comes to me ofcourse. Hehe.

Toodle-oo.. Hehehe

8 hrs jalan.

2005-07-09T22:00:00.000+08:00

Had a great time today. Hehe.

Morning, mom woke me up to go to kedai.

Hehe. Ia lanja aku untuk kain buat blouse. So, aku beli for 2. And ku buat tarus sana. Heeehee.. Oh.. then.. kami ke hotmart teguh raya.. aku beli.. Lady boss, toothpaste and sweets. Hehe..

After lunch, went out with Al and Fizah. First stop, arah aishah. Had a chat there. Ia bagi aku chocz and keychain. Thanx shah! hehe.

2nd stop.. bowling alley. Wanted to get my student bowling card. Alum siap. Boring. Btw, Hell.. bila bowling tournament.. I can't wait to psychologically beat u! hahaa..

3rd stop.. atm. Hehe. Then athirah.. ada ku beli sana kah?? nada.. hehehe.. went around looking for kain..

4th stop. Soon lee.. bought 2 tees.. hehe..

5th stop. First emporium, batu 1. Bought the good earth thing. Yg untuk bilik. Finally..membali ku jua.. murah lah.. $29.90.. usual price wud be.. $60+ kan.. Aku beli yg ciplak lah ni kesnya..hehee..

6th stop. hokko. Tried on my blouse. Needs alterations. Hehe.. alum ambil.

7th stop. Internet cafe, Battlezone, Delima square. Adatah urusan ku tu.. hehe.. for like 30mins.

8th stop. Guardian. Delima. Nope. Didn buy anything.

9th stop. Nazmi textiles, Delima. Bought 2 kain. Hehe..

10th stop. Hokko. Ambil blouse. And bought kiap.

11th stop. Kern cafe. Makan! hehe.. I like the mee goreng there. Plus .. minumannya like softdrinks $1 sj..unlike kadai lain..yg slalu charge.. $1.20 tia.. for the same can of coke or anything else. hehee..

12th stop. jaya Hypermart. And kadai toiletries yg ada sana. Bought facial wash.

13th stop. Gas station. Hehehe

BALIK!!! ahahaha..banyak kan kami jalan atuuu.. haha.. dari kul.. 1.30 ptg.. sampai kul.. 9.30mlm. Hahaha.. gila gila.. 8hrs! haha.. had loadsa fun. Iatah masa balik.. i was kinda worried that mom would get furious with me over all my spending.. hehe..skalinya.. my parents ke jemputan upanya.. yippee.. i got away with all these.. hehehe..

Hmm.. di mlm... apa ah.. Oh.. di mlm.. my parents ke jemputan jua ..with my adi.. leaving me with my nephew.. kesian ia ah.. penakut.. haha.. abis ia jadi ekong ku..ke mana2 ku jalan..ia ikutkan.. and he thought he heard things.. i was like..neh.. I somehow like staying at home alone. Even tadi.. i tot adiku ikut jua bah..skali upanya inda.. so i was like.. wahhh.. siuk niii.. nada org.. but i went ahead and checked everywhere kan..skali ada tia adi ku..chehh..boring.. hehehe.. mcm apa aku ah.. hahaha.. but yea.. staying home alone is fun nowadays..not scary really. Hehe. Maybe sal aku inda liat ceta berijab kali. Hehe.. Which reminds me.. I still wanna watch pontianak menjerit..uwaaaa... boring eh.. nada dgn bah.. hehehe

Bah.. atu ja kali..byebyeeeee!!!

Rugi..tapi inda. Haha

2005-07-08T09:19:00.000+08:00

Urgh. Paluiz. last nite, aku kan post dah wah, skali I got dc-ed.. and can never rc back. Annoying. Sasakku. but then, inda jua ku ingau bnr. Aku ingau sal aku inda blog ganya. Hehe. So, anyway, I watched TV last nite..hehe.. and... I started on 2 of my reports. Woohooo.. Mot maths and Mot physics. haha. Kesian org ku msg tgh2 malam bertanya sal MOT maths cana buat. Haha. Sorang ganya reply msg ku dat nite. Fuyoo.. and sorang gi, tipun aku! Double fuyooo!!! haha.. atu baru namanya kan menolong.. hahaha.. or maybe.. ngalih tia kali menaip dah..hehe.. that's what I do kalau ku ngalih menaip.. tapi ia handal lah.. 12.40+am bah.. hehe.. his first words.. "Ur doing ur homework at this hour??" hahaha.. My answer.."this is my usual time to do my work bah.." hahaha.. andangnya..aku biasa buat kerja tgh malam..heheheheh.. habit. Oh and 2 replied this morning. hehe.. thank u... hehe

Oh so ok.. I owe u guys a post for yesterday's. Ni nah..below..imaginelah that I wrote it yesterday. Mmg pun i wrote it yesterday .. eh salah type.. but.. i have to put the date as today ryt. Hehe. So, u get my point ryt??hehe.. oh and may I just say.. my connection sux masani..sigh...

The supposed post for 07/07/2005

Wello.

So, last night, the family went off to a wedding function. Hehe. leaving me alone at home, I'll just count the maid as a non-existent being ayt. Hehe. Kejam. Haha. Anyway, my reason for not going was .. the pain in my thighs and butt. Kwang x3.. hehe.. I don care, I'm not going to torture myself. haha. But alas, rugi diri sendiri. hehe. Sal, the gift from the wedding.. 2 bah.. satu bag for food.. satu yg usually for the org membedaki kan.. but.. kalau my cousin ani..inda kira sapa membedaki..sapa inda..dibaginya jua. Anyway, the food bag, ada roche!!! Ferrero roche. Uwa rugi aku. Tapi takpe, I took my mommy's. Haha. And the actual gift bag.. ada this lawa thing...

See for urself...

Lawakan?? But it's ok..inda jua ku rugi sangat.. coz.. I took my mommy's again. Haha. But my mom said rugi, sal, the food was great. but.. hmmm... hehe..before they went.. I told my adi.. lau ada anggur..bawa balik.. 2 or 3.. hehe..then he brought home.. like..2 handfuls. haha. thanx to daddy jua.. haha..and mommy bawa mata kucing jua.. nyumz.. haha..so.. overall.. aku rugi sikit sj lah.. hahaha..

Anyhow.. tadi ptg..went to ubd.. isi borang and all.. Im volunteering myself for UBD's coming orientation. The orientation will commence from 20th July to 30th July. Ill be arah.. penomboran pendaftaran. Don ask me what that is. I don have a clue. Hahaha.. I hope jadi. Hehe.. Minta2 lah jadi.. hehehe.. U noe what this means? I really have to do my report asap! hehe. InsyaAllah.. later aku start.. hehehe...

Oh, I spent like.. from 2.30pm to 5pm.. chatting away with Ratna di ubd. Haha. Syok. Batah dah kami inda just sit and chat. hehe. Kehairanan org oleh kami bah. Batah kami duduk sana ceta. Dpn fos ah. Haha. We saw..yg nama2 kamu kenal lah ah.. well..some.. hehe.. ok.. we saw.. Hjh (Erna.. aku nampak si hjh!!! hehehe) .. we saw.. Sein!!! yoohooo!!! Sein!! hehehe.. Yg lain.. erm.. sebut jua kah?? hehehe.. byk bah.. hehee... Oh yeah.. we met jeedah, yati and siewling.. Lina salwana.. and her gang.. hehe.. lagi.. Maziri.. jackie.. abis kah?? heheh..abis kali dah.. hehehe..

After that.. I went off to the beach. Ahhh.. how I miss the beach. hehe.. I tried to come up with an excuse to go to the beach.. hehe.. baik jua ada stuff to do di ubd.. hehehe.. at least.. dpt jua ku singgahi pantai ku ani..hahaha.. macam aku punya saja.. hahaha..

Captured tranquility
chewah..hehehe

Lawakan.. pemandangan atu..If only I own an actual camera..yg jenis SLR ah.. and take this up as a hobby.. menggambar.. hehe.. Bah mizi??? bila.. heheh.. mcm apa.. but.. baik plang fishing jua ni.. anybody up for that? payah bah kan dpt good weather masani.. sigh.

Oh..sambil ku merenung .. hehe.. lookie at what I found..

Lawa lubangnya atu.. mcm.. bekas org memacak tiang bendera.. or maybe.. a big serpent in the ocean kan pakai this batu as ia punya gem for her necklace..skali..inda ia jadi.. iatah lubangnya sikit ganya atu.. hahaha..

Lepas atu.. I was kinda starving.. hehe..so I went off to Le apple.. then singgah kadai cd sebelahnya.. bought myself another vcd Korean. Haha. Im going nuts over them. Haha. talur eh..

Hmm.. Im starting to like ceta Adinda on astro ria.. on at 6.30pm to 7.30pm. Nice. Lawa.. suka ku liat. Hehe.. Oh..and i'm currently hooked on this musical..I put it on repeat. Al said it was depressing..the tune.. but.. I find it soothing.. Hehe.. feels like being in the lobby of a hotel. Hehe. or.. centrepoint..yg ada piano atu lu..ada masih kah?? anyhow. i like it..i think it's called Juline or smthing.. entah eh. hehehe..

Oh yeah.. I've been meaning to post a couple of stuff.. but i keep forgetting.. here u go..

BOY: I need someone to talk to ..
GIRL: I'm alwayzs here for you.
BOY: I know.
GIRL: What's wrong?
BOY: I like her *soo* much..
GIRL: Talk to her.
BOY: I don't know.. she'll never like me.
GIRL: Don't say that. You're amazing.
BOY: I just wanna tell her how I feel ..
GIRL: Then tell her.
BOY: She won't like me.
GIRL: How do you know that?
BOY: I can't just tell.
GIRL: Well, just tell her.
BOY: What should I say?
GIRL: Tell her how much you like her.
BOY: I tell her that daily.
GIRL: What do you mean?
BOY: I'm always with her. I love her.
GIRL: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me.
BOY: Wait. Who do you like?
GIRL: Ooh, some boy..
BOY: Ooh, she won't like me either.
GIRL: She does.
BOY: How do you know.. ?
GiRL: Because who wouldn't like you?
BOY: You..
GIRL: You're wrong. I love you.
BOY: I love you too.
GIRL: .. so are you going to talk to her?
BOY: I just did.

Hehehe.. nice ryt?? hehehe... sweet.. hehehe...

Oh and another thing... got hold of this from kim's blog..

She took it from this site. hehehe.

Hmm... wonder which report I shud do first.. I think.. I'll do the math lah.. hehe.. nada essay..hahaha.. aku suka lau nada essay..reminds me of the time .. form 4.. masa baru kan masuk..

Teacher : U choose geography or economics?
Atul : Erm.. yg mana yg nada essays?
Teacher : Dua2 ada essays.
*Atul shrugs*
Atul : Erm.. Okay.. so which has less?
Teacher : Geography.
Atul : Then I choose geo then.

Hahaha.. u see how I dislike essays. hahaa.. skali kan.. masa first test.. ada this question.. 6 marks bah.. but i only answered like 2 lines. Haha.. skali..

Atul : Cher.. Why my marks low for this one?
Teacher : U gave very short answer wah.. It should be like a paragraph..bagi gambar kah apa..
Atul : Teacher jua ckp.. geo nada essays..
Teacher : ani inda jua essay ni..
Atul : Aniiii???
Teacher : Long answers question. Structure type.
Atul : Uwaa... sama jua ni eh cam econz.. Im STUCK!!uwaahhh..

Hahaa.. but.. i learnt to live with it.. since my time di ... ubd.. hehe..cali ah..essay inda ku suka membuat..blogging panjang2 terbuat ku..ahaha.. maybe.. aku inda suka tulis panjang2 kali.. hehehe.. bah.. let me use my laptop for exam pls.. hehe..inda jua sakit tangan ku menulis. hehee. antam.. over bnr anak ani.. hahahaha..

Bah guys.. tata..

Oh yeah..nice.. 7/7/2007..eh.. 2005...hehehe ..menyamakz..

Ow. Ow. In pain. hehe.

2005-07-06T16:34:00.000+08:00

First off...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CHRIS!!!! (05.07)
Hehe...I hope u had a great birthday!

Next..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DIANA!!! (06.07)
Hehehe... I hope ur having a great birthday!

And to you both..may life treats with u it's best! Amin.. hehe

Ok... Sorry for not blogging last night. Was utterly tired. hehe.

So, yesterday I had a great time. I spent the morning with my sister, searching for the bday gift again.Oh, I went to Soon Lee, and fell in love with lots of T-shirts. Since I'm in need of some, I better get some soon. Hehe. When i pick up my blouse at hokko lah.. ill devote one day to clothes.. how does that sound? haha... u see.. im not very .. erm.. energetic when it comes to shopping for clothings. Entah. Ngalih ku. Im more energetic when it comes to shopping for food... or.. toiletries.. or.. stationeries!! hahaha.. Or...sandals! heehhe...I should really sort out my priorities. Hehe.

Anyway, I spent the afternoon with the gang. Yea!!! It's been long.. anyhow.. We went bowling! Woohooo!!! I scored, 109 (I think.. ) for the first game, 96 for my second.. and the last..was.. 60 I think. Hahaha.. u seee.. my game was degressing.. hahaha.. horrible. But im proud of my first game.. the slots were filled with 9s..and 8s..hahaha.. tapi..nada strike..spare adalah.. the second game.. 2 strikes in a row.. abis tia.. hahaha.. But ofcourse, I was bested by Yani. I wonder if there is such word as bested. Oh well.. Anyhow, we were joined by Amali. 2 teams. Me, Yani and Jill. Surya, Afid and Amali. First game, our team won. 2nd game we tied. The last game was more of us berlawan individually. Amali balik bah. Hehe. But I like my first 2 games. Kejarangan. Hehe.. batah dah inda main bowling..hehehe.. Iatah.. aku and yani ani gila bowling bah yg banarnya.. masa awal2 masuk ubd.. aku baru2 kenal ia kan tu..skali.. i found out ia ani gila bowling jua kan.. sekali..bowling punya bowling.. hehe..kami bali kasut bowling!!! together.. hahaha.. and kami time ani..plan kan beli bola bowling lagi..I hope atu menjadi..gonna put that in my wishlist. Haha.. Oh.. I better warn u, eventhough aku suka main, and I have the shoes, does not mean aku handal. Hehe. I just love it. Haha.. aku actually nya buruk main..apa ah.. an easier way to say it..is.. act sj lebih..tapi.. mainnya ia jua teruknya. Hahaha..

Anyhow..after bowling..kami makan... at jollibee...

The smile in progress

hahaha.. lawa kan.. smile in progress..start from jill.. (kai baju grey) ..

The cute one

Nah kan..cute..nada yg terlawan bah.. hahahahahha.. sasak kamu??? hahahaha

Anyhow.. lepas mengisi parut... we went to look at kain di athirah..kamu mau dgr ceta cali?? We went to Nazmi bah.. skali..sambil looking thru kain..aku terpijak something squishy bah..ku sangkakn apa..upanya.. kaki the salesman. Haha. Kesian ia eh..abis kesakitan. Tau tah aku ni lagi berat. Malu ku eh. Sekalinya kan..bising lagi ia tu sal abis kain berguguran olehku. Pendek kata, accident prone lah aku disana atu.. haha.. Yang paluinya.. adakah patut.. nya si yani..bwoh.. jaga2 tul.. camani anitah cinta berputik kadang2..atuuu!!! Paluiiii.. hahahahahahahaha... disana atu.. riuh lagi ceta kami ber5 ani..haha.. mcm bukan kadai kain oleh kami bah.. haha.. kana ekori lagi oleh salesman sana..hahaha.. bah..kuartah kami tu eh.. hahaha.. arah kadai whitegold atu pun kami kana ekori oleh the salesgirl..arah jendela lagi tu. ..hahaha.. antam kami ah.. hahaha...

Went back home pastu. hehe. And been home lah. Hehe..

Harini.. uwaaa.. sakit di pahaku semakin terasa.. sakit ani bah..mcm karau..bakas bowling tu..iatah durang hairan tu.. dorang sakit tangan..aku sakit kaki. Haha. but true, even my butt is beginning to ache. Which explains the title of my post today. Hehe. So today, I'm having a full stay-in. Ngalih ku jalan2 sj. it's time to rest and stay at home.. hehehe...

Wah, my body is sore.. sigh. But that was a good bowling session I had..batah dah eh.. lain kali lagiii kamu!!! hehee.. siuk siuk.. hehehe..

Bah... I'm off, my shoulders are beginning to ache too. Good gosh, I am in need of a massage. Sigh.

Oh btw, a note for goose: ritu..masa bowling.. ada this ball si jill pointed out the serial number to me. It was 53! ujungnya.. and then I noticed..dpnnya..54! hahaa..oh..and masa balik.. ada this car... mcm..aku lalu ke depan.. he was heading towards me.. ketanya punya plate license.. KJ 1541. Hahaha.. Nice aye?? hehehhee..

Jalan2...

2005-07-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

Just woke up. Mwahaha. Wah.. My bedtime is definitely going nuts. Haha.

Anyway, yesterday. Hmm.. Oh, I had a bad morning. I finished my report, as in printing and stuff around lunch time. Woohoo! Hehehe.. Then, around 3+ went off with Mom and cousin, Anis, to my sister's small celebration for my nephew and niece, Abg Wan and Aliyah, after i got my report binded. But, Aliyah tidur. Haha. Anak my Ka Nana ani.. pemalu bah. Haha. This one I just found out. Hehe. Kesian. Haha. She was too scared of all the ppl that she entah.. and then sleep. Hehe. Same case jua dulu tu.. Munirah and Najwan celebrate their birthday, dui inda pedah.. haha.. salnya.. they got too scared and too malu to be up there cutting the cake. Hahaha. This time, Abg Wan was brave enough to stand there, but.. KARAU. Had to have someone hold his hand to cut the cake. Haha. As for Aliyah's cake. Munirah jadi wakil. Tapi... Hahaha...malu ia awal2 kan ke sana.. Haha.. I was like "nah munirah ah, agatah potong cake." And she went... "Eh.. jgn bah amit... Malu iyah bah.." hahaha.. pemalu hantap. Hahahahhaha

At night, I went out with Goose, Fizah and Al. We went off to watch F1 arah pizzahut gadong. Fizah gila F1. And, her self-claimed hubby won 2nd place. Mwahaha.. Inda first place fiz? Haha. emosi bah anak ah meliat F1.. lam kadai pizza hut lagi tu eh. And then we went off to the mall, then... went to bandar liat cucul. Skalinya kan, DQ buka.. so aku beli banana split. Hehe. Sampai jua hajatku atu. Haha. Skali.. kami ke istana liat cucul sana. And we stopped arah damuan, sal aku kan makan. Hehe. Me driving bah. Hehe. Then, kami balik. Had loadsa fun. Oh oh. Goose gave me this book. it's like buku kanak2 but on love. Cali and very entertaining. I love it! I absolutely do! Balik2 ku baca. Hahaha.. Cali bah. Thanx again goose, very x5353 sweet of u. Hehe. Suka berabis ku! Hehee..

The book. Hehe.. even the sayings yg inda dlm story pun cali. Adakah nya, Ms. Boynton is an internationally ignored authority on romance! Hahahaha. Cali eh. Sandra Boynton was once a prolific and revered greeting card designer, but oh alas those days are over. Now she just sits idly by the window. Hahahahaha.. inda cali di mana tuuuu..hahahahah

Isi the book: Cute!!!! Proof?? bah aku gambar my fave parts ah...

Ia ckp Love.. well, cheap. hahaha.. Adakah ia bagi banana skin! hahaha. Atu cheap bnr! Haha...

Love that is tiring. Haahahha!!! atu ngalih bnr! Hahahahahaa..

Cali jua tu.. Hahaha.. Anyway, after aku balik.. and watched a lil bit of tv.. bertipun ku sama si goose.. sampai kul.. drumroll please.. kul 4.30am! Dari kul 1lalu.. hahahaha.. handal eh. And we weren't even sleepy. Tapi kami paksa tidur. Since, aku kena jalan awal that day. Hehe. Had a great talk with him jua. Best. Hehehe...

Anyhow, the following day, went to UBD at 9am to hand in report, terjumpa si Raizah arah lift. Hehe. had to antar my report arah clerk cause the pintu inda muat. And nya Raizah, mailbox inda muat. Penuh. I think. So, I gave it to the clerk lah. hehe. Skali. Fetched Al and Fizah. Went to airport and fetch Hel!

Habis ku kana buli olehnya..cheh. Hehe. Palui punya kes msn emotiicons. Haha. Btw, saw Raizah again di airport..patuttah gagas. Hehe.Anyhow, Ia kan buat surprise arah familynya bah. Iatah kami fetch atu. Hehe. But before ia balik umah, we went to Al's crib. Ia kan uruskan some stuff online, and durang liat Naruto jap. cheh. Hehe. And then, kami ke DST gadong. Si hell punya number easi deactivated. So, terpaksa activate tadi. Atu.. punyalah batah ia memikirkan numbers yg ia selalu telepon.. mcm langsung inda ia ingat bah number2 atu. Haha. After we got that solved, kami ke TPH. Skali Full house. Boring. Skali kami ke Ahan Thai. Pun jua.Uuuu.. aku jumpa one of my besfrens sana.. hehe..hi Ain!!! hehee.. batah dah ku inda liat ia.. ani ia balik cuti jua kan. Hehe. Byk faces yg jrg ku liat masani ada di Brunei. Hehe. cuti lah katakan. heehee. Oh, skalinya kan.. Ahan Thai.. Full house jua. So... kami ke Aminah Arif. Had ambuyat. Finally. Haha. Nyaman eh. Hell had his nasi lemak thing.. finally eating the food yg ia buat as display pic msn nya. Haha. Awu. Food bah jadikannya displac pic. Yg aku teruk ritu, Satay! cheh. Oh, we were joined by Alin for lunch. Hehe.

After lunch, went off to the mall. Skjap ganya, siap di beli and I bought 2 Korean Vcds. Haha. Oh btw, Aku barutah meliat Phantom of the opera. Oh wait.. change that, aku baru tah mendgr phantom of the opera. Hehe. Kes aku membuat report sambil mendgr. Hehe. Nice. Hehe. And I watched Vanity Fair tadi. Nice. hehe.. Elizabeth alum abis ku liat. Hehe.

Hmm. Now I have 3 more reports to do. Sigh. They're all due in the first week of the semester btw. Sigh. Byk eh. Better start early. hehe. Yeah right. Kan Kim kan? hahaha.. but these 3.. well 2 of em...yg MOT heavy bah workloadnya. Sigh. Ngalih ku eh. I think kan. I better spend my time di ubd to do my reports. Tapi ngalih lagi bawa laptop and stuff. Hmm.. Or.. buat jadual kali. Hehe. We'll see. Hehe.

Bah peeps. That's all for now I guess. Byebye! hehe. Oh yeah.. Congratz to my sis for winning the 22nd place (cheh..hehe) .. in the NBT treasure hunt. They got themselves a microwave oven. Not bad eh? hehehe..

What a day!

2005-07-02T21:00:00.000+08:00

Went out with Surya this afternoon. Initially, it was to watch 'War of the worlds', but since the cinema was almost full, we decided to watch 'Batman Begins' instead. Comments: yeah...so and so. Hehe.

Well, we kinda wanted to try out banana splits and swensens, but they don't have ice-creams yet. Cancel. So we went to DQ. And they don't have bananas! Cancel. Surya bought a sundae though. Then, got a msg from my lil bro, adi. He told me that Surya's tyre pancit. Kana paku.

Zoom! Balik. Surya + me + Adi... changed the tyre.. had a lil trouble for a bit, so dad helped. *blushed* .. After we change the tyre, we realised that the tyre kurang angin, so we went off to Beribi's gas station..isi angin.. Then Surya parted, while Adi and I went off to Huaho where I bought macaroni.. But woohoo!!! We can change tyres! hehee..

Adi cooked macaroni with sphagetti sauce. Hehe. Thank u adi.. Awu..nyaman.. hehe.. I still can't finish mine tho. I can't figure out why. I was so hungry before. Hmmm... Haha.. I'm a terrible gurl..ahha.. I asked my lil brother to cook for me. Haha. I just don't cook. I can't cook. Else, I'm too self-concious to cook! haahaahaa..

Btw, the car is clean! hehe. Didn't do it myself tho. Had ppl do it, yg ampir mall..sambil ku liat wyg, I had it cleaned. Good kan. Inda payah cari parking. Hahaha..

Erm, report's not done. Still on the way. I'm too tired from translating. Hehe. But I'm determined to finish it by tonight. Hope I will. I'm so jealous of those whom are almost done. I assume Mizi's finished his by now. Uwaa.. jealous ku eh. Will print everything today. Hopefully. Hehe..

Oh.. last night .. or rather this morning, I had a horrible sleep. Slept at 3 am, woke up at 4.30. I had a horrible dream! Let me just say, please do not say to me that you will be dying soon, and all that. I've realised that everytime someone mentions that.. someone close.. it makes such a great impact in my dreams. take for instance the dream I had this morning. A person very close, died in my dreams. And in that dream.. I keep seeing her everywhere.. just chasing her.. just to hug her. And every hug was amazing. There were as if clones of her, and they were leading me to where the body lies. I just couldn't sleep after that. But I eventually did sleep again.. a bit later.. then woke up at 5.30.. then.. slept again.. til.. 9+am.. sigh.. My body was all sore..and the headache was still coming on. Sigh..

Oklah.. that's all from me tonight. Need to continue on with my report. Hehe.

Ps: to goose.. kesian jua ko.. wish I cud help. Sigh. Cobaan.... Hehe.. Do u need any help? One that u think I can perform. Hehe.

Uwaaaa!!!

2005-07-01T22:01:00.000+08:00

Bloody hell.

I just woke up. Yup. Just woke up. Now It's 9.25pm. The bed was so welcoming. Ahh.. and so cozy. And I was mighty cold at that point. Anyway, you see, I fell asleep at 7pm with a headache, and I woke up to yet still another blinding headache! Bummer! This blinding pain sux.

Anyhoot, went out with the sister for the afternoon. We went to a number of places. Hehe. Went to Yayasan as our first stop. Went to the ego shop, and had a whiff of them lovely desirable cookies. Famous Amos. Ka Rina couldn't stand em. Haha. So, she bought some. Me?? Free loader lah. Haha. But so boring, why ppl like to buy the no nuts kind. Buy with nuts bah ppl. Nuts are delish! Slurp! Sigh. Haha. Demanding lagi tu. Dah tah free-loader. Hahaha.

After that, we went off to Kiulap. In vain. She was in search of a pair of erm, sandals for the hubby's birthday present. Hehe. So, possibility of going out again soon is big. Hehe. Anyhow, went off to Hokko after that to get her tailored blouse and pants. The tailoress (is there such thing?) took out a book with all these fashion styles and my sis just went totally nuts, loving almost every blouse in sight. Not forgetting skirts too. Mwahaha. Crazy. Haha. But I got a share of like-ness myself. Teehee. So I made one, unfortunately, not with the style I was in love with. Donno how this'll turn out, though. Chose a simple blouse. Hehe.

So, after a series of searching for the right colour and right materials, we were coming short. ~~Damn~~. Hehe. Oh short in materials. The type of material I want and colour to actually use for the style I like, not there. And my sister's too. So, we decided to hold off the search there, and go off to a textile shop. Oh, cancel the 'a'. It became textile shops! haha. Went off to Athirah. Get the point? Haha. Still, mine was in vain. She found something for her though. Oh mine was not exactly in vain really, cause I bought kain for baju kurong. Mwahaha. "Lain yg dihajat, lain yg dibeli." My sister's exact words to me. Haha.

Oh, actually, we planned to go to the mall, for swensen's opening. Haha. For swensen gi sj tu. But, since the traffic to huaho was bad enough, apalagi mall! Haha. So yeah, a trip to swensens.. having their memorably (sis's memory..haha, all I remember eating there in the past, was fish fillet. Haha. And maybe a cone of ice cream) deliscious banana split will just have to wait. Uwaa.. Feels like its been ages since I've eaten ice cream. I think that's what I need right now. Hehe. DQ's banana split sounds very good at the mo. Just wish that they do deliveries. Haha.

Sigh. My counselling report is nowhere near finished! Uwa! God, please help me. I want it to be done by tomorrow. Hehe. I really do. So, maybe Ill do some tonight. Seeing that I've had a short nap just awhile ago. And, plus, I've been sleeping very late lately. Hehe. Like 3am? last night, 3+am. Mwahaha.

Oh last night. Last night I went out with my lil bro, dad and nephew. Hehe. Went off to Joey Joe's. Hehe. I couldn't find any DvD I like. Dad's treat bah. Must find. Hehe. But none. I wanted the longest yard bah. But, it's still the movie version. I no like. Hehe. So, we went off to the mall. JAM! Saw sein there with asmin. Hehe. He didn't see me though. I was in the car. Hehe. So, we got frustrated with the jam, that we went back to Kiulap. Sia and Tang's. Bought myself DvD Friends, season 6. So that's Season 1, 6 and 10 on DvD. Season 2,3,4,5,7,8 and 9 to go! Uwa.. hehe. I got some on VCDs actually, but alot are missing. Hehe. And I wanna collect the DvD versions. After that, Adi and I got hungry. So we stopped by at KFC athirah. Mwahaha. Came back home at 10pm and called up Surya. We babbled on to... 1.30am! Haha. That was fun. 3 1/2 hours on the phone. Hehe. Then, I watched the apprentice. Then... that would be.. 2.30am.. oh.. went to my room and watch Friends.. and dozed off after like.. 3 episodes. Hehe. Hence 3+am. Hehe.

Oh .. flooble notepad.. oh my notepad. Who dares ruin u! grr. I'm mighty frustrated with the person who's behind this! Come on. Mighty annoying. Bloody Hell. So here's my solution. I'll create a section for bloggers' birthdays. a permanent one. Where no one can change em. So, I'd very much like it if u guys give them to me soon. Hehe. So, the notepad will be history and will be greatly missed. Hehe.

My. Car. Needs. A. Wash. Inside. Out. Hehehehe.. Tried to get my lil bro's service. Pffft. he charge more than the kadai's one. Cheh. Bloody Hell. Better get the shop's service. Hehe.

Alright. My headache's still here. And my counselling report is in need of my super-intelligent (I Wish!) brain to carry on with it. Sigh. Not working. My body's feeling sore. Urgh. Terrible. Hehe. So ppl, don forget ur birthdays! hehee...

Au Revior Mon Ami. hehe.

Ps: A pinch and a punch for the first day of the month! hehe...

Painting Done!

2005-06-30T17:53:00.001+08:00

Mwahaha...

Kamu tau apa? Di malam kan... lepas online.. Masatu kepalaku sakit bah.. pening gi..so.. Aku sogok adiku to go to gerai with me, belikan aku food. Hehe. Tapi, syaratnya (his syarat) hehe..ia drive. Bah layan. aku paning. Hehe. Tapinya kan, sian adiku..sal I was all grumpy masatu. blame it on my headache. Hehe.

Lepas makan, nyaman sikit rasa. Sekali.. I watch a lil bit of tv.. hehe.. and went online lagi.. skali.. ngalih ku..liat tv tah ku balik.. kan cuba suruh diri ani sleepy lah tu.. skalinyakan..inda mau! so.. what did i do next? Mencat tah ku! mwahaahha.. siap dah! hehehe.. Yeeha.. as of 1.30am tadi..siap dah.. tapinya.. pintu alum..atu my sis tu eh.. aku inda mau..hehe..salnya.. pintu, cat kayu bah. Cat kayu ani payah hilang. And I'm the messy kind. Hehe. Anyhow, tadi I rearranged the furniture dikit.. biartia..sikit2 lama2 siap..hehe.... oh btw.. aku tidur kul 3 lalu.. due to the unability to sleep.. blargh..haahaha..oh btw... I wont be posting the colour of the room here yet..salnya.. time ani..adiku pinjam mobileku..ani aku pakai mobilenya..ericsson 910 kah?hehehe.. blur.. anyhow.. aku inda pemandai kan menstransfer dari mobilenya ani.. dari mobile ku tau ku.. dpt plang kali..tapi byk kaja.. nanti tah ku liat kan kamu kali..gipun..pintu alum berpaint.. but..we're holding that off for awhile..hehehe.. rehat kami lu.. heheh

Skalinya kan..ptg atu.. I went off with Mommy... hehe.. ambil bajunya..skali.. we went to supasave.... then mom lapar..so we went to mameh. Hehe..suka ku eh.. duitku inda kuar bah.. haha.. skali..pastu.. kami masuk arah growing star atu.. uwaa... i want one of the couches... Skali.. we went off to Kiulap. bought a box for mom's pictures. atu my money tia. sal aku malas tunggu my mom kuarkan money.. gagas bah.. ia tunggu lam keta kan.. and aku atu kira menyampitkan jalan..hehe..

Ahhh.. di kiulap itulah aku ternampak.. hehe.. Yezzer and Ka Hawa!!! Hehehe.. durang ketawa2.. suka ku meliat. Hehe.. Durang lam keta btw.. hehehe.. kira ia masuk..aku kuar dari kiulap atu lah..hehe.. skali..before balik..singgah kadai runcit.. beli easicard.. mom minta pacahkan her money... so.. I bought my easi with her money..YEA!! hehe..suka ku eh..hahah.. bahagia rasa walletku..hahaha..

Hmm.. my sis msgd me tadi..maybe aku jalan tomorrow with her...instead of 4th july. mwahaha.. gotta sambung my report karang eh.. hancur ni mun inda..mun berjalan ganya ani bah.. hehehe..

Erm...wat else..

Abis kali dah.. hehe.. oh ya.. aku alum sampai liat ceta 'Pontianak menjerit' . Bummer. Hehe. nantitah... heheh.. Au revior!!! heheh.. penyakitan.. kan belajar ckp french ku eh.. kesnya.. aku liat ceta parent trap bah ritu..sekali..ia marah kan.si lindsay lohan ani.. skali.. terkeluar bahasa perancis.. lawa.. aku mau marah dlm perancis..apakan?haahha..tapi siuk bah..hehe..kan belajar french sendiri2 ku eh.. di ubd sampat masih kah kan ku ambil for nex semester? i have 2 units free plang ni.. but nex semester aku tahun 3.. inda sibuk kah tu? hmm..or .. aku ambil class yg ada cm tmpat tuition catu..hehe..siuk tuuu.. hehehe..ada kah? lau ada sound2 ah..hehehe.. bersikap lebih produktif. mwahahaha..antamm

Bah Au revior mon ami!!! hehehe..

Too exhausted

2005-06-29T22:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABG WAN!!!

My darling nephew yg tak kurang hebat dgn kenakalannya.. amit wish u a pleasant life and may u always be blessed with happiness, good health, long life, good intellect and prosperity. Amin!!!*kishkish* hehe..

~~Damn~~. I'm so tired.

I haven't finished painting yet. Grrr. Tinggal sikit ja lagi. I wanna finish it today.. uwaaaaa... ButI had to stop sal my head went all dizzy and sakit..so.. done lah kali..unless if I have the urge to continue gi in the middle of the night. Hehe.

Erm. Atu ja kan ku blog. Hehe. Ngalih ku. Haha.

Oh yeah. 2/7, aku inda jadi jalan. Hehe. So hmm.. what do I wanna do ah.. probly.. buat report. Hehe. But yeah, plans just don go thru. So, we'll just see how things go. Mwahaha...

Oh I got this from Zephyr's blog..hehe..

In case kamu inda terbaca...hehe... It says that I have eyes of wonder.

You're always thinking and wanting to learn new things. You constantly wonder why. Your eyes show intelligence, and this will help you always have an exciting life. Just be sure not to invade other peoples' privacy with a little too much curiosity.

Au revoir mon ami! (lurus kah inda tu..hahaha)

3/7 painted.

2005-06-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

Ok.. 3/7 of the room is painted. hehe. Woohoo..

Tadi bah..my sis came over..after my short nap..ptg btw..hehe..nyaman bah ptg atu.. sal hujan atu kali..haha.. skali.. she came over kan..kali we talked abit..and melarat sampai ke topic makanan.. bwohhhh..abis bah keluar.. pizza hut's calamari... vintage rose's macaroni... solitude's chocolate fudge.. coffee bean's chicago cheesecake... hahaha. .. ancur ancur..bwohhh.. bergegar ni krg si lush membaca..mwahahaha.....

So anyway, my sis decided to paint my parents' door white (jeles... aku suka pintu atu warna putih..hehe.. *click* aku baru teringat kan monsters inc. lah.. hehe..lawa ah pintu si boo..hehe). Iatah jalan beli paint, and tarus grab some food kan.. kami plan ke Le apple.. slurp slurp.. we bought sandwiches sana... and a mamon.. hehe.. nyaman jua lah.. sandwich nya 5 in 1.. tuna, cheese, eggs, salami.. erm.. yg satu atu aku lupa.. hehe.. but.. nyaman...hehe.. skali.. kami ke gdg.. my adi beli chocolate milkshake ..from solitude..then.. aku coffee bean's chicago cheesecake... [slurp..slurp] and my sis.. coffee cheesecake .. from coffee bean jua... heheheh and I bought a bottle of vanilla coke kat kedai runcit...hehehe...

Iatah..as u can see.. most of the afternoon was spent on goin out, buying the grub.. and eating them.. hahah... kul.. 4 lalu... barutah kami sambung mencat... hahha.. and .. she left kan kul 6.. so.. aku lah ganya.. and ya.. did 3/7.. hehe..time ku mencat tu ku kira2..hehe..

siuk jua bah mencat ani.. a form of exercising..abis lenguh rasa badanku lehnya dah...hehehe..

Hmm.. u noe.. aku fully booked .. haha. tapi.. insyaAllah lah semua.. im fully booked from.. 2/7 ( 2nd July) to 5/7 (5th July).. hahaha.. Siuk eh... tapi ..again.. alum sure..alum confirm.. so i only have time.. before 2/7 to do my guidance and counselling report.. oklah tu.. cause i wanna hand in on 2/7.. sigh.. when will my painting be done ah.. hmm.. i hope sok siap.. hahaha.. U wish tul! haha.. krg malam aku panyap2 sikit..hehe.. and il do abit of guidance and counselling report as well.. okaylah..cani lah [don mind me..im talking to myself.. haha..loony!] i think.. aku mau hand in on the 2/7... but if inda dpt..sal ia mesti berbind apa.. il hand in on 4/7..BUT.. mesti siap berprint by 2/7. woooh..Mudahan tah menjadi..hehe.. It usually does.. hehe.. u guys shud try that too.. if kamu ada problem with handing in stuff on time.. u guys buat ur own due date yg lebih awal sikit lah.. but..jgn luan strict.. hehe.. hopefully menjadi..

Uwaaa.. I cant believe it.. aku cuti macam inda cuti..dahtah one month for observation.. skali.. membuat reports lagii.. hahaha..hancur hancur...but u noe what?? I like it this way..hehe.. makes more use of my time... hehehehe..

Hmmm.. so tomorrow, sambung mencat.. tomorrow.. wednesday right? so .. hmm.. if I decide to cuci keta sendiri..it would be on thursday ( lau siap dah mencat n redecorating the room) ..or friday.. if aku decide to have org anukan.. it would be .. on saturday kali..heheh.. pemalas...haha.. awuuu.. kes.. entah.. ngalih rasaku... tapi kan membari malas bah nyuci keta time ani..hujan sj.. but..luar i don really mind lah..dlm atu bah.. iatah ku kalah tu..haha.. but..insyaAllah.. lau ku rajin..hehe... and have nothing to do.. and karit rasaku.. Ill do it myself lah.. otherwise.. Ill have someone else do it.. heheh..

So.. wow.. bilatah ku kan buat guidance and counselling ku tuu..huhuhu.. ada masaku tu eh.. hehee.. kalau di buatkan masa..ada eh..inda kan untuk liat tv plang ada masa..blogging lagi.. mwahahahaha.. ada tu eh..masalahnya.... masalahnya..ada kah inda semangat ku kan membuat tu ah..hehe.. the problem with me is, when it comes to studying and doing my work, I need a certain force, a mood..to actually do my work.. successfully and .. supaya..masa buat atu..inda stress lah..hehe.. I hope menjadi..hehe...

Eh. I heard UBD's allowance kuar dah... I wonder if mine sudah kah inda ah.. bagus ni.. hehe.. ada chance suruh org sj cuci ketaku...mwahahha.. or.. maybe.. aku suruh inside sj.. outsidenya aku sj anu..hehehe.. geliga kn otakku atuuu.. mwahahahaha!!!

Oh... I noticed that besides 'hehe' aku juga kerap kali menggunakan 'mwahaha' in my conversations .. as well as my posts.. mwahahha.. seeee... hehehe.. seee!!! hahahahahahaha ... antam antam.. oh and that too.. 'antam' .. bwoh!!!.. oh and that too, 'bwoh'.. hahah..

Eh bah eh..mikin palau perasanku apa yg ku type ani..hahaha.. Bye everyone... hehe..

Exhausted

2005-06-27T21:05:00.000+08:00

I. Am. Very. Very. Tired.

Im exhausted. Man. Ngalih ku eh.. This morning woke up earlier than usual, cause of the discussion I had at 9am. Hehe. Siuk lah to meet the TO gang again..walau inda semua, but .. syukurtah..hehehe... Tired plang sudah jua.. sal.. we went around to see some ppl..and.. to hand in some papers... OOOH!!! Great news.. Psycho report ku siap..and aku hand in dah.. erm.. evaluation form ku pun dah ku hand in.. Yeaaaa!!! Now to do my guidance and counselling report which is due on the 4th of july..yg lain due first week of the nex semester.. sooo.. relax sikit.. tapiii..iatah yg byk kajanya.. lapas guidance and counselling ani lah baru ku buat atu sikit2...hehehe..

Btw.. does anybody noe about the 12th asian europe thing?? u see.. aku apply jadi volunteer bah..tapi nada bunyinya..ertinya inda dpt kah tu?? tapi cali jua ah...salnya... inda kan volunteering ani pun ber-reject.... bangang ku lehnya..hahaha..

Kami balik kul 1pm.. hehe.. just in time for my lunch..lapar yo..hehehe.. eh before aku tutup ceta aku di ubd.. aku jumpa si kim tadi!!! hehehe..

Sampai rumah..makan.. bertipun.. haha.. awuu.. bertipun sj ku..haha..skaliii.. mulalah kaja yg membagi ku ngalih berabis. Aku start mencat bilik my parents tadi.. alum siap.. baru.. erm.. kira a quarter olehku... ngalih eh..tapi siuk jua.. inda ku tau plang knapa siuk..haha..tapiiii.. kaki ku sangal.. But.. i think..ganjarannya siuk ni malam ani.. TIDUR NYENYAK.. wahhh.. what i've always loved... hehehe...

Ehh.. tadi my kaki luka.. terkena pisau.. kes susah membuka the pail of paint..but it's ok..hehe.. inda dlm..mun dlm baru ku panic..sal aku inda suka berjahit..mwahaha... aku pernah berjahit arah... kakiku..and arah jariku..haha.. luan handal bah aku atu..anyhow..the luka..small plang.. I like..hehe..salnya.ntah.. somehow.. kalau luka..and ofcoz jenis yg kuar darah aku suka.. yg ku inda suka ganya..tuuu..abis tia plaster di umah..aku suka plaster yg lawa2 bah..iatah aku suka luka atuu..haha..gipun..prasanku..siuk bah luka ani...call me weird..but..entah aku suka.. hahahaha.. But jgnlah yg jenis sakit atuuu..ani..no pain..hehe..siuk bah.. syg ganya nada plaster...abis bah leh adiku...atu kan lawa..transparent..hehehe.. duiii inda tia ku ampit makai plaster.. i remember dulu..sengaja cari nahas.. suka ati lagi tu mun luka..haha.. awal2 sedia bali plaster cute.. yg ada dinosaur lah..dulu atu..hahaha.. kes bersedia..tapi iski kan pakai..haha..sekali..sengaja cari nahas..hahaha.. yg sikit2 lah.. mun beruleh atu yg siuk tu..hahaha.. talur eh aku ah..hahaha

Oh yeah.. I alternated painting the room with going online and smsing.. haha..cali kamu sms yani tadi...hahaa.. adakah..kami kan jalan bah.. iatah kira planning kan tuu.. skali.. dlm msg nya atu.. bah nya..on this day ..this day..sapa inda dpt..angkat tangan.. skali.. ada tia another msg.. oleh kerana si *toot* [censored haha..] angkat tangan.. nampak ketiaknya... hari ...blabla sj..sapa inda setuju..angkat jari kelingking!!! ahahahhahha.. bercali bnr.. iatah..ku msg si *toot* tuuu..atu..sampai kemari baunya..inda mandi pakah??hahahaha.. LOL! Cali bnr durang ah.. hahahah.. no wonder Yani ubah ke jari kelingking..kes inda tahan bau upanya... hahah..

*Yawns*

Ngalih ku eh... I plan to do abit of my report atu starting malam ani.. sok sambung painting.. and hopefully I will be blessed with the presence of my sister whom will assist me to my duties on giving our parents' room a new look. mwahahahaha.... uwaa.. my body feels sore... sighhh... Oh yeah.. My car is soo kamah.. needs cleaning..inside out..hancur bah..oleh my anak buahs.. keropok apa berjurit..all the crumbs..uwaaa.. too ngalih to do it.. uwaa... allowance..mana kau?? or.. liatlah..kalau aku masih ada energy this wednesday..tomorrow..no can do.. painting day.. hehe.. hopefully by esok siap.. wahhh..atu byk..hmm..maybe aku sambung sikit lagi tonight.. hahaha.. Bah Yan... ko pandai dah cuci keta ah.. cucikan tia nah.. eh inda apa.. aku ada employees dah.. bos kali ah aku ah... Dingy!!! Fiz!!! clean my car! mwahahahahahahah!!!.. kidding babes... hahaha

Oh yeah.. Imma post my thought of the day here..... jawab lah arah comments or whereeva.. I prefer arah comments lah.. permanent kan...hehehehe...

Thought or rather question of the day...

Do you think that our brain activity affects the condition of our hair???

The reason to my question is that... ppl slalu ckp bah.. sal rambut balding..or..sal byk uban.. is because org atu byk fikir..hmmmm.. *thinks*

Oh peeps... Tata..imma snooze early tonight.. Ahhhh *stretches* ..hehehehe

Weddings...

2005-06-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

First of all..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIZI!!!!

Sorry sorry sal aku lupa harini 26th! hehe..sorry sorry..hehe..anyhow.. kata2 yg ada kat gambar tuh..cuma peribunan semata-mata.. The truth is.. ur a great guy! Very syok to talk to.. easy to share problems with..siuk bah ko ani..heheh .. And.. thank u very much for helping me with my coursework all this while.. Heheh..awuu kamuuu..baik ni.. he helps me with my work!!.. hehe.. erm..wat else..oh..ia layan blues ku ke pantai..hahah.. thank u!!! baik ni anak ani..and mizi.. thanx for being there!hehehe..

Anyway.. my wish to u..on ur bday.. Happy birthday..May that everyday, you wake up with a sense of cheerfulness, and at night, with hopes of another good day ahead. May success, joy, good fortune and good health surrounds your life. May that Allah showers you with His blessings always! Amin!

*hugs*

Helloooooo... hehe

I went to a wedding today.. saw lots of ppl..duh! it's a wedding..hahaha.. cousins lah..hahaha.. anyway.. my sisters went with me this time... and they brought.. one or 2 of their kids..hehehe..

Feast ur eyes on these...

Let me introduce to u, Najwan. hehe. Full name, Mohd. Najwan Asyiqin... anak Ka Nana.. I donno what I did wrong.. knapakah ia green ani?!!

Awhhhh.... Azhar .. so cute..hehe.. Mohd. Azhar .. My cuz anis is crazy over this boy.... hehe.. sj mention..hehehehe.. Azhar is my brother's son...hehe

Bwoh.. and who do we have here.. Sofiya.. Sharifah (sp?) Alysha Sofiya... hehehe.. Bwohhh.. garang jua sofiya?? btw, she was waiting for her drink at that moment..kepanasan tah ia kali bah...hehehehe... Oh.. Sofiya is Ka Rina's daughter..

Nah .. munirah... hehehe.. playing with her stickers again.... hahahaa.. munirah..munirah..Oh.. ani Munirah Asyiqin.. anak Ka Nana.

Well..not all anak buahku sini..hehehe..sorry..nanti2 lagi yek.. hehehe...I've posted 4 kan ni.. i have 8..and one more coming.. hahahah.. productive eh durang ani..hahahah.. abislah akuuuu.. hahahaha..

Oh, at the wedding, my sisters were fantasizing over what they would do on my wedding. Mwahahaa.. batah lagi kamuuuuu.. calon pun nada.. hahaha.. anyway, at the wedding, ada org main gulingtangan..and accordian.. alternately lah..sama jua bah the person who plays the accordian and the gulingtangan..iatah bah..that is nice for a wedding.. no? andang biasa plang ni.. this cousin of mine punya wedding catu.. hehehe.. anyhow.. iatah.. kami kan add..penari ...ehhh..not penari yg dangdut and what not ah! hahah... atu cali tu eh.. we meant.. traditional dances..hehehe ..lawa jua tu.. hahaha..but..batah lagi tu eh.. jgntah kan diangan2kan lu..hehehe

Oh..and a cousin of mine.. aku tu complain bah..mwahahaa..sal how Bruneian weddings.. jrg kan on time.. but fortunately..tadi..not bad lah..anyhow.. iatah... I went to the point on saying that..on her wedding, biar everything on time.. mwahahaha.. and she went..eh.. u first..hahaha.. macam apa bunyinya.. oh..and later on ..barutah kami tau..that I'm younger than she is! hahaha.. Revenge is sweet.. mwahahaha..so yeah.. don expect me to get married first.. mwahahaha..

Hmm.. I wonder why I alwas get ultimately tired after a wedding. Cheh...

Oh, I got an interesting remark from my sister's friend who is also a cousin of ours, nya.. aku kurus dah! mwahahaha.. Like imma believe that! hahahaha.. pasalnya kan..perasanku..mikin gemuk adalah.. sal batah ia inda liat aku atu kali.. hahaha.. but she was pretty serious with that..she was stunned bah..ehhhh.. Maybe she has the wrong person kali..or..she remembered me as an exaggeration of the real fat me..hahahaha.. antam tul ..antam..

Erm..wat else.. eh.. I wanna watch ceta 'pontianak menjerit'.. ani takers?? heheh

Hahaha.. after reading dingy's post.. jeles ku plang..ketaku alum bercuci..uwaaa.. tadi lagi the kids makan keropok lam keta.. and was.. messing around in the car..uwaaa.. I need my allowance.. aku mau antar sj keta atu bercuci.. outside I can..inside atu bah.. Ngalih...heheh..Oh.. yeah.. Yani!!! Cucikan!! hahahahaha..

Plus.. aku kan mencat(paint..hehe) bilik sok..insyaAllah..kalau sampai..aku atu kan mencat kelmarin..skali.. haha..timing inda ngam bah..adakah malam kan mencat anii.. Sigh.. Sok pagi lagi ada discussion at ubd..sooo.. hopefully, I can start after lunch. Hehe. Hopefully. And hopefully, the room is clean and is easy to paint dah..hehehe.. Oh..btw, I'm not painting my room..I'm gonna paint my parent's room.. under my mom's request. hehe.. and i think my sis is gonna help out sok..lau ia jadi lah..haha..

Apa gi ah... hahah.. I noe.. mcm inda bertantu ceta ku arini..aku pun inda tau napa.. hahahaha....bah eh ..atu sj..hahaha.. tata all!!!

Inferiority Complex.

2005-06-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

Typed on June 19th, 2005.

I don't know why, but I feel so inferior lately.

According to Erikson's Psychosocial Stages of Development (4th stage):

Industry vs Inferiority - 6 to 12 yrs old

Children must master important social and academic skills. This is a period when the child compares him or herself with peers. If sufficiently industrious, children acquire the social and academic skills to feel self-assured. Failure to acquire these important attributes leads to feelings of inferiority.

(Adapted from Developmental Psychology textbook)

But then again, according to Erikson, this happens to 6 to 12 yr olds. I'm 20. On the other hand, my case isn't exactly the same. The gist is there though.

Why do I feel so inferior lately?

I think my problem is more to my social skills. I find my ways in socializing a tad offensive at times. Hence here, I'd like to take the opportunity to apologize to those who were affected by them. Regrets have come upon my mind but I can't turn back time. All I can do is, offer you my sincere apologies. I'm very sorry.

This is why, at times I feel that I need to be isolated, so as to not cause further destruction. Well, this isn't the sole reason to my wanting to be isolated, that's a separate story there. Let's not go too in-depth with that one.

Back to my so-called confession. Inferiority isn't new to me ofcourse. It's just that, it's been so long since I felt this level of inferiority, that now, it just feels immensely out of place. Maybe, social security is what I seek. Just the knowledge of knowing that no one would be hurt by the uncouth sentences that my mouth lets out. And knowing that what I would say and thus my actions that follow through would be of benefit and not of threat.

I find myself nowadays, feeling more self-conscious and able to create an unfondness towards something or someone at a faster rate than in the past. In the past, these things don't really come to me. I find it hard to actually hate somebody. But now, my eyes seem to see more of the bad side than the good side. I find this rather unconventional, because it leads my heart to believing that the bad side is winning over the good side. And that's not good. Part of being a pessimist I guess.

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I finally have the urge to post that up. Just some things that goes around in my pathetic little mind. I wonder where my mind will wander off to next. But, I didn't manage to finish it. I guess I lost the spur of the moment. Hehe.

Things I did today? Nothing worth telling. I think.

Bye...

And yet another short post.

2005-06-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hehehe.. I predict that this will be a short post as well.

Today, I did these:

Online and chat with some friends..
Hantar Fizah ke Gadong
Went out beli Kebab
Talked with YANI!!!! Yea babe.. I misss uu.. thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissss much!! and the rest too.. bah ..jgn inda jadi ah..tani jalan..hehe.. tournament! heehehe..
Help my mom panyap her room..hehe..

Habis.. heheh..atu ja kan ku blog.. hehe.. nada lagi bah.. inda ku tau ..hehe.. tomorrow school day for school kids..and teachers..and Yani..mwahahah.. kami abis dah yan! hehehe.. btw yan.. Siuk ceta sama ko..rindu ku..hahaa..siuk kali ah.. abis kampis parutku bercali sama ko..hahahahaha.... Nanti lagi ku mengacau ko ah..hahaa..ko pun kacau2 lah..hahahahahaha..

Ok ppl.. tata!!!!hehehehe..

2 more sandals.

2005-06-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

Went out with Mom, Ka Rina, Ka Nana, Nephew Abg. Wan and Nephew Baby Alfie, for the afternoon and the early hours of the night. Hehe. Well, mom asked to be driven home earlier..hehe.. so the remaining hours of the afternoon, was spent with my sisters and some of their kids. Sofiya, Aliyah and Munirah stayed at Ka Nana's crib. Hehee..

Bought myself, 2 pairs of sandals. Since I broke mine yesterday. Still bummed. It was only a few days old. Harumph. hehehe.. Anyway, one was from Charles and Keith, which I expect will be ruined soon, considering my luck. And the other was from utama grand, $9.90 yo! hehe.. cubatah us students ada discounts on baju, books, toiletries, shoes, bags.. erm.. semua lah...wahahaha.. handal tu eh.. hehehehe....

Erm.. got into some hectic time today, thought I have another report due this 30th.. turns out it was next month's 30th. Phew! A load off my back.

Erm.. other than that, I've got nothing else to say. Heheheee... so.. I see that this will be another short post. Hehee. Wonder what's going on with myself lately..so unlike me to make short posts. Hehehe.. anyhooo.. tata all!!!!

KB

2005-06-22T17:53:00.000+08:00

I went to KB yesterday, with Fizah and Goose. Hehe. I had a great time. Wish Al could join us tho.. car sick ia masih yo.. cian eh.. anyway..our main target there, was OGDC. hehe. We did!!! Great games. Haha. Although I was stumped more than once.. haha...but yeah..it was fun..

Psst.. Aku selama ani inda paham difference Lumut, Seria and Belait!! hahhahaha..org brunei sj..haha.. Well.. to me kan..sama jua tu Kuala Belait.. hehhe.. Baik lagi aku..ada org atu kan..sampai kan bertanya bah arah cashier atu.. apa tukaran duit??hahahhaa...ROTFL!!! Bertanya ada time difference kah inda lagi tu!! hahaa..blur bnr anak atu....hahahahhaa.. LOL!!!

Oh.. goose even made us some snacks. Pity we forgot about it along the way, luan syik berceta. But.. after antar fiz to her destination...chewah....hehe.. I ate them. Not all..but i did.. Nyaman cupcake mu goose.. buat lagi nanti ah..hehee.. oh yeah..and the sandwich.. my lil bro ate it..ikut tah ku makan jua..inda jua sakit parut bah...mwahahahaa..

Ok.. time for picsss....Oh yeah..sorry ah inda berapa tarang... apa jua resolution mobile anikan..heheheh...

Us in the mirror thingy...hehehe..rasa bah aku ah..kan memasukkan gambar bertiga.. haha..

Woohooo..cute usulku in.. erm.. was it the convex mirror?? ehehehe

Goose.. in a tornado..hahaha.. mcm ultraman inda menjadi..mwahahahah..

Ohhh...lookie there..how cute can i get??haha..

"Wahai ikan.. knapalah si atul atu cute berabis?? knapa aku inda?" mwahahahaha.. (antam tul..antam..hahaha)

Then we went off to find Raizah's crib..udah sasat kajap..jumpa tah kami.. hehe.. afta ada sessi cali rah pembakaran mayat org hindu.. mwahaha.. adakah fizah atu...hahaha... Then we went off to several places in belait atu lah..supasave.. billionth barrel monument.. and.. anduki..hehe.. gambar2 dibwh ini adalah yg kat billionth barrel monument..hehehe

Eh ..eh..angin kuat sangat lah..look at the black cloud..ishk ishk.. kan hujan bah..

The snapshots of Atul's fans...hahahahha..

"oh pls.. help me.. show me..which way should I go??..I noe that's north*pointing*.." hehe.. pandai2 ku aku ah..hahhaa

Atul and one of her dedicated fan.. Fizah..

Wahh.. mcm gambar org terbang.. hahaha

"yo yo!!! dat's all yo!!!" hahahahahahhahahahaha *antam..antam..hahahaha*

Anyway.. after a couple or so of stops.. I came back home..around..6+pm.. hehe.. skali kan.. aku tarus masuk bilik bah..my adi knocked on my door and greeted me with a light hug. Awhhh..hehhe.. pelik bah adiku ritu.. and inda mau2 kan bawa liat dvd.. little did i noe.. sudah akhirnya kan.. give up ku..ku layan tah sj.. skali.. i went to his room kan..my jaw dropped.. kambanganz punya budak..no wonder.. he bought a new home theatre system.. byk speaker nya ah..wahhhh.. bilikku lagi sebelah.. bising niiii... hehe.. jeles ku eh tapinya..tapi takpe.. hehe.. nanti aku cerobohi biliknya..mwahaha...

Anyway.. actually nya kan..aku ngantuk dah bah..around 11+pm..oh yaa.. si al pun cali kelmarin..ada kah patut ia suruh aku tidur sama2 ia.. (ali2 ofcourse) maksudnya..sama masa lah tu.. hahaha.. mcm tah ia tidur sama aku..hahahahaa.. anywa..sorry al..inda ku tertunaikan..hahaa.. akhir ku tidur.. skalikan.. anyway.. 11+pm kan tu.. i headed off to my room..pasang vcd..skali.. adiku masuk tia jua bilikku..kesiukan ia meliat ceta atu.. paluiii..ia yg awal2 inda kan mau meliat ceta melayu.. palau bnr...hahaha..iatah.. sampai kul 2 jua aku stay up..sampat lagi ku online tuuu.. hahahaha.. dalam bilik adiku..hahaa.. sal entah..ngapa kah ia line ku inda mau di mlm..heheh..skali.. dah atu..around.. 3+ baru tah tidur..

Pagi ani.. hehehe.. if u can call it pagi..tgh hari bah..aku kana banguni oleh deringan mobilasi ku..hehehe.. cousin ku..si Anis... bertanyakan .. aku di mana dan buat apa...tup tup.. moments later..eh indan lah..lam 10mins kali..hehe..ada tia di umah..hangout..hehe..

KAMU!!! Selipar yg baru ku beli putus..wahhhh!!! sedih ku eh..masa jalan sama si anis jap gi tu..hahaha..mcm.. 2 kali dah ni aku berjalan sama ia selipar ku putus..hahahaha.. ehh..lain kali membeli selipar steel ku eh..inda putus. hahahahahaha.. atuuuu..hahahahah..

Anyway.. overall.. despite my loss of newly syg selipar, i'm happy.. oh and despite an error with this keyboard..knapa kah ia 'y' nya ani mesti di press kuat2...gadebuk krg..hahahaha...

Oh..a note for erna..tadi aku nampak byk keta yg ada 53..plus..tadi aku synchronize files mobile sama computer... ada error..errornya kan..number..5453.. mwahahah..seee.. i told u.. and ceta si anis liat tadi lam bilik.. the gurl tipu weightnya 50kg..when in fact her weight was 53kg.. seeeee.. hehehehee.. sj bah..hehehe..oh yea .. kelmarin arah belait.. ada oil tank atu..iakah namanya tu.. number tank atu.. 53! hahahahaha..

Oh.. i keep forgetting.. si rawini passed me a baton ritu.. it's just a game she said..so..I passed my baton to all of my bloggers lah...hehhe..

Oryt ppl.. asta lavista..babeh..hahah..batah dah inda ku sebut atu.. kangen deh.. hahaha

Short post.

2005-06-20T21:19:00.000+08:00

Hey!!

I feel so hyper right now. Haha. Just came back from jalan-ing with Fizah. Spontaneously. Hehe. And we watched a movie tadi. Spur of the moment. Ceta = Ghost train. Hehe. We're still confused from the movie...hahahaha.. bnr...

Erm, and we went on an escapade in search of.. earrings..hahahaha.. hantam! haha.. I told u I was hyper.. Abis si Fizah ketawakan aku bah.. Oh.. I met Yezzer tadi! Ia dgn Ka Hawa tadi..hmm.. cali jua ah...mcm I shud call Yezzer..abg Yezzer.. jgntah Yezzer ah.. hahahaha...

Erm.. Actually kan.. I donno apa lagi kan ku ckpkan..hahahaha.. I'm hyper ryt now..but I donno what to say.. hahha.. I'm hungry tho..

Ok.. This is gonna be a very short post I assume.. haha.. adios!!!!

Home alone.

2005-06-19T21:20:00.002+08:00

Well, today my family went off to Lawas to attend yet another wedding, whilst I stayed behind. Hehe. I slept all morning. Well, almost all morning. Did my laundry. hehe. Erm, then, about 1+pm my cuz, Anis, came over. And after a bit of a chat, we went out.

I was accompanying her with her survey. It has something to do with ice-cream. The task was to go to department stores and such (10 for her) and ask about their ice-cream. We finished at about 5.15pm. Boy was she happy?! Cause we got all 10! Her work is done. hehe. She was surprised with this tho. Haha. Cause she was too damn nervous to ask. But being prasan brave me.. I nudged her off to ask. Haha. See.. you can do it? hehe.. Had a great time with u btw, babe. Hehe. And don worry.. glad to be of help. Hehe.

Hmm.. oh.. I saw Erna!!! Hi erna!!hehe.. I was like.. eh? am i seeing ryt?haha.. Buleh lagi..haha.. Oh and I saw Saiful. Old friend at MD. And I saw goose and aziz from afar. hehe.

Wah.. Being home by urself is great isn't it? syok bah. Hehe. but mine was too good to last. Plus, I wasn't really alone. The maid was around. Hogwash. hehe. I wonder if one day, I'll get to live in my own..erm.. apartment. By myself. hehe. That would be great. But then, what if I got sick in the middle of the night? who would come to my rescue? Eh. Inda apa. Mobile ada. haha. But then again, I don't think I'd mind much living with a couple of close friends. hehehe.

Hmm.. Speaking of what ifs, hehe. I'm told that I am a pessimist. Hahaha. Yup yup. With my negative what-ifs especially. Haha. Some friends pointed this out and my sister agreed. Haha. But cheh... biartia. At least with that I'll be able to take precautions, and wouldn't be too disappointed in the end kan? so..oklah.. hehe..but yeah.. Ill try to be optimistic..eh I am?? aren't I? I try to see the brighter side of things. But usually only after I see the darker side..haha.. and usually only after I felt like I need to.. U noe.. Kes give up and there's nothing else that you can do about it. hehee.

Hmm.. I think I ran out of things to blog about. haha. Except for the fact that... my reports alum bergerak!!! uwahhh... *ishkishk*.. buatkan??hahahhaha.. Pemalas punya budak..hahaha.. I will do em .. soon.. InsyaAllah..hehe.. I need to organize all my notes from my notebook. Sigh. Yg guidance and counselling atu.. I donno where to start. Haha. which is why I need to organize all the stuff from my book. Hmm..maybe tomorrow.. and tonight. Oh wait. Ill finish the psychology first tonight or so. Hehe. But I wanna hand in... the questionnaire, the psychology report and guidance and counselling report altogether. Which can only mean that I have to do them all before the end of june. Hehe. Work work work. hehe. Oklah, at least ada kaja. then.. after that, barutah buat MOT maths punya report, MOT physic's report and ICT's report. Wahhh.. I'm dreading the MOT physics report. Y? cause...

I haven't organized and type the lessons that I've observed back from my notebook.
10 pages long!!! wahhhhhhhhhh...
Well..since I've only observed one physics teacher while I was there, u can say that there won't be much stuff to write about ryt? sighh..

Ok.. That's all from me tonight. Hehe.. Tata everyone.. heheheh...

Out with Ka Rina.

2005-06-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

Oooh.. I knew a good thing is too good to last. True enuf. I woke up at the bad side of the bed. Just when I was trying to grasp my mobile, it fell. Ka-plunk! Thank god it was ok. If not.. **^%##&# .. hehe.. Oh..twice dah kali ni.. ia gugur..uwah!!! sygggggg .... hehe.. Oh yeah.. my printer fell yesterday too.. while I was cleaning.. the wires got tangled with the chair..oh u noe the rest of the story. I pulled the chair and the printer fell over. It was kinda, erm, mcm.. erm.. the word.. erm.. terlaha kah?? but.. I kinda was able to put it back together.. it wasn't that terlaha lah..just jrg..mcm ada space abit.. But, my putting it back together was not to be proud of. Sal mcm jarang jua masih sikit. Hehe.

Oh.. but the day slowly turns into good. hehe. From wanting to go on hiatus, to.. feeling good. Hehe. So, erm, it was a slow morning.. spent some time doing my laundry.. that was kinda fun. Hehe. I don usually do my laundry.. Only recently. Hehe. and I find it enjoyable. Hehe. I do the jemur part as well. hehe. I just don fold and iron.kahkahkah.. Bad gurl..ehhehe..

Hmm.. Oh.. after lunch.. went out with my sister.. Ka Rina (aka..Diding.. psst..dingy..heheh.. sj kan point it out to u..hehehe) .. And we figured something out tadi.. that we spend alot when it's just the two of us. Or with my other sis. Not that we don't spend alot when we're apart. We do. Just that, what we spend on when we're together.. are stuff like, sandals..bags.. stuff like that. Hehe. By the by, I bought myself a pair of sandals from Vincci. My sis bought 2. Harumph. hehehe.. Erm, wat else, she bought other stuff lah.. but..iatah.. my point is.. we get to spend ridiculously on girls' stuff when it's just us.. and we like it. hahaa.

We plan on going again nex week (hope jadi..heheh) . With my other sis jua. Kes ia sasak kami inda bawa ia. Plus, my sis kan try and get tailors to do her a blouse. Oh and u noe what, kami jalan2 atu tadi.. inda terasa masa berlalu begitu cepat. haha. Turn out that we had to cross a number of shops on our list. Haha. So, I went out at around 2pm kan tu.. balik.. about 8.30pm. Hahah.. siuk eh.. hehe.. Well, we made stops gi arah my other sis kan..hehe..but shopping with Ka Rina was never dull. Erm, with the exception of her shopping for baby stuff. Oh No!!! they will be doing that ryt? my other sis and her..wahhhh.. pure boredom ku tu eh.. hehehe.. oh and plus.. they'll be talking about baby stuff jua..and labour..wahhhh.. I don like actually listening to that.. wah.. hehe.. oh yeah..FYI, Ka Rina just gave birth.. on the.. 21/05/05..and my other sis, Ka Nana, is expecting a baby soon. Hehe. So u see what I mean ryt? Hehe.

Erm.. Oh yeah.. heavy rain tadi ah.. licin the road. Alhamdulillah Im back home safely. Eh..tapinya..sampat lagi ku tu ke huaho bawah jambatan in search of my fave tissue. Royal Gold. Yg warna biru ia tissuenya..nada ah..wahh..ini saya tidak suka. I want to buy that tissue.. chehh...

Erm..I think that's about it.. hehe.. I think..hmm lemme think. Erm..kamu tau apa..of all things..aku taisliur minum air oren campur. haha. Antam tul. Hehe. Lupaku beli tadi. Well masa ku ingat atu ada plg.. tapi big bottle. bahapa ku..mun ganya kan melepaskan taisliur..hahaha.. apa lagi ah.. oh went crazy at Mum's. haha. And I still haven't finished em yet..slowly tul..slowly.. hahahaha..

Oh..dingy.. welcome back babe! hahaa..rindu ku kan kau.. hahaha.. walautah sehari..sunyi bah tagboards nada kau ahh..hehehehe..

Oh yeah..masani.. Im so concerned about 2 of my friends. However, i don't think it's wise to tell it here. Sigh. I so wish, that things will turn out well for them. To you both, I wish you the best of luck. And I wish that things will run smoothly from now on. Keep your chin up ayt??

Ok.. dat is all from me today. Hehehe... good night y'all.. and to those whom are reading this in the morning..Good morning.. Yg ptg.. good afternoon..haha..semua jua krg ni..ahaha.. eh.. masukkan tia.. apa jua ganya satu.. good evening. hahahahaha.. Tata!!!

Good x 53

2005-06-17T19:35:00.000+08:00

What an awesome day. I woke up at the good side of the bed. I feel good to start with. Hehe. So I had a good day with myself. Hehe. Was kinda productive today. Finally cleaned my room and the car, alternated with being online. hehe. So, now my table is clean, with the exception of the drawers. Hehe. I didn't go clean-crazy this time. hehe. But, good enough for me. The day has been so ... good. hehe. Simple and good. Not so many probing thoughts came into my mind today. Good. Hehe..

Oh I was so sleepy last night. Went to bed at 11.30pm. Good good. All good. Erm.. I organized my observation papers this afternoon... and still, haven't quite started. Haha. *shoots atul* Bang! hehe..

Oh yeah.. today.. I stayed in my house area. kahkahkah.. Farthest I went was ... outside to wash the car. That's about it. woohoo!!! cool no? hehe..

Wah.. I wonder why I have no idea on what else to blog, possibly due to me staying cooped up in this house and enjoying it. haha. Time for myself bah. hehe. But, tomorrow, it might change. Kwang kwang kwang... Hehe. We'll see.. hehehe.. but yeah.. most probably. hehe. Cannot have too much time with myself or cooped up in this house.. must do something. hehe. or wait. Eh.. leave that thought in my head. We'll just see how it goes. Heehee..

Ooh ooh.. Guys.. Herbie...fully loaded..53!! hehe.. Feel like changing the layout according to that..hmmm.. but i'm not that good..hehe.. But yeah..LOVE HERBIE!!! Can't wait to watch it. When is it playing btw? Herbie..53..Herbie...53.. *chants to self* ..atul.. 53..atul..53.. hahaha...And I've gone nuts over it..I downloaded the wallpapers..some..hehe..and I'm still in the midst of downloading the screensaver. The IM environment and the winamp not yet. And I don't think I can. hehe. Good Gosh. What have come over me?? Hahaha..

Tata. Today 3r at 8.00pm. Dum dum dum..hehehehe

Perintah berkurung..hahaha

2005-06-16T20:30:00.000+08:00

First of all..

Happy Birthday to raizah!!!!
May Allah showers you with His blessings always! Amin!!!
Nanti ku ganti my gift chocolate ritu dgn chocolate lain ah..hehehe..

Second of all...

Many thanks to all my taggers or.. whoever, whom congratulated me on my results. Thank u!!! hehehehehe...

On to the story of me for today...

As my lil brother, adi, repeatedly put it and I quote, "wahhh.. berkurung bnr ko rini!!!"

hahah.. yup.. been in the house all day.. aku kuar pun..sampai ke verandah saja..and that's about it. Woohoo!!! hahaha..syok jua wah..in the house all day..

Ohh I got this in my e-mail this morning.. nice aye? hehehe

Oh and I watched dvd tadi..ceta DEBS. Lawa jua wah..sal agents. Not a bad movie lah. Sygnya, I was frequently interrupted while watching this movie.. but inda apa.. ada pause..hehehehe..

Oh yeah.. to fizah..not that u read this.. sj.. my dad belikan aku burger! kahkahkah!!! sampai hajatku..krg ku makan..salnya kan.. I just ate my dinner..hehehehe...

Erm.. atu ganya kan ku blog..oh yeah..one last thing...

CONGRATULATIONS to Ubdians and Itbians on your results!!!hehehehe

Results Out.

2005-06-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

This morning I went to UBD, buat survey for english, from 9am til about 11.30am. about 12 atu..aku sampai rumah, kana bawa jalan lagi oleh Al and goose, to check out results arah ubd.. memajal..dah nyangku alum..hehehee.. but they had errands to do anyway..hehehe..

After UBD, went off to Gadong properties = Ideal. Makan. Then, ke mall, in search of shampoo for them both. Atul beli credit sj. Hehe. Then, we went around and around mall kan tu. Then kami masuk arah kadai emas di bawah atu. Our friend kaja sana bah. Iatah mengamai sana.. dlm2 kami disana atu..kana msg ku... RESULTS!!!!

Exam result for student 03B5353:

LE 2506 = B (English)
PF 1201 = B (Intro to education and teaching)
PF 1203 = B (Sociology of education)
PF 4202 = B (School org and management)
PP 2203 = C (Developmental Psychology)
PS 3205 = B (Method of teaching maths)
PS 3206 = B (Method of teaching physics)

Avg = B

Yg peliknya...(I noted these right after each exam)

LE 2506 = Sedang
PF 1201 = Payah
PF 1203 = Sedang
PF 4202 = Sedang
PP 2203 = Payah Sikit
PS 3205 = Payah
PS 3206 = Payah

Yg payah sikit atu plang C.. yg ...payah plang B..hmmm.. Anyhow.. im happy..hehe.. Congratulations to all of u..hehehe..

Kami hang di chancellor hall for quite awhile.. hehe.. ramai org ku jumpa..hehe..siuk..hehe.. oh oh.. so kan aku jumpa huda.. and we thought kan jalan together..berjalan tah kami... goose, al, me, huda and 2 of al's friends..we went to twelve cafe...

Me and Huda.. ohhhh..atul is sooo cute..hehe

hehehe..buang boring nunggu..hehehe.. anyway.. i tried to note down the time they took to serve our food..but somehow.. lupaku..kes hyper atu kali..iatah cali tu.. al goes.. afta i got my results and im all bising.. "Eh.. tul.. ani byk bunyimu..tadi diam.." hahahaha...

After twelv cafe.. me, al and goose went off to yayasan..sana.. kejumpaan tah kami kan the twins.. hehe.... Panjang lebar ceta kami..hehehe.. awal2 tahan2 plang..pastu..bergerak juga akhirnya..hehehe... after hanging out di bawah atu..kes ngalih.. jalan tah kami..meround parking basement..ahaahaha..awuuuu..iatahwah..bnr2 nada kaja..haha.. and then.. we went off for a drive..meround brunei..hehe.. syok syok..and I came home around 10 bah..iatah.. masa sampai spg.. my dad msged.. "Pkl? Kau blik... (awu kamuuu cali ah.. sentence nya ani.. hairan ku..hehehe) .. ani dmana kau?" ... and i reply... "Ni bawah rumah ah..hehehe" hahaha.. aku suka mun mereply msg cara talur..haha..biasanya my dad ganya dapat reply cani..hehehe..biasanya.. aku msg atu..ia di bawah rumahbah.. ani..YES..hehe.. rasa jua ehh..hahahaha... oh im tired. Sigh. Seharian ku berjalan.

Oh yeah.. aku post mantra ku sini jua ah.. expired plang dah ni..sj ampaikan sini..sebagai kenangan..hehehe

Wahai mambang stress,
kau kirimkan salamku kepada pemegang results,
Katakan padanya... cucunya ini tak sabar,
tak sabar menunggu results,
yang kunjung tak datang,
wahai mambang2,
lakukan lekas,
agar cucumu ini,
tak letih menunggu.

Hehhee.. bergila bnr ku...oh yeah.. aturan pakai.. mesti baca masa bertapuk bawah katil.. hahahaha..kidding.. jgn kamu buat eh.. it was just coincidence tuu..hehehhe..

Ok everybody.. results dah out..apa lagi..enjoytah!! haha.. as for me.. time to focus on my reports..grrrr.. hehehe..

3 days post.

2005-06-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

Sunday

Went to a wedding. Abg si Jill kahwin. Went with Surya, Afid and Fairuz. Saw Ka Hasni, Cikgu Hjh Armah, Waznah, Lin and.. entah inda ku ingat..hehehe..

After surya, afid and fairuz hung out di umah jap.. and then ke wedding lagi satu...hehe.. aku tidur..heheh.. that was like.. around 5 mins before 2..up to.. abolut 4+pm.. wahh..nyaman eh..hehehe...

Monday

Went for sushi at Misato with Ratna, Al and Feezah.. then we caught the 12.40 Mr. and Mrs Smith show... with Goose and Aziz.. Dingy ada sana upanya.. and ia nda tagur.. ishk...inda apa dingy.. nya si goose nya.. pebaik ko talangkan seliparmu arah ku.. suka kami tu.. asal ko tagur.. Psst.. yg bnrnya..ia tu teringin sangat kan minta kana talangkan selipar arah muanya ah..hahahahahahaha...

Us at Misato...hehehe

Oh.. my mileage sampai 1531 today...yea!!!that's my license plate number btw..hehehehe..

Went to bed at 10.30pm..woohooo..hehheeh

Tuesday

Went to Tutong with Mom, sis, and her kids.. hehe.. spent most of my day there...arah my aunt's place.. weird stuff goes around in my head today. hehee..

I painted this tadi...

Oh and I grabbed this.. yg ku lukis dulu lam keta otw home from Lawas...

Bah dat's all for now.. I hope results kuar esok. Amin!

A girls' day out.

2005-06-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

Had a great time with my colleagues today, maklum last day observation. hehe. Well.. pics day again today..hehehe.. enjoy.. hehe... Oh btw.. to those yg expect gambarnya sini..tapi nada.. don worry.. aku simpan kat photoalbum aku.. click here . under teaching observation. Hehe. Inda ku sanggup post byk2 sini..hehe.. salnya.. lambat bah mengupload ah..heheh.. sorry ah.. but u guys can view it from the photoalbum lah.. sana ku upload semua tuu..hehee..

Part 1 - At school..

Our last day at St. Andrews. We made a small farewell party, which also acts as a thank you party. Hehe. It's to thank all the teachers whom have made our stay at St. Andrew's school, a pleasant one. Thank you St. Andrews.

Lorene presenting our token of appreciation to Cikgu Chong..

The grub.. nyum nyum...slurppp...hehehe.. Ada cocktail with ice-cream lagituuuu..hehee.. the one in the green container..slurpp.. and the sandwich was great rina..hehehe.. and ofcourse..the catering was.. satisfying..hehehehe

Now for pix irrelevant to the 'makan'..hehee.. but taken at skul..hehehe.. not all ah..reminder to all..jgn bersedih..view the other pix in my photoalbum yeah.. heheh..

Gambar beramai2.. tapi inda sampai semua ni..they are supposed to be 20 (15 observation + 5 TP) of us.. one is taking the picture..and..15 is there..so.. 4 missing..heheheee...mengira ani bah..hehehe

Me and chua.. kes consumed by boredom..kana suruh jaga the students cleaning campaign..hehehee..

Kes kelaparan..and bored..hehehehe..

Satu bertanduk..satu inda.. hahaa..udah ku paksa bisai2..hehehee..

Gambar beramai..di bawah..heheh..

Atul and Lorene.. ehhh rina.. ada jua ko masuk sini upanya..hahaha

Dan begitulah akhirnya hidupku di St. Andrew's. First of all.. Thank u to all my colleagues.. U have been wonderful!!!amazing!!! Hehe.. Im gonna miss u guys.. especially... Helmy, Suzi, Rina, Masyhi, Chua, Lorene, Yong, Ghazali, Jimmy... and many more..hahaha.. penghujungnya si atul ah..hahahaha..

Anyway..my day didn't end there.. Helmy, Suzi, Rina and I .. went off to spend the day together..which brings us to ..

Part 2 - Girls' day out.

SYOK!!! I loved it..hehehe.. I had loadsa fun..hehhee...

Me and Helmy..lam keta...sambil menunggu si Rina memphotocopy..hehehe

Psst... Helmy .. thanks ah.. lanja coke vanilla ku..hehehehehe...

Us again..at charles and keith..menunggu rina and suzi..tuuu..rina di belakang ah..hehhee

Hahaha.. cute ehhh..suka saya...hehe.. kami saja2 mentry..hehe..guess yg mana sapa??heheh.. im jus gonna tell u lah..hehee.. from left.. Helmy, Suzi, Atul, Rina..hehehe...

Hahaha.. gambar kami ah..handal?? kami cuba2 baju arah kadai jubah ahh..iatahtuu..bergambar lagi tuuu..hahaha..that was wild..especially seeing helmy all tickly sal tudongnya sendiri..hahahahah.. Baguss *imitates Helmy* !!! hahahahaha

And after our wild window-shopping at the mall..we went off for a cheap manicure and pedicure at Kiulap... manicure $4.90..pedicure.. $4.90 jua.. although, I won't recommend u guys kesana.. salnya..

Aku inda suka the outcome..salnya.. pink ani bah.. yg sal liquidnya ah
They didn't buff my nails...
Masa my pedicure, she didn't soak my feet long enuf...
Si Helmy luka.. and org atu still anu berabis that area, eventhough si helmy dah gito jgn..picik nya lagi ah the darah...tsktsk..

So, Helmy, Rina and Suzi got manicures and I got both..hehehe..

Then, we went off to CAM kiulap.. makan sambil berceta..then.. kami ke kedai dvd inda jauh atu..ukan sebarangnya..mun sebarangnya atu..inda ku suka tuuu.. hehe.. sal jrg kan baik..hehe.. for me lah..and I bought.. "diary of a mad black woman" .. I saw the review on oprah..iatahku bali atu..hehehe.. and helmy bought naruto..hehehe..

Then..bertolaklah kami arah rumah si Helmy..hehe..sanalah kami berkubang skjap..haha.. we hung out there for abit.. sambung ceta..then..balik..hehhehee..

Overall.. GREAT DAY..

Oh yeah..I forgot to mention..saw a number of ppl today.. Katty and her twin, Wizana.. oh Bismi!! She told me that the results arah admin dah.. cuma tinggal publish jeee... can't wait!!! Inda lagi batah tu ah.. harap2 tah awal2..ngalih ku nunggu..hehhheee

Btw.. my T.O gang.. Gonna miss u guys..hehehe..and bah..sound2 sj lau kamu kan jalan..hehehehe.. Oh yeah..and I welcome u to kacau me when the semester reopens..hahahaha.. mcm2 bah durang ani..haha..oh and guys..I had a really nice talk with u guys...hehhee.. Thanks.. Huggishhhh..hehehehe

Indescribable but describable.

2005-06-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

My feelings today has been quite indescribable. Hehe. But, I'll have a go at explaining it anyway.

I spent most of my time today on luggishly sulking in my room. Sulking for? No idea. I don't know why my moods are just so hard to figure out. Today I felt like isolating myself from the rest of the world. But then I thought, that is plain dumb because, it would only make matters worse. I figured that all I needed was a simple cheering up. But, unfortunately, my constantly online buddies..hehe.. whom I usually pour my thoughts to were also having somewhat the same feeling.. Weird. hehe. So..no use. Hehe.

But somehow, my mood has recently perked up. Yeay-ness. Hehe.

I actually don't really know what to post today. Hehe. Just spent most of the day.. being in my room. I did take a nap at around 12 up to about 3. Haha. Mommy was like "wah..nyaman jua tidurmu." Lunch pun ku inda.. but I did lah.. at about 4+pm. My last meal before that was at 3+pm the day before. woohoo.. terrible diet. Haha.

Well, tomorrow's the last day of school for all the kids.. wahhh.. no more good timings to go to frequently visited places. Hehe. hopefully, it won't be as bad as I imagine it would be. Hehe.

On the bright side, no more bad timings. Hehe..lunchtime no traffic jams.. Hehe.

Well, this holiday, I've got my reports to do. *Blows dust* haha.. I haven't attempted to them yet. Except for MOT maths, which is due when the semester starts. Hehehe. The ones due during these times.. not yet. Haha. Total blarghness. hehe.

Speaking of school.. wah results not out yet. My prediction was wrong. I predicted that it would be out on the 8th of June. Sadly, I was wrong. Sigh. According to anon, the results would be out on the 15th of June. Can't wait. hehe. By the way, is the supplementary list for SHBIE out already? I keep getting 'no's for that question.. or even more often..'I don't know's hehee.. Urgh, I really want the results.. get this overwith. hehe. Maybe I need to make a mantra for that.. hehehe..

U guys noe wat.. somehow.. my mood gets better everytime I blog/post. Hehe. Good good. Hehe.

Oh yes. The notepad. I think Imma use it as reminders..as in dates and all. hehe. But u guys can strut ur stuff there too. Hehe.. u noe wat.. gimme some more time to think about it thoroughly ..ayt? hehehe.. for now.. u may abuse it..hahaha.. but please.. leave ur name along with ur note.. hehe.. my curiosity is not to be tampered with. Hehe.

Hmm.. I think that's all... getting a wee bit sleepy.. hehe..

Night-night y'all..

Beach...

2005-06-09T23:53:00.000+08:00

Had a gud day at skul..oh..went to bed at 4+am this morning..and woke up at... 6.30am..haha.. cool aye??heheh.. Anyway.. had a short practical session..Yong and I went out early...send him to UBD, then went off to Surya's crib. Hehe. We had a lil talk..then we went out..

first thing we did was ..photocopy some stuff..then..send a copy to Rol's crib. Then..barutah do our thing..we went mamam...hehe..at mameh..sg hanching punya..hehe..And then..went off to the beach..hehe..we went nuts over taking pictures..hehe..so have fun viewing..hehehe

The breath-taking scenery

Bah .. guess where... dpt?? hehehe.. mau answer?? hehe.. pantai serasa bah..heheh...still under renovations..hehe..tapi .. oklah the place..hehe.. dpt jua dilawati..ganya... byk trucks around..hehe..and some areas alum bisai lah..hehe

Atul!!!
The oh-so-very-cute girl..hehe

Surya!!!

Afid!!!
whom joined us..later..heehe

Together..

After that.. we went to Surya's crib again..and had anice long chat.. so .. I came back home at 9.05pm..hehe..

Oh ya..ppl..sorry..today..inda ku tercheck blogs.. so tired..im just posting this up for u..hehe.. sok ku read ur blogs ah..hehe.. so tired...

Wahhhh....

2005-06-08T21:33:00.000+08:00

Sigh...

I have good news..and bad news.. money-wise..

Good news

Went to service my car tadi ptg.. and.. i got 2 $10 voucher..so I ended up paying onlly $18.50 for the servicing.. tapinya.. no car wash..sal ujan tadi atu..hehehe but still..ok lah..

Bad news

I lost a large amount of money...try $180.. and they're not mine. So, I have to gantilah..will do..by friday.. Aku redha.. :| Iatah sal ani tah ku stress rini.. sampai.. when I knew I lost it..and couldn't find it.. inda ku jadi have my nap..sal yg bnrnya..masa servicing.. vision ku blurry dah wah..telling me dat i need to catch up on my sleep kan.. but..once I knew.. and done searching..made myself omelette..and makan! stress tah ku tu.. skali.. went online in resort to stress-free head. Got into a conversation about it.. and.. tarus kacut rasa otakku..stress aniwahh.. sooo.. went to bed. around 8pm .. woke up.. and.. minta liatkan.. and.. yup.. ilang. sigh. Di mlm dah lain rasaku about that money.. Iatah this morning actually.. kan ku bagi to one of my colleagues..skali lupatah ku..sighh.. pelupa sangat bah aku ani.. entah berapa ekor samut dah aku makan..hehe.. But, biartia, rezeki org atu tah tu... no matter.. I just hope he has good use for that money. :)

Anyway..back to my life story.. today.. I had no classes at alll.. Saint andrews school's was having an entrepeneur thing...had alot of fun buying food. Nyaman. Hehe.I haven't finished mine.. blame it on the stress.. Well..since im not that very good mood to blog and plus I still have an immensely annoying headache bothering me.. here are some pictures to keep u entertained..oh before that..many thanks to taggers..hehe..masa2 ku stress atu..i went online..to read tags..and balas..hehe.. thank u.. sal u guys lowered down my stress level..heheheehehe..

Bah pix!!!

The scene.. I would like to take this opportunity to congratulate the students of St. Andrews for showing an amazing skill and creativity in enterprise..plus..the food was great!!! hehehe

Helmy ..happy with her finally accomplished craving for nachos..hehe..

Nachos being eaten.. haha.. rina..ada makna kah tu ko liat helmy makan.. hahah.. awu wah.. kami astonished dgn si helmy..hahha.. sampai hajatnya..hehe

Haha.. vain vain vain..hahaha..kes bored bah tu..hehe

Chua and helmy...hehe..adakah si helmy...sengaja marakinya matanya for the first one..hehe.. memberijab usulmu eh..hahahaha..

Bah kamu..atu sj.. sakit kepala ku..stress kali masih.. and shocked sal benda atu..sighh...And i have to make a thank u thing ..and... I have to do a report .. due esok..wahh.. stress ku today.. 08/06/05.. not a very gud day for me..ishk..ishk...Takpe.. aku redha...hehheehe

Terrible mood swings...

2005-06-07T16:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's story.

Was ultimately tired. Went out with Mom and Tua to Sofiya's crib. Had fun. Went back home. Went out at night with Goose and Al. It started out, as a bit bland.. hehe.. but then, things do eventually perk up. And it was great. Initially, I was forced to seek a photo frame of which I was supposed to find, then, since I'm tired and all.. and I got no mood to run errands, plus, they (Goose and Al) gave up on forcing me to find it.. we went to grab a bite to eat. Thought of Coffeebean bandar. So we went to Yayasan, then there, taluranz as we all are, hehe, we went to the restaurant of undecided. haha. Well, first, I thought of CAM, then goose thought of fastfood, then well.. let me just tell u what we had in the list..

CAM
KFC
Jollibee
Ideal
Portview
Coffeebean
The shop next to coffeebean
The gerai near the K ..hehe..Kubor.. si al menggelar K. hehe.
The new Fratinis at yayasan..

Anyhow.. I had somewhat of an exercise, sal durang drag me thru the tunnel, sj... hehe.. but I had fun, eventhough my mind was wandering elsewhere at that moment with the influence of goose's trying to scare me with his ghost stories. Seeing the imaginative person that I am, ofcourse my mind would start to imagine things to exist that actually wasn't there.. sigh..

Anyway, we decided not to go to bandar's restaurants but Kiulap's instead. Oh eventually, after deciding between 3 more places..

Twelv cafe
Taurean cafe
Vintage Rose Cafe

Ended up with Vintage Rose Cafe. hehe. After Goose got fed up with answers like.. manasaja, aku ikut kamu, wateva..hehe.. He banned those answers. haha. Al, made the decision in the end, he was after all the driver that night. hehe. Oh I had, baked cheese macaroni ..slurp..that was delish! hehe..and La Vie En Rose (drink) .. Goose's fave.. hehe.. I like it too.. it has a unique taste.. u guys shud try it..hehe..

Then, we went for a drive before Al sent me home, which was about 12am.. hehe. before 12 lah. Hehe. Just before. Hehe.

Today's story.

My day started out real bad. First with the tormenting wake up calls. Kahkah...only got myself to blame for that. hehe. Then got to hear a lil bit of a rant...from someone.. wahhhh.. cried to myself in the car. *alert!alert! mood swing started* ...then drove myself to school, and, out of the ordinary, stayed in my car while listening to Samudera mengering by Jikustik.. loving this song (for now) hehe.. stayed for quite abit lah..then baru sign in.. gosh..first to sign in amongst the UBD trainees..not too shabby tul. hehe

My colleagues noticed how moody looking I was..but.. well.. ppl close to me noes how my mood swing gets. hehe. And kesian lah my colleagues..they got all worried.. sigh.. By the by.. I made a poem during the intense moment of mood swings..hehe

Continuous pain

Sorrows govern me
Despair leeched through my sigh
Tears shine my face

When will the sorrows end?
When will despair disappear?
And when will tears be only shed for happiness?

My head grovels in pain
My heart withers gracelessly
Myself, dying...

By: atul5353

(comments are graciously welcome..hehe)
(added note..thanx zephyr for the correxns..hehe)

Oh about the poem.. Aku kan sambung yg bnrnya..pi lum ada idea..i have the gist of the ideas..but not the words..I wanna say like.. it will.. kana ganti with happiness..then... balik lagi..like a wheel.. i was just lost for words. so i decided to end it there..hehee

Anyway.. had a short nap. After the nap, things begin to perk up..was feeling a bit better..hehe..Oh.. I had a wild photo-taking session with Lorene! hahaha..come and see..hehehehe..

Hahaha..this one is super funny lorene!!! hahaa.. pink flowers in her hair..bunga keratas lagi tu..haha.. pink book..pink pencilcase...pink bottle.. pink pink pink..haha.. we were like..ani lagi lorene..ani lagi.. syg ada lagi byk pink yg bnrnya..but..sudah abis gambar baru kami notice..but biartia jua..krg.. ada penuh dipigangnya..hahaha.. inda tia dpt posing lawa2 kan lorene? hehe ...oh the 2nd picture..sal ketinggalan seliparnya pink..hehehe..

L to R, from the back, Yong, Jimmy, Suzi, Lorene, Am, Ghazali.. Lawa-ly sitting (hehe): Ka Hasni, Helmy..and ME!!! heehee..

The gents.. lawa kami coordinate atu??hehe..the greys di dpn..lurus kah tu ejaan grey ku..or is it supposed to be gray...hmm.. anyway..L to R.. tegak berdiri (hehe) : boon, morslin, yong. Sitting pemalashly looking (hehe) : Jimmy, Syukri, Ghazali. Bah.. spot the difference! hehehe byk kali ah...hehhee.. bah jgntah dijawab..jawab lam hati sj..hehehe

Suzi: tul.. ko alum ambil gambar ku sorang..
Atul: bah maritah..hehe..
*takes picture*
Atul: iski bah ko ah..hahaha
Suzi: eh aku ukannya apa.. krg abis T.O. ani krg..sng jua ko kan liat muaku masa ko rindu kan..haha

But true.. Ill miss u after T.O, so's the rest..hehehe.. being with u guys have made my T.O exciting and fun..hehhe..

la.. lorene.. mataku tutup..tapi..cute jua ah..hahahaha.. kamu tauuuu.. si lorene damam niii .. mun aku terjangkit.. kamu tau sal siapalah.. bah lorene..my sayang fans will hunt u tuuu..hahaha.. *lorene slaps atul* perasan! hahaa..

Nah..ani baru ia.. hehe.. tapi tudong ku biut..and has my eyes perceived me rightly? satu damit satu besar mataku sana ah..cehhh.. and whaddayanoe..rambutmu timbul kali ani..haha..bercali lagi tu si lorene ahh. masaku liatkan catu..she was like.. as if her hair had it's own life..takut ia..hahahahaa..

Oh.. the st. andrew's teachers had a meeting after that, along with us. Hehe. from 12.40 up to 1.30pm. Siuk jua lah meetingnya ah..cikgu2 nya bercali..hahaa.. but from the looks of the meeting, looks like inda lagi byk class kan ku observe tu eh..sighhh....biartia..yg tadi pagi mana ku masuk..even tho I only had one (a double period mind u..) lesson to observe.. tapi aku malash..plus i wasnt in the mood. sigh.. and plus..it's maths..hehehhe

Oh.. when i returned home..ok plang masih my mood..skali..ada tia lagi kana trigger balik... bertukar tia balik mood ku..so actually..before blogging.. I felt.. sad lah..cried a lil even..don worry ppl.. I cry alot..hehe.. ALOT..hehee.. anyhow..after blogging..and posting up pics ani..I feel so much better..many thanks to blogger..hehhee..

That's all for now.. tata...

Missing the gang from UBD.. sigh..

2005-06-05T21:53:00.000+08:00

Good evening one and all..hehehe

Wat I did today:

Changed my bedsheets (ani aku ketawa sendiri..sal aku sengaja mismatch kan my bedsheets and the selimut and the pillow cases..haha)
Made plugs for ppl..hehe.. as u can see... on ur right..tapi..lum siap. wait ah..hehe..ngalih ku bah..hehehee ..inda plang brapa tu .. but..it's a start..hehe..
Online..
Cleaned my room abit
Had a small singing session with my nephews and niece.. pelik..they noe lagu peterpan apa ..haha.. I asked them to sing any song they want..and they chose peterpan..woohooo!!!
Had a small texting session with Yani..
Watched TV
Being bored. Hahaha..

S'okay.. u see how bored i was..but my point today was to stay at home..and I did..hehe.. been so tired lately.. even my friends are starting to notice..hehe..

Oh.. I miss the gang at UBD!!!!wahhh..yani..surya.. jill.. afid!!!! hehee.. windu ku kan kamuuuu.. hehehe..

*Afid, Atul, Surya, Jill, Yani*

Ishk ishk..gambar lama masa kami beraya.. hehe.. mana kamu kan..menghilang berabis ani..si surya ok lagi me miscall apa.. si yani..mau jua mereply msg ku..si afid .. pandai jua bertanya2 rh aku.. JILL!!! mana dikau?? hehehe.. *poof* hehehe. .hilang.. tanpa khabar berita...hehe ..sigh..

Sigh...

Oh I noticed a few new things about me..but im guessing that it wont last long.. hehe..

I don eat dinner anymore.. hehe.. for the last couple of days..inda ku tau kalau ku lapar krg..hahaa..
I only had lunch lah kirakan for the day..hehe..
Erm..aku lupa dah..hahaa.. atu sj lah for now..

Uuhhh.. mcm lapar parut ku..hahahhaa.. mengada2 bnr si atul ani..haha.. chehhh...

/edit..

By the way.. i had fun reading ppls' secrets.. hehe.. take a look at this..

Heehee..

2005-06-04T16:00:00.000+08:00

Hello all.. sorry inda ku terblog semalam.. lelah berabis ku..hehe.. mun sampai aku tidur kul 6 lalu ptg ah.. then bangun at 10pm..then tidur balik at about 12+am.. or was it... 1am..sakit kepala ku bah..hehe

Oh yeah.. greetings..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FAUZAN!!!!!
May Allah showers u with His blessings always..AMIN!!!

Anyway yesterday.. Went to pusat ehsan again.. hehe.. had a great time with the ladies..here are our pix..hehehe

Depan pusat ehsan..wahhhh.. I look humongous here..cheh.. tapi tetap maintain cute.. hehehe.. Eh.. did u guys notice?? kami kai purple except for masyi..hehe..atupun... coincidence..wats even more odd was that the org sana.. our ketua2 punya uniform .. purple jua!hahaha.. handal kami atu eh.. hehe

Rina!!! mana ko.. terputus.. hehehee..

hel!!! bangun!!! bangun!!! hahahaha

Nah rina.. kes kan menampakkan muanya full...hehee

Gambar kami lam keta si masyhi.. paling cute yg mana nah?? aku jua kan..hahahaha..

Before sedar kana gambar to sedar kana gambar.. Hehehe..

And something unrelated to the thingy.. hehe.. here.. aku buat kai.. this.. Hehe.. cute?? hehehe..it's supposed to have animation..hehe.. tapi.. entah eh.. inda ku pandai..mesti buka kai flash.. aku alum abis nganu flash ku..hehehe..Oh.. compliments to kim..hehe

Oh ..btw.. right now aku tgh online kat umah si Al, goose is here as well.. They cooked for my lunch.. SEDAP!!!hehe.. Thanks guys.. we had.. macaroni..and.. corn soup n chocolate pudding ..atu yg durang buat lah..hehehehe...

The dishes... hehe..

Pembukaan ..hehe.. Hello ppl.. hehe.. bida eh tudongku ah..peduli tia..hehehehe

Waduh.. more of my ugly tudong..hehe Haha.. lawa eh.. stgh ganya si goose olehku..hehehee

Hehe.. a more decent picture of goose and me

Cute?? heheh.. cute lagi aku kan..hahahahha...

Haha.. kesian usulnya..hehehe.. cute ..hehehe kambang tia ni...hehehe...jgn kamu..pyh ni kan belureh gambarnya ani..hehe..

Pose ku membuli si goose..hehe..dgn garfu..haha.. realistic kan..mmg pun.. Bnr2 ia mengelak ah..mcm tah ku bnr2 kan menyucuk..hahahaha.. Siuk ni di buli.. hehe..kamu mau buli ia jua?? hehehe.. silakan..silakan.. saya alu2kan.. hehehehe

Al!!! hehe..ia inda mau bergambar bah.. iatah sal atu tah kami dua ganya bergambar olehnya..hehehe..

Hehe.. so.. overall.. Im still having a great time.. hehehe..masani..each of us mind our own business plang ni..hehehe...but im still enjoying my time.. hehe..bah hope u guys have fun reading and liat the pics.. hehehe ...

Tired + more pix.

2005-06-02T20:25:00.000+08:00

Wah.. Im very tired. Again. sigh... I need a rest..but sok.. aku ke pusat ehsan gi.. full day this time I guess. hehe..

Tadi.. skul.. I got so bored during one of the classes, main game mobile ani bah..haha.. And I managed to get the highest score..haha..barutah ku pandai hooked on that game.. sudah berkurun lamanya ia lam mobileku..haha..sudah si Yong gitau ..barutah ku main..haha.it's called Rocket Mania btw..heheeh...

Anyhow.. I was supposed to observe the physics practical lesson.. but then.. since I already made plans.. indatah ku masuk..Oh yeah..towards the end of the day..Lorene sama aku bergila mengambar!!! hahahaha.. ia posing gi tu..mencari effect angin!!!hahahaha..cali cali!!! hehhee..

Wah..the cute beside the cuter (the cuter one ofcoz me..hahaha)

Take 2.. lawa ehh..gambar kami..hehee...

Take 3.. hehe.. kes muaku besar semua..luan cute bah.. so now.. lorene yang basar..haha..siuk ehh..hehee

First pose of lorene cuba mcm dlm photoshoot.. dgn angin segala.. eh lorene..mana effect anginnya???ahahahhahha

Haha.. 2nd take..payah ni kami bergambar..hahaha.. ketawa ganya bah..hahaha..aikz..this one too.. we get a ~~bigger~~ more powerful (hehe) fan next time ah..hahahhaa..

Wahh..our very own cikgu ayu..hehe.. cute ah gambarnya sini ah.. this is Cikgu Ghazali.. bakal cikgu to be exact. hehehe.. cute ehh.. suka ku meliat gambar ani..cali bahhh..hahahahahhahhaha

The not so ayu teacher..hahahaa.. booon.. aku tau ko suka liat gambarmu lam blog ku bah..hahaha..yg dlm background.. syukri..asyik bah anak ah.. main mobilenya..hehee

had lunch at KFC then headed off to Pusat Ehsan...

Atul and helmy..yg lain inda ku sampat bergambar.. hehe

What I did.. lawa gubahan bunga2 ku?? payah ku membuat tuuu..inda mau bulat..hehehe.. tsktsk.. tapi.. colour coordinationnya ngam! hehehee..

aku and suzi balik awal from pusat ehsan.. about 3.30 cause terpaksa ke skulah observe sports training..hehe.. and kami abis kul.. 5 lah.. and aku tarus antar ia balik..but.. berceta dgn ia for like an hour lam keta!! haha.. 6.30pm baru ku bertolak dari rumahnya..now that was fun..hehe..

Ok peeps..that's all for today.. kan liat tv ku..hope u guys enjoyed looking at pics tadi..hehehe..

Tata.

Pics day..hehe

2005-06-01T19:53:00.000+08:00

Ok. I am tired. Again. hehe.

Oh.. took some pics masa kami jobless di library..hehe... here u go..

Atul and helmy.hehe..

Atul, masyi, Helmy!!! bwohhh..napa ia mataku atu.. apa ko liat tul?*slaps head* adakah ckp sorang diri..bwoh..im doing it again.. and again.Haha..stoppppp!!!hehehe

Masyi, Atul, Helmy! Heheh..jobless ppl..hahaha..

Atul and her PA (personal assistant) ..hahah..si yong bah ni..hehe..my physics mentor..hahaha.. nadawah..hehe.. yg ku kacau ni kedia ani..mun dah ku boring..haha.. buleh tahan jua nyanyah nya ehh..hehe.. siuk!!!hehe.. hi yong!heheh Hari ani..abis ia kana cucuk oleh pen ku..hahaa.. cian cian..hehehe

Boon..hehe.. Aku atu kan gambar bakal cikgu yg sibuk membuat kaja.. tapiii..haha..baru ku notice wat he did instead..hahahaha..

Syukri..bwoh syukri ganas jua! haha.. My phone kembar's owner. Hehe. dgn ku berexchange files. Hehe.

Jimmy. Hehehe..payah ni menggambar ia ani.. bergerak sj wah.. hehe

Chua..hehe.. the reader..awuuu.. asal kami minding our own business ah.. we always see her with a novel in her hand. malay novels at that. handal wah anak ahh..entah brapa kah sudah dibacanya since we started observation..heheh

And below are pictures oleh kami ngacau class si suzi and rina..hehe..durang relief bah..aku and helmy bored..so kami langgar class durang..hahaha...iatah niii..

Atul and suzi.. buleh lagiii..ia ucap mua ku cam cartoon..haha..tapi ia inda ingat cartoon apa..hahaha..

Rina and Atul. Hehe

After skul, my colleagues and I went straight to bengkurong. After changing ofcourse. Then, we noticed that we have some time to spare, so we took a detour to the bakery. Had some light lunch there, then head off to Pusat ehsan. Tapi, sasat kami dulu. Haha. Arrownya partly missing bah..hehe.. nevertheless, we did get there around the time of which we intended to. around 1.30pm. there, we were assigned to do the chores that women normally do. Venue: kitchen. Hehe. But since I don't cook, or rather, can't cook, I was clueless! hehe. so I decided to do some dishwashing instead. But, buleh lagi, aku kana suruh buat milo pun inda berani sorang! haha. Well, if it was just for myself, oklah. But this is for alot of ppl bah, so.. hehe.. Oh ya, kami di pusat ehsan sal, masa ani the community service thingy formed by UBD which I joined, volunteered to help out at pusat ehsan for 3 days. Tapi, for the weekdays, aku dpt dtg masa ptg sj, sal observe ah. Hehe.

Masyi, Helmy, Atul, Suzi, Rina. Hehe.. pose..jgn tak pose...hehe..

Atul and Helmy. Aiiii helmy!!! aku suka gambar aniiii!!! cute tani ah!! hahahahahaha

Atul and Al. Hehe.. cute ah si al ani..cam 5 yr old kid muanya..hehehe..suka ku meliat..hehe

Yati, Atul, Dede

Quilt and bookmark by pusat ehsan ppl

Lawakan those two?? hasil karya org pusat ehsan.. hehe... I like the quilt. Too bad it costs $150 (single) and.. $200+ (double).. i want.. with my name.. mcm.. personal berabis jua tu.. kalau buleh tarus cadar..hehe.. and pillow cases..wah..kalau kawin tu lawa tu ah.. the pillowcase ada initials the bride and groom!!! ERNA!!! bah apa lagi..hehhehe

Hehe.. Helmy and Rina bought 2 bags there...boleh tahan..haha.. we had a fantastic time lah beribun..hehehe.. hancur hancur..hehe "Bagus...." *imitates Helmy* hahahaha... Especially..time dlm keta *nudges suzi*..and time membasuh pinggan..haha..*nudges helmy*..hehe..haha..jarih durang olehku..hahaha..sian..hehee..

bah all atu sj kali for today..lau ada kan ku tambah ada ku edit tu...oh ya..btw.. mileage keta ku 1000km dah!!!woohoo.. lambat bah aku ahh..haha.. udah .. 25 days umurnya keta atu barutah kan 1000km..tapi alum ku servicing..ani.. 1100km..no time bah.. i need to use the car lagi this week. jauh2 lagi jalan ku tu..sigh.. nex week i hope dapat. Hehe.

Tata!!!

Tired. Hehe.

2005-05-31T09:05:00.000+08:00

Hey y'all.. Woohoo.. It's 8.30 am. So early for blogging. Hehe. Was too tired last night. Hehe.

First of all..

Happy Birthday Ka nana!!!! Hehe..

Moga panjang umur, murah rezeki dan bahagia selalu. Amin!! hehe

Cali ni.. Birthday nya.. 31st may.. harijadi askar.. lakinya askar.. hehe..and the husband's bday 15th july.. harijadi sultan..heehe.. anaknya.. ingatanku ada wah.. somehting to do with bday navy or airforce. Inda ku sure eh. Hehe.

bah time for me to blog about me...hehe.. I'll start with what I did in the morning. Hehe. Well, I was again, in school. I had to relieve one class. T'was fun. Abusing my power. Haha. I made the students stand up. For abit only though. Hehe. They were just so noisy. But, somehow, I wasn't very strict lah. Usul sj mcm awu, tapi inda. Bah mun namanya I let them play cards. Hehe. See.. hehe..

Anyhow, the afternoon was so tired. So I decided to take a shower.. wanted to take a nap, but inda sampat jua kan. Cause, I was supposed to fetch Al at 3pm. Hehe. Took off abit late tho. Hehe. Oh u guys, FOS punya supplementary results kuar dah. Yg lain alum. Hehe. Sj gito.

Moving on, after fetch al, kami ke mall, met up with Goose and Aziz. There.. saw a lot of ppl! First stop was Lina Marlyn and Mimi. Had a chat dpn baiduri bank atu. Hehe. Then, off to Mr. Pizza and met up with Husma + BF, Keelah + BF, Rosli + April, Azli and Dilah. I had spaghetti.Gruesome. Urgh. I don like it. Hehe.

After that, kami jumpa Mizi, Ali and Khaliq. atu inda kami berceta sal kami turun escalator durang naik. Hehe. Then saw my former teacher di stpri. Cikgu Munah. It was swell seeing her again. Hehe. And she remembered me .. her exact words were.. "tentulah cikgu ingat.. org lating ani memang cikgu slalu ingat." Hahah.. lating nya..hehehe...Then.. I jumpa huda and Amiey (Zephyr)! Had a great time with amiey bullying Huda. lain kali lagi amiey ah..hehehe.. I got DQ's banana split there!!!hehe.. tapinya kan.. felt so weird yesterday... entah ah.. sampai even my banana split doesn't look as tasty as it always is. Sigh. Probably one of my mood swings acting up again. oh we saw Asmin as well. phew.. there were a hell lot of ppl out yesterday huh?

Ooh.. I nabbed this from Huda's blog.Hehe. lain kali tani gambar ah da.. masatu..aku inda brapa bermood bah..hehehe.. Oh and huda.. inda ku blog sal ur blur-ness. Haha!!! I can almost imagine ur reaction..*Huda: and what do u call that, atul??? * haha..

About 7+, we parted, Goose, Al and I took off to Kiulap. Joey Joe. Hehe. Bought myself 'are we there yet?' dvd. I finished watching it this morning. Not bad lah. But, kinda typical movie. Aku mau Korean movies!!! wahhh.. *wails* hehe.. Oh and I saw Lorene (Ying)!!! Ia ambil parking space ku masa ku kuar dari sana.. hehe.. hi there!!! bahapa tu ah..hehehe .. After that we made several stops in Kiulap, then went off to Yayasan. Hehe. i bought 'the devil wears prada' book. Hehe. Little did I noe, upanya buku atu ada di library..sigh..but.. biartia ehh.. peduli tia. What's done is done. had a late dinner at Jollibee. Oh before I forgot, sorry Goose and Al, and probly Huda and Amiey.. oh and everyone lah, for not being myself yesterday. Being all quiet and such. Hehe. But Most of all, sorry Goose and Al, in case kamu inda comfortable yesterday. Sorry. And thank u, for trying to cheer me up. Hehe. It worked fairly. Hehe.

Came back home around 10.45 pm.. So overall, went out for about 7 hours lah. Hehe. atu kan ngalih sudah from the other day. Heheh. I guess a possible reason for me being all quiet was because of me being already all tired. Hehe. Cian ppl who got stuck with me yesterday. .Hehe.

Oh, masa balik, I went online..but then.. Inda ku terblog. I did reply tags tho. Hehe. Tired berabis ku wah..hehe.. And there was a whole lot of ppl online. I had 5 windows of conversation yesterday. And loadsa tags to reply. Iatah inda terblog. hehe. But my love to u ppl yg chat with me and tagged. Hehe. I'm loving it. hehe.

Erm, apa kan ku buat rini ah. Im kinda not in the mood to jalan. Except to fill up my gas tank. Hehe. But, I plan to wash and clean the car today. And, mark some papers. Hehe. And go online. Atu sj kali. But entah, we'll see how it goes later. Hehe.

Erm, atu sj kali..hehe.. Bah all.. Enjoy ur holiday. Hehe.

Lawas

2005-05-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

I.am.pooped.

I am so tired.. so so tired... hehehe. First of all, I was late. This morning. Woke up at 5.15am. Yup, to my dad's plan, that was late. Got out of the house just before 6. Spent around 45mins at the first immigration booth. One thing I hate most, well, alot. I hate queueing. I noe, I'm just not the very patient type. Sigh. I need to change that. Will do, insyaAllah. Hehe

Overall.. it took about 3 hrs to get to Lawas tadi. Hehe. Thank my dad for being a super-racer. Haha. Anyhow, at the wedding, me and adi were like asked again and again of whether we've eaten yet or not. And again and again, our answer would be nope. Hehe..and again and again, they would ask us to eat.. and push ppl to take us to eat. Haha. We were just not in the mood to eat bah. Hehe.. plus, I have no dgn to it. Mom ate earlier while I hurried off with rozi to check on the groom, whom btw, stayed closeby. He's actually from KK, but.. u noe what I mean. Hehe.

Oh..here are some pictures I took during the wedding..hehe.. but sorry.. I didn't get to take the picture of the bride and groom..hehe.. too tired to go there..hahaha..

Awhh..lookie..how cute can I possibly get?? hahaha..prasan!

Rozi..hehe.. pangkat anak buah ku nii..hehe.. but.. I'm only a month older than her. shucks.hehe

With Ilma.. any my cuz..hehe.. dah ada anak yg sememangnya cute seperti aku..menyawang ani bah..hahaha.. And look.. see.. proof jua dah tuu..im soo cute..hahahahahaha!!! sasak kamu membaca??hahaha

Adi..my lil bro.. ignore his facial expression..ia inda mau bergambar masa atu..hehee

Oh.. and the trip home!!!wahhh.. exhausting!!!! And we were so bored..buleh lagiiii we have to wait for like an hour, if not more, for the ferry. Thank god I was asleep during most of the ride. Hehehe. See.. even my bro was bored...

He braided his hair out of boredom...hahaha.. While I drew something on an exam pad..lah.. I don have it here..nanti ku post ah..hehehe..

And oh yeah.. Pizza hut ada dah di limbang..hehe.. sj gito.. all i got in limbang.. was.. a badge.haha.. out of boredom. And i got adi a bean hat. Hehe.. I think that's what u call it. hehe. Nothing else. Cheh.. boring..

Horrible part of the story.. al.. goose.. nahh.. read this..hehehe

I was in terrible need of going to the loo masa otw to the immigration (limbang's) .. and My tummy was like aching mad!!! wahhh.... skali.. panjangb berabis bah queuenya!!! lagi ku hancur.. So.. I begged dad to find me a toilet asap. And so, being a dear that he is, he went, and I just couldn't stand being in the car, bearing the pain of wanting to go to the loo, I went out of the car. And searched for dad as well as a toilet. Found dad. And ada a somewhat restaurant looking place around, and he didn't go in.. to check for the toilet..bangang jua ku tu.. I really needed the toilet..hahah.. Rupanya, the place was... let me just say, irrespectable for me to enter. Hehe.

So u noe what we did, we found a house. And paluinya, no one was home. Thank god there was a kid around, and my dad called him, and asked if I could use his toilet. Bless him cause he said yes! hehe.. Woohoo!!! So yes, i was that desperate. Haha. But awhh.. so thankful to the lil boy and the mother for lending me their toilet. Thank u..Thank u.. well the horrible part was the horrible pain I had to bear and the long queue...I tell u.. it was super long. The good part...2 angels saved me.hahah.Well maybe I exagerrated there a lil bit. Hmm.. two generous ppl helped me. Hehe. Good enuf. hehe

I returned home at around 8. Missed malcolm in the middle. and a whole big part of the kumars.. *wails* .. but i did watch oprah... hehe.. sal lisa marie presley..still.. eshh.. aku mau kumars!!! chetz..heheeh

Wah.. byk kamu tag rini..sorry aku lambat balas..hehe.. been out. hehe.. but Aku rindu baca tag msgs and being online while I was away (dui..sehari jua ganya) and reading ppls' blogs.. hehehe..

Bah.. I'm out.have to turn in early tonyt. So tired.hehe. Nytnyt all!!!

Most active msgbox + A great nite out.

2005-05-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

Weeee.. Atul had an amazing day..hehehe...

First things first.. Loving the taggers... hehe.. thank u.. u guys made my msgbox the most active among all junaidix's msgboxes out there.. Luv ya!!! hehehe.. Well, I've been changing positions from 1st and 2nd..and back up to 1st.. but..still..hehehehe...

Anyhow, pagi, hmm.. the usuals.. hehe.. had a nice talk with my colleagues. Hehe. Apagi.. nada..hehehe...

Ptg, went online, offline, online and offline again.. then online again.. hahaha.. goose punya pasal.. hahaha.. but then again..mmg aku kan kajap2.. just to check the taggies...hehehehe..

Oh.. mlm.. went out with Fizah, Al, Goose and Sein to watch Madagascar at empire. Got myself a 'Gloria' (the hippo) punya cup. hehee.. the head is all bouncy.. and it's facing directly at u when u drink. How cool is that? it's as if it's about to kiss u!!! hahaha..

Anyway.. Madagascar was awesome!!! woohooo!! Dingy!!! U didn't spoil it for me..hehe..anyway.. u guys shud go watch. Btw, lush.. ada itik tuuu.. dlm ceta ah..tapi kesian itik ah..wic brings me to a thought. Let me laugh jap ah..hahahaha.. ok.. heheh.. u see.. goose called me Rubber ducky dulu wah.. don ask.. he's just a pro at calling me names.. then.. he called me, recently, crocodile.. sigh..and in this story... mind u.. if u do not want to read this part.. pls proceed to thex paragraph. Hehe..but it doesn't destroy the movie lah..hehe..anyhow..the crocodile ate the cute lil yellow duck!!! hahaha.. mcm.. OMG!!! I ate myself!!!! hahaha.. Buleh lagiii.. hahahaha..

Erm, after madagascar, I was all sleepy already, and yet, I still wanna jalan.Haha. So, we all went to McD, where goose and fizah n al who claimed that he was neutral when in fact he wasn't, bullied me!!! verbally!!! I had fun!!! hehehe.. siuk bah...cause.. it's a 2 way street, plus, sein was on my side..hahaha..Thanx sein.. hehe.. I had a fun nyt with all 4 of u.. thank u!!! hehe

Oh before Al, Fizah and I went to McD, kami di jaya, and I saw a couple of old buddies, Amin and .. erm.. sorry .. I forgot her name.. but I think it's Mawarni..I think.. hehee.. I think I called her angsa kali dulu..bwohhh goose buddy muuu.. hehehe.. masa ugama dulu ni punya kes.. we each have a name (animal name) hehe..even the teachers.. mine was not very lawaly named, unlike the owner who's just sooo cute..hahaha..prasan.. hehe.. anyhow..kamu mau tau aku apa?? kerbau bah..iatah hancur masa kan raya korban.. " ker, inda ko bertapok??krg kana sembalih ko.." hahahaah.. but t'was fun.. heeheh..

Being bullied can be fun aye?? hehhehee

Oh yeah.. tomorrow, I'm off to lawas to go to my cousin's (erm.. kalau kan dikirakan pangkat anak buah plang tu..hehehe) wedding. Hehe. Woohoo!!! Gonna see alot of ppl..hehe... hope I have a good day tomorrow. Salnya kan.. I had such a good time tadi bah..n well, nya org tua2.. jgn luan kuat ketawa, krg menangis. Somehow, I believe that that is true. Life is a wheel. One time ur up, the next ur rock bottom. Sigh. Hope it will all be ok tomorrow. hehehe

Oh ya.. I saw kim today at empire..hehehe.. Hi Kim!!! hehehe..

Erm.. ada lagi kah.. I think that's all kali.. Im just too sleepy at the moment..hehe.. ngantuk ku..sampai sakit kepala aniwah.. sigh.. I think I need a medical check up..soon..hehe.. nantitah..hehehe.. teruk si atul ani eh..hheehehee

Nytnyt all.. have a great sunday..hehe

Sofiya and Alfie!

2005-05-27T21:33:00.000+08:00

Well hello there my fellow readers. hehe.. bida bunyinya..baik.. my fellow subjects nah..hahahhaha.. hehehe

Anyway..woke up real late today..around 11am to be precise..hehe..and after a bit of stuff.. i went online and was surprised!!! Dingy!!! Lush!!! Dee!!!! haahah.. love u guys!!! siuk ku membaca and membalas.. hahaha..

Anyway, was supposed to go visit my dear new nephew alfie today, but since no one is going and my sis inda reply..so neh.. gipun.. my friends ckp aku kuat jalan...so imma tone it down a little. hehe..

Most of my day, was spent being cooped up in my room. Drove mom wild.Haha. But, entah I feel cozy in my room. Hehe. Oh I watched the second Korean Vcd I bought, 'My brother'. lawa!!!! I cried..ishkkk ..lawa lawa.. bah.. i want more korean movies this holz..hehehe.. If u can call it holiday. Haha.

Baby Alfie!!! he was sleeping at the time..hehehee..

I donno if u guys can see dat well.. hehe.. ani sofiya posing..hehe..berabis ia posing.. suruhnya aku menggambar.. trueeee.. soo cute.. hmm.. ill post some pics of her posing jualah.. yg still..atu aku edit kai animationshop..ehhehee..supaya kamu dpt liat one go.. byk bah ia posing ah...ehhehe..

How cute is that? she actually posed and waited for me to take pictures of her..hahaha.. ooh..btw..if ur wondering..the colours around her eyes..not my doings..her dad.. hehe..sal membawa ia main kali tuu..hehee.. and the red paint on her finger.. she was painting before..and atu terkana.. alum ia wash..heheh.. Not blood..hehehe

Well.. adios everyone.. hehe.. nada byk kan ku cetakan rini..actually.. i have some thoughts plang.. but.. I need to think it thru before i post.. udah clear baru ku post yek? hehe.. oh.. thank u everyone.. hehe..siuk ku membaca comments and tags kamu..hehee.. and mereply..hehe..u guys make me smile+laugh = happy!!! heeheh

Oh btw.. Im very surprised that the mantera worked..ahahah.. nada deh.. ukan the doings of my mantera tuu.. coincidence bah..but yea!!! allowance out!!!hehehe

Ciao!!! Have fun y'all!!!!

Mantera. Hehe ;p

2005-05-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

Woke up kinda early today. about 5 mins before 6am. Hehe. Early by 5mins from usual. Haha. Well, today I had a full schedule..well, not really. I had to observe 5 classes. And they're sorta boring. Hehe. Reason: They're still doing corrections. sigh...oh .. we had nazirs coming in this morning. One of em asked me about what year I was in and all. Hehe. Coolies. Hehe. I feel like being asked by someone with high authority. Hehe. Like, a boss. or, a prince. Hehe.

Anyhow, I was all sleepy in my classes. So.. so.. sleepy. Hehehe, so I decided to take a nap in the afternoon.

But when I got home, went online and stuff, and couldn't seem to go to bed. So, I decided to have my late lunch. But then, nothing seems.. good..hehe.. so.. I decided to go out for that late lunch of mine. And I finally found someone to go with. Goose!!!! Hehe..Thanx goose, even though ur sick and all , u still accompanied me for my late lunch and my must-go-out-for-a-spin today. Hehe.

We went to KFC arah mall. I bought 3 Korean vcds. 100 days with Mr. Arrogant (been dying to watch this..hehe), My brother and Moment to remember. I hope semua ok nanti. hehe, i hope inda payah antar2 balik to the kadai to exchange it. I hate it when that happens. And then to communist and hung out jap arah pantai jerudong.. and spun around and pantai tungku. Hehe. Kacau pantai tungku atu. There were these plants, and the plants have these thingies, that get stuck in my kain!!! sasak sasak!! tajam!!! annoying bah.Hehe. But.. sigh.. I like the beach. I love the water. I hate the sand. Hehe.

Oh, and I watched 100 days with Mr. Arrogant tadi. Lawa!! I cried a bit..at some parts lah..cian..hehe.. 2 more to go!!! woohoo!!! love korean movies. Hehe. Too bad they're not dvds. Hehe. I want to watch more eh. Hehe.

Kamu tau apa??? 2 of my frens say that I eat out alot! hahaha.. I guess..hmmm... Entah ah.. not enough willpower kali bah....luan ikut nafsu...hahahhahah..

Hmm.. My DvD and VcD case mikin panuh.. Need more storage. Same case for my shoes storage. Sigh. Tapi inda jua byk kasut/sandals/slippers ku ani.. I need to buy footwear. Really.

Saya nak baca mantera:

Elaun, Elaun,
datanglah engkau,
penuhilah alamku dgn kehadiranmu,
isikanlah dompetku dgn dirimu.

Hahaha... antam tul.. hehehe.. krg ada elaun pun tuuu..ku beli kah inda tu selipar2 ani..hahahaa.. karit bah aku ani.tapi mun sal makan/easi/dvd/necessities inda ia. Tapi mun sal accessories inc. footwear, bags, gelang, jam, baju... dan yg sewaktu dgnnya karit ku..hahaha. Hancur..Hancur..hahaha..

Oh today.. saya tak nak ceta sal ceta hantu.. malam jum'at ehehehhe.. hush hush..hehee..

Oh ya.. to Lush and Dingy:

Antamtah kamu!!!! Haha.. u guys crack me up.. skalinya panjang kamu men'tag' ahhh..mcm blogging ani wahh..hahahaa... but continue..continue..Im loving it!hehehee..

Ghost Story 2

2005-05-25T19:50:00.000+08:00

I forgot to set my alarm last night. Thank god my mom woke me up, hehe.

Bored. Bored. Bored. The most frequently used word by me. Haha. Especially nowadays. I wonder why.. ah u figure this out oryt.. Nowadays, we are having observation, in which we go to certain classes to learn how to be an effective teacher. But u see, most of the time, we just hang around the staff room, but for us at St. Andrews, that would be the library. So, u see, the weird thing is, we (almost all) complained how tired we get by the end of the day. Weird right? We hardly do anything compared to what we do in UBD and yet we're all tired by the end of the day.. Here are some of the reasons that we've come up with...

Have to wake up early
Because of the extreme boredom, we get tired. (say what?aku pun bangang.Haha.But I got the gist lah)
No idea!!!

As you can see, we've run out of reasons.. or maybe it's because we socialise alot among ourselves.. but is it possible that that would be a reason to be all tired by the end of the day??

Bah udah sal atu eh.. hehe

So, anyway, today I had no classes. Sigh. Boring I tell u. Haha. But, had fun, as always chatting away with the gang. Hehe. Am tired. Sigh. And ptg went off to photocopy and full kan minyak keta..hehe.. And yea.. my mom gave me 20 bucks without any reasons. Loving it. Hehe. Jaditah.. 20..masa karing ani..hehe.. allowance di mana kah dikau??

Oh ya. Another ghost story. Hehe. Bah.. ready?? hehe..

This happened.. a few months back. It was late at night. I was very thirsty. So, I went to the kitchen, giggling after seeing my dad, whom at the time, looks at me weirdly. Bah mana jua kan inda. Tgh2 malam... ke dapur.. hehe.. well..masatu aku hyper jua kan..not in a sleepy mood lah.hehe.. anyhow.. ku ambil my nyaman marigold mango juice from the freezer.. Real fast kan.. gagas lah.. and again giggled off to my room. Kes sneaking into my room with a drink in the middle of the night. Not that my dad mind. Just entah eh. Skali... masa aku half asleep, it was as if aku dream bah.. I saw a pair of eyes and the upper part of the head lah.. skali.. I thought..Eh.. that's me!!! Lurking from the side of my body. Masatu aku tidur menyiring bah. Kirakan.. ia kan pouncelah tu. So kirakan there was 2 of me. One lurking and the other half asleep. Skalinya.. aku kirakan terbgn lah.

Then, almost instantly, I saw a black figure on top of me. And mcm masuk intome lah. Tiba2, I couldn't move, I couldn't even say a word. Atu yaa... I was so scared!!! Skali, u guys noe what happend??? My lips ani.. tiba2 grinned bah.. lagitia ku takut.. sendirinya ah.. Grinning!!! Hello!!! FREAKY!! Then, dlm hati I pray lah.. and sikit2 mau bergerak lah.. mulutku i think.. and then.. I read ayat kursi. Hilang. Gone. I can move again.

After that. I just couldn't sleep, altho I was soooooo sooooo sleepy. I msged Al. He got scared jua olehku. I was so scared. I cudn't even turun from my bed and go out of my room to call out my parents. So, I called the housephone. Alhamdulillah. My dad picked it up. I told him to come for me in my room. I told him abit sj. Note, I was already crying. Hehe. Then, I slept in my parent's room that night. My mom was like all hairan. But I just cudn't tell, aku takut the thing comes back.

In the morning, my dad baru buka ceta. Rupanya, last night, before aku masuk dapur, he heard bunyi kerusi bergerak, mcm kana irit lah dalam dapur atu. Iatah, the weird face was because, ia hairan aku berani masuk dlm dapur. And the other weird face was because, ia hairan aku inda nampak apa2 masa aku ke dapur. I guess I was too giggly and gagas that I didn't see or feel anything. baik jualah inda nampak. Yg paluinya..tuuuu..yg malamnya ia membalas ah.. I guess aku kacau durang punya party kali.hahaha. Adakah bapaku atu inda bunyi2..stop me kah..hehe.. rasawah kan menyalahkan org ah.. hehe...

End of ghost story 2. Hehe...

before I go.. just wanna say...

GET WELL SOON GUYS (Goose + Al)!!!

Boring kamu ah damam..nada kan ku kidnap. anitah kan si fizah exam. hehe.. Get well soon to the both of u.. Have plenty of rest ayt?? Take k.. hehe

Oh.. and GET WELL SOON AIN!!!!

Bah..Ciao!!!!

A whole load of stuff. Hehe

2005-05-24T14:15:00.000+08:00

First...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FAZE aka FUZZY!!!
May Allah showers you with His blessings always. Amin!!! Have a wicked bday ayt!!! hehehe..oh and I wish u magnificient results for this semester .. may success always be with u. Amin!

Okay..on to my post for the day..

Hehe.. my apologies for not blogging yesterday. Was too ~~damn~~ tired to blog. Hehe. Anyway, yesterday.. erm yesterday.. ok.. I was out most of the day. I went to school at around 7am and came back home around 9.45pm. Haha!!! How cool is that?

Well.. 7am up to 12.30 of course at St. Andrews. I didn't go to any classes cause the students are having their practical exam, but I did go for the assembly that we had earlier in the day. Oh and we had a visit by our supervisor. I find him rather cool. Haha. Cause, he's friendly and helpful and just plain good. Hehe. Erm.. so, for yesterday, again I spent most of my day babbling away with my colleagues. Super cool. I'm loving em now. We have so much fun just chatting away. Haha. Thanks guys .. *hugs* ..But this time, I had something like a pang in my throat. Urgh. I think it was because of the excessive talking I did. Haha.

Anyhow, after school, I went with Boon to meet up with Goose, Al and Aziz for lunch at Gadong Properties, food court. Had dimsum there (oops.. sorry lush.. I forgot to take you with me..hehe). Oh and a mango tango, which I later found out was too sweet for me. Hehe. Then, Boon and I went off to Gestetner to photocopy some stuff for maths. Then off to UBD. On the way to UBD , I played my westlife cd (I noe..lame atul..haha) .. and soon, Boon and I were like singing our hearts out to the song.. coolies!! Hehe. At UBD, met up with Al and Goose for a sec before fleeing off on a quest to meet our dear (NOT! ..kidding..hehe) lecturers. Hehe. They weren't in..sigh.. So.. in the end, we met up with our supervisor, and ya.. he helped alot. Hehe. He saved us from more stupid quests cause apparently our supposedly lecturer for a particular course has not even arrived in Brunei. She's new. Haha. Then, we went to the library and ictc after having a laugh with a msg that Al sent me. He asked where I was and went on saying that Goose is waiting for us at SHBIE's 3rd floor..SAY WHAT?? 3rd floor??? It doesn't even exist. haha.

After our tiring quests, went off to gestetner and sent Boon home, I went back to UBD to fetch Al, then.. went off to Goose's crib. Lani joined us a bit later. Had a lot of fun there even though I was heavily bullied. Hehe. But no worries, I got my share. Haha. I pity Goose and Al for being my victims. Ruthless me. haha. Oh yeah.. I took Goose's glasses and put them on myself.. here u go..

Sorry for the not very clear view, but that's all I can get. Hehe. And you noe what.. Goose and Al said that i either look like a principal or an ustazah!! Haha.. Principal I can believe, but ustazah?? haha.. What do u think?

After our fooling around and get yourself crushed by Atul went off to Faize restaurant and got myself... Soto Hatibuyah... not as good as mameh.. hehe.. on my opinion that is. .. hehe.. Then sent Al home.. then reached home around.. 9.45pm.

At home, had a shower (awhh..sooo refreshing... ) then went online for a bit..then about 11pm went off to bed.. kapoof.. asleep! hehe

Today's story..I woke up at 5.50am!! yea!!! hehe.. 10mins earlier and I got to school a wee bit earlier than usual. Woohoo!!!

I didn't go in my observation class today, cause the teacher was just going to discuss papers.. so.. nehh..hehe.. But I was assigned to relief a teacher today. For a form 1 class. Friendly class I see. Sigh. But kinda noisy. Sigh. Anyhow. Today, I also had a great time with my colleagues. See... great ppl.. great experience. Hehe. Hope it'll continue on. Hehe. Oh and today, we played zuma deluxe! haha..and we were like which level are u on? U? hehe.. ERNA!!! NO!!! U finished Zuma!!! No!!! Hehe.. teach me how to get through level 12.. (as if there's anything to teach). I kinda got frustrated with it abit, so I made less attempts to jam it. wah.. I lost!! hehe.. Anyhow.. Congrats Erna!! Hopefully, I'll follow through soon. Hehe.

Oh and now I'm home, blogging. My mom told me to go with her later to see baby Alfie!!! Yea!!! Oh I didn't tell u guys ryt.. my new nephew's name is Alfie. For short. Hehe. Coolies.. Look at this ah...

Big Bro's (Abang) children:

Muhammad Azrin (Azrin)
Nur Aziemah (G-mah)
Muhammad Azhar (Azhar)

Big Sis's (Ka Rina) children:

Sharifah Alysha Sofiya (Sofiya)
Syed Alfie Syazwan (Alfie)

Sis's (Ka Nana) children:

Munirah Asyiqin (Iyah)
Muhammad Najwan Asyiqin (Dek wan)
Nur Aleeyah Asyiqin (Aleeyah)

Do you notice the pattern? Male, Female, Male, Female, Male, Female..etc. Cool ryt? hehe.. Ka Nana's pregnant.. so i'm kinda expecting a boy, even the ultrasound says it's aboy. But then again, we'll never know until the baby is born. Hehe.

Hmm..oh yeah.. Eryn requested ghost stories from me..hmm..

Let's go.. hehe

One night (chewah..hehe) .. I was hurrying to the toilet. The toilet has a window. Outside the toilet was a veranda.. So u can actually climb up some stuff and peep thru the window. So, while I was doing my business.. hehe.. sorry.. hehe.. I saw my lil bro from the window, with red eyes (which I only noticed later on) staring right at me (Don't worry, I was well covered..hehe) . And I was like..stop peeping and everything. But he was still staring, fiercely. I noticed at that time that he was wearing my lil bro's old pyjamas.. and I wondered how he was still able to fit in them. I mean come on.. he wore those pyjamas (with boats and trains printed) when he was like.. 4??and at that time my brother was like... 11??

Soon, after, his head turned away. Followed by his shoulders, and went straight to one dirn. It was as if he was floating. And I was like, eh.. how did he do that? U have to climb down the stuff and all. And when I went out of the toilet, I heard as though a vase fell from outside at the verandah. And thought.. AHA!! Caught u!! But when I opened the door, NOTHING! absolutely nothing. The vase was still standing upright. Plus, the air was all eerie feeling..OOOH.. Goosebumps!!! hehe..

Thinking that I must have heard it wrongly, I carried off without any other suspicions in mind. Then I saw my lil bro working on some stuff with my dad. And so, I reported to my dad that my lil bro was peeping on me. And my dad went, when??? And I was like, just a min ago.. BOOM! NO!! My brother was there all along.. I was so shocked. Then, all the stuff that I noticed started to make sense. Oh god. Hehe.

So, yes Eryn, I have seen ghosts before. I've got other stories of my encounter with ghosts. But, well, I'll tell them bit by bit. Hehe. But those are minor ones. The toilet incident was major enough for me. hehe. The others are just glimpse of them, or... seeing footsteps of them.

Oh another major ghost story, would be.... wah.. so tired to type. Hehe. I'll do that next time. Hehe. Did I annoy u? haha.

Oh and one more thing, for anon, about the results, U see, last semester our results came out on the 30th or was it 31st december? Anyhow, the year before that was also the same. So, I'm just merely guessing that this sem's result will come out on the same date as last yr, which was on the 8th june. It's just a hunch. Oh, and thanx for coming to my blog, and have fun reading, and continue tagging ayt?Hehe.

Tata all.

Emotionally absent.

2005-05-22T20:40:00.000+08:00

Nice weather we had today, ain't it? Felt like it was 5pm all through the day. Heavenly. Just how I like it. For a day in, ofcourse. Hehe.

Today, my mood took abit of a spun. Before you think any further, no, I wasn't depressed at all. I was somewhat, emotionally absent. Lifeless. But physically there. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't sad or anything. In fact, not even one person really got on my nerves today. I didn't complain. Not that I always do. It just that I felt like I couldn't feel anything. But then again, nor was I extremely happy. I was just calm, which I'd have to say, is a bit odd. Days like this, don't usually happen to me, which is why I valued it alot. However, what I did today, does not complement my belief. Hehe. Terrible me. Well, the things that I did earlier today that is. I spent most of my day, cooped up in my room, either being online, reading ppls' blogs, editing my layout or watching charmed on my laptop. Other than that, nothing.

Only at about 5+pm today, did I decide to go out. I decided not to put off my buying zipbags anymore. Oh, why zipbags you ask? It's the plastic kind by the way. It's to pack my papers up. I decided to pack them up in a way that wouldn't consume alot of space, hence, zipbags. So, I did get zipbags among other things. I got myself 3 boxes. 2 small very colourful stripy ones. I like. Hehe. And 1 big ikea box to put all the papers in later on. I had fun shopping for that. Hehe. Short but fun. And another thing that I got was... dumdumdum.. DQ's banana split. Slurp. Hehe

But you know, earlier in the day, I felt like treating myself. Going for facial (which I've never done before, just had the urge to try), manicure and pedicure (which is kinda useless at the timebeing cause I just clipped them yesterday...hehe), other than that... shopping for myself I guess. Oh ya, and I also thought of indulging myself with sandals/slippers. I just noticed for the umpteenth time, that I need more slippers and sandals. Sigh. Too bad they don't cost like $5 a pair. Hehe. Come to think of it, I need more shoe storage as well, one that does not take too much space in my room. Hmm, but then what about my current shoe storage. I love em, but they I think, are taking too much space. Sigh. I think, I need more shoes (of all kinds, including slippers and sport shoes), more t-shirts, more long sleeves shirts, more watches, more baju kurongs and a whole load of stuff to refurbish my room. Ka-ching!!! Now, that does not seem to be a pleasant thing to do to my wallet. Such a big dent. So, until my wallet magically thickens, overflowing with huge amount of money and the amount will never lessen. Wah... dream on Atul!! Haha.

Don't you just find 'The Kumars at No.42' hilarious?? I love em! Haha. Oh and I watched Oprah before this, well I'm still watching it.. and oh my.. that Il Divo group is nice aye?? I like.. I wanna get their songs. They have a nice..smooth tone..Hehe. Erm, I guess you've noticed by now, that I have nothing else to say. Hmm.. do I?

Erm, oh yeah, Sofiya came over for abit before I went off and left her. Hey.. it's not my fault that she was too fixated on the movie, again Lemony Snicket, to go out with me. Hehe. Funny part was, when she have just arrived and came into my room, she went through my DvDs... and looked through each one (from the recent ones) and went *looks at one intentively*... then goes Nope! *looks at another* Nope! It was soo cute. Hehe. I mean coming from a 3 yr-old little girl. Very cute. It was as if she was as old as me looking through DvDs. Hehe. Oh and at first she didn't want to watch Lemony Snicket. She pointed at it...and went.. "takut..".. I was like .." what? It's not scary.." and after looking at it some more she went.. "Ok.Watch..." Haha.

Ok, enough of my dosage of stories of my nieces or nephews. Hehe. Signing off.

A new member of the family.

2005-05-21T15:05:00.000+08:00

First of all, as of 9+ in the morning..

I HAVE A NEW NEPHEW!!!

Hehe.. so now.. overall..I have.. 4 nephews and 4 nieces.. wahh.. bagus eh.. balance!!hehe.. Woohoo!!! can't wait to see him!!! I like newborns!! hehe.. Oh the big sister is in my room at the moment watching Lemony snicket. Hehe.. tapi sian.. batuk2 ia. Hehe.

Oh yeah...I was hoping the baby lahir yesterday.. lawa jua tu.. 20.05.2005. But then again, okay jua tu wah..inda jua the baby kambang nanti dah lahir. Jeles tia ku. Haha.. Bad auntie!! haahah...

Erm.. Oh.. sorry I didn't get to do some blogging last nite..Im really thankful sal u lot asked me to blog. percaya kamu....around 9+pm, I was already very sleepy. My eyes were like sooo pedih! haha.. And masatu I was on msn with Al, and I told him that I just don't have the energy to blog, and I was just way too sleepy. And he was like.. "Bwoh!! Atul jrg blog lagi!!" .. haha.. sejak ku observation tuuu..hehe.. ngalih olehnya by night time. My bedtime has been shifted as u can see, which is a good thing if you've been following my sleeping habits since my past posts.. dari dulu2 atu lah..hehehe..

Oh btw.. yesterday...

Pagi atu my adi bawa jalan.. awuuuu.. at around 10.30am..inda ia sabar2 kan book buku harry potter ahh.. luan jua ehh.. going out in the mornings is just not me. hehe. Kami balik around 12 atulah ngam for lunch. Mom and dad prepared marvelous dishes. hehe.. Menyelerakan. hehe. well, simple plang, but i like. Hehe.

Ptg, Ratna came over, and then we went off arah agent Nissan, to get this sticker that Im supposed to stick on my car in case of any emergencies. hehe. And we took the opportunity of oogling over Nissan skyline and Nissan Z. sigh.. personally, I like nissan skyline more, but I like the door handles of Nissan Z. However, I am already very well satisfied and happy with the car I have now. Hehe. Asal ok jalannya and.. ok bah. Hehe.

Then we fetched her adi from tuition. Then, we fled off to delima and batu 1. Hehe. We had a good day lah. Seeing that actuallynya aku invite ia sama huda jalan awal2, skali huda bz, and ratna was sorta busy sal adinya, malas tah ku. hehe. Skalinya, she singgah my house after ngantar adinya. haha. and aku kana tipun kana suruh ambil the sticker, so.. things work out well in the end.

Today's story. Pagi2 aku kana assign to invigilate the physics practical exam. Then sambung observe class additional maths. Phew. Tired. Hehe. That's how I feel. Masa exam atu lagi I had to run around, well, walk around actually, searching for the teacher. Cause ia inda gito aku apa soln nya apa. Manalah aku tau. Hehe.

Oh and today, I had an amazing time with my colleagues. Siuk eh. Kami talk about relationships. Kesnya cani, I saw one of my colleagues ani kelmarin jalan sama a guy, who turns out to be her bf after I confided with Ratna. Skalinya, tadi..aku atu beribun wah.. asking her bila kawin?ia ckp alum kan.. skali.. beribun lagi.. bertunang inda? And she said sudah. I was like..What???!!! She've been engaged for 5 months already. So, the story of me being one of the last to noe, berulang kembali. Hehe. So, out of amusement, I asked almost everyone, of whether they were married, u noe the works. Abis terkajut org olehku. Indaku tahan bah cani ani. Ketinggalan ceta. Baik ku tau awal ryt? hehe.

So, we ended up talking about relationships for the rest of the day, along with some small stories lah, as in cars and stuff. Hehe. I'm having a nice time there. Hehe. I got on well with some of my colleagues I think, unless if they think otherwise. Riuh kali bah aku ani. Nyanyah tah lagi. And I was surprised that one of em heard what the gang and I have planned before. They overheard our screams of excitement masatu. And ofcourse the story behind it. Haha. Giler. Made me thought how noisy the gang and I must be, huh?!

Oh, ain blogged about how close we are to getting our exam results. I think it would be around 8th June. Ooh.. and this is.. 21st may!! omg!! omg!! Inda lagi batah upanya! OMG!! Freaking out...but bagus lah.. I cant wait. Awu. Aku ni penggagas ni mun sal results. Hehe. Andangnya. Inda penyabar. haha.

Haha. Bah y'all. I have to go now. Kan pigi liat my new nephew. Hehe.

Last night..

2005-05-20T08:30:00.000+08:00

I just woke up from a dreadful dream. It started as okay, funny, then, that voice. ~~Damn~~. it destroyed the whole dream.

Anyway, I woke up not knowing how I ended up in bed. Must have been really tired and sleepy. Wait. I remember that part. I remember being all sleepy watching the apprentice, which btw, I don't think I watched till the end. Hmm..

Oh well. I was thinking hard about it this morning, then I saw junk on my bed. Aha! That proves how tired I was. You see, if I slept with my junk on bed, that means that I was either too tired or sleepy, or I didn't expect to fall asleep at that time.And I don't think I switched on the tv in my room or anything before I went to bed. Wow! how sleepy and tired can I get? haha.

Enough about my sleep. Hehe.

Yesterday morning, I arrived at school earlier than usual. I've learnt my lesson well. I hope this keeps up. Besides, I had to invigilate the exam at 7.30am. Which means I have to be at the exam hall at, 7.15am. Which means that I have to sign in before 7.15am. And I arrived at, 7am. Not bad ah. Hehe. Well, invigilating got my legs a tad tired.

Oh, the science department held a meeting yesterday, just the science department, and I had to join them. So, my colleagues whom are not asked to attend the meeting, were like, "tul... byebyeeeee.." haha.. Well, it was rather funny, that we get to joke about by just socialising in 4 short days. Hehe. Bottomline, I had fun with my colleagues today. Good. Hehe.

In the afternoon, I had an urge to go out. But didn't exactly know where to go. Had a chat with goose and Al. Then, dum dum dum.. Fizah msgd. asking me and them 2, to accompany her for hi-tea. Woohoo!!! So, we went. Hehe. Lani joined us moments after we arrived at Fratinis. I had a wild time there. Haha. Eventhough I was heavily bullied by the gang, especially, Goose. Hehe. Don't worry. This is Atul. I had my share. Hehe. But truly, I think the bullying helps in making it even more fun. Hehe.. I was cracking up, even my tummy was in pain. Haha.

Then, we went off on an adventure of finding 'galaxy'. The chocolate I mean. Fizah and I had to give in early. Fizah was super tired. And I was in charge of sending her home. Plus, I have shows to watch. Hehe. But Al and Goose told me that they searched Brunei high and low that night, and no 'galaxy' in sight. awhh... don't worry goose, if I find one, I'll tell you, after I finish all the stock they have. Haha. Kidding!! Hehe.

Oh and yesterday, I made a plug for goose.

Hope you like it goose. Hehe.

Oh seeing that I'm about to delete the tagboard (the older one), imma reply ur tags here first.

TAG REPLIES

Surya: Surya!!! Hehe.. Lawa tu sur if u paint ur room like this..hhehe.. aku ikut eh decorate ur room.haha.. menyamak aku ah.. haha..

LiNaMarLyn: Thank u..hehe.. aku kai paintshop pro 8 sj.. hehe.. thank u.. simple bah.. maklum freshie..hehe..

buz: It's ok. Don't worry. hehe.. at least I know now. Hehe. Btw Buz, you know what, after you told me to keep my eyes peeled for 'him', malar plang aku nampak ia around eh. In UBD ofcourse. Hehe.

Nz: Hiii!!! *waves* Yup, first time. Mana ada pro. Aku byk main edit2 lah. lukis atu sj sendiri, but the html codes apa byk yg edit lah. Anyhow, thank you. hehe.First time to my blog? hehe.. enjoy ur visit. Come here often ayts?

Eryn: Thank you.. Thank you. Heheh.. :)

New Skin!

2005-05-18T20:18:00.000+08:00

I'm not really in the mood to post, but, what the heck. Notice my new skin? Made it myself, with help from old blogskin codes and such ofcourse. I think it's not that attractive, too pastel. But, I reckon it's good enough for my first, no?Spent ages making it. Hehe. But, marvelous times. I had alot of fun doing it. Hehe. Geek alert!! Hehe..But I'm loving the stripes. Hehe.. *grins* hehe

Anyhow, for today, it was raining ryt? I was ready for skul by 6.30ish.. but then I thought, it was raining, so.. maybe ppl will be awake late and all, so, Ill go abit later. Watch charmed. Then, little did I noe, I got stuck in a traffic jam. *grr* .. So, I arrived at skul at a later time than I expected, but still, not bad, skul hasn't started yet. Hehe.

Anyway, spent my first hour in skul, sleeping. haha.. had a lil nap in the library. I was really sleepy, but I could've avoided it if I had something to do. I was so bored cause I had nothing to do, and I was sleepy, so, SLEEP!

Then, I was called for relieve for half an hour. Hmm, that was a first. It was fun to see students struggling to find the answer, reminds me of myself. Haha. But this time, I'm not the one playing with my pens due to mental block! haha.

Oooh!! I just found out that I overdid my own schedule. I thought we only have 2 weeks left due to the exam.But I thought we started by having 3 weeks so cut down 1 week, it becomes, 2 weeks ryt?... Then, my colleague was listing hers like what I did, but, to my amazement, hers was 3 weeks long. And I was like.. how come urs is longer? so, we did some counting, turns out, its supposed to be 4 weeks initially, becoming 3 weeks. *grr*.. Now I have too many classes to attend. I'll figure that one out tonight, hopefully. But, I think there's no harm in entering more classes, but then again, I'll have to make more report then.. noooo!!! hehe.. I'll decide this thing later on. Can't think wisely now. hehe.

Erm.. I watched a lil bit of desperate housewives this afternoon, then, did the layout thing. Hehe. Oh and I did this.. DingY!! It's simple hon.. hehe.. I donno how to alter to ur likings.. so.. Erm.. hehe.. U tell me wat u think about it lah..here..

Erm, I guess that's about it.. A reminder, ppl.. Im gonna delete the old tagboard (the upper one) soon. So, tag on the other one ayt.

A 2-day post.

2005-05-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

I am bushed. First of all, my apologies for not blogging yesterday.. but I was ~~damn~~ tired after being out all day.

Yesterday's news

Went to St. Andrews at around 7.15am. I was late! I actually made a pact with Boon to get to school at around 7am, but noooo.. that didn't happen.. *cringe*.. hehe..

About the Observation. Well, turns out St. Andrews got the news of us coming rather late, so, everything was last minute. They couldn't schedule our timetable ofcourse. So, we spent the day, familiarising ourselves with the structure of the school with the help of Boon ofcourse. But then again, does it show how bored we were, if I told you that we made 2 trips to the canteen? hehe.. True. Since we got nothing to do that day, well some of us.

Met new friends that day. That was the good part. The bad part, seeing St. Andrews and seeing how the teachers react when they saw Boon who used to go there, makes me miss my old school. Stpri. Yes Afee, I miss Stpri. Sigh. Too bad. Anyhow, I'm going to take full advantage of this opportunity I am given. More like forced to have, but it's okay. It's a good thing. hehe.

I went to Al's place at around 2+pm to transfer files. We waited to about 4+pm for Yati to come over to his place to hand him some CDs and all. Yati left at around 5+pm and then Al and I went off to Goose's place. Then, Yayasan for my late lunch..Late isn't it? My late lunch cum dinner. Hehe. Then we went to Huaho, bought myself cd-rs. Yeeha!! hehe. And got myself easi-card. I wasn't going to upload actually, but then, on that first day of mine, I was so bored, plus, I miss my friends!!! Couldn't help messaging them and misscalling them. I even felt like actually calling them. Hehe.

But then, I had trouble uploading credit. The service was not available at that time. But no matter, I still have sufficient credit left to last me for the night and the morning. Hehe. Anyway, after yayasan, we went to Goose's place to fetch his laptop. You see, he mentioned about his already expired anti-virus program, and Al has the answer to his query. Anyhow, there we were, at Al's place, hanging out while fiddling with computers and files and going online and all those sort. That was around 8.30pm. And we finished doing everything at around 10.30pm due to problems with the connections. Hehe. But overall, I had a great time. Especially by abusing Goose using the power of my very sharp elbow. Haha. Sorry Goose. Hehe.

So, consequently, reached home at 11pm. Whoa. Very sleepy at this stage. But I couldn't help it. I had to go online. But since I was tired and is in need of sleep, Goose told me not to blog. But, he didn't say that I can't go online, now didn't he? So, I did. But I was caught red-handed. He went online. Haha. But at least, I didn't blog. So, I was safe. Hehe.

Anyhow, I went to bed at around 12am.

Today's story

Arrived at school at about 7am. But, I accidentally parked at a numbered-parking space. So, I had to take down my shades, and move parking spot. Sigh. Still, I signed in at 7.05, about that. Hehe. But you know what? This morning, I get a lot of.. R u ok? U feeling really sleepy? Haha. I guess I must've looked like a zombie wearing baju kurong. Haha. Oh well. I was kinda sleepy. I mean I was behind by about 3 hours or less right from all my late-night sleeps. hehe.

Well, we got our time-tables this morning. I had a lil trouble with that. But, now I think it's okay. I'm assigned to physics and additional mathematics classes. Whoa! hehe. 4Sc1, 4Sc2 and 5Sc1. But I won't be teaching, just observing, so, I'm alright. Hehe.

When I reached home, I went straight to my bed and flop myself onto my bed. Ahh.. heavenly~~~ hehe. I guess I was really tired by then. But then, I had to go to UBD, cause I had some questions for my lecturer regarding the observation. But, all of a sudden, Al msged me asking me if I was free that afternoon to accompany him to hand some cds to Surya. I was kinda, just have to go to UBD. So, he agreed to pick me up and before we go to UBD, to Jollibee first for my again late-but-not-as-late-as-yesterday's lunch. hehe.

But thing is, he told me that he'd depart from home around 2pm right, so I decided to watch the Oprah show. Thing is, about 1.45pm, I was already really tired, and I decided to take a really short nap. But somehow, I was already picturing myself being still asleep when Al arrives, just like the scenario when Ali and I went to pick up Mizi, and he was still asleep. Hehe..

At 2.30pm, my lil bro woke me up:

Adi: Oiii..bangun.. Inda ko jadikah?
Atul: *quickly wakes up* eh..jadiii..
*silent moment*
Atul: *thinking*.. eh...adi.. Jadi apa??
Adi: Ko jua kan jalan sama si Al.
Atul: *Looks at time* Oh shoot!!! *takes out mobile* Bwoh!!! adi.. cekkan diluar ada ia dah kah?
Adi: *checks outside*.. ada..
Atul: Bwoh.. suruh tunggu jap.

Haha..

Anyhow, at Jollibee, I couldn't decide which burgers I wanted. So, I got myself a chicken salad sandwich. And, I guess I was still really blur..hehehe.. cause I couldn't seem to remember the name of a certain burger. Haha...And I went..erm..the JC one. I remembered the initials but not the name of the burger. Haha.. Well, I frequently order this one, I guess that's how I remember the initials as well, but I should remember the name first and foremost right? Anyhow, the staff mentioned that it was Junior champ. *slaps forehead*. That's it! hehe..

After that we took off to UBD. There, I was again laughed at by my MOT physics lecturer, I wonder why he finds me funny even when I don't make a joke. Oh well. I'll be optimistic about that. hehe. Meaning, I'll see it as that i do not need to put any effort to make ppl, especially him, laugh. Haha. Oh I got my socio's second assignment results. Got A-. Woohoo! And, for school management and orgnization (my elective), I got and A for my essay and a B+ for the group's presentation. Not too shabby. I'm satisfied.

Anyhow, after seeing the respective lecturers and all, Al and I took off to Surya's crib where we spent about 2 hours or so there being eaten alive by mosquitoes. Haha. No offence Sur. Hehe. Apparently, the neighbours are having their lawns sprayed, and when this happens, the mosquitoes run amok (to Surya's crib)! heehee. I'm exagerrating. Hehe. Anyhow, I had a great time chatting with her. Oh, get well soon Sur. She's having an allergy attack, and she called me up awhile ago, and told me that it got worse. Urgh. Bad timing. Observation time. Hope you get well soon.

Then, Al sent me home. And I had a bit of a rest here and there. Oh, I'm still in the process of creating my own skin (layout, wateva) . Hehe. Hope it's going to work out well.

Anyhow, updates from me, nowadays, I spend my spare time, either watching the DvDs, VCDs or about-to-be VCDs. Hehe. They're still in my computer. Oh and one more. After cleaning my room, and placing my old novels and magazines in the store, I found a book in the store. An old one though, but nonetheless, age of the arts should not be the matter, in this case that is.

And so far, I like...

The Truth

This might be the worst sin
in the life of any thinker
when he says that
the truth is untrue
because the truth
continue to discuss
the humanity in the world.

By: Noorilham, 1983.

Not bad aye? The book was published in1998 btw. hehe.

Which reminds me, I want to get my hands on the book Erna mentioned in her blog. Bergdorf Blondes I think.Oooooh.. my wallet hurts. Hehe. I want the next allowance to come in soon. Haha.

What else, oh, thank you to Erna and Kim for wondering why I didn't blog and all. hehe. Makes me feel so appreciated. I mean, it has only been a day, right? hehe. Anyhow, thanks again y'all. hehe..

Ooh, another day of waking up early tomorrow. I wonder if there's a school here that starts at 9..Hehe.. *everyone shoots Atul* haha.. I noe .I noe.. wake up earlier tul! haha.. come on.. hehe.. I'm just not a morning person lately. I used to be ok with it in the past. I think I need some readjustments to go through with.

Wat else. I so miss my friends. Yani, Surya, Jill, Afid, Mizi, Ida, Fau. Haha. And everyone, whom I don't often see anymore. Guys!! Don't forget, a day out. Well, half a day is more like it. I so want to know how you guys are doing at your school, more in detail. hehe. Mizi, Ida and Fau, beach! beach! beach! heeheee..

Oh, wic reminds me, Huda and Ratna... when we go out? Friday? Hehe. U guys decide. hehe. I just sit back and relax. Haha. Maybe for sushi aye?

Ok, dat's all for tonight. Tata everyone.

C*** talk

2005-05-15T18:16:00.000+08:00

Last night my emotions took a drastic turn. From happy to empty. On saying that, I am very sorry to those who were affected by my oh-so-ever-changing-without-a-notice moodswing. Hehe.. I feel somewhat better. Still empty but better. Thanx to those who tried cheering me up especially you. Thank you.

Last night I continued cleaning up my room. Although I'm not done yet, at least I've done most. Hehe... And I assume that my bedtime is being shifted to an earlier time, as I keep falling asleep on my half-cleared bed. Haha.. The other half is still messy with my unfinished donno-where-to-put-you-yet items. Hehe.. Or maybe it was simply a question of tiredness? Or maybe being too comfy while watching telly?.. Oh well..

This morning, I continued with the cleaning bit. Well, to be more precise, I was discarding useless stationeries and rearranging the items on my desk. I still can't figure out how to keep all these dangly wires neat though. Hmmm...

Oh, question, does anybody here know of whether it's safe to walk alone at Tasek Lama?? I asked a friend already, but I'm kinda hoping that there's another answer to that question. I feel like I need to take walks now and then. Alone. Reasons: One, I don't want to bother anyone with my useless activities and secondly, I just think I need to learn to be alone. Not that I've never been alone. It's just that... sometimes you need to be sad in order to be happy. I know this sounds like B*** S*** or maybe even the words of a pathetic loser who doesn't want to admit to herself that she's in need of company, or just trying to be in grief when she doesn't have to. I know. Those might even be the reasons actually. Who knows. I don't know my true feelings. But I do know that that is something I want to do. Well, if it's not safe, I'll just think of an alternative, which I will hopefully not disclose to anyone just so that I'll really be lonely. Pathetic me. I know.

Moving on, well, I washed the car awhile ago leaving my palm all wrinkly. And I placed my old magazines and novels in the store. And I am currently trying to do myself a new layout. Unfortunately, I have no idea where to start. All I need at the moment, are, the size (in pixels) for each part of the layout. Can anyone help me? I'll do the adobe photoshop thing myself. Hopefully. Hehe..

Tomorrow, I will be back at school, surrounded by people in uniforms. I'm going to St. Andrews tomorrow. Although I'm quite excited to go on this, what I like to call adventure, instead of observation, I'm kinda freaking out as well. Cause you see, those who are usually excited of something usually gets disappointed. So, I'm kinda already expecting the worst here. But I hope my observation will run smoothly there.

Anyhow, this afternoon I made a poem called

As of today

As of today,
There will be no more me.
As of today,
I will disappear from your life,
My very existence will live only in your memory.
As of today,
I do not know you,
And nor do you.
As of today,
I will be transformed,
Never to return to the old me.
As of today,
Should we meet again,
You will only see the new me,
And not the one that you've once known.
As of today,
I bury my memories with you,
Along with the spirit of the old me,
Whom I've chosen to leave behind.
As of today,
My tears will stop rolling for you.

-Atul5353

You know, I had a thought before making this poem. What will happen if I suddenly drop out of sight? What will happen if no one knows where I am? Too drastic. How about, if I suddenly changed? If I suddenly stop being friends with people? If I suddenly commit to a life more preserved? And while washing the car, I had the thought that maybe one has many friends because one needs a large number of friends to make one happy. Those who have little number of friends have much more self-reassurance that they don't need people to reassure them, that they are happy, and that they shouldn't worry. Cause as we all know, nothing good can come from worrying (too much).

I don't really know the reason to my blabbering today, but I hope this will enlighten you in some ways.

On a different note, well tonight will be my telly night. The kumars, malcolm in the middle...is that all? oh well...I'll jus watch one of the dvds that I've borrowed from my sis, or, the old season of charmed.

My palm (does that include fingers?) and my fingers are so wrinkly and soooo not soft. I'm not liking this. Im bushed. I keep getting dizzy after standing up from sitting ofcourse. Duh! Well, I meant the not-chair sitting but the.. I can't seem to find the word. Anyhow, I probably made such a fast attempt to stand up that I got dizzy. Hmm.. I'm beginning to believe that I'm not healthy, which is another reason why I need to do routine walks, without company so that I won't have to keep up with anyone. Hehe... cheeky, aren't I? hehe..

Well, I guess that's all for now. I hope all of you will be facing a nice life ahead of you. Which btw, just one last thing, I had a thought while washing the car. Sometimes, don't you just wish that you can be happy all the time? But then again, you'd be envious of those who would be all sad. Maybe because of the attention thay have, or maybe because, you just need to sometimes feel sad. Oh c***! I'm talking nonsense again. Oh wait, maybe it's just that things have to fair. Oh, don't mind me. My mind is drawing [insert proper word].

Oh if you're wondering why I'm putting astrix all over, it's because I'm still trying to not curse anymore. However, as you can see, I just couldn't resist. So, putting on astrixes will at least, erm, somewhat, hide my swearings. Hehe..

Goodbye everyone.

Afid's bday!!! + out with Al

2005-05-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

Well..another great day for me *thankful* hehe..

Pagi went out to surprise....AFID!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AFID!!!!

May Allah showers u with His blessings always!!! Amin!!!

Yani fetched me at 9.30am...then kami ambil cake arah Le Apple.. ah..iatahtu yg kami order ritu.. hehe.. yg kami akhir balik..hehe..Oh oh..and masa arah Le Apple.. the guy who served us masa for Yani's bday ingat kami..haha.. must be sal kami ani luan pandai..haha.. abis kan kami ubah2..haha..mesti kami jumpa the person wah and discuss and lukis2 lu..and negotiate lau buleh this way and that..I remember bday si Jill..the first Beetle cake..volkswagen ah..atu berabis ku negotiate tu..haha.. lawa ehh..masa si yani..since last minute..so ..we couldn't do much..well..THEY cudn't do much..and as for afid's ..si jill nada.. hehe..kurang org..hehe.. but nonetheless, I sure hope that u enjoyed the surprise afid.. cause I sure did..hehe

Anyway.. pastu we went to Surya's. then ke rumah si Afid... basically, kami mensurprise inda brapa menjadi lah..but.. oklah..hehe...nanti gi tani celebrate brabis Afid ah.. with Jill..ani si Jill ke Miri tia jua .. and yani kan ambil adinya..hehe..

Hehehe.. Pictures ppl...

There's a story behind that.. 'Dyglah bintang di hati kami..' haha..kami sengajakan wah tuu.. actually ..ia minat bintang wah.. sooo.. kami buat bintang in a heart.. so I came up with 'Ur the star in our hearts'... skalinya.. Si Yani went..dgn muka kesian..hehe.. "ishk.. ia lawa.. masa bday ku..'Mikin tua mikin giant' ...".. haha.. iatahtu..kami permainkan lah si afid..ia inda suka kana panggil dyg..iatah tu jadinya.. hehehe..

Proses bday.. kalau kamu bday.. tiup lilin dan potong kek yee.. hahaha..macam inda tau sj..haha..

Muka-muka perasan..haha.. nadawah.. hehe.. baik ni kami ani..haha (perasan!! haha)

Serious to Buang Karan to Cute!!! (hahaha!!!)

With the bday girl mesti besar..heehee

And last but not least...

Jgn kamu..batah kami menggambar ni..abis sakit perut olehnya..mun namanya ada dlm 8 kali kali kami bergambar inda menjadi..haha..sal..ada yg muanya langsung inda masuk...ada yg gambar muanya ganya.. ada yg terputus2 kepala..haha..bwoh, memberijab sj bunyinya..hehe

So, anyway, I reached home at around 2pm, after hang out rh si surya and liat gambar and all..hehe.. n met her nene.. hehe..and her nephew..whom she uses to apply her knowledge from developmental psychology... oh btw.. I had lots of fun talking to Yani masa in the ride..hehe..siuk siuk..always fun with her.. .. then.. zoomed to Al's. Spent some time trying to detect wi-fi on my lappie which rupanya aku lupa enable ..hahahaha.. kambanganz bnr.. then.. we left my laptop at his place for file transferring, aku and ia jalan makan at the Thai restaurant di jerudong.. (FYI: the kedai tutup this monday..hehe..sj gito.. reason: no idea..hehe) .. Then.. he joined me in my escapade for a good notebook for observation. And we finally found one at Mubarak's. Haha.. after a series of places.. haha.. which includes : Batu bersurat, Emporium batu satu, Active Art's store and finally Mubarak's. Met a few ppl along the way.. Durang lish!!! hehe.. yush, mini and lish di emporium. Durang Kamal di active...

Then balik ke rumah si al.. and... alum siap ia transfer..kacau.. we left it for about 3hrs bah..hehe.. alum jua siap..hehe.. byk wah..hehe ..oh and masa si al bawa turun my laptop..he was like.. byk msgs.. upanya aku lupa sign out my msn and my yahoo..haha.. sorry ppl yg tagur aku.. hehe.. anyway.. aku balik from his house..around.. 7+pm..hehe..

Eeeee..byk kan ku liat..cause yg si Al transfer kan atu.. charmed season 1.. hehe.. and.. he burn kan charmed season 7.. sambungannya lah.. hehe.. byk byk..yg alum sempat tadi atu.. charmed season 1 lagi.. sambungannya..and desperate housewives..hehehe.. Nanti lagi lah..

Oh..and I just got news that my plans for tomorrow terpaksa di postponed.. so now.. I have nothing planned.. hmm...maybe I'll continue cleaning up my room.. hehe..and.. watch all the movies!!!hehehe....suka ku ehh.. alot to watch.. dpn tv ganya tah ku ni..hahah..siuk eh.. abis exam!!! freedom!!! watch tv!!! hehe.. but now..mcm inda byk masa ku kan liat tv jua..haha.. teruk teruk..hehee

Well ok..dats all for today.. Enjoy ur sunday!!! hehe.. and the remainings of ur saturday nyt..hehe

Oh..and one last thing..but definitely not the least...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM!!!!

Hope u had a great bday as well.. hehe..

Alyssa's bday + DVD day..hehe

2005-05-13T20:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALYSSA!!!!

Sorry I couldn't make it tadi..well aku ngalih sal jalan2 kelmarin..so malas tah ku jalan..and then Ka Rina ke rumah jua tadi..hehehe.. anyway.. I'm sure u had a great birthday bash ryt? hehe..All the best to u!!!

Ok.. the state of my room ryt now..is a total mess!!!! Hahaha.. coz.. I was cleaning and arranging stuff dari tadi pagi..and got tired..hehe.. I got help from my sis tho.. but stilll.. ngalih ku..haha...oh.. and its still messy..cause Im not done yet.. kusut lagi ku meliat tu.. krg malam tah lagi or.. wateva..sok pagi lagi I have to wake up early.. is 8am early?? hehe.. Cause Yani's coming over at 9.30am.. hmm...buleh 8.30 eh ku bgn..hehe.. 8.45 pun bleh..hehe.. anyhow.. we have something to do with surya..which I will report tomorrow..hehe..

AND.. hehe.. Lepas kami arranging all my books atu.. my sis and adi felt tempted to buy DVDs!!! hahaha.. so we went to Joey Joe for abit..hehe..where aku kana lanja DVD ..hehe.. I bought..'PS'. hehe..Adi bought 'A series of unfortunate events'. Sofiya (my niece) bought 'Alice in Wonderland' . Karina (whom I call diding jua.. hehe.. DINGY!!! hehe.. ur diding as well ryt?? hehe.. I call my sis diding jua..at times..hehe) bought 'Beauty Shop' which she lent me sj. Since mine rosak and cannot return sal arah durang baik..chehhh.. hehe.. and..she also bought.. the whole season 4 of CSI..atu yaaaa.. hehe..

After that we went off to Seri Balai..tapi nada.. my mom pesan bingka bah..hehe.. anyway.. iatahwah calinya tuu..

Mom: Eh.. Mana kamu beli ni?
Ka Rina: Di hospital. Balai Raya nada..
Atul & Mom : Hahaha!!!! Balai raya!!!!
Ka Rina: Eh..salahkah..apa namanya tuuu.. *looks at atul*
Atul: Seri Balai lahhhhh

Oh anyway..my sis treat kami sana jua...haha..sian my sis.. hehe..

Erm.. tadi aku hantar my sis back to her crib.. skalinya.. aku pinjam a lot..and I mean alot.. haha.. alot of DVDs from her..and found some of my DVDs jua arahnya..hehe.. woohoo.. kayo movies ku ehh.. oh..and I hung out there for abit before balik..hehe

which reminds me.. goose.. nanti ku return ur DVD ah... and Ill await mine yg arahmu..hehehe...

Oh guys.. as u might have already noticed.. I have 2 tagboards.. hehe.. yg satu atu..yg dibwh..untuk sng reply kamu lah.. I got sick of doing tag replies in my post..salnya apanah.. the last post atu.. ada 5 kali kali ku buat..cause..entah knapa ..terhilang sj aniwah.. baik jua .. cause i noe itll happen again and again..I copy and paste on a notepad before I do the edits. hehe...

Well.. basically on whole, today was not such a bad day after all.. hehe.. friday the 13th..funny.. hehe.. I don't think the day is jinxed.. hehe... but I was told.. that friday the 13th is just a powerful day (don't believe this lah.. I'm just saying wat I heard..hehe) ..it can determine whether ur day will be jinxed or vice versa..or was it.. eh wait.. fuhgedabouddat...hahaha...

Erm.. tomorrow wud be total freedom to UBDians... hehe.. for tomorrow will be the last exam for this semester... so.. I wish everybody the best.. hehe.. I hope the results will turn out well for everyone!! AMIN!!!

Bah..taggers!! aku reply kamu arah tagboards ku sj ahh.. hehe.. I still very syg to buang Cbox..hehehe.. tunggu lahhhh....hehehehee

Exam over!!!

2005-05-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hehe.. As of 12.10 noon, examku diishytiharkan selesai!! haha.. woohooo!!!

my so-called study schedule.. hehe

my exam schedule.. hehe

Oooh.. liat kamuuuu .. strikes everywhere!!! hehehe.. cool!!! now i can tear them up and off of my almari..hehe..my almari works as a notice board as well bah..hehe.. suka ku ehh..

Throughout the exam I was giggling all over, Yani can be my witness.. Cali wah lecturer kami ahh..ahahah.. Before the exam starts.. he was searching for this girl bah..this girl kan.. slalu inda masuk lecture..kan the subject elective bah.. so.. should be .. the girl punya initiative sendiri kan tu.. so... she shouldn't escape escape bah..last I heard..masa antar report pun.. the lecturer had to msg org kami to ask her to hand in her report yg lama dah due.. skalinya.. tadi..she didnt turn up for the exam..and the lecturer went.. "eh..mana si [insert name] ah? rindu cikgu kan kedia!" hahaha..soo funny!!! he was joking ofcourse..and thruout the exam.. he was counting us again and again.. and the other lecturers well some lecturers present were also laughing their heads off...one even touched my seat ..kira mcm .. menagur sal kami sama2 ketawakan cikgu ku..haha.. cali bahh.. haha.. and he was repeatedly doing it.. sibuk lagi usulnya tu..hehehe...

So.. after the exam.. hehee..masa ambil paper kami.. he went.. "kim slm si [insert name] ..rindu cikgu kan kedia.." hahahah..bercali bnr cikgu atuuu..haha.. iatah.. ku tanya lagi.. "cikgu..bahapa kita malar ku liat mengira2 atu..".. " inda.. rupanya.. 22 org kamu ani.. cikgu fikir 23.. iatah malar cikgu kira atuu.." Hahaha.. habis org ikut mengira bah olehnyaaa..hahaha

Cali..caliii...hehe.. a good end to all my exams..hehe..

After the exam..me, surya and yani went off!!! we went with my car..had lunch at the mall KFC.. then we shop..well..specifically..si surya lah..sana ..hehe..she bought a pair of shoes at charles and keith..then.. di utama grand..ia bought examination pad (lawa!!) hehe..and yani bought notebook..hehe..and I finally bought Giotto!!! hehe..and then.. sugar magazine! hehe..

Then we fled off to kiulap..where we first went to vincci..where..hear this..Yani, Surya and I bought the same pair of shoes!!! haha.. same colour.. size..surya sj lain..hehe.. aku and yani sama..hehe..

Then went to joey joe..bought the watch that's been goin on in my mind..hehe .. then.. huaho..where Surya bought a notebook.. then kami ke mameh..where I ate Soto hatibuyah ku with ayam..durang minum sj..I got hungry bah..then we went off to somewhere which is left unmentioned..sal..spoil tia..ill tell u guys when its all done..hehe..

Then..around 6+ we were back at ubd..siuk ehh.. atu .. keta surya and yani ganya tinggal ah..deserted..hahaha.. and.. kuar dari ubd lagi.. 3 cars bersusun blue! hahaha.. cuteeeee!!!

and.. tadi.. had an interesting chat with ardi.. hehee..sampai inda terblog..and at the moment..syok chat2 sama org..meriah malam ani..hehe.. im currently chatting with : mizi, ida, goose, al and Faze. FUN! FUN! FUN! hehe..

Erm.. taggers!!!

TAG REPLIES

ain: aku malar sakit kepala ahh.. 2 papers in a day sux doesnt it? hehe..awuu.. abis exam kuuuu.. heheh.. having fun..hehe..donno how long itll last tho..hehe..

DingY: ahh..apakan?? inda ku paham..apa yg.. lain gaya ani??hehe..*hugs*

Erna: u think it shud be female?? hmm.. *thinks* .. hehe.. ofcourse!! they'll be great friends!!! hehe..and thanc.. awuu abis dah..don worry..urs is just a day away..hehe.. pejam celik.. abis..hehe

LiNa: yup yup..hehe.. happy..but there's nothing to be jealoused about..sal nya.. i have a month of observation to do..and reports to do..ehhe...

Kim: yeaaa..from exams that is..hehe.. awuu .. im excited for the observation..calls for new experiences..hehe...

nynx: it did! thanx..hehe

1 more to go.. headache..

2005-05-11T20:38:00.000+08:00

Ok.. First off..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YONG!!!!
Take k of urself sana ah..Mish ya babe... come back soon..hehe.. May Allah grant u happiness in this life and the next. AMIN!!! luv ya babe!!!

my story.. Sakit kepala ku.. grr.. I think I have high blood pressure.. hmm..I think lah..mudah2an tah inda..Amin..salnya kan.. aku malar sakit kepala..and tadi I had soup tulang.. yg oily ah.. for lunch..soo.. I guess that helps in giving me a painful headache..kacau..pyh ku study for exam sok.. anyhow.. I hope Ill manage anyways..

Erm.. sok aku exam school organisation and management..that's the last bit..then.. free!!! from exams..hehe..lepas atu observation..hehe.. Im excited..hehe..I wanna see how it'll be like in a skul environment again.hehee

TAG REPLIES

dee: Hahaha.. chehh..mentang2 aku sng kana tipu...hahaha

Mizi: Baik..siap dah exam..hehe.. YES!!! AMIN!!!! Mudah2 an results tani lawa.. good. AMIN!!! hehe.. Eh.. dont lose hope ayt..there's still a chance.. hehe..

Lush: haha.. kambanganz bnr..hehe.. malas ku ehh..menyamal ku..inda ku jadi makan lobster..haha..kidding babe..but malas ku jua cuba wah..karang ketagih payah krg..hahaha

Dingy: Thank u!!! hehe.. *hugs* nanti lain tia gaya ku mereply tags ni..hehe..

Frogy: hiii!!! *waves* hehe Frogy..y u don put tagboard on ur blog..easy jua add arah blogdrive..siuk jua kan..hehe..

Stop cursing tul.. hehe

2005-05-10T21:32:00.000+08:00

Weiwei..hehe

Tadi .. MOT physics punya paper was a bit of a toughie.. hehe.. payahlah.. although I told No comment to Dr. Baimba..hehe.. and he actually laughed when I said that.. He said he liked the answer..hahah.. wait till u see the answers I wrote.. hahah.. lagitia krg tu..To me ah..most of my answers were.. c**p..oh.. and ia ketawakan aku before he gave the papers out.. cali bnr kali my facial expressions masa atu.. haha.. tapi kan .. ia ani selalu ah.. ketawa kan aku catu.. tsktsk.. hehe.. But i find it syok jua..

Oh I plan on not cursing anymore..which explains the astrix. I went out with Fizah and Goose tadi after exam and after yani and I paid a the notice board at SHBIE a visit. Hehe.. We went to Aminah Arif.. hehe.. Very last minute.. haha.. kesian durang olehku...sorry peeps..after that we went off to Huaho for a bit..then balik..on the way balik.. I told fizah and goose that I wanted to stop cursing, back to the old me who don't curse, and naturally Fizah did not agree with me. She didnt want me to return to the old me whom she considered less of fun then the one now..haha.. anak atu.. well fun plang nya..but not as fun as now..haha.. anyhow.. iatah tu.. and mcm2 lah durang place bet and all. But I didn't agree on any one of them..haha.. *cluckcluck* hahah.. salnya.. yg mengalihkan sj wah durang ah..they noe my weakness.. mun durang suruh aku naik bukit shahbandar.. sorry!!! and jog..nooooo!!! hahaha..my pemalashness is just way too powerful..haha...

But..tadi.. 2 curses terlapas.. one was.. b***h.. and the other was... d**n.. haha....no matter.. Ill try harder...hehehe...

Eh mlm ani mismatch.. I wanna watch..malar ku miss..this time I just have to..

Oh yeah.. I ONLY HAVE ONE MORE PAPER TO GO!!!! (6 down).. The last one is on the 12th in the morning.. hehe.. then..its FREEDOM!!! well.. at least for the rest of the week..pastu observation..which I consider would be a nice experience ..no??? hehehe.. Im looking forward to that actually.

Oh.. I'm thinking of naming my car JJ (pronounced as Jayjay) ..what do u guys think? any other suggestions?? Erna...hehe.. awuuu roby inda buleh..hahah..

Anyhow..

TAG REPLIES

Dee: YUP!!! HUGE!!! hehe..iakah? eksen kah.. hmm.. to me mcm banar semuanya... haha.. I must be easy to fool! haha..

Alyssa: Thank u.. hehe.. Oh and thanx for the invite..InsyaAllah ah.. hehe.. ehh..yg mana fake ani?

Bebeh: Haha....Awuuuu.. hehe.. Slurp...

Lush: Haha..yaa..batah dah inda makan satak..hehe..lobster??neh... inda ku pandai..bah lush lanja aku lobster nanti ah.. kira u introduce me to eat lobster tarus lanja.. hehehe..

Weird pix

2005-05-09T23:40:00.001+08:00

Hehe.. I didn't do much studying today, even though exam ku sok! haha.. I even went out with goose tadi..haha.. well...at least my cravings for soto hatibuyah dah habis.. hehe.. Wish me luck for it anyways huh.. hehe.. krg malam and sok pagi lagi ku study..hehe

Anyway.... got emails today yg.. lain lain..hehe.. see for ur self..weird pictures.. hehe

(psst.. al.. this [below] is satak..hehe..oversized plang ni..hehe )

(hell and al..iatah ni yg tani ckpkan ahh...hehehe..again..oversized..hehe)

TAG REPLIES

Erna: Hiii.. hehe.. Thank u hon.. U made my day.. hehe.. Eh..mau di try ni potato salad si hjh ani..lain kali ampiti ku ehh...hehe

Emma29: Thanx.. Afee made it for me. Hehe..but my idea lah.. hehe.. still compliments to afee..

sza: *hugs* .. mish u too babe..hehe..

Oops

2005-05-08T20:22:00.000+08:00

Oops.. I gave in..hahaha..

Initially, I didn't. You see, the day started as boresville mania. And continued on through the day.. Then at 2+pm, I gave up. I went out, despite the fact that no one was available to accompany me. hehe.. So, I went around. Places : Pantai tungku, Supasave mabohai and Kiulap. Hehe..And there is where I gave in.. Hehe.. I bought a VCD and a DVD. HAHA.. Oopsss.. hehe... I bought Sembilu 2005 and Beauty shop. At supasave i bought stuff for Mashed potatoes, which I made the instant I returned home. Hehe... Coolies. At least this time, I didn't get carried away with my emotions.

Hehe.. Hence, mango juice and mashed potatoes can now be striked out off my cravings list. Hehe. I bought cheesecake in a box. The one that you just have to add milk and butter to it, and kapoof .. cheesecake. hehe.. Been so long since I saw one. So, I decided to snatch one. But, Im not gonna make it now. I'm full due to the incredibly delicious mashed potatoes that I made..haha.. Kidding.. they're not incredibly delicious, they're super incredibly delicious. Hahaha.. Awuwah.. simple je.. hehe..

Oohh.. I have a poem.. I made it .. a few days ago.. I keep forgetting to post it in here.. Blame it on my memory. hehe..

Doomed to be the unloved,
that is I.
Doomed to be alone,
that is still, I.
Doomed to be the unfortunate,
always I.
But I wish you all the best.

Atul 5353

U are very much welcomed to comment on the poem.

Sigh... guys.. actually.. I made a long post wah..skalinya.. masa taruh smileys.. hilang ... part of the post..geram betul lah.. and so tired. So, sampai itu sj this time. Until nex time.. hehe.. toodles. hehe..Oh and plus.. i tried adding on smileys tadi..and ada error..ngalih ku cari the cause.. hehe..soo...my post is without smileys this time. chehh..

Tired.

2005-05-07T21:03:00.000+08:00

The exam tadi.. payah sikit to me.. all because.. aku ngalih menulis..hahah.. benar..ngalih ku menulis.. inilah paper pertama for this semester yg aku minta extra paper.. hehe ...cubatah dpt main taip sj ah..bawa laptop kah..apakah.. inda jua ngalih bnr.. and my mind was like sooo tired, I couldn't even think critically, so i headed off to the toilet.. hehe.. anyhow.. 5 down!!! 2 more to go..awuuu aku tau byk org abis today..mine abis.. 12th..but no worries..im content.

Erm.. apa ahh.. Wah..Im craving alot of stuff masani..but.. Im with-holding everything.. hehe.. wasting money..haha.. well..I will eventually.. liatlah..masa ku bnr2 berguna..hehe .. but .. that might be very soon..hahah....

Wahh.. I so wanna go out..but not tonyt..hehe..ngalih ku..plus i wanna watch mcm2 aznil later.. I wanna go out tomorrow..hehe.. bwohhhh.. hehe.. the devil in me is surfacing! hahaha.. i wanna lepaskan stress sok..before my nex 2 exams.. my mom suggested that I stay at home to relax.. pfft.. I've been doin that for a long time .. hehe.. batah dah ku inda jalan2.. tapi..mcm bored jua ku jln2 atu..too much temptation..liatlah..lau ada good offer .. hehe

Wah..ngalih ku eh rini.. im physically and mentally tired.. sighh.. anywayz..

TAG REPLIES

Afee: Difahami..difahami..hahaha..

Bebeh: Hahaha.. paluianz.. haha.. mun terimagiine.. muntah tu ehh.. jalan??bah lakastah..hahaha

Lush: Terbunuh? astagah... kau ani tah benar... mun terbunuh.. inda tia ko popular..hehehe.. yg popular yg membunuh.hahah

Ain: har de har.. hehe.. Will try to control for this month..InsyaAllah.

dee: ohs.. Thanx yea.. keep on reading and tagging then..hehe

Erna: Thank u..iatah aku tgh fikir ni.. thinking of Jayjay..hmm.. but mcm lain tia jua.. still thinking.. hehe.. ehh.. seribu!!! luan handal.. kau inda lagi batah tuu.. hantar berian krg tu..beribu2 hehehe.. bykk.. lanja ahh..hahaha

Diana: Ye ke?? hehe.. Diana lanja atul lahh...haha..

Huda: takpe takpe.. my time will come..hehehe..

Lush: hahaha.. difahami..difahami.. eleh..elaunnya kuar jua ahhh.. hahaha

***Edit

My dad just bought me chocolates..little stuff goes a long way with me.. hehe.. aku tadi tanya whether ia ada chocolate..hehe..aku lau stress.. chocolates.. ice cream ku cari tu..including coke..hehe.. ialah..upanya he went out tadi..and bought me chocolates...ritu..he bought me..cadbury cashew nut..but i asked for hazelnut..but tak kisahlah..asal ada nuts.. hehe..skali..ani ia beli roast almond.. and i went.. Knapa inda hazelnut??? atu nya ..lain kali lagi..kahkah.. still again..tak kesah..asal ada nuts..hehe.. puas... beta puas.. heheh..

/edit

Allowance finally out.

2005-05-06T19:35:00.000+08:00

Allowance kuar tadi pagi!!! Woohooo!!!

So, consequently, I went out with my lil brother, Adi, to do a lil bit of shopping, strictly for necessities only. Hehe. I don't want to spend profusely on unnecessary items. Hehe.. I really want to give being thrifty another go. Wish me luck. I know it'll be tough, and somehow I know that it won't work in the end, but there's no harm in trying now is there. Hehe..

Oh.. we met up with Suryiana and Fizah jua tu tadi.. spent some time with them before fleeing off with my lil bro.hehe..

Anyway.. aku alum abis study yg untuk exam esok.. I've only gone thru like.. 5 pages..hahaa.. handal ahh.. hehe..

Wat else ah?? nothing else to say I guess. except...

TAG REPLIES

feeefs:hi! * salutes back* Bully? eh sapa yg bully sapa ni?? aku jua yg bully kau..hehe.. I miss bullying u!!! Haha..bawa ko jln? cana.. we're not even in the same continent at the moment! hahahaa...Oh awuuu..exam.. krg ku study..hehe.. ehh..yaaa.. the food looks ok.. but the tempat..haiyo.. hehe

Ain: Hehe.. bah ain.. lajutah jalan .. makan arah ET tani..ko lanja..hehehe

dee: Thank u.. hehe.. :) .. erm dee.. may i noe who u r? if u don mind..hehe

LiNaMarLyN: Thanx babe.. hehe.. ehhh manaja..asal bisai jalannya..hehee...

nynx: Hahahahaha...Nynx love toilets?? hahaha.. kambang.. 1..aku 3!!! wahhhh..kambangz.. hehehe..takpe takpe.. hehe.. 3 inda byk bah..*urk* hehe..

Lush: Haha.. lapar ko?? haha.. sal liat atu kah? baik nada rasa mu kan ke toilet jua? hehe

Teah: haha.. ya..cool eh? I wonder what would happen if they have one branch in Brunei.. nada kali org ngaga..heheh..

Dee (the other one): Oh..well..nvm then.. I wonder who the other dee is.. anyhow..ur welcome..Wanna link?

The wait is finally over..

2005-05-05T19:53:00.000+08:00

Kamuuuu!!!!

My car is here!!!

Its been sooo long of a wait..and it's finally here....oh..my car is a simple nissan sunny.. blue metallic.. hehe..and not a smart car..altho i wish it was..hehe..but still.. woohooo!!! Hehe..finally my very own car..now i can strike out that car off my wishlist..hehe... yeaaaa... ill do that after I post this..

anyhow.. ceta.. I had my english exam tadi..not bad..hehe..oklah..hehe..at least inda seteruk last year..last yr ..havoc! salnya.. not enuf time.. too much work..ani.. ngam lah..cause.. lau aku siap before others that means..masa atu..kira oklah..but if i finish ngam2 the time..that means..inda cukup time cause byk org inda siap tu biasanya..hehehe... Speedy wah aku ani..tapi answers inda guarantee lah.. hehehe..anyway.. got 3 more papers to go.. 4 down already..hehe..

Oh..tadi I saw my MOT physics lecturer.. got a C+ for my coursework.yea.. gud enuf for me.. im satisfied..cause I thought that I'd be getting a C- or a D wah..hehehe...

anyhow.. ritu I got an email from jeedah.. its about a restaurant some place.. a picture's worth a thousand words..and Ive got 2... feast ur eyes on these...

But still.. come on.. mcm beri gali jua tu..well..unique plang..hmm.. mcm ok jua ah..its clean..hehe..but..entah ehh..hehehe

Im still very very happy.. one other reason would be that my relationship with someone is finally uplifting from a really bad and long.. ermm.. entah..ehhee.. well.. enuf said about that lah.. hehee..wah... 05/05/05 (hel.. i noe u r sooo liking today..ur number ahhh...hehe) is truly a very nice day for me.. hehe.. well of course there were some screw ups along the way..but still.. awesome.. hehe

Aida.. hehe.. ohss.. ur brothers first yrs.. both? hehe.. wish them good luck for their exams..hehee..

Oh..my apologies to my fellow bloggers..ada yg jrg ku aga masa ani..sorry ah.. exam wah..hehe..

Bah atu ja kali kamu.. Have a nice day!!!

U japanese?

2005-05-04T19:34:00.000+08:00

Exam socio tadi..so-so lah..hehehe.. aku kuar awal! haha.. cali lagi tu eh.. Cikgu selamat dpn ku wah.. memblock.. ia berjalan slow lagi tu..heehee.. inda ia sadar aku di belakang..dah senyum and almost ketawa org exam meliat aku berjalan terpaksa slow sal ia slow.. invigilator lah maklum.. skali..sampai ia tanya.. siapkah? hahah.. duh..hehe.. yup..good tutor lah Selamat atu.. I think..penagur..hehe.. mcm ritu.. ia tagur... mcm2 lah.. as in.." cubatah senyum.. ani marung ganya.." or.." luan jua kedikita (mcm tua sj aku ani) ani ..kan exam ani inda lagi pandai senyum.." hehehe.. biasa jua ia kali kan aku ani.. cause in his tutorial class aku malar present.. aku ani lagi.. bak kata si erna.. mcm the sun..hehe..cheerful..hehe.. and..funny..salnya.. entah.. aku jawab atu kali.. memaloi jenis nya.. and aku lau cikgu atu ngam dgn aku..bah.. jawapan ku.. yg cali2 jua lah.. hehe. which reminds me of a story.... masa aku form 5..

The conversation between me and my chemistry teacher..witnessed by the rest of the class..

*pls make note..that he was just joking...hehe*

Mr. Choo : Azimatul..I don't like u.. ur japanese...(not that I am even remotely related to the japanese community)
Atul: Wats wrong with being a japanese?
Mr. Choo : they are bad ppl.. they killed my dad.. potong kepala..
Atul: That was in the past sir..let bygones be bygones..
Mr. Choo: no.. I'm still angry..
Atul: Sir.. Ur car is made in japan.. ur pen even is made in japan.. And still ur angry at Japan??
Mr. Choo: *looks at pen* .. hmph.. *give up*
Atul n the rest of the class: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA *burst in laughters*

I won there..hahahaha

anyhow.. erm..ialah.. tadi exam..org yg ku inda sangka sangka kuar awal..like.. Yani..and Aziz..hehe.. ajaib..hehee...

Ok.. apa lagi.. oh.. I made a pact with dad before he drop me off wah.. I said.. ambil aku.. when I call.. adalah this and that he said..so we settled for..aku call..sampai ia reject.. that means ambil bah.. skalinya.. dijawabnya masa ku call!!! kambanganz bnr.. so in the car.. I was fretting and all.. now i cant misscall ppl...inda plang ku marah berabis tu... just geram...hehe..skalinya.. *poof* out from my dad's pocket.. an easi card!!! syg abah!!!hehehe...

then..aku lapar ke tahap maksima bah.. berbunyi perutku..so afta kami ambil my lil bro, adi, from tuition.. we fled off to the mall.. I had ET's fried rice chicken chinese style, teh tarik, cucur pisang.. and sausage..haha.. Tapinya kan.. yg Et's atu.. inda senyaman dulu lagi..napa ia ah?? hmmm..

then balik..

Sok.. exam english... heeheee ..alum ku prepare.. oh btw... tadi.. siapa tanya aku ani ah..si ezah kali..

Ezah: Atul, ready ko exam??
Atul: Nope.. We are never ready for an exam.. hahaha
Nora: Awuuuu..bnr tuuu..hahahah

yes yes.. heheh

Oh yeah.. 3 exams down.. 4 more to go...woohooo..then .. observation..hehehe.. n then..holz..hehehe...wish me luck! hehe..

Apa baik title nya ah..hehe

2005-05-03T19:43:00.000+08:00

First...

AKU ON LEVEL 12 Zuma!!!! suka ku eh..haha.. giler.. musim exam main game..but takpe..it helps my mind to unwind.... but YEA!!!finally..

Last night btw..was so weird.. org2 yg antar msg arah aku lah..

Afid..bertanya bila exam english..mcm tah ia nada the jadual..hehehe
Mizi bagi fwd msg.. so unlike him..tadi isinya.. very much like him.. haha..mengucapkan aku.. haha
Yati .. msg.. sal examku tadi.. and.. wishing me luck.. Jrg ku kan dpt msg dari ia ani..

Btw.. I didn reply to eeven one ..haha..malas ku..credit ku..nazak..hehe.. iatah..save for yg penting sj..hehehe..oh allowance..bila lah kau ada..

Oh.. and last nite.. I saw that someone online wah..hehe.. skalinya..kana marahi ku.. haha..kana suruh study..haha...

So.. the paper tadi..buleh dikategorikan..as payah sikit..mun namanya.. nada org seclass ku atu yg kuar awal..percaya kamu?! haha.. but.. im not gonna talk more about that...instead..here's wat ull find funny..hehehe

Dad: Akhir ko keluar eh... inda ko baca msg abah kah..
Atul: Org periksa mana dpt check mobile..hahaha
Dad: ehhh.. hehe..aniwah..udah ko cek?
Atul: awu.. apa tu ah...sal keluar apa..
Dad: Ukan atu.. cuba ko cek bnr2..baca..
Atul:"Eh.. Lama jua ko keluar, abah tunggu di luar." *raises eyebrow..mcm terclick*
Dad: nah kan..lawa..luar luar...
Atul: Chehhhh..nah kan.. tau ku wah abah aniiii..

Anyway.. sok exam socio!!! the one i dread the most! wahhhh... aku baru baca 2 chapters!!! god!!! giler.. krg ku study.. hopefully.. my concentration and anything that is related to better grades will help later... and tomorrow.. heheh..wah.. 5 more to go.. (2 down)...

eshh.. my body temperature is heating up.. probably side effect bakas luan bersejuk dlm exam hall.. sejuk bnr tadi ahhh.. ishkishk..

Ermm..aku buat tag replies here lah...

TAG REPLIES

Afee: awuuu..serious berabis ia mengikat plastik ahhh..bulehhh.. hahaha

Maleeya: I love bio..but had to drop it..since i don wanna go for med kan..wat for..but rindu ku tu kan bio ahh..

Aida: Yup yup..hehe.. thanx.. ur bros ambil apa? year?

Erna: Hahaha.. ialah..ngalih kali tangan ah.. iatah..kite mesti buat senaman jari sebelum masuk exam..hahaha.. eh..inda lagi lama abis kan?? 12/5 jua.. ko bila kan??? Entah ah.. aku inda ingat..gipun.. inda ku berapa mendgr masa classnya.. wat i noe is..he's very linient.. very.. inda pandai marah lah mukanya atu.. heheh

Rawini: Hehe..bagus..bagus.. begitulah kehendak saya..hehehee

Huda: *bear hug back* ..finals mana ni? yg ani kah.. hehe..thanx..u 2 babez.. and..yup.. I saw u too.. hehe.. exam.. baca post..hehe ..pemalas aku ah..hahaha

Exam + Funnies...

2005-05-02T18:16:00.000+08:00

Psycho exam tadi was .. oklah..not so bad.. but.. let my grade nanti be the judge.. can't say anything more.. Oh.. I wonder how Kim did.. today..was sooo funny..

1st funny story...

Si jill minta extra paper wah for exam, skalinya kan, ia angkat tangan kan tuu... then si mundiya..our lecturer nampak and went in her direction.. tapinya kan..limpas!!! ahahha.. bangangku meliat..skali.. si mundiya ani..terbangang tia jua..skali... malas tia ingau.. inda ia nampak atu kan..mengambil papers org balik tia sj..skalinya.. si jill mcm ..WAT?? haha.. iatah..cali cali.. mcm malar si jill angkat tangan..hahaha.. aku pun ketawa ani wah.. wic i later covered dgn batuk..hehehe... hahaha.. but she eventually did get the paper..hehhee

2nd funny story

Ubd has this rule where u cant leave the exam hall 30mins prior to the end of the exam.. skalinya kan.. durang inda announce lagiwah masa the time inda buleh kuar lagi..iatah byk lecturers jadi polis trafik..STOP! haha.. byk wah..students berdiri and almost kuar.. kana panggil balik and kana suruh duduk..hahaha..cali lah....ketawa sikit2 lah ku tu..hehehe

3rd funny story

Aku ketawakan diriku sendiri masa exam...sal.. tippex ku abis!!! haha..I knew tinggal sikit dahhh..hahaha..tapinya.. well.. aku atu pemalas wah kan meminta keratas lagi.. ialah.. aku tippex yg salah atu..instead of crossing it off.. ialah.. mcm.. buleh.. sakit lagi tangan ku tu menippex...hehe.. soooo....abis exam.. went off to huaho ..and bought my tippex..wic leads me to my 4th funny story.

4th funny story

My cousin's husband arah cashier wah.. and kami sebelahnya..inda ia nampak.. kami queue belakang ia lah.. skalinya.. me and my dad ani..cam sindir2 ia.. like .. "wah..concentrate jua mengikat atu.." inda kana layan! percaya kamu!! atu kan nyaring suara ku ani..iatah...masa atu kan..malar lah kami buat catu.. And..iatah..sampai aku pun..in doubt plang wah..iakah ni?? lurus kan ni bah? skali.. finally.. he toleh arah kami.. tertoleh.. and went "Lailahailallah..." hahah.. baru tia nampak.. that's not all.. masa kuar dari huaho ..keta kami bertemu.. inda jua ia notice..sdgkan aku bagi ia jalan tu ah.. sudah atu.. masa jam atu.. adalah.. aku didepan ia.. i was on the other lane.. skalinya kan.. sudah ia di depan balik..barutah ia melambai..hahaha..

Ok..dats all peeps for today.. I gotta get back to my studying.. MOT maths sok.. tapi otakku.. "tul.. socio tul.. alum ko study ahh.." ..grrr...

Oh btw.. special thanx to erna..for the compliment.. "I'M LIKE THE SUN!" hehehe.. suka ku mendgr..tapi aku andangnya di skulah cheerful..most of the time..otherwise ud see me looking all tired.. hehe..

break.. hehe..

2005-05-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

Hehehe.. Esok aku exam...

Iklan jap...hooray..my dad brought home with him my favourite magnum almond..and chox..actually i asked for hazelnut cadbury..but he got me cashew nut..hmm..never tried it..but wat the heck..awuuuu aku gila chocolate tonyt..must be because of the pressure from studying.. *end of iklan* hehheehe

anyway..today..was mainly..baca buku...main game zuma..n being online..oh n watching tv..oh and plus..tipun si dodo..jap plang ganya.. and msging ppl up..hehe..alternatively lah...tapi..on whole..byk lagi rehatku dari membaca..haha...

Oh..thanx everyone for all the hugs and bear hugs..really appreciate it.. hehe..

Anyway.. I can't and won't be long.. need to sambung study after this.. tapiiii...ishhh.. aku exam developmental psychology kan sok.. iatah.. ive been studying that all day.. but in my head "tul.. baca socio mu... uve only read 2 chapters! n u wont have enuf time to study it rigorously for it..better use the time now.." but no..im tempted..but no.. Aku plan..lau ku siap baca ani awal.. ill go thru some socio later..but.. it doesnt look like its gonna be that way..we'll say.. i might stay up late.. best time to study..hehe.. but MOT maths ku lagi..eh..atu sok malam.. so when for my socio...grrrrr... ehhehe.. bah bah.. byebye y'all.. apa usulnya.. inda ku blog tu ah..but i doubt it..hehe..im addicted to blogging..hehe..we'll see..hehe..

Oh and psst...

Happy Birthday Alai (Juzailee)!!!!

Soo not in the mood...

2005-04-30T19:07:00.000+08:00

Sigh~~~~

Just.. soo not in the mood.. to ..entah.. Im just.. depressed.. for no particular reason.. I'm in need of a bear hug at the moment.. ishkkk... ntah eh.. even my diet for today is ... mostly bananas..haha..and sikit berabis..im very hungry..i think..but.. sooo..ntah ehh.. i donno watve came over me..

Oh my thanx to those yg slalu visit my blog.. hehe..

Story.. went to ubd today.. jumpa jill.. ratna.. afid.. and fau..

seee.. Im so not in the mood..

EH WAIT!!! Ada!!!

Erna kan kawin!!! Woohooo!!! Im so happy for her... altho still depressed.. I can lift up a smile for her.. hehe... congratz erna!!! riuh aku ahh..hehehe...

but still..im not in the mood...atu sj for today.. lau ku bermood apa usulnya krg..ku edit lah.. for now.. noooo... sighh.. I want a bear hug..

Another piece of the Big stale news.

2005-04-29T19:35:00.000+08:00

First of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAUZIA!!!!!

May you live a long and prosper life with those who are dear to you. And may happiness be your companion at all times.

*hugs Fau*

Now on to wat I did today.. nothing much really.. hehe.. except ..went on the phone with Fizah tadi.. had a wild time.. oh yeah.. my cousing beranak today..to a baby boy..congratz..hehehe..wic brings me to another surprise of the week... u noe.. the Big but stale news I keep getting this week..hehe.. iatah..kami atu ngira2 wah..brapa dah cucu my bubesar ani.. skali.. kami kira..14.. my mom and dad kira before that..without us present.. 15..weird kan..so me and adi.. hairan..skalinya.. ada tia my cuz ani dtg.. the brother to my cuz yg branak anilah..skali.. ceta punya ceta.. rupanya ada sorang inda bersebut..and me and adi went.. "WHO??" .. my other cousin beranak like more than 3 months ago..and I just found out tadi..like WAT! What have u been doing tul??!! hahaha.. bnr juaa tuu.. hahahaha anyway.. I had a wild time talking with fizah today..syok syok... but nex time.. get Kudin out of the way.. annoying anak ah..in a good way plang..but still..hehe.. and we now have good plans to look forward to masa cuti! yeaaa!!!! hehehe...

Oh and to kim.. awu..alum ku belajar psycho.. tomorrow i start insyaAllah.. hehe... I promised u that ill post it tonight kan.. so here it goes..

Exam timetable

2/5 - Developmental Psychology (2pm - 5pm)
3/5 - MOT Maths (2pm-5pm)
4/5 - Sociology of the school (2pm - 5pm)
5/5 - English (9am - 11am)
7/5 - Introduction to education and teaching (2pm - 5pm)
10/5 - MOT Physics (2pm - 5pm)
12/5 - Management and organization in schools (9am - 12pm)

So u see.. I don have much time to study Maths and Socio wah.. thats why i have to study them first.. sikit plang ganya oleh ku..but still..hehehe.. Socio atu tah lagiii.. and maths...mcm byk kan dibaca takut ku inda terabis.. hehehe..

Ok peeps..thats all for today I guess.. imma keep it short today... tata all..

Cravings for Banana Splits explained.

2005-04-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

Stories to tell. Hmm...

Today went off to ubd..bumped into Jill..syok sakan kami ceta atu..sampai duduk aniwah.. d clt ah.. arah floor ah.. hahaha... atu baru ia..syok ceta kami..hahah.. then she fled home.. while i went off to the library.. hehe..by then it was about 12 btw.. hehe...Did some studying for MOT maths and for Socio.... masa MOT maths.. aku kana tipun.. so I hurried out ..upanya si Dodo (goose) haha..buang boring lagi tu anak atu..haha..But that was fun goose..a surprise cum break from my studying..hehe..

Then.. around kan kul 2 atu.. Jumpa Ratna.. she studied with me jap lah.. hehe.. kelurusan jua masatu..aku ngalih dah study.. I noe ppl.. I suck at this..hehe.. inda tahan lama with books.. hehe.. seriously I envy those who can pull out hours and hours and more hours on studying...revising.. me.. cannot..hehe..skjap ganya dpt..lepas atu main paksa tia..hehe.. and usually yg main paksa ani..inda masuk..hehe.. but...that session was good.. masuk jua lah..hehe..

Oh.. and after that..went of and saw Datin.. I got a B for my coursework.. cheehhh.. hehe.. im not being kambang ahh mizi ah..hehe..

Then.. fetch my lil bro and we fled off to Soon Lee to do a little shopping..and by little..I mean LITTLE.. hehe.. sal.. wat we bought were: Newspaper, 2 drinks, Kitkat bar, Munchy mushroom soup. Heheh..all summed up to less than $5. hehe.. sooo.. not bad..

Then..balik and went online..then went on the phone with Dodo..whom later explained how jealous he was when he read my blog about me eating DQ banana split.. haha.. wic btw...led us to several taisliuring conversations.. hahah.. byk ku taisliur..oh btw goose..I managed to get my dad to buy me Kway Teow..hahah.. Oh..and speaking of banana split... Imma paste something here ayt...

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This is interesting. After Reading this, you'll never look at a banana in the same way again.

Bananas. Containing three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose combined with fiber, a banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy.

Research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous
90-minute workout. No wonder the banana is the number one fruit with the world's leading athletes.

But energy isn't the only way a banana can help us keep fit. It can also help overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must to add to our daily diet.

Depression:
According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND amongst people suffering from depression, many felt much better after eating a banana. This is because bananas contain tryptophan, a type of protein that the body converts into serotonin, known to make you relax, improve your mood and generally make you feel happier.

PMS:
Forget the pills - eat a banana. The vitamin B6 it contains regulates blood glucose levels, which can affect your mood.

Anemia:
High in iron, bananas can stimulate the production of hemoglobin in the blood and so helps in cases of anemia.

Blood Pressure:
This unique tropical fruit is extremely high in potassium yet low in salt, making it the perfect to beat blood pressure. So much so, the US Food and Drug Administration has just allowed the banana industry to make official claims for the fruit's ability to reduce the risk of blood pressure and stroke

Brain Power:
200 students at a Twickenham (Middlesex) school were helped through their exams this year by eating bananas at breakfast, break, and lunch in a bid to boost their brain power. Research has shown that the potassium-packed fruit can assist learning by making pupils more alert.

Constipation:
High in fiber, including bananas in the diet can help restore normal bowel action, helping to overcome the problem without resorting to laxatives.

Hangovers:
One of the quickest ways of curing a hangover is to make a banana milkshake, sweetened with honey. The banana calms the stomach and, with the help of the honey, builds up depleted blood sugar levels, while the milk soothes and re-hydrates your system.

Heartburn:
Bananas have a natural antacid effect in the body, so if you suffer from heartburn, try eating a banana for soothing relief.

Morning Sickness:
Snacking on bananas between meals helps to keep blood sugar levels up and avoid morning sickness.

Mosquito bites:
Before reaching for the insect bite cream, try rubbing the affected area with the inside of a banana skin. Many people find it amazingly successful at reducing swelling and irritation.

Nerves:
Bananas are high in B vitamins that help calm the nervous system.

Overweight and at work:
Studies at the Institute of Psychology in Austria found pressure at work leads to gorging on comfort food like chocolate and crisps. Looking at 5,000 hospital patients, researchers found the most obese were more likely to be in high-pressure jobs.
The report concluded that, to avoid panic-induced food cravings, we need to control our blood sugar levels by snacking on high carbohydrate foods every two hours to keep levels steady.

Ulcers:
The banana is used as the dietary food against intestinal disorders because of its soft texture and smoothness. It is the only raw fruit that can be eaten without distress in over-chronicler cases.
It also neutralizes over-acidity and reduces irritation by coating the lining of the stomach.

Temperature control:
Many other cultures see bananas as a "cooling" fruit that can lower both the physical and emotional temperature of expectant mothers. In Thailand, for example, pregnant women eat bananas to ensure their baby is born with a cool temperature.

Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD):
Bananas can help SAD sufferers because they contain the natural mood enhancer tryptophan.

Smoking:
Bananas can also help people trying to give up smoking. The B6,B12 they contain, as well as the potassium and magnesium found in them, help the body recover from the effects of nicotine withdrawal.

Stress:
Potassium is a vital mineral, which helps normalize the heartbeat, sends oxygen to the brain and regulates your body's water balance. When we are stressed, our metabolic rate rises, thereby reducing our potassium levels. These can be rebalanced with the help of a high-potassium banana snack.

Strokes:
According to research in “The New England Journal of Medicine,” eating bananas as part of a regular diet can cut the risk of death by strokes by as much as 40%!

Warts:
Those keen on natural alternatives swear that if you want to kill off a wart, take a piece of banana skin and place it on the wart, with the yellow side out. Carefully hold the skin in place with a plaster or surgical tape!

So, a banana really is a natural remedy for many ills. When you compare it to an apple, it has four times the protein, twice the carbohydrate, three times the phosphorus, five times the vitamin A and iron, and twice the other vitamins and minerals. It is also rich in potassium and is one of the best value foods around. So maybe its time to change that well-known phrase so that we say, "A banana a day keeps the doctor away!"

PASS IT ON TO YOUR FRIENDS
PS: Bananas must be the reason monkeys are so happy all the time!

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That explains it..now doesnt it.. kan i said that I crave for Banana splits when Im all depressed or stressed out... SEEE!!! yg bolded ones.. but some bolded ones are just for u to focus on..hehe.. hut SEEE!!!! they actually help!! hahaha.. mcm apa..oh and yg italic atu..now isnt that a good tip for the upcoming exam..hehe..and the strenuous studying we're all into right now.. hahaha..

WAT?! OMG! I cant believe it.. I want banana split right now..hahaha... well I cant just have plain pisang.. hehe.. well I can actually..but the pisang is nyummier on yg banana split atu..and the ice cream helps!!!hehehe.. nyumnyum...slurppppp~~~~~

Oh..and after that.. Fau called.. Had a wild chat time with her.. that was fun..hehe.. anyway....I have something here....

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY FAU!!!! 294!!!

Hehe.. imma post actual birthday wishes for u tomorrow.. and InsyaAllah..ill get u a gift.. if my wallet permits..hehe...

Oh and U noe wat.. I think kan.. this week is such a surprising week for me..salnya kan.. I keep getting HOT but stale news.. Yaaa...Im like the last person to noe.. selalu!!! EEEEE!!!! bnr.. I found out something about this person..and the thing happend like a month ago..and I only found out..like this week.. skalinya.. ada lagi.. this person.. mcm.. batah kali dah together...and I only found out tadi..like OMG... apsal aku byk ketinggalan dgn hal ehwal semasa (hehe.. ;p) yg tidak berkaitan dgn politik mahupun yg betul2 berguna kepada awam..haha.. well..not like I noe sal atu jua kali..but..I shud noe about the hottest gossips around..inda kah??chehh.. wahh..busybody aku ani eh.. but then again.. being alert and knoowledgeable about ur surroundings are important..Its just how u carry it.. but..chehhh..why oh why am i always the last to noe.. sighhh...

well.. oryt..thats all for now.. tata all.. and thanx for dropping by my site..hehe.. I noe ada silent readers out there..cause.. I decided to do something lain tadi..hehe.. I went online tadi ptg ryt.. and then.. I noted down the number of visitors.. then.. tadi..I checked..it increased by 20+ tapinya.. i only had 2 taggers.. weird huh? tag wah ppl..hehehe... Or are those ppl yg just checking whether Ive posted or not..hmmm.. anyways.. Oryt then.. ciao for now..hehehe...

Not much to say

2005-04-27T20:44:00.000+08:00

Ok.. today.. was.. so and so... actually.. it was kinda dull.. but.. I got myself DQ's banana split.. sooo.. not bad.. hehe.. I like! hehehe..

Apa gi kan ku ceta ah...erm.. oh yaa.. i had a wonderful and long chat with Mizi last nite.. that was great mizi...let's do it again sometime.. hehehe.. cali yg bnrnya anak ani.. hahaha..

apa gi ceta ku ani ah.. Im hooked on Zuma!!! Im still stuck at level 9..bencikuuuuu!!!! wahhh....hehehe..

apa lagi ah..wahh..there's nothing else to say.. hehe.. i did some studying tadi..only some.. and i just ..awu..just.. planned my study schedule..as in.. wat to study on wic day..and Ive just discovered.. I DON HAVE ENUF TIME... hahaa.. Ive been wasting my time all this while..grrr... but then again.. Im the last minute kind.. lau awal.. palui sj..why?? my memory sucks.. hahaha..true.. *nudges mizi* ..ryt mizi?? hehe.. NAVSTAR.. (inside joke..hehe)..wat was that again..palui ah.. 2 kali dah.. Navigation Sattelite Transmitor And Receiver kah??? antamz..hahaha..

I want to go jalan with goose!!!! Dodo!! jalan!!! hehe.. giler eh..musim demam kan exam ani wahh..hahahhaa..

Sighh.. seeing that nada lagi kan ku post.. imma do tag replies ayt..

TAG REPLIES

Ain: Thanx darlz.. well.. cuti.. erm.. aku observation lai a month..then siapkan all reports apa.. then.. barutah ku cuti.. hehee.. but im happy with it.. aku inda suka cuti luan lama.. hehe..nothing to do..unless if i do have something to do..hehe

Erna: I can see ur smiles on ur webpage..hehe..but still..yaa.. i miss ur smile too..infact..everyone's smiles.. hehe.. and thanx for the compliments.. hehe.. tapikan.. cam itik kana timbak ani..cana usulnya ah??hahaha.. btw..erna.. bila pindah blogspot?hehehe.. aku berfikir kan pindah ke wordpress plang ni..hehe..sj sj.. menukar.. tapi.. i need a host.. heheh..

Kim: Thank u..thank u..thank u.. heheh..i wanna redo my room too..the works..but its gonna be a hell lot to pay for.. sooo.. imma hold on that one for awhile..hehe.. and the exam..awuu.. im sooo scared sal si mundiya's and socio si abdullah punya part.. wahhhh... good luck to u too.. hehe

Afee: Thank uuu.. hehe.. bah I await ur post..hehehe but im sure its lawa..hehe

Aida: Sighh.. missing ppl is a bummer aint it? anyway.. thankz darlz.. hehe.. masa rajin ganya tu.. hehe..

Miss me??

2005-04-26T21:19:00.000+08:00

Wahh.. why so many ppl cari aku??hehehe.. hello all.. sorry i didnt blog yesterday.. my conexn was super crappy.. Anyway.. lets start with wat I wanted to post yesterday...

Here's wat I typed down yesterday...

I finished watching "little bride" tadi.. Its a Korean drama series Afee..hehe..Lawa.. hehe..ialah..towards the end.. the grandpa meninggal wah.. and.. aku teringatkan my grans.. mcm..sighh.. terbyg ku dah raya nanti.. Batah plang dah I have no nene. .but this time.. no nene langsung.. u noe yg pangkat nene wah..as in adi beradi my nenes...nada.. sigh.. I can already see how.. empty the nex raya wud be.. sigh..but no matter.. things change.. sighh.. i miss those smiles.. the las 2 nenes that I had.. ukan my direct nene lah.. they have such wonderful smiles.. ill cherish those smiles forever.. insyaAllah..

anyway.. yesterday night.. I had a fab long talk with dodo.. that was fun dodo.. hehe..I miss seing ur smile too dodo.. wat the heck is wrong with me today.. hahaha... I keep missing ppls' smiles.. haha.. hope ill see u soon.. hehe.. Tutong dodo ahhh..heheheh

and this morning.. I chatted with Yong.. been very long yong..that was fun as well.. I miss u too..

Come to think of it.. I miss alot of stuff and ppl today.. could it be because Im home all day long on a monday...sigh..

Well.. to sum it all up.. today was another non-productive day for me. tsktsk..

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Oh and I found this .. this morning..

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Have u ever missed someone and felt
terrible
because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the
same time,
sweet feeling.

U will be sitting around wondering if u
meant
anything to him/her.

Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping
that it's
him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping that
he/she will
surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but
thinking of
him/her, missing the final episode of your
favourite
show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last
time u
were out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under
the stars
again, talking about everything, your
dreams,
plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see
him/her
online.

When u realise that he/she isn't online
and did not
return your page, u will start worrying if
he/she is
okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i
guess.

It exposes u to loneliness.

It teaches u how to cope with being
lonely and let u
know that there is actually a feeling
known as
emptiness.

Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.

U know that u really care and u indulge in
the
feeling of loving/caring for him/her.

But missing someone and not knowing if
he/she is
feeling the same is terrible.

U feel as if u are being left alone.

So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let
them
know.

At the same time, ask if they miss u.

Don't let the feeling of missing someone
become
jealousy or paranoia.

If u are the one being missed and u know
it, let the
other party know.

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My point is.. at least aku gito ppl that I miss them... hehehe...

Ok..today I went off to the library..Ubd's one.. during the afternoon..after doing a couple of tedious errands.. mana inda ngalih.. JAM wah.. i hate traffic jams..hhehe..anyway.. got one hour put to use tadi..studying..yeaa.. awu kamu..sejam ganya..jaditah..hehe.. for lil ol me..heheh... after that..went off to the beach... sighh.. tranquility.. sighhh....but another part of my wish is yet to be fulfilled.. aku mau makan and read there.. hehehe..

Oh... to afee dear.. nah.. as promised.. hehe.. my handwriting.. hehhe.. masa rajin lah.. masa gagas.. nauzubillah..hahahha..

and to kim..hehe.. here's my bedroom wall.. heheh.. clouds..hehehe...

Ok..imma do something out of the ordinary..imma post tag replies here.. hehhee .. here it goes...

TAG REPLIES

Ain, Lush, Erna: Awh,..thanx gurls.. I feel much better now.. hehehe.. oh and Erna and ain..haha.. baru sehari ku menghilang ani wah..hehehe

Afee: aku slaah taip ritu.. shud be.. "little bride" .. korean drama series.. "my little bride" korean movie.. ceta more or less alike..LAWA tapinya..hehe.. well... aku andang gila ceta korea plang tu masani..hehehe

CHKNO (kurt): Hahaha.. hello there kurt..I knew there was a kurt back in my md years..hehehe.. Thanx for dropping by my blog.. heehee.. care to link?

Diana: Hahah.. takpe diana.. jgn nangis..nanti kita pergi disneyland ye.. under ur expense..hehehee..

Goose: Goost <-- malas ku meluruskan..hahah.. Im here goose...hehe...napa ehh..

Bebeh: Eh..tolong sikit.. kita tak main buang batu ok..kita buang diamond..baru kelas..hahaha.. kidding babe.. sorry ye..hehehe...

Oryt peepz..Im out!

Not feeling very well~~~

2005-04-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

Wello ppl...

Had lunch today with Suryiana and Fizah.. all last minute..

Suryiana + Atul + Fizah

hehe.. We had lunch at the food court at Jaya..then we went off..jalan2 around there.. yg calinya.. kami main hujan...well..mostly me.. and consequently..now.. I don feel so well.. pening ku.. well u see... I planned to have a lil shower afta jalan atu kan.. then... ntah malas ku..Snuggled in bed..while watching "My little bride" then.. fell asleep.. soo.. from 2pm up to 6pm..handal ahh..and now.. I feel.. pening.. and cold...hehe..cold atu dari tadi dah tu..hehe..

Wahhhh.... i missed the kumars at no.42 tadi...chehhh...hehe.. apa lagi ahh .. wat else to say...Oh yaa.. Masa kan balik..I nipped a slice of chicago cheesecake from coffeebean..nyumnyum!!!! slurp.. I want more pls! hehe.. bwohhh..mcm kan ketagih aku ani.. shoot... heheh.. this is bad... mahal kali ahh.. kalau jadikan my daily dosage..hehehe...

Hmm.. I feel like having sushi with ratna.. nanti tah..hehehe.. during revision week ani kah..hehehe..or musim exam kah..hehe.. or afta exam.. we'll see.. hehe..

anyway..seeing that im not feeling that well.. atu sj ah for today.. pening ku..

I'm out...hehee

A long post + lots of pix..

2005-04-23T21:00:00.000+08:00

First of all...many thanx to feefs..who involuntarily promoted my site...heheh... this was wat she typed in her blog..

"Btw, i recommend you guys to be regular readers of Atul. Because she always has something to write (or rather type) down and it's never boring =))) She's bloody cute as well! hwahahha. My teacher! *salutes* and prolly soon to be senior. bwhaha. NOT FAIR TUL! hahaha."

Hahaha... mcm apa anak ahh.. *hugs* anywayz gurl..hehehe..but i have to agree..I am bloody cute!!!! dont believe me?? lets look at pix today!!! hehehe...

when was that ah..erm.. thursday..aha.. that day kan.. I went to pick up fiz at itb ryt... I made a stop at UBD's parking area.. skalinya kan.. I saw Yani's car..And left a note.. "I NOE WAT U DID" ..skalinya...alum jauh..Yani sent me a msg.. "I NOE WAT U JUST DID...HAHAHA".. skalinya kan.. aku balas "Apakan? Salah nombor ko kah?" hehe.. actually i noe lah..aku mau ia salah guess lagi..hehe..tadi baru ku tanya wahh...iatahnya.. apa ni eh.. kau tuuu..hahaha.. boring..upanya she saw me flee off.. chetzzz.. I looked aroung masatu takde pun..kacau...hehehe

Ohs.. today I got news ..that my friends yg kana post for observation di stpri...inda dpt kesana.. sal stpri inda menerima.. hmm.. weird.. anyhow...

today was the last actual day of skul...had developmental psychology tutorial today.. and guess wat.. we had a trial mcq test wah..I got 30/50..then my lecturer..Mundiya..was doin his usual rounds.. and then he took a peep at Jill's paper..

Mundiya: U marked urs in red?? - haha..si jill atu jua..mcm cikgu memark karatas cikgu...hehehe
Jil: cheeky laugh..hehehe
Mundiya: *took a peep at what i got*... I see ur ready for the exam!
Atul: Ahakz!!! No im not.. I havent even started studying.. *dalam hati.. Apa juaa... 30/50.. mcm jus pass jua tu.. i wish I was ready...hehehehe.. ani ku jwb..antam sj.. wat to me makes sense.. wic shows here.. that... Im only 60% sensible..hahaha..kidding.. don u guys ever use that against me..hehe*

Afta that.. kami class english.. and I got my final marks for coursework.. overall i got.. *drumroll pls* 43/50!!! suka ku ehhh..hehehe.. Im happy with that.. hehe.. But im not kambang ah..hehe..sj share my joy with lot...

Afta class.. we celebrated bday si rol.. belated bday that is.. mana jua olah..busy wahh...

Rolina.. hehe...the belated bday gurl..

The cake..Jill made this herself.. gotta hand it to her.. I mean...masa org sibuk kan exam..or rehat masani..terbuat lagi ia kan cake..and I sooo like the choc on top..nyum nyum...reminds me of kek roll tapak kuda..hehehe..

Atu si surya tuuu..yg blur ahh..inda pandai teranah..hehe..nadawahh.. hehee

Khaliq!!! hehe... the most feared questionner of the class..hehe..ryt khaliq?heheh

Boon..haha.. si berjabir one.. hehe..this boon ah.. very berjabir..but baik..hehe.. helpful..and thanx boon ah.. sal jadi reporter yg dpn pintu.. sal ada si lin(aka rol) kah inda..

Jill.. The baker.. hehe.. handal eh anak ani di dapur.. hehe...

Ratna.. My twin!!! Known this gurl since kg 1.. same birthdate.. hehe.. syg ratna..hehehe...

Afid.. hehe.. meliat cake..inda sabar2..hehehe...

Yani and ratna.. hehe..

Ida, Fau..and Mizi.. asyik makan cake..aku alum!!!grrrrr...

Ida and Fau... posing sakan no? hehehe...

Mizi, Khairil (jadi mandur), Farid..oh and Fidz di belakang.. hehe

Farid and Ali.. the guy with the very lengthy explanations.. *nudges mizi* kan mizi kan..heheh...

Fau..hehe..with eyes closed.. teehee.. lambat wah.. aku click..hehehe

Fidz - Wait!!!

Ahh.. now that's perfect..pasangan bahagia..hehehe... *fidz and along*

Yani.. entah siapa yg diliatnya..hehe

Ratna didn like this one..so we took another one..

Nah.. hehe...

Surya: tummmbaaaa!!! hehehe

After that.. si surya and I pergi bind and antar our socio...masa antar socio.... our lecturer..Dr. Abdullah suruh sign masa antar the assignment kan..iatah..hehehe.. after surya signed..she handed the sheet to me..and went..

Surya: Autograph pls?
Atul: Here.. *hands the sheet back* oh do u want a poster to go with that?
Surya: No I want ur cd..
Atul: Huh? If ur my fan.. u shud already own the cd..hehehe..

*abdullah smiles..hehe..sibuk wah kami ahh.. * and ada a guy there.. ikut bercali jua..hehehe...

Afta that..surya and i went to batu 1.. and bought jollibee..heehe.. and then kan.. aku liat org main bowling ahh..like..sighhh..rindu ku eh kan main..inda apa tul...nanti tul..hehehe...*nudges hellmay*

Afta that... kami balik to my house..and watched bujang lapok.. dandan setia..inda pandai abis tho kami meliat..haha.. sambil makan..and lepas atu online..hehehe

And then.. Me and my mom, niece and lil bro.. went off to watch the Pacifier..*sorry Mizi..I cant help it.. Had to watch..hehe..gipun free wah..cant pass that up..hehe*..cali!!!heheh...ohhh.. I have a confession to make.. i made my niece cry!!!Kami gagas wahh.. skali.. kami kan naik lift kan.. so .. i pressed the button kan..skali..my niece came and cried...kesian ehh.. ia in charge of pushing buttons wah.. baik jua masa liat movie ia diam and teranah..hehheee...

The many faces of sofiya...

Sofiya: "say wat?"

Teehee.. reminds me of myself...used to do this jua dulu...hehe

Oh btw.. I just love this pic.. takut ku plang.. but it has.. a ring of.. creativity wah.. lawa jua..hehe..

Wah...panjang post ku rini i think.. hope u guys had fun looking at the pics that I exhaustingly uploaded..hehe..I should really adopt ain's or erna's style of posting up pics..hehe...

Ok peeps.. buhbyee....

Sociology essay ku siap!!!

2005-04-22T18:18:00.000+08:00

Yea!!! *hops around* hehe.. happy ku eh..siap..indatah ku peduli lagi tu kan the quality..I need to rehat.. and revise.. hehe.. exam is.. a week away..well sorta.. hehehe.. need to prepare for that.. hehehe

Tadi.. I went off with my cuz, anis, to bind it.. and dgni ia jalan2.. hehe... I didnt buy muc..mmg planku inda shopping wahh..hehehe.. we ate at C.A. Mohd.. hehehe...

Waitress: Murtabak telur?
Anis: Kosong..
Atul: Telur...
*anis Bursts into laughter*
Anis: TELUR!!!
Atul: Baik lagi aku telur..yg ko.. kosong...

U guys get it kah?? mcm telur as in stupid..ia kosong as in empty-headed..hahahaha..ani i just got back..Oh shoot!!! lupa ambil gambar with her...sighh..nanti tah..hehehe...

sigh.. tomorrow..last day of skul..then..one week of revision.. (not enuf) .. then.. exam...then observation..at st.Andrews.. that is if aku inda kana tukar..hehehe.. atu baru draft..hehehe...

Hmm..lets see.. ada lagi kan ku post kah?? neh.. hehe.. oryt peeps.. c ya!!!

Progress: Socio essay..sorta halfway there..

2005-04-21T19:53:00.000+08:00

Pssstt ...sociology essay ku coming...hehe.. sorta halfway there...hehe..tapikan..mcm copy and paste aku ah...krg tah ku paraphrase..udah siap everything..hehe...masa cek balik..heheh.. Im on my 5th page..hehe..supposed to do 10 pages.. not more.. less bleh..but..takut ku mun less berabis.. aku alum siap copy and paste ani pun sal ngalih nyalin..I want someone to read them out for me.. the points that ive highlighted ofcourse..pastu barutah ku edit.. hehe..and add the other points of which Im supposed to add in..hehehe...

Erm.. so basically.. today..that's what Ive been up to....

Actually.. I had a bad afternoon.. I hurt someone..someone very dear to me... I think I did..emotionally.. but.. I had to..for the sake of my sanity.. cause im the kind yg .. if im not comfortable with something, aku gito wah.. awal2.. tahan plang..tapi..mun dah inda tahan..melatup ia..I didn mean to hurt her.. I really don't.. Guilt is circling me..but what can I do.. I just had to say it..to make some sense to her, and show her the error of her ways.. not that im saying its all her fault.. but.. sighhh.... things just have to be said.. I tried to just u noe..tahan..

To you..Im very sorry for what I did.. I really am.. I just had to do it.. but all in all.. I wont take it back.. its for ur own good anyhow.. u r still very dear to me.. Im sorry for the fact that Im sooo direct at times.. sighh.. I noe u don read this.. i just.. sigh..I cudnt get over the feeling that Ive hurt u..

Arghh.. my guilty conscience is a workaholic I tell u.. grrr...

But still.. all in all.. Im very sorry..

anyway.. back to my good mood.. after that.. my mood..slowly but surely.. revives itself.. and now.. Im in an okay mood....

Later watch tv!!! essay ku lum siap! heheheh..later lah..hehe...kamu tau apa..di mlm.. aku atu.. baca my socio arah bilik adiku wah...and again.. i fell asleep in his room..while watching vcds.. hehehe.. giler ehh..

tadi aku liat vcds in his room jua..hahha..salnya kn.. my player the very the annoying..sensitive..terstop2 wah tu cd atu olehhnya..sighhhh... ialah..took the opportunity to watch it in my bro's room..tapinya kan.. alum abis ku liat...im on the 6th one nex..hehe.. ia drama korea wah..awu jill.. barutah ku bermood bnr kan meliat..been so busy..hhehehe...ani..kes meliat sambil merelaxkan otak sal socio..hahaha..

Oh by the by.. I thank dodo-goose for the kind gesture of offering me assistance in completing my essay. However, I cannot accept. Besides, I have the confidence that I am able to do it. There's just a small factor that has shown its cruciality in my doing my essay, my laziness..hahaha.. thanx goose.. hehe.. That was really sweet of u.. hehe..even though I has to turn it down..hehehe...

Oh ya..speaking of goose.. I had a gr8 time ...gr8 but exhausting I might add..time with him on msn messenger yesterday.. have u guys seen... the importance of being earnest?? hehe.. kami cuba ckp in that style wah..haha..atuuu batah kami kan kuarkan the words..menaip lagi..hahahaa.. that was fun... Isn't it young sir (dodo-goose)? hehehe

Oh..and a thank u to afee..hehe.. sal the help tadi..hehehe..

Well..ok then.. time to split.. inda lagi lama later..ceta di tv syok syok...heheh..and i need to speed things up with my socio if I want to be able to bind it tomorrow..hehehe... tata alll..

2005-04-20T19:53:00.000+08:00

teehee... had a great day today..hehehe...

Morning.. casual morning.. the usual..hehe.. tadi kan.. masa physics.. got my evaluation papers back..yg my peers evaluate my peer teaching.. and..aku kambang.. on comment was..believe this...

VERY CUTE... !!!! - I can't believe my eyes!!!

yg another one is..

Needs to project voice....!!! - shock jua ku tu..ani kan suara ku nyaring..but then.. oh well..maybe jua.. sal kalau aku inda confident with wat i say..suara ku damit..hahahaha

eh.. aku list ah.. yg cali2, yg aku suka.. and yg aku shocked berabis..well.. shocked lah..hehehe

very friendly
'sigh' too much.. as if complaining (HAHAH!!!! this is true u noe..but im not complaining..its a habit of mine.. i even sigh alot in my posts jua..hahaha)
Nice handwriting (chewahhh~~~~ hahaha)
*don't panic?* (hahaha..awuuu aku nervous brabis..hahaha)
Too easy-going/ carefree (hahaha...cali ehhh)
Not really serious (sigh... Imma have to agree with this.. hehe.. namanya aku nervous..)
Needs to have more class control.. (hmm.... hehe)

Adalah yg lain.. yg important.. to do with the lesson.. pi inda cali..hehehehe...

anyway.. afta class.. went out to KFC batu satu with.. surya, yani, jill and raizah.. hehee...that was fun.. aku and surya bali kain!!! $10 sj.. hahaha.. kain last ah..hehehe..

afta that..sent them back to ubd.. then.. aku balik.. then went online.. then bertipun with dodo (goose) .. then.. send off my brother to his tuition.. then fetch fizah at itb..ke fratini's.. had lasagna and mango juice.. hehe..then.. ambil my bro..then.. ke mall.. went around for abit.. then shop for snacks.. then makan banana split rah DQ..

In conclusion..wahh!!!! bankrupt ku eh oleh appetite ku.. wah!!! hancur niiiii.. hahahaha.. teruk ehhh.. hahaha.. my money mostly goes to food.. Fizah second this..hahaha.. sal ia ia jua.. and she concluded that most Bruneians do spend most of their money on food.. hhehehe..hancur ehhh...

afta that..balik.. and here I am.. hehe...

Wahh..kamu tau apa....essay socio ku alum ku start!!! hahaha.. insyaAllah.. maybe.. emphasize on the maybe.. heheh.. Ill start tonight..and my plan.. tonight.. start..at the least pun..sok pagi..then.. do most of it tomorrow atu jua.. then.. friday..do yg minor ones.. mcm lau alum siap..lau tinggal sikit lagi..then ptgnya.. bind it! 10 pages kali ah (Urk!)..plus the 16 pages (double urk! arlum tah ku abis baca..baru 3 pages kali..or was it 2..) article (which I have to do an essay on) attached.. soo.. 26 pages altogether..heheh..

eh..yesterday night I had a blackout wah..adiku like siuk sendiri pasang byk lilin..nasib jua inda mcm org romance..romance ah..hahaha....but i had fun during the blackout..bleh lah...after a couple of attempts to call ppl up.. which btw was in vain...hehe..sal.. si goose ada hal jap.. and fizah.. she didn recognise that number.. haha.. kacau bnr.. ia tau number sebuting sj..hehehe... so..after those.. adi (my bro) and me... liat desperate housewives on his laptop.. skalinya kan.. karan pasang balik.. I just stayed in that position..and before abis.. aku tertidur dah!!! hahahaa... i fell asleep watching it.. haha..skali..afta abis.. adi ku woke me up..and I went off to my room..and.. threw myself on my bed..after clearing it..and falling right back to slumber...hehe.. so sorry goose to have kept u waiting last night...hehehe.. sorry.. inda ku termsg lagi..hehehehe

Ok..that concludes my post for today...tata all!!!!

Observation list out!-edited

2005-04-19T17:59:00.000+08:00

First of all....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ROLINA (MINI COOPER GIRL)!!!!
Hehehe.. May Allah showers u with His blessings always.. Amin!

Draft plang masih...hehehe..

aku kana post di...di mana nah.. I really thought that Id be getting STPRI wah.. but was i wrong! hahaha.. I got St. Andrews.. hehehe.. Im..content.. hehehe... anyway.. some of the others that I noe of..

Yani: Chung Hwa
Jill: Umar Al-Khattab
Surya: Serasa
Afid: Serasa
Raizah: Rashidah, KB
Rolina: PAP Masna
Aziz: STPRI
Fau: MSPSBS, Muara
Ida: PAP Masna
Mizi: Mentiri
Boon: Chung Hwa.. but might change to St. Andrews
Timah: St. Andrews
Mawar: Umar Al-Khattab
Waznah: Umar Al-Khattab

Atu tul (talking to myself)..byk skalinya ku melist.. haha.. atu sj ehh.. hahaha..

Sigh..the main thing is... kami separated!!! but.. its experience kan.. sooo.. mana sjlah labu..hehehe...

Erm.. reflection ku almost siap.. kan di bind apa lagi sj.. but the work..done..hehee.. YEA!!!! Essay sociology alum ku start..Im hoping to start tonight.. hehe.. last nite I was busy burning vcds.. sighh.. my computer ani lagi..lau burning..slow tia the whole system.. hehehe..

Btw... last nite.. or rather..this morning..I slept at 230am! hahaha.. Iatah.. I wasnt at all sleepy wah last night atu..I mean..before the 230am lah..hehe.. It was like at 1am.. and i felt like it was 9pm.. 11pm the most! hehehe.. however.. as u can see.. I finally gave in....

Oh yaaaa.... borang biru ku dah jadi hijau..thanx to neny..thank u neny..hehehe... sorry eh.. nyusahkan..hehehe ..

Oh today...we had lunch at.. the thai restaurant at Jerudong.. tu je.. not much to say..hehehe...

Tata all...

Added:

Hehehe.. i decided to post up some pix for ur enjoyment..hehe.. these were taken.. masa lunch..and balik dari lunch.. hehehe

Ratna minum.. Surya..haha..inda ia suka noodles nya tuuu..hehehe

Bwoh yan..seloroh jua ketawa mu?hahah..cute ehh.. sal apa ni nah.."tul..knapa ko suka gambar time org makan?" hahaha.."sal..aku siap dah makan.." hahaha.. eh.. kamu!!! aku baru notice...tadi aku siap awal dari kamu!!! hahaha

Oi Raizah..sedih jua usulmu atu.. nah si aziz ahh... serious bangettt..alah.. si rol inda nampak lahh..

Malar jua gambar ratna minum ani ahhh....

Bwoh...transformasi yg mengagumkan.. garang jua yan..hehehe.. oh and the latter one is the one yg masa kan sampai ubd..hehehe...

WAH!!!! aku suka gambar ani.. Jill and ratna..mengelak dari kana gambar..shud tutup the lens dears.. not ur eyes..hahaha...

I lyk this pic tooo!!! so cute!!! hehehee...

Me and surya..hehehe...

hahah.. so messy-looking.. hehe..ada lagi menyawang tu si surya ahh..ahahhaa..
Ok..that's all for today.. hehehe..signing off..

heart beat

2005-04-18T18:06:00.000+08:00

Dub Dab.. Dub Dab.. Dub Dab (*heart beat*)

We were informed again this afternoon that the allocations for observation is again postponed to tomorrow.. sigh..bilatah abisnya nervous ku ani??hehehe.. Mana sj tah aku ani.. talangkan tah ku ke temburong kah...haha..actually Id love it if aku kana post with my friends... but..that is highly unlikely..salnya.. tempat tinggal kami jauh..but..its not bad to hope now is it..hehe.. but...lau inda kana pun..aku pasrah..hehe..ku terima dgn rela hati..hahaha

Anyway...today byk org ku annoy..haha..case main accent british..mostly with Jill.. sasak durang dgr.. with Yani as an exception.. She likes it..haha..while others asked us..particularly me.. to stop.. Ia inda suruh..ia suka dgr..hahaha.. cali brn anak atu..hehehehe....

Tadi.. byk perkara kami uruskan..sal blue form tia.. sal buku di library tia.. sal kaja di hand in tia..sal elective tia.. oh.. i signed up for Learning styles and preferences..hehehee.. tapi kami mau yg 3d animation atu plang..since full.. kami masukkan sj nama kami as apa.. lau ada org kuar..kami masuk.. too bad this semester.. kami kekurangan lagi satu member kami untuk dgnkan kami masa elective.. Surya!!!! wahhh~~~ I can already feel ur absence.. jgn nangis sur.. jgn nangis.. hehe.. We'll always be here for u.. and u too afid..in case ko menyawang..hehehe...

Erm..wat else.. apa ah..nada kali..atu sj kali..oh btw..I havent started on my socio essay yet..urk! I'll get on it soon.. currently Im trying to finish up on the reflection for MOT maths..tinggal sikit sj lagi.. hehehe.. after that...woohooo..tinggal essay atu sj tuuuu!!! how i wish i can finish them all tonyt..hehehe.. hmm.. Ill give it a go later..however, I have very little confidence that I will.. hehe..since it requires around 10 pages..not more tho.. ialah..and.. thing is.. aku balum abis baca the article of which i was supposed to comment on..hahaha.. handal eh ...seee... when i slack.. i slack!!! heehehehe.. giler~~~~ I shud really get on with it..but tonyt..aku plan kan burn2 cds yg org suruh aku burn and wat not..hehehe..and copy files for myself..hehehe.. and when i do all that...my laptop goes slow..pyh tia ku membuat kaja ku... sigh... But thanx to blogging..im starting to have the mood to do my work..yeaa...however, I do not noe how long this'll last..hehe.. mcm apa aku ani..hehe...palui wah aku ani.. mesti bermood mun kan study..and mun kan buat kaja..

The semester is coming to an end.. the exam is just around the corner.. in less than 2 weeks!!! Oh man the pressure!!!!wahhh..takut tah ku balik nahhhh.. Kacau!!! wahhh.. hancur rasaku when I think of my work.. well.. on the bright side..I only have 2 things left to do..and one is almost done..however...one alum lagi ku start.. atu yg hancur..grrrr... hehehe.. susah susah..oh look at me.. im fretting over my work again..Is atul capable of talking about anything else other than her work?! grrr... Im so angry at atul (myself)... but im slowly seeing that side of her coming out again.. which worries me.. coz exam is near.. hehehe.. apakanz? bangang kamu? Hahaha...

Well..adios all..hehehe.. oh and to ubdians hehee.. Happy revising and memerah otak.. and all the best for ur exams.. hehe..oh yeah..and happy menguruskan borang biru..hehehe...

Food.. hehehe

2005-04-17T17:35:00.000+08:00

hmmm.....

oryt.. ceta ku.. last nite.. my mood was not so good.. membawa ke tadi pagi lah...hehe..my apologies to those yg terkena my mood swings..heheh..

Erm.. Tadi kan..aku chat with Mizi and Ida..palui wah durang ah..taisliur ku tarus kan cake..so.. i went off to Mum's and bought chocolate moist (I don usually buy choc cake.. sj.. ) and..tiramisu (wic aku inda ampit..hehe..sofiya came by and ate it.. but i don mind..so full now) hehe.. erm..munchkins.. which i havent eaten yet.. egg tarts..pun alum..tinggal satu kali ganya tu.. erm.. and esprit raspberry.. hehe..atu almost habis..pastu..swung by big papas..bought myself.. honey-grilled chicken.. done! hehehe..

Oh yeah..my sis and family came over kan.. exchanged my O2 xdaIIs phone with his ..same one lah..sal aku minta configure kan.. but for now..im having fun with his xda..sal ada game Big2!!! Cho-tai-ti..I like!!! Wahh..batah dah inda main in real.. Any takers???

and now.. aku online.. menyamakingz.. heheh..

Pssst.. yani.. u owe me smthing.. hehe...

Tata

My latest so-called artwork

2005-04-16T22:35:00.000+08:00

Im in the midst of watching Desperate housewives..well..listening ryt now actually..hehee... tadi.. I was again dwelled in my emotional self.. soo.. I painted..

Heheh... tell me wat u think ... if u want lah... I kinda put my emotion in this one.. well actually.. i put my emotion in everyone of my paintings..some work out..some not..this.. entah..hehehe..

Some of those who r dear to me.. wud noe when and why i paint.. soo.. here, ill explain, when i feel very much dwelled into myself..sometimes i tend to be expressive about it, and painting is one way of expressing.. so there.. hehe... And i feel better after doing it.. I think..hehehe..

erm..

2005-04-16T17:54:00.000+08:00

Ehem.. kamu tau apa.. di mlm aku tidur kul... 2+am!!! hahaha.. kes menyiapkan kaja..hehe.. hancur..I lost to dodo-goose.. he finished a wee bit earlier than I did.. how i noe??salnya.. we miscall each other lau siap dah kaja..hehe

soo.. erm...my seminar.. ok lah..hehe.. was surprised by what i got..hehehe..thanx again yani..hehee.. im happy for that lah.. erm.. had lunch di amsarra.. apa gi.. we had a cracking fun time at skul afta lunch.. main ckp slang british..hahah.. caliii.. hahaha.. Jill sama aku tu karak berabis.. haha...

Lapas class.. me, dad and adi.. had dimsum.. was soo weak tadii.. bnr.. pening2..kan pengsan ganya inda.. sighhh.. ngalih berabis ku.. mun by lunchtime..was all sleepy... tambah lagi dgn perut kekenyangan..haha...

Oh tadi..got results for developmental psycho .. my coursework grade is B.. fair enuf.. Im content..hehehe...

Urghhh.. list untuk allocations of observations alum kuar.. sepatutnya las week..then kena tunda ke today...then nada jua..chetz... monday ani kali tu... terus briefing.. i don care anymore where i get posted.. peduli tia aku sorang kah ganya and my mates elsewehre *ishkishk*.. biartia.. experience.. sedih ku plang tu..i mean.. id like it more if ada dgnku..from my gang.. but..since they live far away from me.. ishkkk.. there's a big chance that I wont be placed in the same school is them.. sighh..So, expect to see me having my breaktime all by myself.. wahh..sedih plang bunyinya.. but.. im prepared.. since besar kemungkinan catu jadinya..ishkk..im willing to accept.. I have to accept.. sighhh... Pasrah bunyiku ahhh...biartia..antam sj tia..mana sj tia.. hehehehe...

Apa gi.. tonight I wanna sleep early..besides watching Desperate housewives..hehhee...ok peeps.. toodles..